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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.751Please respect copyright.PENANA3tnnF8EoRQ
He's shaking underneath my grasp.751Please respect copyright.PENANAkHtvjnGSKf
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.751Please respect copyright.PENANAXzVNomEelL
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.751Please respect copyright.PENANAD1HFPcACJj
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I smile bitterly.751Please respect copyright.PENANAgrZ6ak1759
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.751Please respect copyright.PENANA8qXJ4pkbpV
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.751Please respect copyright.PENANAwqR70VR2PP
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.751Please respect copyright.PENANA4wt3UGf6ZK
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."751Please respect copyright.PENANAo7nO38XuNR
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.751Please respect copyright.PENANAmUNolW8bD1
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.751Please respect copyright.PENANAicSkwWjeXM
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.751Please respect copyright.PENANAewsFNfmFdf
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.751Please respect copyright.PENANA5A0BByjUYi
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.751Please respect copyright.PENANAvOz4gGIsHo
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.751Please respect copyright.PENANAsimXZjlX98
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I must at all cost keep him awake.751Please respect copyright.PENANAgMSbYJdftr
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"751Please respect copyright.PENANAgN2KlHNBLJ
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.751Please respect copyright.PENANAhvzaGSN32E
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"Not that long baby I promise."751Please respect copyright.PENANAz4FpWXzgkW
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.751Please respect copyright.PENANAc3BeD31LLc
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.751Please respect copyright.PENANAFI8cnpT1rW
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.751Please respect copyright.PENANA4qF4KOK9x0
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.751Please respect copyright.PENANAPumPZUK8yE
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.751Please respect copyright.PENANA7Kj5FwjSj6
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I frown at him.751Please respect copyright.PENANAtEqBue1lRh
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"Don't say that."751Please respect copyright.PENANAPmYvuSvmuP
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.751Please respect copyright.PENANA34deqr2KWg
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I gasp.751Please respect copyright.PENANAXBA68ntqgc
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"Jere stop!"751Please respect copyright.PENANAxahorWGlRt
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He goes on.751Please respect copyright.PENANAlYzwtcGM0C
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.751Please respect copyright.PENANAmlK1uPxfAq
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.751Please respect copyright.PENANAYOP97NTk7L
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"751Please respect copyright.PENANA64XsUNkjps
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.751Please respect copyright.PENANAAwFGRP5MvZ
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.751Please respect copyright.PENANAEKeue4PNCA
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"I won't."751Please respect copyright.PENANAB4xrGoVAdO
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He obeys, watching me soberly.751Please respect copyright.PENANAHzSULSgK4U
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.751Please respect copyright.PENANACeIulI41FM
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.751Please respect copyright.PENANAgWuM6PMXnb
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.751Please respect copyright.PENANAiuKO2d9Su1
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.751Please respect copyright.PENANAXcshaJt8yF
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.751Please respect copyright.PENANA0XMU5av9oe
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.751Please respect copyright.PENANAEkeICF9EHv
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"751Please respect copyright.PENANANDinLyTPpf
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He tries to nod but he can't.751Please respect copyright.PENANAlKwEqTATOW
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.751Please respect copyright.PENANAd2NI9WXT0o
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.751Please respect copyright.PENANAvwhz7M5Tx9
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He looks up into mine.751Please respect copyright.PENANACozThdsJKM
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.751Please respect copyright.PENANAaXZl63NKPH
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"Stay awake." I tell him.751Please respect copyright.PENANAVHaX6Hi4Mx
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.751Please respect copyright.PENANAU1LvVScICy
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.751Please respect copyright.PENANAQUmxZqMWQc
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"751Please respect copyright.PENANAZsdw5mWLcp
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He doesn't reply.751Please respect copyright.PENANAlumat4XzyK
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.751Please respect copyright.PENANAXx5uykVonW
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.751Please respect copyright.PENANAwLVft4lNCF
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"751Please respect copyright.PENANAOsqnuqj3jp
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.751Please respect copyright.PENANAUVdX0itfXz
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.751Please respect copyright.PENANACRulb4LF8I
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.751Please respect copyright.PENANAt4uyAKGGvw
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.751Please respect copyright.PENANAd1hB3UrbMq
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.751Please respect copyright.PENANAuDzVGYaZdq
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"Kiss me," he repeats.751Please respect copyright.PENANAjdDYCWvpQn
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.751Please respect copyright.PENANAxWEmpWIjEk
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.751Please respect copyright.PENANARZcDewQGrP
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.751Please respect copyright.PENANADnGedJnwdw
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.751Please respect copyright.PENANAV2jH73Q0df
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.751Please respect copyright.PENANAAoYfj5czR6
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.751Please respect copyright.PENANABERZl4F7U0
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Electricity races through me and lingers.751Please respect copyright.PENANASm4v5nPp0t
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.751Please respect copyright.PENANAWOY3irkqU4
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.751Please respect copyright.PENANAYt0Bpb4fNJ
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.751Please respect copyright.PENANAlUtx2UvREA
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.751Please respect copyright.PENANAia3LlTmzKk
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.751Please respect copyright.PENANAlYyxfjlfBP
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"Jeremy?"751Please respect copyright.PENANAS6yc1B9KVS
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I shake my head, not believing.751Please respect copyright.PENANA7tUMbiG2hJ
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"751Please respect copyright.PENANAOUqfHfOIrq
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.751Please respect copyright.PENANAmWSnPm7T0W
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.751Please respect copyright.PENANAzBOG8KWTU9
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 751Please respect copyright.PENANAJGIJAd0jHh