「以後我都會咁早返學㗎啦,想每日都可以早啲見到你吖嘛。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA4dh1cTJl23
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我咁答李sir。但其實,我口中嘅「你」,係婷婷先啱;終有一日,我可以對住婷婷講出口——始終我真係冇特別想見到李sir啊!!!701Please respect copyright.PENANAysgSq5BoGb
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「恩恩早晨。」阿輝WhatsApp我。701Please respect copyright.PENANAS6nN4giWav
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「我到咗啦,你喺邊吖?」我回覆。701Please respect copyright.PENANAWE6AliWMVV
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阿輝約咗我食早餐——至少對我嚟講,呢一餐係瞓醒後嘅第一餐,但我知道,佢之所以會約我,係因為想揾人陪佢食宵夜,佢食完就會返去瞓覺。701Please respect copyright.PENANAgCwr8FJORI
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不過佢未到。701Please respect copyright.PENANAxodvRxtxbA
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隔咗兩分鐘,阿輝覆我:「嚟緊嚟緊。」仲send咗個「幫緊你」嘅貼圖畀我。701Please respect copyright.PENANAukH3dFA0VL
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呢種生活,到底要維持到幾時?701Please respect copyright.PENANA3r3V4aFR39
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我享受見到阿輝,但我唔想同佢喺度唔嗲唔吊;係係係,我只係識咗佢一陣,但我已經鍾意咗佢,真係好奇怪。701Please respect copyright.PENANAfkzmPhOGix
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終於,我企喺茶記門口,見到阿輝;佢都見到我,一嚟就拖住我隻手,摸一摸我個頭,再行入茶記食嘢。701Please respect copyright.PENANAiGxCrJZFyh
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我依然有心跳加速嘅感覺。701Please respect copyright.PENANAA08Xgle2DS
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渣㗎……701Please respect copyright.PENANAMeNfGmV3ll
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阿輝叫咗沙嗲牛肉麵,我要五香肉丁米,喺等緊嘅過程中,佢都係會拖住我隻手,捽我嘅手背,並且講:701Please respect copyright.PENANAVbaIx0uMq9
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「好滑啊你。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAb2HYQ6wuSw
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我笑一笑,之後靜咗,然後講咗句破壞氣氛嘅嘢:701Please respect copyright.PENANAP4ZeCrE6w2
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「你係咪真係鍾意我㗎?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAwzzfdVwdwU
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輝其實一直都睄緊隔籬枱嘅女仔,聽到我講,先應一應:「係呀。」701Please respect copyright.PENANA8OdohBtfuA
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「咁,我哋係咪可以一齊?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAoapnjYRWqK
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「我唔想拍拖住啊,對唔住,而家咁唔好咩?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAjiHvyZp861
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嘢飲嚟到,阿輝一邊幫我篤爛啲檸檬,一邊拒絕我嘅要求。701Please respect copyright.PENANAnzcdOyYelc
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「但係,我唔想咁啊。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAJFCZkQt2Ik
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其實,其他人望我哋,都會覺得我哋係拍緊拖㗎。我哋有拖、有攬,佢仲錫過我;偏偏,阿輝話唔想拍拖。701Please respect copyright.PENANAp8GnfIL2Ie
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係唔想拍拖,定係唔想同我拍拖啊?701Please respect copyright.PENANAwHQlEf7jTK
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「恩恩,唔好咁啦。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAMFFWLXczWS
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阿輝好無辜咁碌大眼,語調好柔和咁繼續講:「我真係唔想拍拖啊,之前受過情傷,唔想再進入一段關係住。但如果我想,一定係同你一齊、只係會同你一齊,好冇?」701Please respect copyright.PENANA3v0MN7sXIO
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聽完佢咁講,我突然覺得,係我太chur。701Please respect copyright.PENANAhNLjW7DzP3
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輝可能只係未完全好返,冇辦法投入到戀愛關係,我咁樣只會令佢好大壓力。701Please respect copyright.PENANAY9zUd4keIh
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「好啦咁。」701Please respect copyright.PENANAYHf6nKWe79
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碗麵已經嚟到,我哋一邊食,一邊講;其實佢對我好好,見我啲湯汁彈到塊面,都會即時遞紙巾畀我——呢一種對我嚟講,已經係好好。701Please respect copyright.PENANAi3rdMGjo5s
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「等間上嚟你度瞓喎。」阿輝講,呢個唔係疑問句,而係陳述句。701Please respect copyright.PENANAK5jiC2H861
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有時,我哋食完早餐,佢就會上嚟我屋企瞓覺。呢件事,一直都冇其他人知,細佬唔喺屋企、返咗學,爸爸媽媽又返晒工;所以,我都會帶阿輝返屋企瞓——其實,都只係呢一個星期嘅事,所有嘢都好似好快,但係佢好似適應得好快咁。701Please respect copyright.PENANAibePjENKYN
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真係,只係瞓覺。701Please respect copyright.PENANA1w8K6VzXvd
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嗯——最後只係瞓覺。701Please respect copyright.PENANAgnEE209e0e
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我哋好快食完,頂住圓碌碌嘅肚返屋。一入屋,輝就會大大力咁攬住我,直到入房,爬上床,佢會係咁重複:「好鍾意你。」701Please respect copyright.PENANADVhalqqxXJ
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佢會係咁同我講,佢鍾意我。701Please respect copyright.PENANAi6AXXQgTrf
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我真係相信㗎……如果唔係,點解我哋會成日見?成日傾偈?如果你係男人,唔鍾意一個女人,真係會喺佢身上花咁多時間?701Please respect copyright.PENANAbzSyEgMku1
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輝會錫我,從嘴到頸,然後不斷重複佢鍾意我;我發現,我係抵抗唔到呢一種感覺,實在太鍾意佢喺我耳邊輕輕咁叫我個名——從來都冇人咁做過。701Please respect copyright.PENANAGqR5mwBDMB
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佢想除我衫,我話唔可以,只係男朋友先得——未一齊就咁,一齊咗仲得了?嗱,我覺得我仲係有啲理智,冇細佬講得咁蠢嘅。輝就會好情深咁話:「我遲早都係你男朋友。」701Please respect copyright.PENANALW5feuUaV6
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「咁咪遲啲先。」我堅持,緊緊扯住自己啲衫。701Please respect copyright.PENANAwxsP6Zt178
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如果阿輝肯認我做女朋友,其實我咩都可以畀佢,真㗎;但佢唔肯。我諗,我係唔應該同一個冇畀承諾我嘅人發生太多關係?畀人知道咗嘅話,佢哋實話我好隨便。即使我內心想,我都冇做到。701Please respect copyright.PENANAlOidxrI4F6
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通常最後,阿輝見我咁,都係隔住衫咁摸吓我,然後攬住我瞓,好似好掃興咁。701Please respect copyright.PENANA7gvmCoN3dQ
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我諗起,細佬話:「佢真係想一齊嘅,邊會有咁多藉口呀?」701Please respect copyright.PENANAh7UZTOxHbL
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係囉,究竟,你想點啊輝?701Please respect copyright.PENANACfzJtazJXY
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雖然每日我都冇瞓幾多就出嚟,但每次,喺輝瞓死咗嘅時候,我都總係好精神,就算佢攬住我,我都唔覺得安心,好似佢隨時都會走咁。701Please respect copyright.PENANA9hOUudDigO
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或者,其實可能,佢從來都冇嚟過。701Please respect copyright.PENANAjJzqnDrsjx