a shitty chapter ahead! x((
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M A R Y S S A c a r l t o n
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I started reading books when I was thirteen, I can't remember the title though. But I remember it's a story of a little girl who wanted to be a ballerina, to be as graceful as a swan and of course, in the end she did. It was a fifteen-paged book, and I could still feel the swell of pride as soon as I read the 'The End'. Jomary (the owner of the book) even greeted me for finishing the book (which took less that five minutes to read).
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Ever since then, reading became my hobby. It first started when Jomary would let me borrow her books, then I had my very first book-- Ida B.--courtesy of Jomary. Well, she didn't exactly gave it to me; I practically begged her to give it to me (took me about 2 minutes to 'beg'). I didn't understand why I wanted that book than the others, then.
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Anyways, after that book, my collection started to grow. At first I would pick out random stories and soon realized most of them are trilogies, series (that was so frustrating, though, I couldn't understand what the eff's happening!) so everytime I'd go book-hunting, I would make sure that either a.) they're stand-alone or b.) the first book in the series.
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And then, I understood why I wanted Ida B. a few years back.
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No matter how many books I have, no matter how many trilogies, series, I have read; I'd always go back to Ida B., I would never get tired reading it again and again and again. We have the connection.
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And that is how Lucca Easton found me: re-reading Ida B. for the 9th time.
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"Hey." He greeted, and plopped down beside me. "How are you feeling?"
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"Uhm . . . I'm fine. Thank you, by the way." I answered, not even looking at him.
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Ever since I got sick (which was three days ago), and learned he was the one who tended to me, I felt about sixty times more awkward around him than before. My sister (a wee scunner she is!) decided it's a good time to abandon her sick sister and go party that time. Lucca didn't even know (still don't) I have a sister.
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"Hunny, we're sorry we couldn't get to you sooner." My mom cooed. "It's just that, we have to work so hard to meet the ends. Life isn't that easy anymore . . . you understand that, right?"
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I pushed myself to spend dinner with them, since I was feeling a lot better now. I mean, I've been holed up in my room for two days. Plus I don't want to be a burden and have them bring me food upstairs when they are loaded with work. I nodded.
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"Thank you for being understanding, hunny. Oh Lawren! We have to thank that kid for taking care of our baby--"
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Wait, let me backtrack a little. "Uhm mom? What do you mean?"
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My mom paused.
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"The kid who brought you home? The kid who played nurse with you?" This time it was my father who answered. Played nurse?
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"W-wha-?" I spluttered. "Bu-but I thought Lory--"
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"No." My father snapped. "Lory was at some friend's house having an overnight while you were sick. It was that Lucio guy who tended to you until we got home."
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My mom touched my father's arm. "It's Lucca, dear."
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I stopped eating. Why would Lucca do that? I mean, yes, that's sweet. But did he really have to go through all the trouble taking care of a probably delirious me?
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"It didn't know Maryssa was sick!" Lory suddenly exclaimed.
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"Or perhaps you did, but just ignored!" My father bellowed.
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And so, our dinner ended with Lory walking out, my father with a red face, a mother who was doing some damage control, and a daughter who wishes she could be oblivious to all this.
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"I told you for the nth time, Maryssa, it's fine!"
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This time, I glanced at him at offered a small smile. "I know, but it's . . . embarassing seeing me like that. Why though?"
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"Why what?"
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I put my bookmark on the page I was reading and closed the book. "Why go through all the trouble tebding to me when you can just put a cold towel on my forehead?"
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"Maybe because I care for you?"
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"No you don't." My answer was automatic, and I felt hysterical inside. He was being ridiculous! He was fucking ridiculous. I let hysterical giggles out of my body. "You fucking don't." I repeated, couldn't stop myself from cursing.
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I could see a thin thread at the back of my mind, as thin as a strand of a hair, and it snapped into two. Everything in me snapped, and every emotion I bottled up for the past month just broke; I wasn't ready for the rush of emotions filling me.
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Lucca had his mouth slightly opened. "Maryssa I---"
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But I didn't hear him anymore--I refuse to. I stood up, and took a step back. "Leave me alone, Lucca." the coldness of my voice was enough to give you chills.
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"I-I don't u-understand, Mar---"
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"Damn fucking right you don't."
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With that said, I walked--more like ran--away from him and his bullshit.
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a/n: Who has read Ida B. by Katherin Hannigan? It's a good book! nudge nudge.
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