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逐漸隨著經歷成長而感覺異樣。
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難以脫離。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4wCOJaoeL
毫無去處，不得不。
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難以忍耐。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Xxn0LxucM
無法壓抑，不可避。
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轉向他人求助，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWdbg3qRM0E
使妳陷入更深處、更深藏。
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妳的平凡面具，下方藏著什麼？
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「他這樣對我，是為了我好，我要慢慢去接受這事實。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3UOZJfV6x
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包裝妳的異樣，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw4EN0m47d
編織出一道厚繭囚住，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6w8oqm2ja
妳所謂的「醜惡真實」。
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外表與他人無異。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkK9NrV2GB
「這樣的我。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWohPmf1IYQ
內心翻覆常識認知，妳心中慾望與常人認知對立。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J4KAb0K8D
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深刻的發生經歷，清醒的刺激……那顆被希望所麻醉的心。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrziNth1sXJ
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刻下的痕跡，要透過多少次的淡忘抹除？還要包裹多少層？
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妳期許：
「擺脫身上的痕跡。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VZbget76q
「將異樣的感受消除。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz8nZE1e6N
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「別再讓那種感覺來了……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0f6YgyWp2
「讓我……毫無能力去反抗。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJ1LD2XOlz
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妳渴望：905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3WLRKm2FDy
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「拜託了，能讓我等待到嗎？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43YDPFqvY2
「有個可以接納我的人嗎 ？」
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「一個也好……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9j552zFF5
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深入、切頗開妳的厚繭。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsxwt3EBVF
接納，接納妳不堪入目的所有。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3mcLxWfA6
「暴露出來。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqdSIq4EL6
羞恥的感官，使反抗的理智鎮靜。
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「真是沒救了，妳母親生下這種東西。」父親的話，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnElkmHSkvq
傷透了我的心，但也必須依賴、傾靠他的話語。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh3hNKAta5
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「別再繼續了……感覺好奇怪……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jbTX6vBS9
我原本認為只是嚴父管教子女，但卻也導致。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9tEdcjN8f
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父親認為我不是正常人，但我也認為父親因為我也不正常了。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1IuzkTBRB
我所受到的傷害成為父女彼此的快樂，只是我一直沒意識到，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkIOqlk6jE
原來我一直感到快樂與不解。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Lz23nJELo
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牽起一絲又一絲，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtVlsSYlte
有粗大、有細小的，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMncXwBQQG
快樂與憂鬱。
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「爸爸……我不想努力了……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLgsvKBDcR
不再想要努力當個好孩子，想要沉淪下去，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSQ3C1gPrZ
爸爸會原諒我嗎？會接受嗎？我這樣做是正確的嗎？905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSMJQwkiir
討厭那種不理解，又讓自己愉快舒服的情感。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg9ASmaVvx
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正在慢慢理解，正在接受自身的畸形。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgPWmivLCm
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放出妳的津液，流淌一地的內容物，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZqpovxPNp
冒出妳內在的快樂蒸氣。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ApnrkprVV
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四溢出……905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUsSBJMF2g
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「放棄努力，一直是這麼容易的事情。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLHqm9eAxR
「為什麼？我一直沒有意識到，我一直是快樂的？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi5vte5TB73
「那樣努力想擺脫快樂的我，是不是像個傻子？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHtal96xQo
「答案是肯定的對吧？」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0et70EAKpN
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視覺畫面充斥戀愛的雜訊；905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqu4kvoFy4u
抑鬱低落伴隨頂點快樂。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeinA4bzSNz
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「為什麼這麼讓人無法自我，但又要跨出這一步，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J5z9NVwiM
才可以感受到真正的快樂？錯過太多了，憂慮也太多了。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VWedupDXG
「想忘記所有的不理解，就這樣投入在快樂中吧……」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWn5CP4Uk1
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內心浪叫...就算即將要失去生氣。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTyUEm8FEhp
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「每次清晰響亮的聲音，都在提醒，正在什麼樣的環境。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoI0Srd27s
「把更多的快樂給我，這樣我可以再產出更多的快樂。」
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更多、更多的快樂，覆蓋過往的憂慮與不悅。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZTmMf5xhC
不要再努力掙扎，也不要再嘗試用希望麻醉那些憂愁與不理解。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxZ69DT7G7
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產出過多的快樂，快要沒有了知覺。漸漸不再有了回應，意識薄弱。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YRj49geXu
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全身的津液有多少流淌在底下？905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbNUgVzNHN
好像也不怎麼在意了……905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLp5BPjlw3
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身體不再燥熱，只剩空虛、寂寞，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9wW0G5JRW
而且從內到外的冰冷。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm7I3sKAUE
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像電視一樣的雜訊蓋住了眼前的景象，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8E9agxBkZ
黑色與白色的點密集蓋過像篩網一樣的視線。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ume6xmEWv
只剩下黑色與白色的點，像父親時常拍打的老舊電視機。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRYb4xqkf0
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「是啊……就像父親的老舊電視機，供他娛樂，905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuze9hL0KDW
壞掉的時候打幾下就好了。」905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesEmKWNTvK
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眼睛失去知覺，急速微弱的聲音。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaGDJmtrYi
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收割了妳……所剩不多、僅剩的心之果實。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0jVk9xIED
掀開妳內心的蓋子， 津液滿出，至頂部流下。905Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyFkubHjVp
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那是一顆帶有人性溫度的心之果實。
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取出，
心之果實。
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終於...
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不再渴求。
不再呻吟。
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