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No Plagiarism!zqq7v6GdMh8176nmSzYhposted on PENANA 我依稀記得,小時候,我喜歡坐在父親的肩膀上。8964 copyright protection77PENANAShNCvWQCa4 維尼
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那是我見過最廣闊的世界。我低頭能看到母親頭頂的髮旋,伸手就能碰到蔚藍的天空。8964 copyright protection77PENANALK6yQWpfdW 維尼
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父親很強壯,到了小三、小四他還能背得動我。可惜的是我在小五快速抽高,他再也揹不了我,我也感到害羞,不再讓他揹了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAVwq3zAHTDj 維尼
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不過每年我們還都是有去野餐。8964 copyright protection77PENANAQ309DP4TUS 維尼
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從前我坐在父親的肩上玩耍,國中時我開始幫忙準備野餐的道具。8964 copyright protection77PENANAklqRQiI4Up 維尼
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國中是個容易多愁善感的年紀,但我似乎沒有經歷過那樣的時期。8964 copyright protection77PENANAcLma4jIjAM 維尼
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我很愛我的家人。母親溫柔能幹,父親很開朗也很體貼。8964 copyright protection77PENANABh9ssIYlps 維尼
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一家人總是和樂融融。8964 copyright protection77PENANAWGBQ90YSgp 維尼
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不過,國三的時候,我的父親去世了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAH484chVmHH 維尼
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他在工作的工地遭遇了事故。8964 copyright protection77PENANAPlHuwyVobc 維尼
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被掉落的鋼筋砸到,就這麼離開了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAWaCByzFctG 維尼
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沒有預兆、沒有準備。8964 copyright protection77PENANArkdCkxW3iG 維尼
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死亡的到來是這麼突然。8964 copyright protection77PENANALQhNqb74nr 維尼
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我記不太清楚,自己聽到消息時的心情。8964 copyright protection77PENANAq5oZAU5jlb 維尼
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我甚至記不得,自己是怎麼得知消息的。8964 copyright protection77PENANA7hzUWqWis8 維尼
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只是,那天衝回家後看的,母親沒有焦距的眼瞳,至今依然深深烙印在我的心中。8964 copyright protection77PENANA9rqZHsuAml 維尼
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母親好愛父親。愛得好痛。8964 copyright protection77PENANAipc36SUcaa 維尼
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但她沒有哭。8964 copyright protection77PENANAtKKgVPyWR2 維尼
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她以前總是對我笑。那天後,吃飯時,她還是常常笑著問我學校裡發生的事。8964 copyright protection77PENANA6c1EFzt6CA 維尼
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只是,我說的話沒以前多。8964 copyright protection77PENANAdbtkQmSB0x 維尼
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她也常常發呆,飯都涼了才開始吃。8964 copyright protection77PENANA7ZAqTS6zOY 維尼
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有時我問她問題,才發現她雖然看著我的臉聽我說話,但心不在這裡。8964 copyright protection77PENANAw01EwaL2Cc 維尼
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她的瞳孔無神。8964 copyright protection77PENANAbyfbyoBdV4 維尼
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就像那天,她還活在那天。8964 copyright protection77PENANAUp72H2hAwK 維尼
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我沒有告訴任何人這件事。8964 copyright protection77PENANADvfLzbZFbk 維尼
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請喪假的那天,我跟朋友謊稱生病了,在家休息。8964 copyright protection77PENANABoEVDtfJlC 維尼
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我不希望被擔心。8964 copyright protection77PENANA8CUtm8nq1x 維尼
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不想變得更悲慘。8964 copyright protection77PENANAw07y1jGaHq 維尼
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只是,這件事一定是瞞不過雅慧的。8964 copyright protection77PENANAaYuNa2j84j 維尼
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我們的父母從以前就是朋友,所以父親的葬禮他們也都有來。8964 copyright protection77PENANAfSlpAtFZHi 維尼
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從小就和我一起玩的雅慧自然知道這件事。但奇怪的是,她什麼都沒說。8964 copyright protection77PENANAu2gBtzGwzb 維尼
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我以為以她的性格,會過來安慰我,或是找機會跟我講話,要我振作起來。8964 copyright protection77PENANAkZ3oF7rOaW 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAKVt8q0W2N1
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但她沒有這麼做。8964 copyright protection77PENANA2mQxLgDgLB 維尼
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平常在學校還會來鬧我、開我玩笑,那天以後,卻完全不來找我了。8964 copyright protection77PENANA6frhUR6v1q 維尼
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只是有時候我能感受到她的視線。在我和朋友嘻笑打鬧時,她會盯著我看。8964 copyright protection77PENANAnlSU3xzmrk 維尼
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彷彿有什麼話,她說不出口。8964 copyright protection77PENANADLhdls7Qfa 維尼
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我們還是會一起回家,畢竟住得很近。8964 copyright protection77PENANAbCNhhDB2PK 維尼
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但那天以後,我們聊的東西越來越少。8964 copyright protection77PENANALwu4h6OwMG 維尼
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總是有點芥蒂,不知為何。8964 copyright protection77PENANAiFImhrVtJN 維尼
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這令我有點煩躁。8964 copyright protection77PENANAL6M5FZwHLq 維尼
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最後我們甚至都不說話了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAtfFfSaaVuw 維尼
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只是一個勁地往前走。8964 copyright protection77PENANAgFMWldM7Hl 維尼
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某天,我受不了這種沉重的氛圍。8964 copyright protection77PENANAJyRHthB7CN 維尼
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於是我走得很快,想甩掉那個不知道在想什麼的傢伙。8964 copyright protection77PENANAHyUwHbbfeT 維尼
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我現在才沒有心情管別人的感受,自己就夠嗆了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAgjaZYmaGbA 維尼
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那時的我甚至有點氣雅慧,不知道為何溫柔的她連安慰一下我都不願意。8964 copyright protection77PENANAnNLDBQG7vA 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANANqJa2IuA8d
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明明她是知道的。8964 copyright protection77PENANACdYp09SMlV 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAu3Vilkobge
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明明只有她是知道的。8964 copyright protection77PENANATOADSs324j 維尼
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我埋頭快走,想甩掉跟在後頭的雅慧。8964 copyright protection77PENANAfi6r8ESmLQ 維尼
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甚至到後面,我開始狂奔。8964 copyright protection77PENANAQVyODpxwoL 維尼
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跑得比體育課還快,跑得比平時認真。8964 copyright protection77PENANASadQcmm9UO 維尼
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莫名有股衝動,想要一直跑下去,跑到倒下為止。8964 copyright protection77PENANALiMHxQKLSu 維尼
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不過,那傢伙卻跟了過來。8964 copyright protection77PENANAKaoGvQd2hF 維尼
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明明跑得很慢,但她沒有要放棄追我的意思。8964 copyright protection77PENANAAzG3xAUKh7 維尼
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喘著粗氣,我在前頭甚至都能聽到。8964 copyright protection77PENANArDvLCR3WGz 維尼
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最後,我還聽見她跌倒在巷子裡的慘叫。8964 copyright protection77PENANAYi6m4aGGHQ 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANApB2Wgmcwu7
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諷刺的是,這是我那段時間第一次這麼清晰地聽見她。8964 copyright protection77PENANAO59xnnlTim 維尼
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......我還是沒辦法丟下她。8964 copyright protection77PENANAuLYkaGoQdJ 維尼
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背上的她抽抽噎噎的,聽起來好像真的有點痛。8964 copyright protection77PENANANcneONYLz9 維尼
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「......幹嘛跟過來。」8964 copyright protection77PENANACKeTSAHK6F 維尼
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「因、因為你突然亂跑......我、我怕你不見。」8964 copyright protection77PENANAH3XRFVLSEL 維尼
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不見? 在說什麼啊?8964 copyright protection77PENANAMisVtk81sZ 維尼
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「妳不是不想跟我說話嗎?」8964 copyright protection77PENANAVCbfFky069 維尼
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「哪有!」8964 copyright protection77PENANAGwTAHI7uYG 維尼
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背上劇烈搖晃,我差點跌倒。8964 copyright protection77PENANAvlcWpI6hFk 維尼
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「沒有!我、我只是......」8964 copyright protection77PENANAFvPnOrLEq2 維尼
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「只是?」8964 copyright protection77PENANAxqoEGVj3IV 維尼
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「我、我不知道要說什麼......」8964 copyright protection77PENANAFGlWDJA8zu 維尼
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蛤?8964 copyright protection77PENANAdvqZ9IgACJ 維尼
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「就、就是,阿伯過世了,我覺得你應該很傷心......」8964 copyright protection77PENANA2vyp9lLCcF 維尼
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「但如果去安慰你,你可能會生氣......」8964 copyright protection77PENANAOOC7fIgDUI 維尼
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「我哪會!」8964 copyright protection77PENANAgmzM3fzEXV 維尼
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「你明明就會!班上的人都不知道這件事,你明明就不想讓別人知道!」8964 copyright protection77PENANAObWh7OwFcg 維尼
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「那是因為......」8964 copyright protection77PENANA0J9P0mY04W 維尼
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「你不想讓別人覺得你很慘!你不想被顧慮不是嗎!」8964 copyright protection77PENANAMAvKUPsD9A 維尼
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「!」8964 copyright protection77PENANAEOjUSW3YIa 維尼
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她怎麼知道。8964 copyright protection77PENANApkpbKMaio9 維尼
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「你以為我認識你多久了?」8964 copyright protection77PENANAlioHF7XbI7 維尼
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出生到現在。8964 copyright protection77PENANAe4c34NNW1Y 維尼
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「我、我只是,在等你開口......」8964 copyright protection77PENANAoJTR0rZbN2 維尼
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「如果你想和我說,不管是什麼事,我都願意聽。」8964 copyright protection77PENANAQyTE7wcDw7 維尼
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她將頭靠在我的肩上。8964 copyright protection77PENANApQOH1pvwi0 維尼
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我才知道,原來錯的人是我。8964 copyright protection77PENANAjLMeRZFrB6 維尼
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不是她在避開我,是我避開了她。8964 copyright protection77PENANAbvIQc9zfgg 維尼
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這也是我第一次知道,平常看起來無憂無慮、天真無邪的她,竟然心思如此細膩。8964 copyright protection77PENANAEBluUf7FpT 維尼
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慚愧的是,她對我知根知底,我卻現在才發現自己對她一無所知。8964 copyright protection77PENANAaFDiojf2S5 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAFKtCT8nUup
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她一直在用她的方法擔心我。8964 copyright protection77PENANAaI7soHAyeF 維尼
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那天的回家路上,巷子裡看到的夕陽,一直存在於我的記憶中。8964 copyright protection77PENANAFKc52NaSGa 維尼
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不知為何模糊的夕照,被汗水與她的淚水浸濕的背,以及我被縫補起來的心。8964 copyright protection77PENANA9XjED90DcV 維尼
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81Please respect copyright.PENANAUbDtUzSyry
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81Please respect copyright.PENANAbvrsTySTFE
8964 copyright protection77PENANA3nWNhJp5tN 維尼
我們後來考上了同一所高中。8964 copyright protection77PENANAbAilQcrdjn 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANADUTjJ0aCvB
8964 copyright protection77PENANANjbZFYckR6 維尼
這是我努力的結果,畢竟以我原本的成績是考不上那所學校的。8964 copyright protection77PENANADMoGkrhNJk 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAvLQVbD0dke
8964 copyright protection77PENANArD8DUpNdLm 維尼
雖然嘴上沒說,但我心裡很高興。8964 copyright protection77PENANAPFyDxOijm8 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAWPNG82VTCj
8964 copyright protection77PENANAE5ZsEzDIty 維尼
我發現自己似乎不只把她當朋友。8964 copyright protection77PENANAHvUB1hgSbd 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANADjEG6k7IJc
8964 copyright protection77PENANAw4Y14N2Hlt 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAM7NoJbCjDX
8964 copyright protection77PENANAQ0h1m9Kpx4 維尼
離父親離開的那天過了兩年,我們也高二了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAu3g48gow25 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANALmrKEHVTwm
8964 copyright protection77PENANA62V9CZuftP 維尼
我家原本是雙薪家庭,父親走後,母親一個人養育著我。8964 copyright protection77PENANAC3VKi3hYbu 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAVafyeUtMOZ
8964 copyright protection77PENANATg56TmOQ9t 維尼
由於保險金和公司職員的母親不算低的薪水,我的生活過得並不拮据。8964 copyright protection77PENANADKbRGFSZgu 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAEDMSCHU3cU
8964 copyright protection77PENANA7SmGXvluSU 維尼
原本我打算上了高中就去打工,但母親並不希望我這麼做。8964 copyright protection77PENANA7jynTOQA4M 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAXJOa71U7mU
8964 copyright protection77PENANAwfv5OTKSML 維尼
她希望我好好讀書,考上好大學。這樣我就沒必要去做危險的工作。8964 copyright protection77PENANAsq2EGj1KSS 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAnAYntn4L0V
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81Please respect copyright.PENANAehYb133osn
8964 copyright protection77PENANAFwPMAuH0JV 維尼
「別像你爸一樣......」8964 copyright protection77PENANAH7qkByTutr 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAtuz2YS8kWw
8964 copyright protection77PENANAOgd87kq0DY 維尼
她偶爾會不小心說溜嘴。8964 copyright protection77PENANAU3pscGJL1V 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAhQpneAaAD6
8964 copyright protection77PENANAh5LMCklkCM 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAV8msumSWM4
8964 copyright protection77PENANAsCUMVIokdE 維尼
我知道,她還沒有走出來。8964 copyright protection77PENANALs10hycmyF 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAMYiTgS5y3m
8964 copyright protection77PENANAE1EyUJeXOu 維尼
國中時,我還以為她很堅強,在我面前總是保持微笑,幾乎沒有哭過。8964 copyright protection77PENANAfkYIel8jlv 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAIShnHDICq9
8964 copyright protection77PENANAAkk6669YTz 維尼
後來,高中段考前有一天我書讀得比較晚,深夜想去廚房找東西吃,路過母親的臥室,我才知道......8964 copyright protection77PENANAJv6iIvOBiM 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAqOsMZ7I76E
8964 copyright protection77PENANALP0SyAyYBJ 維尼
原來母親會在夜裡一個人默默地哭泣。8964 copyright protection77PENANA7xH06pgYVi 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAGPvjui3Klx
8964 copyright protection77PENANAVsjI75cMDz 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAKLLq50cL3r
8964 copyright protection77PENANA6WCTKhSTTb 維尼
我以為時間能沖淡一切。8964 copyright protection77PENANAGhdRIMKPDz 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAS9GSPieCzX
8964 copyright protection77PENANA28iBDUFnhM 維尼
母親她或許也這麼認為。8964 copyright protection77PENANAabgEfpQxaW 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAWO51xDXhfQ
8964 copyright protection77PENANABZe7esn7Ms 維尼
只是,我高二後,母親不知為何越來越晚回家。8964 copyright protection77PENANAecZFmUbiix 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAl139KMVHlc
8964 copyright protection77PENANAZiUTccIG1X 維尼
她說她升職了,賺了很多錢。8964 copyright protection77PENANAgxbX34HMYL 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAB8nVa3EVeN
8964 copyright protection77PENANAaaFYAsG90N 維尼
她想在事業上更進一步,給我更好的生活,所以會比較晚回家。8964 copyright protection77PENANAb6GkxH8mFz 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANALSBl8nx899
8964 copyright protection77PENANAoEdpIEf2Fa 維尼
雖然我對目前的生活沒有任何不滿,但我並沒有阻止她。8964 copyright protection77PENANAO682IJI965 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAyfZwSFiMWJ
8964 copyright protection77PENANAspA489aG0y 維尼
我為母親感到高興,因為她的人生有了新的目標。8964 copyright protection77PENANA7JCO9UPoZ6 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAM3YRzdZ3pC
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不過,我也擔心,她會不會有點勉強自己,或是她想藉由工作來忘記些什麼。8964 copyright protection77PENANAc92Dh0p6hp 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANADjOC2oaEdm
8964 copyright protection77PENANAKbzyvryo1E 維尼
那段時間,我上完補習班回家時,屋子裡總是空無一人。8964 copyright protection77PENANAtfH5fn3bvm 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA3S4PqmxdhK
8964 copyright protection77PENANARCBkE5VLhp 維尼
母親大約都在凌晨回家,不然就是乾脆直接住在公司。8964 copyright protection77PENANAXwBruXKn5j 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAuaizomqwKH
8964 copyright protection77PENANAQMETspw9PC 維尼
見面的次數越來越少。8964 copyright protection77PENANASiWgYDhniq 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAfYIX48VvOu
8964 copyright protection77PENANAqrmiMZC8q6 維尼
這讓我感到有點寂寞。8964 copyright protection77PENANAwcUloIfLHS 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAVEGwG6CydY
8964 copyright protection77PENANARyGprumvBP 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAAXUfh9Wemz
8964 copyright protection77PENANABkQ27XnQum 維尼
高三的上學期,母親突然病倒了。8964 copyright protection77PENANA3I72xXIsSV 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAlJnVr4nXyu
8964 copyright protection77PENANAyvCNWHJWh5 維尼
說是過勞,還有長期失眠。8964 copyright protection77PENANA29m2rieaFr 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAFdKBR4hLWg
8964 copyright protection77PENANA17xRxM3DaE 維尼
我竟然沒有看出來。8964 copyright protection77PENANADmQEtN1Zhu 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAmNwyg1hykI
8964 copyright protection77PENANAqcJQWG5YLT 維尼
我久違地感受到那種恐懼。8964 copyright protection77PENANAOOvmsGntCH 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA3Yhy3Iltmj
8964 copyright protection77PENANAP2vp8ceHRv 維尼
害怕失去的恐懼。8964 copyright protection77PENANA8nGbc14oqi 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAUs6nK1sytB
8964 copyright protection77PENANAuexNbrD1NU 維尼
害怕預想成真的恐懼。8964 copyright protection77PENANAT2qjl08xO0 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA6u6mKSQOSa
8964 copyright protection77PENANAeSKQ0Jnufz 維尼
不過幸好,母親沒有大礙。8964 copyright protection77PENANAbwzoHPuxTx 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANApW7MccYQEi
8964 copyright protection77PENANAbuyoWAAlsU 維尼
在醫院休息幾天後,身體狀況變好轉起來。8964 copyright protection77PENANAWfK4BCbXIL 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANATbo7AHjWcp
8964 copyright protection77PENANAlaS22MHNgI 維尼
只是,她的精神在出院後變得有些不太穩定。8964 copyright protection77PENANALnMBFN3lVK 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAV8FdSAuWAG
8964 copyright protection77PENANAYEVnlZAdjy 維尼
她無神的眼瞳過了這些年,又再次出現在我的面前。8964 copyright protection77PENANAjLNMvcl5ic 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAn14xLM0CpA
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不過,這次並非一閃而過。8964 copyright protection77PENANAAMRVONKARs 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANANjMQRfaLiB
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在這之後,到母親年老過世時,我再也沒見過她過去那炯炯有神的眼睛。8964 copyright protection77PENANA8Gui5cftNp 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANApVYOM4xcVw
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81Please respect copyright.PENANAb8GtweXwae
8964 copyright protection77PENANAoPPzxGRNDZ 維尼
母親出院後,慢慢地,出現了失憶的症狀。8964 copyright protection77PENANA1KTcjt5z1S 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA1SF3ofEhrX
8964 copyright protection77PENANA55MtTwEiPX 維尼
她有時會叫我「建國」,這是我父親的名字。8964 copyright protection77PENANAYemFIfcjxZ 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAXNdHyvVCp8
8964 copyright protection77PENANAQwvxHesgp7 維尼
她會固定去上班,忘記自己幾個月前已經被公司辭退。8964 copyright protection77PENANAD1QRPenwid 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAB2kjkvA73A
8964 copyright protection77PENANAq6FmpaS8mE 維尼
她會在我面前焦急地找我,因為她不認識長大後的王元鵝。8964 copyright protection77PENANAytqubd5EUw 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA4xFzZRAYRI
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81Please respect copyright.PENANADToYk7yTl4
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一開始,我試圖讓她在家中休養。我退掉補習班,想早點回家照顧她。8964 copyright protection77PENANAPlpbRHXOwh 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAzfMeJCsJ8z
8964 copyright protection77PENANADyVjyba2vN 維尼
結果有一次,她自己跑出家門,走丟了。8964 copyright protection77PENANAuGVrIhotfd 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAWy4aGb7AxO
8964 copyright protection77PENANAeRQcbm5AQ0 維尼
我不知道該麼辦。報完警後,雅慧和她的父母也幫助我在街上尋找母親。8964 copyright protection77PENANAvDlT0R6MS4 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAeCk8gPIu59
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但我們都無功而返。8964 copyright protection77PENANA75xv9Y1Mdx 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAGsxHDrXsXv
8964 copyright protection77PENANAOHG8PaQDrS 維尼
直到隔天晚上,警察才說找到人了。8964 copyright protection77PENANACOnNsMynh0 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAUNIG0gN9ix
8964 copyright protection77PENANAjKpAjkk2kG 維尼
母親在外面凍了一整天,還發燒了。8964 copyright protection77PENANA6KGoY61uR6 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAGX64P5qrYN
8964 copyright protection77PENANA96ZS7Gwvwo 維尼
看著躺在警察局裡不舒服地呻吟的母親,我心頭一緊。8964 copyright protection77PENANAgyijArUMTa 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAIhiEwYEFjb
8964 copyright protection77PENANAmWQjF6GIMY 維尼
她看起來蒼老了許多。8964 copyright protection77PENANA5s9uMtqkZ0 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAyir9ygq5r4
8964 copyright protection77PENANApgZx5mBZTV 維尼
或許她早就到極限了,只是我一直視而不見。8964 copyright protection77PENANAcOLscMNSS3 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAfUTnSyzsPD
8964 copyright protection77PENANAdCQ4o0quhz 維尼
我應該知道她在故作堅強,我心底的某處應該知道的。8964 copyright protection77PENANANXBVNTdf7S 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAcXOg9CsWZt
8964 copyright protection77PENANAD7N4cHzDdP 維尼
只是我不知道該如何分擔她的憂愁,就只是期望時間能解決一切。8964 copyright protection77PENANAqwGWQvjY6N 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAWkfaaWcV2I
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這是我逃避責任的後果。8964 copyright protection77PENANA06m1RrC7Ij 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAwKNAFACnro
8964 copyright protection77PENANAcJ1JanO6bj 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAGLQqQtFfsA
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後來,在雅慧父母的幫助下,我將母親安置到了某家離家近的失智長期照顧機構裡頭。8964 copyright protection77PENANAcsgOMWroi4 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAmoe6ttlwvJ
8964 copyright protection77PENANAJ10tzIh7mS 維尼
放學後,雅慧會和我一起去看她,然後我們一起在病房裡念書。8964 copyright protection77PENANA0CeoeOklZW 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAUMRfiJhw4l
8964 copyright protection77PENANAQ4ZTh3hW67 維尼
偶爾,母親認出我們了,我們就和她聊聊天。8964 copyright protection77PENANAlTFWtSUpC6 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANACUDuKZXP8Q
8964 copyright protection77PENANAzenXSa3GD8 維尼
她神智不清時,我們也就順著她的話接下去。像是陳水扁選上了啊、貪汙啦之類的陳年往事。8964 copyright protection77PENANAM0voOUOpg6 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAT8HLcUNQG0
8964 copyright protection77PENANAns7oniiYFq 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAVQK0Bsq7SA
8964 copyright protection77PENANARxrtJsINhQ 維尼
多虧有雅慧在我身邊,我的心裡頭沒有那麼痛苦。8964 copyright protection77PENANAhEfnYuFMXI 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAbjdTheDXQH
8964 copyright protection77PENANAluT5L2z0nh 維尼
我知道我必須振作起來。8964 copyright protection77PENANAHEHCt9zChc 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAq6uVxAkhqW
8964 copyright protection77PENANAKdeWbqK6x3 維尼
我想要好好照顧母親,同時,我也必須為自己的未來做打算。8964 copyright protection77PENANABYHBuuni0q 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAW53N2XEvEZ
8964 copyright protection77PENANAPBBwqvhGDK 維尼
學測在即,我也很認真念書。畢竟我的母親也是這麼期望的。8964 copyright protection77PENANAyrG3pfAK5t 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAGLnt3MeMP0
8964 copyright protection77PENANAXUsheUaAP6 維尼
台大離我家和機構都不遠,而且雅慧的志願也是台大心理學系。8964 copyright protection77PENANA8Yl8QzVrfl 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAL44xhm6yZo
8964 copyright protection77PENANAUkOdbWaWL7 維尼
於是,我在心中暗自下定決心。8964 copyright protection77PENANAPP6kyNtznv 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAclS3yUdlsx
8964 copyright protection77PENANAbldZTdji55 維尼
我要考上台大藥學系。8964 copyright protection77PENANAVxqfyeNhjk 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAUahMvbNNM9
8964 copyright protection77PENANAB00CoPlTXJ 維尼
而當我考上台大,就要向雅慧告白。8964 copyright protection77PENANAA5ZcURfBx3 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAZADn1XaYyr
8964 copyright protection77PENANA5a3RiohshP 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAlyPJY9NwPP
8964 copyright protection77PENANA6xhwNArUht 維尼
每次我都在母親的房間裡待到晚上,回家也還在繼續讀書。8964 copyright protection77PENANA5ZD3BNIomY 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA1QcNY0F18S
8964 copyright protection77PENANAtj20V5eK1s 維尼
我知道自己並不聰明,於是我靠死記硬背記了許多考點。8964 copyright protection77PENANALmr0l0YzTU 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAYXIwwaJAyn
8964 copyright protection77PENANAD51zkZR57O 維尼
一方面是為了考試,或許也有一點想要逃避現實的意思。8964 copyright protection77PENANAXW1ruPdBtF 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAr6yQZyPVF7
8964 copyright protection77PENANAQmztgwfiIK 維尼
明明命運常常跟我開玩笑,但意外的是,我卻一次都沒有考砸。8964 copyright protection77PENANA9A2Kox9oWS 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA8bMQgvwg9i
8964 copyright protection77PENANAw2pZHCeuwg 維尼
或許皇天真的不負苦心人吧。8964 copyright protection77PENANAQYfR0cYHaA 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAsUcC9pgH1h
8964 copyright protection77PENANASentwB2NF9 維尼
我和雅慧一同進入了了台大。8964 copyright protection77PENANArnceoWuYDd 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAh1i2qNaDqN
8964 copyright protection77PENANAJdT5tamX1U 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAsNQrj2wtVA
8964 copyright protection77PENANAsqi9jipfWr 維尼
至於告白,說起來有點矬,但我是在某個二二八連假約她出去玩時告的白。8964 copyright protection77PENANAF1pMoamwBK 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANACS24wMObCA
8964 copyright protection77PENANArTPD2lAt0d 維尼
其實我情人節就準備好了,不過我那天突然慫了,沒有成功。8964 copyright protection77PENANAhHwRAxR5SA 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAhWIpwAzZUN
8964 copyright protection77PENANAzkHWRfLKYD 維尼
幸好,二二八我們氣氛不錯,她也同意了我的告白。8964 copyright protection77PENANA7GGii6nVIc 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANANCvXshUwuF
8964 copyright protection77PENANAiP1NSOLty5 維尼
對歷史中喪命的那些人有點抱歉,但那天真的是我人生中數一數二幸福的一天。8964 copyright protection77PENANATxgt0e6gDX 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANA4B7SLyn90a
8964 copyright protection77PENANAzjoLAw1NOK 維尼
從那之後我們就在一起,直到現在。8964 copyright protection77PENANA1sNitilQCR 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANADLH6gTOuKS
8964 copyright protection77PENANAMAhdYrcsWN 維尼
我在與她訂婚時就下定決心,絕對不會讓她傷心。8964 copyright protection77PENANAekesuU7HXm 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAzhHreGaXEP
8964 copyright protection77PENANAxgfXLTaMwB 維尼
不會讓她,變得跟我那幾年前過世的母親一樣。8964 copyright protection77PENANAENCO5iMJ6V 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAIw4CQ2Wlrs
8964 copyright protection77PENANAMWySZu00Ed 維尼
我不會留她一個人。8964 copyright protection77PENANACElTNTLBdj 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAQI3kUL9tQa
8964 copyright protection77PENANAUkpD5suiUF 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAeXDrXagi5o
8964 copyright protection77PENANAm0hEVbhcLU 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAJxcmtAP2DY
8964 copyright protection77PENANALG4400z1Bx 維尼
81Please respect copyright.PENANAu1279gjw6i
8964 copyright protection77PENANAaNV4vWyZg9 維尼
所以我不能死。8964 copyright protection77PENANArsUCOSVVmx 維尼
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