返到屋企梳洗完,我同倩兒又繼續頭先嘅話題。710Please respect copyright.PENANAZqiFJJhKt1
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「雅妍佢曾經邀請過我出去玩,但係我無應承過佢,一次都無。因為我屋企無閒錢畀我出去玩,同埋我唔識同其他人相處。到底要點樣傾計,同人相處嘅底線喺邊,我摸唔清楚。所以我一次都無同雅妍嗰堆女人出過街。」倩兒將自己嘅故事娓娓道來。710Please respect copyright.PENANAYFKKM9GbAd
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你只係對同人相處呢件事有恐懼,屋企負擔唔到亦都唔係你嘅錯。710Please respect copyright.PENANAmEmvouDAcD
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「咁樣唔係你錯。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAxvG2QlJJE4
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「女人拉唔到其他女人入自己嘅圈子就會有失敗感,隨之而嚟嘅就係怒火同埋羞恥,佢哋會唔自覺地將呢份怒火發洩到離群嘅人身上,從而去起一個震懾作用,令其他人唔去反抗佢哋。」倩兒有啲哀傷咁講。710Please respect copyright.PENANATv3lg9yVgR
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「而欺負一個人又可以團結同凝聚到一個女人嘅小圈子,所以佢哋唔會咁易停手。」我補充。710Please respect copyright.PENANAzL24VJPdnj
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「無錯。加上我喺學校入面無主動群埋任何圈子,所以我都唔知係我排擠人定係人哋排擠我。總之我就喺不知不覺間做咗佢哋嘅欺負對象。本身我就係一個唔太識同人傾計嘅人,所以我身邊根本無朋友,無人敢埋嚟我身邊,佢哋怕會做下一個我。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAMXfQPuHN9f
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我知道你係好想要朋友,但係你只係唔知道點做。710Please respect copyright.PENANANWmDX73CDj
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「有冇試過同老師講?」我著手諗解決方法。710Please respect copyright.PENANALXnqY9EYU3
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「無用。陳副校長同班主任何老師都知我被欺凌,但佢哋都係隻眼開隻眼閉。反抗雅妍佢哋嘅話我受嘅對待只會變本加厲,因為反抗呢件事會傷害到佢哋嘅自尊心。老師又唔會認真處理呢啲校園欺凌,講嚟根本無用。同埋,件事搞太大嘅話可能要見家長,我唔想咁。」倩兒有諗過反抗,但係只會換嚟更大嘅傷害。710Please respect copyright.PENANAxKIwMUivbM
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我無勇氣同資格叫佢反抗,因為承受嘅係佢,我呢個外人無資格要佢去冒險。710Please respect copyright.PENANAx7PEmL15GN
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到底算唔算無可奈何?反抗只會換到更大嘅壓迫。同埋啲教畜個個都係想多一事不如少一事,完全幫唔到手。710Please respect copyright.PENANAzVHj6WBK0O
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「你唔嬲雅妍佢哋?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAtrjzc3BP60
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「嬲。將充滿血嘅m巾撻落塊臉、撕碎我嘅教科書同作業、將紙碎撈水再加雜質塞入我個口、純粹為咗發洩而對我拳打腳踢等等,你會唔會嬲?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAwuCwcupAqd
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「我叫佢哋收手。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAJ00oDefmUZ
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「無用,你唔好多事,你出手只會令我更慘。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAkrLyIqJmzH
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「咁即係叫我乜都唔做?」710Please respect copyright.PENANAF3ppjLern7
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「受苦嘅得我一個就夠。你唔需要落水。」倩兒用無神嘅雙眼望住我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAoHhXUYvBvI
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「唔理你,我做唔到。」我講。710Please respect copyright.PENANAWAH3PEr1f1
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「唔好多事,我唔需要其他人同情。」倩兒堅決地講。710Please respect copyright.PENANAWZOsc4aj7h
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「我⋯⋯」710Please respect copyright.PENANAxM1qppTLE0
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我未講完就畀倩兒打斷,佢講:「你插手嘅話,我唔會原諒你。」710Please respect copyright.PENANA9G3XRapVMY
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倩兒再補多句:「我唔需要你多管閒事,呢個係我個人嘅問題。」710Please respect copyright.PENANAV1ivtNpOmt
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佢又變返平日嘅冷淡兇惡狀態。710Please respect copyright.PENANAeqY4TC1ezW
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我本來打算聽日就搵雅妍開拖,但係倩兒講到咁堅決,我無辦法唔忍落嚟。710Please respect copyright.PENANARYQLQzDiMW
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如果你唔係想人幫手嘅話,點解你要同我講?710Please respect copyright.PENANA2wACDiWqb9
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你係咪向我求救緊?710Please respect copyright.PENANA99sktLqXtC
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雅妍條八婆,我依家對佢只有憎恨,雙重嘅憎恨。710Please respect copyright.PENANABVHaAWM1Ir
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見到倩兒失落嘅背影,我嘅心情都低落起嚟。710Please respect copyright.PENANAkFBioC7Knm
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深夜,我瞓唔著,出去廳食宵夜。710Please respect copyright.PENANA6FYBIQvGjF
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倩兒戴住耳機坐係廳到畫緊畫,因為背對住我所以佢留意唔到我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAye6WzdyOe5
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我攝手攝腳咁行去佢身後,睇到呢幅畫之後,我揪心都唔知講乜好。710Please respect copyright.PENANABRhznxu5Lb
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黑色嘅漩渦,入面有一隻骨枯嘅手捉住小女孩嘅腳。710Please respect copyright.PENANA8f0L0Jf4aA
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我慢慢行返房唔畀佢發現我。710Please respect copyright.PENANAr6dcb9vVh7
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我挨住房門坐落地下,心中決定,我要幫倩兒打破呢個困局。