【2024年TwoSetViolin（雙琴俠／TSV）爭議提醒】
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在看文之前，作者希望大家知道TwoSetViolin（雙琴俠／TSV）近年有以下爭議，並希望各位讀者了解這些文章僅基於作者個人想像寫出，並非與下列爭議相關，如文章內容與其現實表現有所不同，實屬不幸。如想知道更多爭議詳情，請自行於網上搜尋，恕不詳列：87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jZpjrR3Ox87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlS2Jk9KlD
（一）涉嫌剝削古典音樂家朋友：據稱TSV朋友Jordon He多年為TSV免費／極低價作曲編曲，亦未能於所有相關作品標注作者為Jordon；87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdofDWi2Ob
（二）勞資爭議：2023年有多名TSV前員工／合作伙伴於Reddit指出為TSV工作會有工時長、低薪、管理混亂、權責不清、私下溝通會被資遣等問題，TSV於公告回應並指控前員工有問題後，刪除一切前員工及相關不利TSV的言論，並關閉Reddit一段時間；87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsHNKBZfRV
（三）版權問題：YouTube影片長期無授權使用粉絲創作，有原作者申訴但未獲回應；TwoSet Apparel多件衣服設計涉嫌抄襲；87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yOX32Tg9s
（四）未有交代慈善捐款下落：2022年TSV討論俄羅斯音樂家困境，Eddy演出烏克蘭音樂家作品並指會把直播收益捐款至人道用途，但未有交代後續；87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04QMeCXGAE
（五）巡演安排混亂：2024年無預警取消世巡的斯德哥爾摩和曼徹斯特場次；以往演出亦有活動和週邊販售安排混亂問題；87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvawoMlWeHV
（六）自我言論審查：台裔的TSV於Bilibili上傳影片時剪走預想中國市場不滿意的部分。
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．本文為與現實任何人事物無關，內文為個人妄想，請不要隨意散佈。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2Pu0VOPB4
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．本文雖然寫著是Eddy中心，但絕對OOC，敘述以Eddy主，Brett為副，理論上不是CP向，。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFXgPEgphC
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．本文背景大約是2010年-2011年，作者古典音樂知識薄弱，歡迎指正。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdxeWpK8NA
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「我決定要進The Con唸音樂。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTneYhexvd
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戴眼鏡的少年坐在玻璃窗旁，單手拿著冒出水珠的塑料杯，深灰褲管下的白皙小腿在椅上一晃一晃。於布里斯班猛烈的陽光下，他突然說出了這一句，齒間的牙套被照得閃閃發亮。對面的少年啜著抹茶紅豆奶茶，擦了下嘴：「Brett，不然呢？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEJgDzUfyG
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「Be a doctor？就像我們媽媽希望的。」被喚作Brett的少年隨意亂說。他們剛放學，趁著補習班開課前的空隙，偷喝一下奶茶。The Con僅在他們學校對面，他們每天都看著背著樂器的人在那些紅色的建築物裡進進出出，偶然進去找Eddy姐姐時，也會說自己將來會進這家學校。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4m8uY436G
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天花亂墜的未來他們隨口說過很多，但誰也沒有認真考慮過。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq0dmolCyZ
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Eddy吸了一口甜膩的紅豆，不知如何解釋。少年交響樂團中，表現特別突出優秀的，最後不一定會成為職業樂手，他記得前年的首席和一提都去讀醫，還有那個老是獲獎的大提琴手也去唸會計了。音樂對他們來說，可能就是求學時的調劑，或是人生某個中轉站，總不是最後的歸宿。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1V1QPLOYT
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然而，他自從十三歲第一次看到Brett拉小提琴的時候，他就覺得對方就該一直演奏下去。試奏時，那個臉無表情的男孩站在舞台，籠罩著一層光，提起弓，俐落地拉出第一個和弦，接下來一連串流暢的弓法，左手指尖翻飛，連那幾聲撥弦都輕巧而準繩。雖然樂段最後因雙手微抖而影響發揮，但閉上眼聽，旋律婉轉，情感豐沛，根本不覺琴音是出自個未成年的小孩。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnHEDViZeY
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他從那刻起便固執地認為， Brett是屬於小提琴的，上千個日夜以來，他都沒法想像對方有別的可能。他沉吟良久，始終沒法把腦內紛雜的思緒整理好，連串成有意義的字詞，最後只吐出一句：「你怎麼突然這樣說呢？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivofBSFMKr
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「Breaking up convinced me that the violin would be my future，比起愛情，小提琴才是更重要的。」對方淡淡地說著，口吻像是回答代數公式時一樣抽離，Eddy此時才真正定睛在他身上：「Bro，it is not funny。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSibWu1DAm
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Brett在半年前交了女朋友，是個叫Grace的活潑女孩，人是挺好的，跟他們這些朋友也有來往，但就是有點黏人。對Eddy而言感覺還好，一個人交了女朋友後不代表他能缺席補習班和團練，只是好友偶爾暴躁地抱怨：「Hey，她怎能叫我不去練習去陪她？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNynOlNTq2P
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兩人爭吵的次數多得讓Eddy趁著Brett調音時，悄悄跟Oliver討論他是不是只是想Formal時有個舞伴，不然天天吵得有多煩。Oliver俯身抹拭他的大提琴時聳聳肩，指向剛又發了一串短訊的Brett，拒絕評論。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz16yZJclQ8
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一個蟬鳴四起的夏夜中，Brett眨著紅紅的眼睛出現在Eddy家門前，乖巧地跟叔叔阿姨打招呼後，就躲進好友房裡。Eddy難得拙於言辭，拍著好友的肩，翻來覆去說著「天涯何處無芳草」、「你一定可以找到下一個」之類的話，連自己也不肯定這些話有什麼意義。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxEoW6hAER
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他對愛情與異性的認知，大抵就是觀察身邊同學青澀的戀情而來，或是看各種影視文藝作品、硬碟裡某個資料夾中隱藏資料夾內的影片，而有些奇異的印象。而身為Asian nerd，在校園也許可以交到些朋友，但說到要談戀愛，卻不是女孩的首選。他們心裡躍躍欲試，但口裡總說著花時間練琴更好。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4m6Eq92nh
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那夜尷尬到最後，他偷了家裡的啤酒來，不敢找冰箱裡的，只拿了櫃裡常溫的一瓶。兩人心虛得像要看成人影片的小孩，小心翼翼地鎖好門，一起靠在角落，各試了一口。微溫的啤酒更覺苦澀，他們的臉皺成包子一樣，逞強地多啖兩下，Brett看著深綠的酒瓶忍不住道：「奶茶好喝多了。」另一人使勁地點頭，但仍硬著頭皮說：「但電視上都說失戀要喝酒呢。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGQQSi92Wu
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酒瓶逐漸清空，喝不下的就倒進廁所裡，酒精醺染著皮膚的熱度，逐漸混淆思考。兩人在同一床舖上說起胡話，冒著汗、渾身黏膩地入睡，Brett終於久違地一夜好眠。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQUeQQVF0m
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之後Eddy再沒聽過Brett提起戀愛相關的話題，直至現在。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCWzaNzoY1
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Brett看到Eddy微微蹙起眉頭，續說：「我是認真的，小提琴比愛情好懂多了。」Eddy翻了個白眼，覺得對方矯枉過正：「你不用吊死在同一棵樹上，世界上還有很多好女孩呀。」Brett目光異常清明地注視著他，許久以後才輕輕說：「你不懂。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8RECzH2FE
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「有什麼不懂啦，別說得我像三歲小孩一樣！」Eddy莫名地有點惱怒，他最討厭Brett偶爾用這種年長者的語氣說話，好像他們相差很遠一樣。Brett莞爾，把手上的杯子遞向對面：「是我說錯，喝一口？」Eddy盯了他一眼，用力抵抗珍珠奶茶的誘惑，搖搖頭：「才不要。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5cHFtFtv6
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那天，十六歲的Eddy搞不清楚好友是真的頓悟，抑或只是一時意氣的晦氣說話。他吸著杯裡最後一口奶茶，冰塊融化了，甜度被稀釋，一切淡而無味。望向黑板上滿滿的sin、cos和tan，說不定數學比Brett更容易明白。他用餘光瞥向認真做題的好友，狠狠地把吸管咬到扁平為止。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazMETwFplX
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Brett當然考上了The Con，聽說是優先取錄，縱使他沒有絕對音感。他於團練休息時，在飲料機按下了兩罐可樂，順手遞了一罐給身邊那個吹單簧管的女孩，不經意地問：「Natalie，Formal有約了嗎？」對方迷糊地搖頭，他微微一笑：「剛好我也沒有耶，要不要一起？」她有點怔住，臉頰微紅地點頭。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Ybn5u4zX0
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——遠處的二提正繪聲繪影地說起Brett如何約到舞伴，誇張的語氣叫人難以信服，但對於一群青少年來說已非常足夠。Eddy斜睨他們，隔著布捂暖松香，輕扣弓桿，來回磨擦，一不小心就抹得太多，輕輕一彈就掉落薄薄的粉塵。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQSRgZS6ZV
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突然，練習室鴉雀無聲，他歪頭望向身旁，Brett自然地拿起他的小提琴，查看松香過多的災情。「首席，聽說你很受歡迎。」他繼續抖著琴弓，希望把多餘的松香弄掉。「Of course。」Brett隨口應著，從琴盒裡撈出自己的眼鏡布，幫Eddy擦著他的小提琴：「松香很便宜嗎？怎麼老在浪費？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvgQhxwoLH
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Eddy瞥向二提一眼，剛才嗓門最大的已走了出去，他喝了口水，向著好友說：「沒事，剛才走神而已。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uvz0DcLlR
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Lisa上傳了一堆Formal的相片，穿著正裝的Brett挽起一襲紅裙的Natalie，被團員和同學起哄，他配合地做了兩個鬼臉，之後都是規規矩矩站直，比著剪刀手與同學合照。有幾張背景暗得幾乎無法辨認是人臉，僅能隱約憑眼鏡的反光與樣式，認出舞池中間的是Brett。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpbNFoAyUx
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Eddy看了幾次，才默默按了右上的交叉，切換到昆士蘭交響樂團的網頁，再三閱讀比賽報名的細項。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7a4dfaT5L
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「對了，你下星期決賽怎樣了？準備好拿大獎了嗎？」放下嚼到一半的披薩，Brett膩著油光的手欲拍向Eddy，被對方一臉嫌棄地避開。他用紙巾擋格對方的指尖，語調輕鬆地說：「當然，我會用高超的技巧演奏最完美的Tchaikovsky，讓你們知道首席應該是我。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShAiTIDihl
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「Wow，有人向壽星挑戰，怎麼辦？是不是該叫QYS的團員都來聽？」Vivian抽出擱在烤馬鈴薯裡的叉子，裝成麥克風靠在Brett的下巴前，訪問著他。「我覺得要在平日晚上推掉學生、付錢進場聽的受害者不用太多，我一個已經很夠了。」Brett清了下嗓子，擺出Deadpan的表情，用平板的聲線道。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4daFZx1VH
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「要不要打個賭？以彌補我們首席大人的付出。」Minnie在一旁切著肉丸，突然揚聲道。「好，賭什麼？」Eddy吸了口檸檬茶，望向坐在身旁的好友。Brett沉思兩秒，正想回答，卻被滿桌的歡呼打斷。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWql3jLptM6
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侍應端了碟方正的Tiramisù，插著一根細長的蠟燭，明滅間映著碟邊的花體字「Happy Birthday Brett」。 大家站起來圍著拍蛋糕，Eddy突然拉了下Brett的衣袖，在他耳邊輕說：「賭一個願望？」他有點反應不過來，困惑地用口型重覆一次，視線又被其他人阻擋。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUoCxK7Siw
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眾人唱起生日快樂，聲音大得這桌成為餐廳內的焦點，歌聲故意跑調，令主角差點笑得趴在桌面。他們起哄要Brett吹蠟燭許願，他望了一眼Eddy，低頭閉眼數秒，就直接吹滅燭火，俐落地切了一刀蛋糕。「欸——願望呢？」沒預料好時機的Oliver呆了兩秒，完全錯失了拍吹蠟燭的畫面。Brett揚起得意洋洋的笑容：「說出來就不會靈驗啦。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpOMrb6u6W
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礙於餐廳老闆看了過來，大家不好意思把蛋糕砸在壽星臉上，只好忿恨地吃起來。Eddy咬著滿溢咖啡香的手指餅乾，聽到其他人已開始討論待會要去哪。「你都成年了就去喝酒，大家都一起去對吧？」Kevin興奮地說著，年紀較大的他老早想抓大家一起去酒吧，奈何只有自己最先成年，今天他決定好要跟Brett喝個夠，其他人都應聲說好。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrCA3NbBAcf
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「Eddy還未成年呢。」Brett望了一眼好友，連忙嚥下蛋糕道。Kevin如夢初醒地看著對面，打量了下：「我都忘記我們的Edward才十七歲，那時還是小個子，現在都比Brett高了。你是不是還在長身體？」他手上比劃，彷彿仍能想起那個只比譜架高一點的少年。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLXCZREuGi
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Eddy臉露驕傲的微笑，刻意湊近在Brett旁邊：「對，突破了一米七以後，目標是長到一米八。」Brett唇邊沾著奶油，輕輕推了下他，語調堆滿笑意：「滾。」Eddy在椅上假裝轉了一圈，引得眾人又笑了起來，就向著好友點了下嘴角幾次。對方怔住的模樣被Oliver拍了幾幅相片，才意會過來，擦了下嘴。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppTFCPVsg9
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結帳以後走出店外，夏末的天氣仍是有點悶熱，Eddy脫下外套，Kevin靠過來，鍥而不捨地問：「真的不去？我覺得應該沒問題喔。」擠過來的Brett推了他一記，裝作要再踹一腳：「你就別淨想些犯法的東西吧。」Kevin聳肩攤開手，開玩笑道：「Brett你不要總像隻護崽的母雞成不？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFiKOmJvgzn
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Jordon戳著Eddy的肩膀：「你該不會這種時間還打算回去練琴吧。」Eddy白了他一眼：「才不是，今晚DRRR更新，我要看完以後第一時間劇透給你們。」Jordon呆住：「是今天更新嗎？上星期臨也那邊——」「你們都別說，我上集也未看！」旁邊的Minnie插嘴，制止了他們。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFH5OfPMSN
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Eddy呼了口氣，向他們揮手道別，身後仍傳來沸沸揚揚討論去哪的聲音，他回頭望向他們，Brett依舊在人群中心裡，被眾人所簇擁。踏在稍稍凹凸不平的石板路上的身影，在昏黃街燈下拖得很長很長。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZaU37pv4E
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他帶上耳機，Heifetz乾淨俐落、酣暢淋漓的琴音響起，便隨著節奏，避開層層疊疊的影子，一步一步走回家。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKoKjx6fpr
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被窩中手機的白光映在琴譜上，耳機中反覆播著同一樂句，他用鉛筆緩緩跟著旋律輕重緩急畫下符號。突然，聽到一記低沉的聲響，他連忙閉眼躺下，小腿肚莫名地抽痛起來，生理性淚水從眼角流出，他咬緊牙關不敢移動，過了幾秒才睜眼偷看門有沒有關好。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLnyS9R5kK
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確定沒有任何異樣，他手指慣性地摳起臉上痘印，另一隻手使勁揉捏小腿，試圖減弱那從骨髓透出來的疼痛——縱使他也清楚這對生長痛一點作用也沒。按了下手機，熒幕上冒出Minnie發的訊息：「笨蛋，DRRR明天才出呀，害我早了回家。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc6VIcldgU
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他當然知道。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QHD1JDN6s
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射燈映照下去，空氣都似乎要變得溫熱，穿著淺丁香色襯衫的少年昂首，瞇眼看著白光，突然感到有種恍惚的暈眩，好像自己快要化開一樣。明明這場地佈置極為簡陋，四散的椅子還未收好，最前方的觀眾低頭竊竊私語，這禮堂他在找姐姐時也曾溜進來過幾次，但他還是莫名的緊張。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQgmlNEYnR
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他知道他媽媽坐在某一排裡，可能會拿起相機拍照，旁邊應該挨著好友，正在眨著大眼等待他的演出。不應該叫他來的，即使完全看不到他們的視線，觀眾席也彷彿有什麼沉甸甸的東西壓了過來，讓他快呼吸不了。場前吃的香蕉似未發揮安撫情緒的作用，他緊緊抿著嘴，唇間乾燥的死皮摩挲，耳邊響起心臟愈來愈大的搏動。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFiAqN9uOG
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他揚起琴弓，些微的松香抖落如星屑，轉頭望了眼姐姐，她坐直腰板，黑色長髮披在肩上，雙手放在漆黑的鋼琴上，和緩的樂句從她指尖下流出。垂頭細聽，旋律漸趨激昂，他把小提琴架在肩上，眼神越過了前面的評審，投向某個虛空的暗處。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO154ySoBA
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對了，昨晚看的書最後一個建議是什麼來著？87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1lgeLrgIL
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鋼琴最後一個音符落下，他偏頭拉出了第一段旋律，以慢慢地從中低音開始，一系列的和弦沿著音階爬上去，音色逐漸明亮活潑起來。他用力按著E弦，樂句反覆再現，飽滿的情緒像是滾雪球一樣急速向前，連續的十六分音符和三十二分音符穿插不息。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySBOMLh9sj
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他的手肘抬得特別高，肌肉拉緊收縮得疼痛，他記得老師有叮囑他要放鬆，但他只能憑著身體記憶演奏，用盡意志以站穩台上。在華彩樂段前，他低低地喘著，略為拘謹的襯衫未有束縛他的動作，琴弓飛舞，左手清脆俐落地揉動換把，記著練習多時的動作和反覆研鑽的錄音，把樂句劃分細奏。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh71QbzTmQn
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指尖按歪了點，旋律開始跑調，呼吸和節奏瞬間亂了起來，錯誤的音符於絕對音感的耳朵中份外明顯，似是叫囂著他的失誤。他狠狠咬了自己舌頭一下，強迫神智集中清明。樂段回歸正常，剛剛短短數秒的過失像是個微不足道的插曲，觀眾未有留意。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFgFXpnHMj
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額前的碎髮沾了汗水，貼在臉上，這空間似乎會愈來愈熱。他細聽姐姐的琴音，在呼吸的間隙間，兩組旋律不斷交錯相纏，他不需回身過去，也知道下一秒樂曲的走向如何。腦袋開始一片空白，他嘴角勾起弧度，配以短促的跳弓，明快地演奏末段最為氣勢磅礴的部份。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QczpXGPm7
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最後一個和弦落下，聽到觀眾席熱烈的掌聲，繃緊的弦終於鬆開，渾身都痠痛起來。他始把堵在胸口那道氣深深地呼出，彎腰向評委鞠躬，緊握琴把，把汗濕微顫的雙手藏在背後。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3umQNtZKDS
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演奏過後，他的精神渙散，得要姐姐掐著自己手臂才集中些許注意力。在台下聽著，眾人樂器曲風不盡相同，但都非常優秀，自己似乎沒什麼把握。他茫然地拍手，耳邊卻響起姐姐的聲音：「我不要再幫你伴奏，你天天練得我現在閉上眼都會聽到這曲子，我快對Tchaikovsky過敏了。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKsaUNhwmn
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他望向她有點抱怨的表情，輕聲細語：「姐姐，不要嘛。」姐姐看著自己眼底冒出烏青的弟弟，一臉疲憊，便吞下滿腹氣話，只輕輕一彈他的額頭：「下不為例。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKktqXgj3xt
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所有人演出完畢後，工作人員再喚著參賽者一字排開，待評審冗長的發言後就開始頒獎。他沒專心聽到任何一句，反正應該都是什麼支持年青音樂家，希望大家可以從小時候開始喜愛音樂之類的客套說話，所以被喊名字時，他第一下沒反應過來。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TfSTs4DoR
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「……We have chosen Eddy Chen with Tchaikovsky Violin Concerto。」當身旁吹小號的選手都轉過身來祝賀、全場響起尖叫時，他才消化完整句句子。他後知後覺地點頭、拿獎、撐著面對無數的攝影師，然後跟訪問的記者應對如流。姐姐摟他在懷內，嚴格的媽媽難得笑逐顏開，好友也使勁在旁邊拍手尖叫。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JUsH0ePX6
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他聞聲抬頭，拉著好友的手臂，放鬆地靠在對方身上。「You did it，bro！」好友表現得比他還要興奮，雙手揮動，樂得在亂叫亂喊。他臉上褪下略為僵硬的神情，露出如釋重負的微笑：「嗯。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbaoGzUmq3
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終於贏了。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGC5CLImcvV
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「弟弟生日快樂！」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjsmaFKZS3
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望見眼前的鮮奶油蛋糕，燭光搖曳，照亮了他的笑容，家人圍繞著他，等待他下一個動作。他緊閉著眼睛，心裡閃過好多個願望，要繼續拉小提琴、要看完這幾季的新番、要考試順利、要家人朋友都過得好——最後一個念頭，兀地出現於他的腦海。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukLyQd1cK7
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他想快點成年。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKDjxeaN6y
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歛起心神，周遭龐雜的聲音彷彿已經消失，這組句子反覆在思緒中翻滾數遍，就像平常記譜時消失又再現的音符，一次比一次清晰。他用力張開雙眼，笑意盎然的母親遞了餐刀給他，把寫著「17」的蠟燭吹熄，輕輕劃了蛋糕一刀。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBw9jsjd1xj
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「韋丞，你志願還是想填音樂系？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf46vVygpHn
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媽媽夾了幾根四季豆進他碗裡，語調輕鬆得像閒話家常一樣，剛嚥下第一口飯的他發現這又是個鴻門會。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyTHaW2Skj
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他先前跟父母說起自己大學選科應該跟姐姐一樣，想進The con。頭髮花白的爸爸在餐桌前筷子只頓了一秒，著他考慮清楚的話喜歡就好，便自然地聊起那天遇到的奇怪病人。倒是媽媽從那天起，只要他清醒在家沒戴耳機，她就會抓緊每一個機會跟他聊起這話題。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL6IWSzOrp2
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「對，我練了小提琴十多年了，想學下去。」他不厭其煩地再三重覆，迅速把宮保雞丁配著飯吃下去，不想延長在餐桌前的時間。「別吃那麼快，會嗆到的。」媽有點不悅地制止他，續問：「你不會想繼承爸爸的診所嗎？」他按捺著翻白眼的衝動，沒好氣地說：「我不想，爸爸上次也說不用我來。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIO4za8kbaE
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「做醫生收入好地位高，不是挺好的嗎？」媽聽到他有點不耐煩，語調轉柔。「我在管弦樂團也可以收入穩定，教音樂也可以受人尊重，我看表哥現在做藝術老師蠻開心的。」他知道母親是想他讀醫的，只是她不敢明說，便話鋒一轉，提起表哥，果然她馬上抿著唇，一時間不敢作聲。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV29pAdODv3
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表哥自幼都精於繪畫，得到的獎項掛滿牆上，但仍無法阻止一對亞洲父母想兒子做專業人士的夢想，便逼他唸理科，卻沒想到兒子偏科得厲害，成績竟不能考上任何大學，蹉跎數年，才讓他再唸藝術，那陣子害所有親戚都不敢替子女決定要唸什麼。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiUgHdonmE
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「你是你，你表哥是你表哥，你不試一下怎麼知道不想唸？」過了半刻，媽又開始遊說他。「我這幾年也在唸理科呀，唸了也沒覺得有興趣。」他也曾想過自己長大要幫忙爸爸，聽著媽媽的話選了要唸的科目，卻每天卻在期待放學後的小提琴練習時間。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CHsXE0xR1
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姐姐考大學時也跟媽吵過幾次，聲音大得連他在房間也聽到，最後媽媽賭氣答應，也只因為覺得女孩子出來教琴也能糊口。但他知道姐姐的夢想不止於此，她沒日沒夜地躲在琴房練琴，戀愛了也不敢鬆懈，死死保持著鋼琴的第一名，也許是在證明什麼。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfmD79VpOd
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他知道，縱使媽一直對自己的期待與姐姐略有不同，總覺得他會與爸一樣，披上一身白掛，來回數間診所為街坊看診。而承負著母親隱密期許的他，竟也想一起唸音樂，自然挑動起她的神經。然而，他不想再跟媽媽吵，只好像縛在觀眾席上，被逼聽著走調失速的演出一般忍受著。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqDrYPwRuJ
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今天的菜其實一如以往的合口，他低頭又吃了口肉，卻聽到媽媽的聲音又響起：「是你不想還是你不成？」他沒有立即反駁，只是有點困惑地看著她。她見兒子今晚終於留神跟自己說話，便滔滔不絕地說下去：「你不唸醫就是因為你成績差沒法報考，才拿不用看成績的音樂系來推諉。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8wJCCUh5g
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他隱約知道這是媽媽的激將法，試著心平氣和地回覆：「媽，我能唸，但我不想。」她繼續嘮嘮叨叨地說著：「你行？你去年成績多少？最後是OP7對嗎？考醫科要多少？OP1是吧？本來媽媽心疼你比賽辛苦才不多說，但你今年Year 12了，這樣下來的成績根本考不上醫學院。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgzqvfSVCf
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「Year 11的成績只佔5%，成績我想的話一定可以上去呀。」他忍不住小聲地咕噥起來。媽沒有聽清他說什麼，歎了口氣：「再說，你去唸音樂，有博堯厲害嗎？人家天天練習，當你們樂團的第一，學習也這麼優秀，他這樣才考得上，你呢？你比得上他嗎？」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7CGPb1bKj
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他使勁地用筷子戳著碗，把一顆顆飯粒壓得扁平：「你幹嘛又提起Brett？」她皺起眉頭：「因為他比你省心多了，從來不會令楊媽媽擔心，上補習班那時他的成績也你好。我說你就是想有人照應，想進學校跟姐姐和博堯玩，不想唸書，才報音樂系。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTLDVGRQEy
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好像有些什麼愈纏愈緊，勒得不能呼吸，他直接把筷子重重擱在碗上：「夠了，我想不想讀音樂跟其他人無關。」他低頭，搶在媽媽發難前說：「我吃飽了，今天學校很多功課，我得趕快做。」說罷便逃命似地快步走回房間。鎖上房門後，他煩躁地揪住自己髮絲，把頭埋在鬆軟的枕頭中。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUh6MNfcgT
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望見表單上最頂填著University of Queensland的醫學系，Brett用肩膀撞向好友：「Dude，你確定？」Eddy在櫃裡翻找遊戲機插線的手緩了一下，誇張地聳起肩頭，回撞了他：「我受夠我媽囉嗦了，她唸了整整一個月好嗎？反正我會照去The con試奏的。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYZbuIfQMc
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Eddy拉開另一個抽屜，背向著Brett，看不清他的表情，只見寬大的背心掛在略瘦的背上，對方又好像長高了一點。Brett點點頭，只說：「嗯，你不去Michele也會過來押著你去。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95jMn1Ucdy
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電視螢幕亮起，他回頭，拿著剛找到的插線：「對了，上次說的那兩個小妹妹，時間太難遷就，我快不能上補習班，有沒有興趣多教學生？」Brett翻了個白眼：「Bro，我覺得你的推銷技巧有待改進。」Eddy作勢要用把手敲好友的頭：「嘖，不要拉到，我去問其他人。」Brett迅速偏頭躲避：「開了學很忙的好不，你先發過來我想想。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01ttxAr1xQ
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他的聲音忽然沒頭沒腦地響起：「我一定會再做你學弟，放心。」Brett抓起把手，等待遊戲畫面，漫不經心地說：「Yah I’m waiting for you calling me Senpai again。」他立即選了自己慣用的人物：「等下你輸了就叫我爸爸。」Brett充滿自信地回應：「彼此彼此。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGaEh2YqL4
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果然，那天三勝三負，誰都堅持自己才是嬴的那個，沒人肯喊出來，得擇日再戰。87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBSnfTCzdl
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「如果Ling Ling是指別人家的孩子，那Brett一定是Eddy的Ling Ling。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3egsSDAwhv
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「他們生日相差一年又二十天，兩人感到最大差異的時候應該是Brett升上大學唸音樂，而Eddy還是個中學生。」87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuv0d5shbi
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基本上全文就是因為想到這兩句話而寫出來，也試了下新寫法，不知道大家覺得怎樣呢？87Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAP5C1ZYLlk
