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黑子是在規律的雨滴聲中醒來的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VX6QEDuGm
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緊掩的窗扉隔絕了外頭沉悶的空氣，許是方從睡眠中抽離的緣故，感受到一絲清冷的身體不自覺地打了個顫。他起身環顧四周，已經空了的沙發不見赤司的蹤影，只留下幾秒前還披在身上，悄然落地的外套。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmtl98SWqN
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西裝外套上還殘留著男人的溫度與味道，前個晚上的回憶突地變得遙遠，彷彿隨著赤司的離開而遠去，剩下他還留在原地想念。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFG3zNrFCWG
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天亮了，夢醒了，又必須回到現實生活，他還是那個原來的黑子哲也，不會改變的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGJjOwBzDT
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深吸一口氣調整好自己的狀態，黑子緩緩推開休息室的門，呼吸在赤司的背影落入眼底時變得緊窒，還沒來得及開口，赤司已察覺了他存在似地回首，“你醒了？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Jun9Q55rm
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“啊…嗯，謝謝赤司君的外套，真抱歉，我竟然睡著了。”要用怎樣的表情面對這個人，其實他還沒想過，但就算想破了頭大概也得不出什麼結論，他想還是只能像現在這樣，用平常的自己來作出回應吧，“那個…咖啡我來泡吧。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8nL8MRY85
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“沒關係，我已經泡好了。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdfEpnSjY9
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“這樣啊…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TfYQd4gHo
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簡單的對話很快便畫下句點，兩人並肩靠在咖啡機旁，沉默讓小小的空間只剩下雨滴落在屋簷的聲響。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBO2BhMh7ad
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想說點什麼打破這份尷尬，可他本就不擅長開啟話題，幾句到了嘴邊的話又隨著喝下去的水回到肚裡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSgZaXgAkK
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“…還痛嗎？”突如其來的一句話讓黑子愣了下，下意識偏過頭的視線正好與赤司的撞在一起，漆黑深邃的漩渦已不在那雙赤眸裡流動，儘管不明顯，他仍在男人的眼底找到一絲絲的擔憂。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yO7yq74Gm
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是錯覺嗎？總覺得赤司說話的語氣比起平時溫和許多。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjcsozsAenx
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“不痛了，只是小傷口，沒事的…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd7RZfQEvJk
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沒想到自己也會有說出違心之論的一天，他笑了笑，可不怎麼後悔，或許寧願這麼做，也不忍眼前的人深陷愧疚吧。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMWIwwzBQy
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“…赤司君？”指尖在頰邊、在唇上摩娑的力道是如此輕柔，他在赤司垂下的眼眸裡看見自己的迷惑，無從閃躲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovmLClOVKb
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“我…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdkyYI4ATy
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失序的心跳逐漸取代了窗外的雨聲，他看著赤司，等待著赤司再次開口，可惜專注等待的沉默並未因此而被打破。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCErNBSOOk
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下一秒，赤司收回了手。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoGXWlB42o
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“呀喝～小黑子，我回來啦！你有想我嗎？我可是想死你了！”宏亮的嗓音比本人還早一步抵達實驗室，提著大包小包行李的黃瀨看來精神奕奕，“你看，小桃竟然讓我一個人拿全部的行李，而且外面還下雨呢，竟然這樣欺負我，是不是很過分…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TwMtA96N7
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“是嗎？我覺得讓遲到累犯又睡過頭的小黃提行李再正常不過了呢。”桃井跟在後頭走了進來，“我買了禮物，大家都有份哦，除了小黃以外。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFeeH1r0Mc
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“好過份！小桃這就是所謂的偏心啊！”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DkClVyfD2
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“什麼偏心不偏心的，你明明也跟去了還好意思要土產！？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK9zVTEJgw1
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“路途遙遠真是辛苦了呢，我去泡杯茶給桃井小姐喝吧。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeD09bcdmm
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“呵呵，哲君真是體貼呢，那我就不客氣了。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qfj7vnZz1
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“欸，等等！小黑子，那我的份呢？我也想要被慰勞一番啊！”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGCMXASpAQ
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跟著兩人一起回到實驗室的綠間沒有胡鬧的興致，逕自走向了赤司的座位。接受到對方意有所指的目光，赤司微微頷首，與綠間一前一後進了休息室。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5x0iiV3QC
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“這是怎麼回事？”確認門已關緊並上了鎖，綠間才開口問道。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXN6L2Whop
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“就是字面上的意思，藥沒了。”端起手裡的咖啡喝了一口，赤司臉上盡是不緊不慢的從容，彷彿談論的是別人的事般雲淡風輕。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKV1wkagN3n
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“我當然知道藥沒了是什麼意思，我是在問你為什麼藥會沒了？明明時間還沒到…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxhMkaCoLg
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“為什麼…沒了就是沒了，還要有什麼理由？”他凝視著咖啡杯裡的倒影，思考融入了眼前深沉又混濁的世界裡，看不清也摸不透。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8Rrl66SHM
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三番兩次閃躲話題的舉動終令綠間皺起眉頭，脫口而出的話也變得尖銳而直白，“赤司，這可是攸關你性命的事！事到如今，難道還要我提醒你事情的嚴重性？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5P7OUvlRpF
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“我知道。”赤司握緊了手裡的杯子，一句淡泊的回應包含了太多的覺悟，“我一直都知道。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT3uYG3OVj
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看似平靜的赤司征十郎不能也不會告訴綠間，當他想起不斷流逝的生命之時，也同時想起了某個人的微笑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv3uZUBhZu
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他怎麼能說出口。和他的決定衝突的想法，他怎能說出口。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphXOeeNmeS
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“你…果然是因為…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DboI4TI7g
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“會幫我保密吧？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxPEX3YXZ6
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豎起的食指落在唇上，背光讓赤司的側臉變得晦暗不明，那名為笑容的幻影，眨眼即逝，只有不斷落下的雨依然清晰，像極了滿懷悲傷的淚滴。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxMEceCxeZ
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“赤司，你…想死嗎？”良久，耳畔響起了綠間的聲音，褪去了原本的焦慮，留下滿滿哀淒。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZyiqMmGMM
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是感到不忍，還是不捨，或者，不值？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7SDGXapnR
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不需要猶豫，從那一天起，他的答案就是不曾改變的唯一。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ060p4bNfI5
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“咦？小黑子你不是端茶去給小綠間他們嗎？怎麼又端回來了？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYWe8nhYcO
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“嗯…他們似乎在談論什麼重要的事，總覺得擅自打擾不太好，於是就折回來了…黃瀨君，你在做什麼？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD0E3KlgkY
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黑子看向休息室的方向，還在思索是否再折回去敲門，結果回頭便看見黃瀨已端走其中一杯茶喝了起來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16EW05f5bf
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“難得小黑子泡了茶，冷掉不是很可惜嗎？等會我再幫你泡一壺就好啦！”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vb5Vc5TnZ
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“可是黃瀨君泡的茶很難喝呢…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI309QqSsv
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“小黑子怎麼這樣說，我好難過啊～”黃瀨慣例性的想給對面的黑子來個擁抱，卻被熟門熟路地擋住。不過這種模式也是“慣例”中的其中一環了，對此，黃瀨也是笑笑，不甚在意，“話說回來，好久沒像現在這樣，與小黑子一起坐著聊天了呢。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrN5wpM48KG
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“是啊。”連日來的忙碌都讓他忘記了悠閒是什麼感覺了，雖說忙碌本就是院生生活的本質，但不可否認偶爾的悠閒有助思考保持清晰。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBhohhwUVE
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話說也好一陣子沒去圖書館了，找個時間再去借書吧。一想到又能與成堆的書渡過夜晚，黑子嘴邊泛起溫煦的笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyyCqvPt0y
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“對了，小黑子…我昨天在旅館打了好多通電話給你呢，今早也是，可是都沒回應，是手機壞掉了嗎？”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOjbyUh9jC
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“呃…”對突然其來的問題反應不及，黑子拿著茶杯的手停頓了片刻，“嗯，手機剛好沒電了…所以…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4vi10MGRc
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“這樣啊，”黃瀨把玩著瓷杯，若有所思，“因為昨晚小桃也嚷嚷著小赤司的手機打不通，我還以為發生什麼事了…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6xyKGUYDA
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“喀鏘！！”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZZqjDNzH9
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躲開了黃瀨的視線卻躲不開一個名字帶來的回憶，被擾亂的心緒表現在他因顫抖而鬆開的手，落地的茶杯瞬間化成了碎片。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83d5BgulF3
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“啊，我真是的…”黑子連忙俯下身去收拾，但黃瀨動作更快，伸手阻止了他，“等等，小、小黑子！直接碰碎片會割傷的…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X3xTzG0de
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“不要！”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbsKHaWs27
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肌膚接觸的熱度讓黑子像觸電般一顫，赤司征十郎的臉龐幾乎是同時間閃過腦海，他下意識抽回自己的手，力道之大連對面的黃瀨都愣了好半晌。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CeUSudbxb
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“抱歉、黃瀨君…我…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwBReQeFlR
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回過神來才察覺自己的失態，無法直視黃瀨的歉疚爬上了乾澀的喉頭，想說點什麼卻怎麼也開不了口，沒想到黃瀨竟一反常態地笑了笑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhGwTwN9UK
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“沒關係，小黑子沒有受傷吧？啊，似乎被茶水潑到了，要不要去洗一下？這裡我來收拾就好了。”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYbQHUYnTZ
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“嗯…那麻煩你了，黃瀨君，我去沖個水。”燦爛的笑臉刺進了內心深處，有些痛，這樣不像自己的自己異常狼狽，可他仍緊咬住平靜，選擇了走下黃瀨為自己而準備的臺階。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rcbAOrIg2
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或許每個人都開始察覺到，那各懷心思的平衡即將崩解。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlmZ1Y6Tpz
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“又想從我身邊奪走了嗎？我的依歸。”拾起的碎片劃破了黃瀨的指尖，疼痛似乎變得遙遠，泊泊流出的豔紅是毀滅，也是終結，“…赤司征十郎…”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp8sCth6Fh
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雨依然下著，沒有停歇。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgP8h5KgeQU
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黑子並不知道，自己與休息室裡的人正不約而同地仰望同一片陰鬱籠罩的天空，回想著對方闖進心底所餘下的蕩漾水波，猜測著撥雲見日的晴朗來臨之時，還有誰會帶著微笑在故事的末章裡等候。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYipiTLGBE5
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曾以為自己是與赤司征十郎最接近的人，可是，後來他才發現，他能知道對方想要什麼，是因為赤司允許自己知曉那些需求，倘若赤司不願意透露而選擇將內心閉鎖，那麼再多的眼神交會，都只是他單方面的追求罷了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUpwyN8TpI
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但他已無法再回頭，他必須繼續往前走。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoN8nkHYc6
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“我是不會死的，真太郎。就算生命即將走到了盡頭，我也會拖著那傢伙一起進入地獄這個牢籠”17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUMrUG8SPm
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每個人心中都深藏著秘密。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTWXcPSrrr
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如果無預警地撞見了，你會選擇質問到底、深埋於心，抑或是將一切摧毀殆盡？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG2Yq6Jiwx
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故事要開始進入正題了，所以不會再歡樂了（認真的說好像也不是多歡樂）17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5EqPJTT14G
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看不懂也不要緊，後面幾章就會懂了(´_ゝ`) (´_ゝ`) (´_ゝ`)17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCW6pRgg8Sr
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