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Deployment day.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtCVSB4YIZ
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I looked at the rest of my squad, looking not exactly happy,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb8E6QmJAc9
but excited. Months of gruelling training led us here and I felt prepared.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqnFSxGpyI
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“Allright! Listen UP!” The sergeant yelled and broke my965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9wytV0gfo
reverie as I automatically snap into attention. My spine straightened and my965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rp8cX0BPO
arm went to my head for a salute. Without even looking around I was sure the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsWnAM2CmS
other hundred ensigns were doing the same.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA6XUmT5I9
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“6 months of training led you here. Now you’re not the best965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RV9DGCcLU
soldier, nor are you the smartest lot. But you’ve learned enough to survive and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ350nEI2myW
in the future well who knows!”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCQmcCyZPC
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Silence. The sergeant looking at each and every one of us. “I’ve965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo68BU12jcT
trained you well enough to do your duty, which IS?!”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9x6lPv5R5F
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“To serve and protect!” A hundreds voices rang in unison as965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BlhKrkjtH
chorus.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYUjOepZUO
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That’s right to protect others. That’s why I joined the army965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh9Fl5UxEzg
and now I’ve had a chance to do just that. A terrorist organization rose within965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9n6IIzeFSI
an allied country, calling themselves a people’s rebellion, and were attacking965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz63exUy3R9
innocents. The government asked for our assistance and we happily obliged965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUOaiOfm7my
sending troops for the past year or so.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReqXKOJA85
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And now it’s my turn. It’s my turn to protect and serve. To965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqzLVBTGZl
help the people. To protect those who cannot protect themselves.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt0Vegxzon
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After the speech was done we were all ordered to board the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQW6QsBuYQ
ships to our location. I found a seat next to Peter, one of my best friends965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcntM2ftmAj
from training, and got comfortable.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSnVGmFR2L
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“You ready, Willson?” Peter asked me. He was still wearing965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8d5N8ZtOi
braces, he was barely past 18. Though I guess I’m not much better.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrPcX7gTe4
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“You know damn well I am. Let’s bring some justice” I held965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCYXbFP7Qj
out my arm and he obligingly bumped it. Then we settled into a comfortable965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPdnumVQpV
silence.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ERs6HxWdT
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Arriving at our destination proved to be uneventful. We were965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulcTH2V0mp
disembarked and assigned our squads and bunks. I was made a part of squad Trio.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SfjSmx9PK
A squad consisting of two veterans, Josh and Erik, and two rookies, me and Mel.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAINBvdeFUa
Josh, our sergeant, seemed to be a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5uAFOBZOG
hardass. While Erik during our short meeting always smiled. Without saying a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhg1jOxokL
word, with an unsettling look in his eyes. Mel was someone I didn’t know that965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaee14ORVOh
well. She kept herself to herself and didn’t talk much. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTA2cnWwPs
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Our first meeting done we were allowed to go rest up and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqCF0ozUIQ
spend our time however we felt like. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xi6o0N0NO
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Following that order I found Peter with a group of our965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiWQSRBO5B
training buddies and spent most of the day playing cards or swapping rumors.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVJXkwb8VX
One of them even stole a bottle of some alcohol that we all shared. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstWtgpCGeg
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All in all I’d say it was a good beginning to what would definitely965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVAsLCwPHf
be a great tour.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOA2Bm8snx6
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Well the past few days have been pretty fricking boring.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsFuiH6xQz
Patrols, patrols. Guard duty, patrols patrol. Rinse and repeat. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sPg57wAYs
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And oh god, the patrols. Nothing but broken buildings and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4sA3OwNbu
dust. And people, broken people. People who lost much. But people who we would965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfZU2iYgzn
fight for.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcmgOQrWTo
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Though, the way some of them looked at us…. Anywhere965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKerV1SIVWT
I went most of the people seemed happy to see me and my squad. Though I didn’t965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UTbloLo7K
get to know them all that much better. Well maybe except Mel, being the two965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9IOIhzZfJ
rookies we usually ended up with the shittiest duties. She seemed pretty cool,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSscYSMpMI
we didn’t talk much but seemed to have a pretty solid professional relationship.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2i1iEZUz4
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But I dunno man, my pa always seemed so keen on serving and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dU5KqdMjV
he always made it sound so amazing, so exciting. But this is..just boring.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nbYuNJJZg
Hoping I’ll see some action soon. Haven’t spoken to Peter in a while apparently965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2v80k3UPIL
he went further down to a different base. Hopefully he’s alright. Eh probably965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y4LmRl775
is just bored like me.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5ZqiNlm0n
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Fuck, fuck, FUKC965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRPlcNTZzv
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Right, I dunno if I should write this down. Or if I’ll need965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kNx6zESw2
to make an official report, but I just can’t keep it to myself.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztS1yNZEfS
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It happened at 1500. A joint operation between squads in965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9hGWWLRKq
raiding a town. Everything was going fine at first. Squad Trio cleared their965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVz2m0PAGt4
second house by the time the first shots rang.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKIuEFiXgE
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I’m still not sure what happened exactly. At first it was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkaXijneI6
just a few gunshots, something you could hear at your closest range. But then965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV19LWLVdBV
screams came, and wales of pain. The radios went crazy, saying we were under965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHHEKFc7z2
attack and for everyone to mount a counterattack.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGSHLE6os2
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Josh, to his credit, ordered us to cover as soon as possible,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVLk3SPVc4
luckily it wasn’t a moment too early as shots rang and I could see some bullets965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqOlElc0xo
lodging at where I was standing previously.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavqkZW4Z8i
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I blindly returned fire, I’m not sure if I killed someone or965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gHdqvxDZO
not then, but it was the first time anyone tried to actively kill me…I think I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMOzxtaVyQ
was in shock. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIq5SxF2VQ
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Luckily the sergeant slapped me over the face and I snapped965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGyeCIRJF4
out of it. He said something to me…I’m not sure what and then we moved on to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRT1vzJMCm
our next position.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf61ttfg1R7
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That’s when I’ve seen him. A person right outside the window965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmsFDKicDN
aiming at Mel. Without even thinking I aimed at pulled the trigger. One shot,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYm4qCTF8jj
hit to the head and the man fell. It was the first time I killed someone. I…was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn1RCLu7msIt felt good protecting my teammate.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxclGAJ2lR
scared.
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I’m not sure how long it took us to clear out the town, but965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Z8rbbLnJB
eventually we prevailed. We were victorious. I think about two of our soldiers965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1iTKNhTZ1
died and five were injured. I’m glad965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxr3xB7WQC I’m glad most of us965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhDJWcGLKGn
it wasn’t me,
managed to survive. And to the ones that died, they’ve died for a good cause. I’ll965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSbnFcOI92
remember their sacrifice.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq66g16jA5
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Right…the thing. I…965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjuAUeWqjt
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It’s time to actually write about what I wanted to since965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQHIMZdyld965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxutEbA3UQ
I wrote this entry.
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The actions described next happened after the attack. Most965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaQkqsgUMi
of the soldiers, after securing the perimeter were left to do their own thing. Apparently965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpl4CYxDdD
for the veterans that meant raiding the supplies of the villagers. I’m sure the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWXdIA69oE
people didn’t mind, we ended up protecting them. Right?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVDhMbSfWk
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Most of the rookies, including me, didn’t steal take965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhI2Ct9JDKT
anything from the natives. We just kinda hanged around. Nursing our wounds,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcuqF166Nh
dealing with what happened in our own ways.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXx5UcetwR
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For me it was walking. Whenever I was troubled I took walks.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohDFYd60Og
As I passed some of the dead bodies I could see Erik dragging a girl into one965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcR6OmnO31T
of the houses.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6xleKP3zr
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I promptly followed him in case he needed back up. I slowly965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NmAShrd8y
opened the door and saw Erik on the girl, trying to take his pants off.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3AA440Dmw
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“Hey, what’s happening here?” I called out. Erik stood up,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEZTxsK2Sr
his usual smile still there. As the glint in his eye. He walked up to me and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0I8rb5l6N
punched me. I reeled more from the shock rather than the force of the punch and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzhgYuF7r7
then he pulled out his gun on me. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvqUfB5iOF2
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“Get the fuck outta here, tell anyone and I’ll find out. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VGFBMgJL9
won’t be as nice then.” He pushed me out of the house and shut the door. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AJJyDa3GM
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I stood there. I wanted to run in and save the girl. I wanted965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TPP2vVSTG
to punch Erik and scream at him that we’re here to protect the people not965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgt7GLygSJ
savage them. I was scared. But he was my superior I couldn’t disobey his965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5reKwKl8u
order.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWGa4eH5Ek
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So here I am sitting on a ruined wall. My nose bleeding on965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A5IfLmgQb
the pages of my diary. Fuck this. Atleast I finally got my excitement.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTaGVkM9IC
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Peter is dead. His squad was ambushed by a child wearing a bomb.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo74fMTz7Gj
All five of them died. I think Peter died suffering, apparently he survived965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMclBPLJwbThey all died heroes.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFtNcxgZpa
the initial blast with burns…
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More than a month in here. I feel like we’re not helping965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPs7Gs12C0V965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATDaTMLtWH
anyone here. I want to get out, I want to go back to my mommy. I want to feel965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfAPuJc5eA
her warmth.
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I wonder if my pa would be proud of me. If that’s what965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwdsLbMI2o965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFRAoyihvj
really means to be a soldier.
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“Hey come on chickling. Carry my stuff as well.” The day965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlo6fVYRN5M
began with Erik saying those words to me. It wasn’t anything new, after the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeidGVqe7dX
incident with the girl and the gun and.. he took a liking to calling me965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfu5aybl3Uf
chickling and giving me various idiotic tasks. The sergeant didn’t care965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTJaXsZ9Ev
and Mel, while at first offering to help and some comfort with her scarce965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPagXv18Ce4
talks, stopped after going on patrol with just Erik.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0AM5tGd6J
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I remember her coming back with a black eye but no one said965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyoNiOtImE
anything. So I didn’t either and I just accepted my fate. I want to get out965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ddWeoOKuh
I’m a good soldier.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8Prwblpz3
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Anyway were ordered to guard a truck carrying vital resources965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqUbC7ExW4
to a different base. We were infront off965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKRQPZEBl1
the truck, on foot. Patroling the road forward to make sure there weren’t any965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJ895DfMrH
dangers, while another squad was with the truck itself and a different squard965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuORdfXt4M
covered our rear.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScdfaKKu9A
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I think it happened 2 or 3 hours into our walk. I was already965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNGew5tf47. A group of people, children,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xu7LbzT1V
tired after carrying the two bags and the heat
really blocked our way. 965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBU5jdH4cQ
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Josh aimed at his gun and shouted at them to disperse. They965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAecXXXTdHE
yelled something in their own language and held their hands, forming a line.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9cwQ6iEg0
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“Aim and be ready to fire.”965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X2qe3XtxR
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“But sir, they’re just children!” I exclaimed. I didn’t mean965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8wKClQvga
to be insubordinate but they were JUST children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlKZGekFzC
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“Damn it, Williamson, either aim or get out of the way.” The965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WmOLErdzi
sergeant said aiming his gun at the children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡse5QYPkerT
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“Aww poor chickling. Too scared to do anything? Ah well you965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRMONk7S1y
might as well leave it to the real soldiers. Right, babe?” Erik said turning to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Zc9LIjp0P
Mel as they both followed the sergeants965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OHdNnDYx9
example.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpe0upRIhOL
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I cursed. I followed the orders and aimed at the children.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMckqk75tkm
Time seemed to slow as the sergeant screamed an order to disperse again. The965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdWA2POpP2
children didn’t move.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdik29luYM
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“Fire.” The order came, it rang in my ears as I pulled the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxTWziTElH
trigger. I could see bullets heating the children as one of them fell. Then the965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cWL8suB7A
other, then the other, until finally all of them lay dead.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOYRIM1IZtS
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Back then I thought it was atrocious. I killed children. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjY2Juxq3yZ
was terrified of what I could do, I was terrified of what else I would need to965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu83IUqzPfS
do.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGvH72Xb23
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But now that I’m back in base and on my bed, with a clear965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3QjM3GyWj
head. I think I did the right thing. Chances are they were carrying weapons,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS2dYqnjFC
Peter’s squad died because of a child after all, killing them all not only965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DId5UWRqY
protected the truck but also made the area safer for everyone.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUTD8dEH3B
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Mel shot herself in the head. In the middle of the base. I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUe3rrPdrEv
think she was with Erik and she just took out her gun and shot herself. That965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMaid8lnut There are only three of us left in the squad.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirj7jYkidc
fucking bastard didn’t even seem affected by it he was just smiling as if965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpkErepYcr
nothing was wrong, that fucker.
I hope we will have a new recruit soon.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAcByXsrBn
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Another patrol, deeper than our usual ones. Hostiles were965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfzCzlApzc
spotted. We managed to dispose of them.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92Ly023SiI
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Me, Josh and Erik are currently in a village. The natives965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnSdNVG30i
seemed more than happy to take us in and share their food with us. As they965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaVdN2gdP6
should be. We’re risking our lives protecting them. They should be kissing our965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITZQlGpTWJ
feet.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwyIFCPVct
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Back in base, trip back uneventful. Will probably stop this965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxpG7QmUB2t
diary. Pointless.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKobYSe2sYG
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“Hey chickling hurry it up!” Erik calls after me after I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyeynGnzcc
trail behind the two of them. “Are your legs too short?” I ignore his965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYIWfe1zCF
jibes. I admit they hurt at first but965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssfApVnH1D
now I get it, he was just doing it out of boredom. And who could blame him?965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpSRKk8IYV3
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We were out patrolling a town under military lockdown.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcM5e168v5
Making sure no one suspicious was around, or up to….965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo0bJjCP3W
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“Hey, you stop!” I called out and aimed my gun at a965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtocLsy5zmE
potential hostile.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswJ5e4EYUj
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“P..pleese sir. My son, he need medicine.” A womans voice,965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsAOWMKLoF
speaking in heavily accented English. No not a woman’s, a potential enemies965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YhKp66Rzt
voice.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb0KEC3hAf
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“Put the bag down, slowly!” I ordered. She began to slowly965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4EU5nlKtE
move the bag down but then it fell. Did it slip? Was she hiding a weapon? Was965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFf6kQpmFZW
she…No it didn’t matter. I immediately squeezed the trigger and shot her. Two965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0nFkqOjDR
shots and the body fell down. I slowly moved closer, ignoring the medicinal965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡva6hbUD6SL
roots sticking out of the bag, and confirmed she was dead.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZoVEdLQU6
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“Hostile eliminated.” I reported to Josh who nodded and965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzYEQkGnhL
reported on his radio. I looked at Erik who gave me his usual smile, which I965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LBv6jbIEO
finally returned.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuDsQbR0xab
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Today was a good day, a good day of protecting and serving.965Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdRueU8XPQ
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