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Give me liberty, or give me death! ①66Please respect copyright.PENANAqSFdazUjeL
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我渴望著能夠擺脫束縛的力量,我嚮往著能夠恣意歡笑的天堂,我幻想著擁有一對自由飛翔的翅膀。倘若自由將離我而去,那麼我也會毫不猶豫地奔向死亡。66Please respect copyright.PENANA3SfKRvezrT
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你絕不會知道,和著失控節奏的心跳,那個短暫擁有你笑容的盛夏,是我真心盼望時間就此停住的時光。66Please respect copyright.PENANA78StJQpbUF
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“你相信前世今生嗎?傳說人死後,亡魂會踏過滿佈彼岸花的黃泉路,當抵達奈何橋時,在映照著宿命輪迴的三生石面前,喝下孟婆湯,方能投胎轉世。這說法並不陌生吧?但是啊,你一定不知道,即便早已沒了前世記憶,兩個註定在一起的靈魂仍舊會彼此吸引,逐漸靠近,甚而擦出火花…”66Please respect copyright.PENANATTJoas6din
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夕陽西下的餘暉自虛掩的窗戶落進室內,落在雙肘撐著椅背反向跨坐的金髮男人臉上,橘黃又似霞紅的色彩與其自然流露的微笑十分合襯,朦朧暮光非但彰顯了男人本就生得俊俏的臉龐,更縮短了總耀眼奪目的人與旁人的距離。能如此近距離欣賞這樣個俊俏男人的笑容甚至與之對談或許是每個女孩的夢想─只可惜雙手捧著書本端坐於桌前的人不屬於那“大部分的人”之一。66Please respect copyright.PENANA4HlDVpSzZw
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“哼…你就是靠說這種故事交到女朋友的嗎?”將視線從書本轉移到對面的人身上,像是施捨般的目光,綠間真太郎推了推眼鏡,用一聲冷哼打斷了對方的長篇大論,“簡直是無稽之談,都幾歲的人了,請別盡說些降低自身智商的話來突顯自己的愚蠢。”66Please respect copyright.PENANABVyd2Cq913
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“哇咧,你這傢伙還真是一點浪漫成份都沒有呢…”黃瀨涼太的眉心抽了抽,堪稱足以迷倒一票女孩的完美笑容頓時變得有些僵硬。66Please respect copyright.PENANAfyPrPWlenr
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生活情趣之於日常生活的重要性不言而喻,即便多少帶點以訛傳訛的虛假,可身邊那些被這類言論逗樂的女孩子不也證明了一點,人們仍舊需要點不切實際的幻想來點綴一成不變的呆板生活,不是嗎?至於為何會在個孩子面前踢了鐵板,或許他是挑錯了對象,只是…被年僅五歲的學生如此評論還真是哭笑不得,撇開自己身為教師卻快與對方互換的立場不說,總之各方面而言,這還真是個未來堪憂的孩子啊。66Please respect copyright.PENANAbghZPE9LNc
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“用沒有獲得實證的說法來誤導孩子,這是為人師表所做的最錯誤的示範哦,黃瀨君。”66Please respect copyright.PENANALl4Y6tNzG0
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“啊,黑子老師!”看清了推門而入的身影,綠間抱著書本迎了上去,小小的背影看上去比方才多了分雀躍,“我一直在等您呢,我們繼續來說上次的故事好嗎?”66Please respect copyright.PENANA72H0Es8LKN
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“我很樂意奉陪哦,只是…今天有點晚了,我們不該讓真太郎的母親在外面等太久,你說是嗎?”黑子哲也俯身摸了摸孩子頭頂的髮絲,給了對方一個溫和的笑容。66Please respect copyright.PENANAx8YOzvYslz
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“咦…原來已經這麼晚了啊,好吧,那我們明天再繼續吧。”抬眼看了下時鐘,綠間倒也不堅持,回頭去拿自己座位上的書包與兔子玩偶,路過黃瀨身邊還不忘給個禮貌性的道別,“那就這樣了,涼太。”66Please respect copyright.PENANA1jpRFmM28r
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那稱呼過於自然,好半晌黃瀨才回過神來,揮舞著雙手抗議。“等等,甚麼叫就這樣了!‘再見,黃瀨老師’呢!”66Please respect copyright.PENANACEUhWWIK4D
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認真且負責任,綠間真太郎是班上的模範優等生,總捧著圖書館借來的各式深奧書籍待在教室一隅等待忙於工作的母親,其成熟穩重的個性令人省心,也深得保育園老師們的讚譽。66Please respect copyright.PENANAnqdGKfxp8J
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照顧個這樣乖巧的孩子自然不是什麼難事,只是…前提是大多數的老師並不知道,當聰穎誤入歧途走錯方向時,再可愛的天使也是會變成惡魔的啊!隸屬於向日葵班的黃瀨涼太老師揉揉發疼的太陽穴及胃,開始思考是否該從明天起正視“孩子的教育不能等”之類的議題。66Please respect copyright.PENANAm0JCNoiaqv
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“那個,黃瀨君…”一道聲音插進了黃瀨與鏡子對視的詭異場面,“謝謝你陪我及綠間君留到這麼晚,照理來說我不該如此對待熱心幫助我的黃瀨君,但已經到了閉園時間了,我不得不採取這樣的做法。”66Please respect copyright.PENANAgkZ0ag8SG3
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“等等啊!小黑子!你是不是該留給時間給一秒前才被告知閉園的人、而非立馬鎖上門吧!”這裡是保育園,而不是動物園吧?黃瀨欲哭無淚。66Please respect copyright.PENANAfOeGjI47Xi
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初見到黃瀨涼太這個人,是在學校的課堂上。黃瀨擁有與外貌同樣出眾的能力,待人親切隨和卻又不失逗人發笑的風趣,很快便成為校園裡的風雲人物,但那時的黑子,並未料到自己會在不久後和這樣萬眾囑目的人成為朋友,甚至是多年後在同個地方一起工作的好夥伴。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyAzICh2xKC
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雖然耳根子無法保持清淨也是種困擾,不過被環繞在身邊的“人”充實了生活的日子倒也不壞。66Please respect copyright.PENANAyNeRx7Qly4
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“欸,已經是今天看到的第二輛救護車了呢,似乎是車禍的樣子…希望傷患一切平安。”不遠處的醫院門口,醫護人員正忙著將傷患推出救護車,路過見到此景的黃瀨不免喃喃低語著,“吶,我說啊小黑子……小黑子?”66Please respect copyright.PENANAiwjcCNmbnU
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幾次呼喚得不到回應,黃瀨下意識輕推了下身旁似乎發起呆來的身影。那總是淡泊的幾乎沒太大變化的表情,因驚嚇而生動一回的情形實屬難得,可對方略顯蒼白的臉色卻也奪去了此時此刻黃瀨想調侃對方的心思。66Please respect copyright.PENANAb4TcUh7M9u
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“小黑子,你沒事吧?是身體不舒服嗎?”66Please respect copyright.PENANAoBOw82wwJs
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“我沒事,謝謝黃瀨君的關心,只是頭痛了一下,不礙事的。”66Please respect copyright.PENANAHr2ex6YrHL
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當微笑如暖風般回到黑子臉上,方才一閃而逝的沉默彷彿只是錯覺。既是錯覺,也無需往心裡去多作他想,想法單純的黃瀨很快地就將注意力集中在“留意天氣變化別感冒了”這類會讓黑子頻頻出神的叮囑上了。66Please respect copyright.PENANA72Z5I0ekX5
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春雷毫無預警地在耳邊響起,不知何時漸轉陰鬱的天空落下了幾縷雨絲,與黃瀨告別後,黑子的步伐便越發加快,快走逐漸演變成奔跑。若是平時他可能會選擇就這樣加快腳步衝回家,反正衣服的下場都是一樣的,他並不介意淋點雨,但今天手裡多了幾本圖書館借來的書籍,似乎不適合冒險。66Please respect copyright.PENANApu0MNHqTqm
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出於愛護書本的心理,黑子索性找了間鄰近的便利商店躲雨。脫下早被傾盆大雨濡濕的外套,他摸索著隨身的背包想掏出手帕來擦拭,目光卻不經意地落在店門口一角的某樣物體上。66Please respect copyright.PENANAiIrm9eo0gJ
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是哪個路過的客人遺落的物品嗎?並未多加細想,黑子走上前去拾起了始終躺在地上的物體。66Please respect copyright.PENANAM9FWflQlbC
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那是個只有自己掌心般大小的布製玩偶,從外型的輪廓隱約能看出是個身著短褲的小男孩,上頭雖滿佈歲月流逝所造成的破損與污漬,可那曾經精緻的車線與造型仍令黑子眼睛一亮。66Please respect copyright.PENANAc3GXRBu2zK
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“…你被拋棄了嗎?”用手帕輕輕擦拭男孩布偶上的灰塵,被擱置在角落無人聞問的孤獨竟讓他在瞬間對玩偶產生了某種程度的憐惜。66Please respect copyright.PENANAEo8gZYxB5T
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人來人往的便利商店門口,沒有人注意到,蹲在地上與布偶進行單方面對話的黑子。或許是習慣了被遺忘,所以當一雙腳正對著自己站立在身邊時,黑子猛然抬起的眼眸也順勢映上了那雙腿的主人面容。66Please respect copyright.PENANA8m4lFjLN2j
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“呃…這是你的東西嗎?”比平時還要來得柔軟的聲音脫口而出,說不上為什麼,他有種淡紅髮色的男孩布偶是眼前少年的所有物的直覺。66Please respect copyright.PENANAhtA4kvT0hx
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然而立於眼前的赤髮少年只是居高臨下地望著他,從少年緊抿不曾鬆動的唇線看來,或許是不覺得這問題有回答的必要。66Please respect copyright.PENANAeIaMCt1VAb
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“不好意思,大概是我誤會了…”拍拍褲管的灰塵,黑子起身回過頭還想說些什麼,可話說到一半他便愣在原地。66Please respect copyright.PENANAAR6eGScnC3
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人呢?66Please respect copyright.PENANAX0yesTkxG4
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幾秒前還在面前的少年已不見蹤影,驟雨宛若呼應著少年的神出鬼沒,來得快也結束得快,悄悄來到,也隨著少年一起悄悄消失了。呆站在沒了少年背影的街道,黑子在那瞬間明白了一件事。66Please respect copyright.PENANA24y855HRjY
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“……靈魂…甚至是鬼魂這類的東西,並不存在。”那只是附近學校的學生而已吧。但願是自己想太多了。66Please respect copyright.PENANApBwWkTUuks
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他拭去滑落至頰邊的汗珠,冰冷,卻很真實。66Please respect copyright.PENANAw8DpFQtQP0
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將男孩布偶帶回家的當晚,鮮少作夢的黑子很難得地陷入了夢境。66Please respect copyright.PENANAC8xhmgkI20
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雖說是夢境,但也稱不上什麼複雜情境。他在一望無際的海上漂流,無法追朔起點,更無法探知終點,是的,就像小說電影般不切實際的漂流,而印證孤獨的小船上,仍舊只有他隻身一人。66Please respect copyright.PENANAgblgH9iSrb
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當他因一波迎來的巨浪而落入汪洋時,溺水所帶來的窒息痛苦並未如自己預期的發生。能像條魚一樣感受置身於水裡的沉靜自在倒是種不錯的體驗,只是深海的幽暗終究不等同於他要的寧靜,他使勁地往上游,盼望脫離腳下那既無助又絕望的黑洞,可憑他一己單薄之力又怎敵大自然無情的掠奪?洶湧暗潮很快便將他吞沒。66Please respect copyright.PENANAof5NA4CMXS
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伸手不見五指的黑暗逐漸包圍自己,就在意識即將遠離之際,一隻手捉住了他的手腕。66Please respect copyright.PENANAqR9e31aEGW
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“嗶嗶嗶…”66Please respect copyright.PENANA0yCkOGSltM
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熟悉的聲響打斷了方從夢境回到現實的迷茫,黑子又翻了個身,這才騰出手將鬧鐘關掉。明媚陽光迫不急待的闖進屋內,倒映在他微瞇雙眼的天空蔚藍依舊,看來今天也是個好天氣。66Please respect copyright.PENANAYEIiCi87T2
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簡單的梳洗換裝出門,沿路上和遇見的學生道早並勉勵自己今天也要努力工作─如果沒有散不去的昏沉留在腦袋裡擾亂思緒,這的確是個與平時無異的美好早晨。66Please respect copyright.PENANA1lGec4FjuA
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是因為做了那個夢的緣故嗎?他仍依稀記得夢的內容,可他卻想不起夢裡伸手抓住自己的人的臉孔。66Please respect copyright.PENANAL3ba8FmIyu
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“早安,黑子老師!"66Please respect copyright.PENANAgTYFFuld7a
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“早安。"66Please respect copyright.PENANAk9er11sjbw
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幾個孩子成群結伴的路過,紛紛抬起頭來向黑子道早,而他也不忘帶著笑容一一回應。孩子們的笑容總能令他忘卻許多煩心或是困擾的事情,就如同現在,他突然覺得認真思考一個夢的自己有些多慮了。66Please respect copyright.PENANAWPtlu2JHlp
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保育園就在不遠處,在等待綠燈的空檔時,他的眼角突然瞥見一抹似曾相似的身影。本只是打算轉過身看清那個人影,沒想到下一秒那個身影卻突然衝到馬路中間。66Please respect copyright.PENANApsyZ4o6NvB
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“危險…"一輛疾駛而來的公車就要撞上那個背對著自己的少年,他下意識邁開腳步想衝上前去將少年推開,甚至忘了就這樣莽然衝出去的自己也可能收到波及。66Please respect copyright.PENANAfs68syovim
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“黑子老師?"一個站在身邊的學生以不解的眼神看著黑子,小手輕拉了下他的衣襬,似乎不明白對方神色大變的邁步向前又猛然停住的動作意義何在。66Please respect copyright.PENANAOr7jzjcSk7
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“啊,嗯…沒事…綠燈了,我們趕快過馬路吧。"66Please respect copyright.PENANAtaETWymvd4
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小男孩自然不會察覺黑子臉上微妙變化的表情,過了馬路後便與朋友一路說笑著進了保育園。只有黑子仍站在方才的馬路旁,思考方才所見究竟是幻象還是現實。那個幾秒前呆站在馬路中央並在下一刻消失的少年身影,已深烙進腦海,至今仍如不斷倒轉的影片在他回憶裡反覆播送。66Please respect copyright.PENANAdTiZqPfuQE
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“嘿…真有趣呢。"66Please respect copyright.PENANAQWdZ2Bxgy1
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一道輕柔且蘊含過多笑意的嗓音在耳邊響起,只聞其聲不見其人的戰慄頓時爬滿全身,他無法形容此刻的感覺,也無法解釋這樣的行為,可他還是順從了自己的直覺,往聲音的來源處,也就是自己的頭頂望去。66Please respect copyright.PENANAxUSm6FPUrA
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零碎的片段回憶終在不斷的似曾相識中找到交集。無論是拾獲玩偶時視線交會的瞬間、夢境裡將他伸手拉回海面的臉,抑或是在自己面前驟然消失的背影。66Please respect copyright.PENANAIaRiTHaphU
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身高與自己差距並不是那麼大的少年,正雙腿交疊一臉愜意的坐在紅綠燈的上方。赤髮的少年嘴邊綻開宛若天使的溫和微笑,唇縫流瀉而出的輕快笑聲卻好比惡魔般奪人心神。66Please respect copyright.PENANAG7TotmhELR
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“你,看得見我?”66Please respect copyright.PENANA4VYK1461vM
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①摘自美國政治家派屈克•亨利(Patrick Henry)於維吉尼亞州里奇蒙的聖約翰教堂發表著名的《不自由,毋寧死》演說。66Please respect copyright.PENANABSFJm5NUDP
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我休息了一陣子,終於開工了^^以後也請繼續指教囉!!66Please respect copyright.PENANACM9kYgemXR
這是個笑中帶淚,淚中帶笑,有菜有肉(!!!?)的故事。不過不會像MONSTER那麼沉重哦,基本上還是輕鬆愉快的,請放心閱讀。66Please respect copyright.PENANAuzRwGc1Iub
而後會主更這篇,副更真實續章(看心情寫←咦)66Please respect copyright.PENANAhK5nW3OA4U
空檔會邊畫MONSTER的插圖,預計是六張,完成時間未知(倒)66Please respect copyright.PENANA8iGvCZ3N3H
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總之又是個忙碌無比的節奏了!慢更見諒,我愛赤黑!66Please respect copyright.PENANAILOvjNwGf5
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