my heart is cursed by a small but emotionally fragile creature. in the hopes that i would not give my feels that he longed for to some or something else...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGGufzOGIL
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to pretend to love someone, to act like i like them so that they will not break down when i turn there invitation down... what some's happen is said to come to hunt me. and yet i sleep fine... i can do all the thngs to show you effection. a hug, a kill, maybe cry even have sex...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOY2oBkR56
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but what you'll never hear is me using i, and love in the same sentence.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiP1HIELkx
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its just how the creature felt. when one had a repulsive truth, they'd do anything to keep it from getting out and take it to the grave... it was the same for me except in this case it was more painful for him then for me ...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zot5zo6p3
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" love no one and tell to nothing"989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vwFSGEYdw
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not just unable to tell someone but also no thing a person, a hobby, and ideal, or a drawing.989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfDNidArNP
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" that i loved what they were"989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrnN9IASzk
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a girl i dated, in her head we were a thing, if only i could tell her that she was a genie pig in my little lab that i had nothing true n terms of feels except curiosity989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZtgPu2gZR
when all said and done i threw her away, she just didn't realize it yet 989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPZhIWBU0j
and then she called and told me:989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ix66PqAJC
" i don't want to date anymore"989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIwtnRfxWJ
didn't feel like a breakup or being dumped more like we were playing a video game that only one of us were taking seriously...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCG2PsLStpq
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in further truth it didn't feel like any emotion was ever being shown...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl5lGqLMPH
no hugs, no kisses not even a holding of hands no physical contact what so ever...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTX6bM5KGw
hard to feel any since of heart break...when the was nothing to break, not in the since that it was already broken glass but more to the idea o my heart being as emptiy as the water in a glass... after all you cannot break what does not maintain its form right...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9eGI413fe
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the only thing fun about this was how i was manipulating her into thinking we were actully dating... we were already friends she was a loner convinced that no boy would love her and me a guy with nothing to do that had no true feels to lose, nothing lost nothing gained just a bit of harmless fun, especially since she thinks she was the one who let go of the leash, even though i had put out the light first as if a dog to lose interest in there owner before they did...989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG43AgcMpf
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so you say "how does it feel to love someone that doesn't love you back"989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPNkH5mjzM
perhaps the answer would be989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BQqkbAUVq
" you tell me"989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0nroF86Ar
or rather " it doesn't"989Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3xiW1S00y
