司徒辰推門進入小海的房間時,他正躺在床上舉起手機打遊戲,耳朵裡塞住耳機,整張臉的肌肉都繃緊成一團,手指飛快地點按著。297Please respect copyright.PENANA7WHdTZocac
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「喂!你別浪!你過來!」他憤怒地大喊著,「啊!!」297Please respect copyright.PENANArQsL8MZWE0
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小海一把摔下手機掩面怪叫,螢幕裡顯示著黑白的畫面。297Please respect copyright.PENANAxpP6dtX8cN
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司徒辰見怪不怪,自顧自關上了門。297Please respect copyright.PENANA3z26GLeyQr
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小海喃喃咒罵著摘下耳機,轉頭看見司徒辰時驚訝地彈起來,「辰哥!你這是咋啦?沒帶傘啊?」297Please respect copyright.PENANACbtipxO3Jm
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司徒辰把滴著水的雨傘放進水桶裡,「帶了啊,」無奈地說,「不過雨下太大了。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAKCCn94qerY
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他走到衣櫃那邊,卸下沉重的羽絨外套,挑了條乾爽的毛巾出來。297Please respect copyright.PENANAQYNt94ue2K
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他半邊身都濕透了,球鞋也像是去了潛水,顏色一片深暗,地板拖著一行水漬。雨水滲透羽絨服,沉甸甸又濕漉漉的,弄得他又冷又疲倦。297Please respect copyright.PENANAKpmqEtMDB8
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小海聞言大驚,「趕快去洗個澡吧!你著涼了我們可慘了啊!」還殷勤地把自己的衣服拿出來塞進司徒辰懷裡,推著他出去門外。「快點快點!」297Please respect copyright.PENANAQCf2lpNYmB
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「知道啦!」他沒好氣地笑著走出去。297Please respect copyright.PENANA65EWqw59mx
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身後的門關上後,司徒辰臉上的笑容瞬間凝結,靠在門板上低下了頭,深深嘆了口氣。297Please respect copyright.PENANAi8xRTXeTCI
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剛才跟沈惠萱分別後,他心裡莫名一團亂糟糟的,總覺得有些甚麼不對勁,心底湧上一陣無法形容的不適感。297Please respect copyright.PENANAwYrUuIqwot
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他皺了下眉,從口袋裡抽出電話,翻到了那個熟悉的號碼,拇指浮游了幾下,才決心按下撥出。297Please respect copyright.PENANAfEsZmBFLVP
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接通鈴響了十幾秒,每一下延綿悠長盤旋於耳邊,聲響斷開的一剎那帶同心臟往上抽,又再接續下一道響聲,再次焦心等待對頭能結束這漫長的折磨。297Please respect copyright.PENANAMRKbZ4UqjU
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他抿著唇有些不安,自信幾乎要連同通話自動掛斷,掉入語音信箱的最後零點一秒,對方終於按下了接聽。297Please respect copyright.PENANAhoI4mRmEyH
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「嗯。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAgsheVPqA7l
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他喜上心頭,一邊走一邊說,「你在哪裡?回公司了嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANA1Ztl5pfQv7
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「嗯。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAY6jlghxoDG
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語氣很冷,簡短帶狠,分明是不太願意回答的。297Please respect copyright.PENANAnwamNRS0a7
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他知道現在的周諾寧肯定不想聽他辯解,也不想被任何人煩著。297Please respect copyright.PENANAfZO2c7WkUS
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但他不想再讓自己後悔。297Please respect copyright.PENANAKI7SqnDU3C
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無論是因為甚麼,他都不應該讓她帶著那種情緒離去。297Please respect copyright.PENANALsxKbG6T8z
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「那個⋯⋯就是⋯⋯車鑰匙我都還沒來得及給你,你用手機控制還是沒那麼不方便的,我現在給你拿——」297Please respect copyright.PENANANw3iVHhgYH
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「不想開了。」297Please respect copyright.PENANA9ukDHQ1IB2
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他一怔,那道聲線裡的厭倦像根細針插進了他的胸膛。297Please respect copyright.PENANAlAPfThNg97
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明明他也預想過她只是一時興起,但聽到親口說她不要了的時候,還是莫名有種失落。297Please respect copyright.PENANAiVAzSyga1V
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「那⋯⋯我把你的車鑰匙還給你?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5d67Yelip
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這是他最後一個藉口了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAQHd20HEk9m
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從球場一路小跑步往行政大樓,滿腦子都是想跟周諾寧一起做的事,想把那些想像都變成現實,讓她看見他對她的真心。297Please respect copyright.PENANAF0PySJFHfn
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可是他卻是那麼愚蠢地讓她從自己眼前消失。297Please respect copyright.PENANATFrdxtzI02
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就因為他的猶豫不決。297Please respect copyright.PENANALx3dAMrXdM
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對頭長久的一段沉默,但通話仍在繼續。297Please respect copyright.PENANA1duB8IikQi
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司徒辰沒有洩氣,下了樓梯,走到行政大樓的出口,邁步往外走,另一隻手已經準備要把車鑰匙拿出來。297Please respect copyright.PENANAlyq2ZXA8tv
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忽而頭頂一涼,他下意識抬頭,臉上頓時暈開了幾道水珠。297Please respect copyright.PENANA340QnaqQsy
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他急忙退後一步,用手背擦去濕潤,回過神來外面已經滿目細粉,頃刻砸下一絲絲冰冷的冬雨。297Please respect copyright.PENANATDG2mEzW85
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話筒裡傳來雨水敲打玻璃的響聲。297Please respect copyright.PENANAKELaQtrFYP
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「下雨了你——」297Please respect copyright.PENANAhzBci8lGxk
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「不用了。」她沒甚麼起伏的聲音經過電波傳輸,穿透了話筒再進入他的耳膜,本就疏離淡漠的語調被削得更薄,「不重要。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAdTSYmlBnCN
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他低著視線,抿平了嘴唇,一陣挫敗堵住了喉嚨。297Please respect copyright.PENANAgRA4LnUWS6
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所有藉口已經用盡,再沒有可以前進的下一步。297Please respect copyright.PENANAfSSPBsyk0M
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像是她伸出了手,他卻白白錯失了機會,只能擦身而過。297Please respect copyright.PENANAdl5n75edz1
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現在連上天也要斷絕去路,任由他的心浸泡在漫長大雨之中,一下下承受雨水沖刷的疼痛。297Please respect copyright.PENANAM1MQgg3P2q
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彷彿她說的不重要,是現在的這一切。297Please respect copyright.PENANAsCmAzg08VH
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「那⋯⋯」他只能維持著最後一絲堅強,低聲道,「你記得按時吃飯。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAIWuX8bisla
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她沒有回話,不容他再有機會多說,無情掐斷了通話。297Please respect copyright.PENANAzanPzHuiGL
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空洞的嘟嘟聲環繞耳邊,話筒依舊貼服浸過涼意的耳骨,他茫然抬頭看向絲絲碎碎掉落的粉雨,那股空虛感又再擴大了點。297Please respect copyright.PENANAsn6xeKnOMy
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他已經很努力在走近了。297Please respect copyright.PENANAC5c7pC7KIl
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可偏偏總是有那麼多阻礙。297Please respect copyright.PENANAgz101KIEkW
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洗過澡再次回到房間,小海依舊是那個打遊戲的姿勢,繼續不斷大吼。297Please respect copyright.PENANAJIl4z0yr5O
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「該死!又輸了!」小海的手機今天不知道摔多少次了,「都不知道是不是職業選手開小號的!」螢幕上一貫的黑白畫面。297Please respect copyright.PENANA2HEsSLHtUj
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司徒辰沒好氣,擦著頭髮在另一張床坐下。297Please respect copyright.PENANAUvTDD3467Z
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宿舍的設計是二人一室的,不過南翠球員還不多,部分球員還是可以自己用一個房間,就像是小海和要求絕對隱私的方學一樣。297Please respect copyright.PENANAaddPb2I4Wb
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「辰哥你咋過來了?不回家?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ7OZdcDq0
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司徒辰一頓,故作輕鬆地說,「就太大雨,嫌煩。」297Please respect copyright.PENANABYC7CbqmTW
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反正雨這麼大不適合開車,他也沒甚麼心情坐上那輛車回家,就打算在宿舍跟小海擠一個晚上好了。297Please respect copyright.PENANASnbm1iSyVg
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「那你怎麼不直接搬過來算了?我看你這樣還更麻煩。」297Please respect copyright.PENANALJ7GnlVY7r
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「⋯⋯再說吧。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAmmHXkjTsWH
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之前沒搬進宿舍,一部分是他現在的租屋合約還未完結,他不想浪費錢解約,就寧願自己辛苦一點來回跑。297Please respect copyright.PENANAuWNSA3Xsnz
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另一部分⋯⋯是住市內比較近某人的家跟公司。297Please respect copyright.PENANAtx0zNe721P
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不過租約快要結束,下半賽季他們也要全力衝擊名次,現在連大少爺方學也乖乖合流,身為隊長不跟他們同住,就真的說不過去了。297Please respect copyright.PENANA0ef7E9enX0
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「丁小海!」砰一聲門被撞開,「你是不是又偷拿我帳號!我現在掉鑽了!你——」聲音的主人一怔,「辰、辰哥?」297Please respect copyright.PENANA56Y6Mim9pd
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司徒辰舉起拿著毛巾那隻手,尷尬笑笑,「嗨,方學。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAfuFN13jZtq
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方學窘了窘,又回復一臉冷淡,從上而下睨著小海,「姓丁的,我警告你,不許再偷拿我帳號上線。」297Please respect copyright.PENANAsfe27yoH8f
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然後就轉身,維持著高冷的背影離去,只不過甩門的速度有點急促,門外的腳步聲也消失得有點快。297Please respect copyright.PENANAwwXpe1Qn9M
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司徒辰笑了笑,「沒想到你跟方學相處得還不錯嘛。」他知道方學很少在不親近的人面前展露情緒。297Please respect copyright.PENANA9BwOCdXtrr
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「那可是!」小海抬起下巴,「我就說我跟小學弟弟處得很好了,是他們那群傢伙不相信而已!我外號可是冰山專家!」297Please respect copyright.PENANARkH3DsnJwo
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司徒辰看他好像很有心得似的,拉了把椅子坐了過去小海的床前。「怎麼說?」297Please respect copyright.PENANA2qAmxXimhs
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小海得意地托了托不存在的眼鏡,「別縮!他們這種人就是愛裝,一副甚麼都不在乎,拒人於千里的樣子,其實心裡巴不得有人衝上去抱著他們,天天哄著供著,說不準還在偷著樂呢!」297Please respect copyright.PENANAovQRM01HQT
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司徒辰聞言一怔,頓時想到了和方學很相像的另外一個人。297Please respect copyright.PENANAGQ5H85VYMg
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所以⋯⋯是因為他還在退縮,才沒能走得近嗎?297Please respect copyright.PENANA14TUNJN7M8
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所謂的難關和障礙,其實都只是他給自己設下的限制?297Please respect copyright.PENANAwsQJHWEm0M
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「世界上多少火山是披著層雪的啊!再冷漠的人也是人啊!多衝上去幾遍,多摔幾遍,把臉皮練厚了,他就沒你辦法,只能任由你黏著不放了!」丁小海打著哈哈,看似胡說八道,卻每句都有條有理,正中司徒辰的心臟。297Please respect copyright.PENANAcpMV0XACqv
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這一切只是剛剛開始,今天也只是小小的挫折,他還有很多方法沒有試過,還有很多高山需要越過。297Please respect copyright.PENANAskZOtSyhyx
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要是他沒勇氣屢敗屢戰,他也沒有資格坐上那個唯一的位置。297Please respect copyright.PENANAMqEmoGJ5zO
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周諾寧還在這裡,以後還有很多機會,他沒有理由放棄。297Please respect copyright.PENANAHF4DdV4G13
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他不能,也沒有辦法。297Please respect copyright.PENANAX9V5Zz5BGg
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因為他是真的,真的,真的很想讓她喜歡自己。
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【後記】297Please respect copyright.PENANApFuRyIp02l
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霸道結束會議後,周諾寧不知怎麼沒趕著走,慢悠悠地把桌上的牛奶咖啡喝完,林經陽便繼續力勸暫緩公布轉會,得到她一貫充耳不聞的回應。297Please respect copyright.PENANAL6wga57HZE
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沈惠萱剛吃了周諾寧一癟,不想再去自討難堪,低頭默默收拾一桌的文件。297Please respect copyright.PENANAB7dW0f4hg8
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忽而餘光映入門外一個熟悉身影靠近,心臟一跳,迅速唰地站起來,不發一語裝作離開會議室。297Please respect copyright.PENANADcPkFkqWPV
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「阿辰。」沈惠萱擋在男人身前,削薄了聲線,笑道,「能借一步說話嗎?」297Please respect copyright.PENANAGgBQqji0uh
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作者的話:丁小海,你終於做一次人了297Please respect copyright.PENANAF6yORS6FF2
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