在台踏入第五年,畢業找工作不順利,將來有可能離開台灣了。心血來潮,想要把這裡的一切紀錄下來,做個句點。我想要從第一年下筆,但卻怎麼都想不起來。於是找了還仍然是室友的阿坤,尋找迷失的記憶。116Please respect copyright.PENANAy13yOLNHDM
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「阿坤你仲記唔記得我地第一年啲野?」116Please respect copyright.PENANAgqbvT8avEA
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「一開始我哋同阿和係旅遊巴上面識架嘛...跟住見到阿妮...」116Please respect copyright.PENANAwa0S1JFK0k
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「你做咩成個好懷緬過去既樣,你咩事哈哈。」阿坤看到我正在找回過去的陶醉樣子,特別好笑。116Please respect copyright.PENANAlb6IeVj72H
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「唔係啊,都係度咁多年,想紀錄翻係台灣既事,但係好多都唔記得左。」116Please respect copyright.PENANA8H78uOPqtj
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「佢既野都唔記得?」116Please respect copyright.PENANA43N6LuCJDG
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「佢啲野我抌(dum)哂啦...」116Please respect copyright.PENANA3mlcyKd2Cr
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「你又真係咁瀟灑。我個啲仲係度。」阿坤從櫃子拿出一個白色小盒子,裡面是他前女友阿妮送的小手作。116Please respect copyright.PENANAih208ffvxo
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「你地啲野我都記得既,仲有阿偉同阿熙個幾單大野,你都無可能唔記得啦...」阿坤開始娓娓道來,從一開始我、阿和、他三人,到了後面加入阿偉、阿熙,人稱香港五公子。他把腦中整整四年的記憶都重溫了一次。116Please respect copyright.PENANAVKqKp5eEiG
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阿對了,上面糗到爆的稱號,我並不自豪,很羞恥。116Please respect copyright.PENANA9RqBip6By3
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「不過講真,如果要寫故紀錄,阿熙個個一定最精彩。」,阿坤說。116Please respect copyright.PENANAEDuPC3SDX9
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他提到的阿熙,現在也是我們的室友,那時候他從台灣僑生先修部升上大學,因此我們沒有在機場碰到,到後面入住宿舍的時候才認識。他經歷過幾段遺憾的感情,情路坎坷,超像連登會爆紅的故事,不過真的「一匹布咁長」,所以容我省略。116Please respect copyright.PENANAi1GMPdn5uv
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「而家阿熙訓左,不如我地聽晚飲酒,集思廣益下,順便問埋阿熙,肯唔肯講多啲。」阿坤建議來一場可憐的單身狗回憶會。116Please respect copyright.PENANAHJnP8w4KuI
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那天晚上,我們順便跟已經回去香港的阿和視訊,聊聊近況。我們一起懷緬過去那些糗事,房間裡笑聲不斷,歡樂的氣氛也順便把我的煩惱跟憂傷都暫時放下了。116Please respect copyright.PENANA62hm5imiKd
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記得有哲學家講過,人與人之間的關係就是建基於共同的記憶,就是所謂的thick relation。我們共享過的快樂回憶將會是友誼的種子,一起經歷的越多,彼此的心就更近。無論是親情、友情、愛情也是一樣。那一切不能說遺忘就能遺忘,放棄就能放棄,有時上天甚至會提示你,那些東西還在呢。116Please respect copyright.PENANALge1dQE02Z
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我從阿坤房間走出來,準備拿更多啤酒進去,卻留意到房外鞋櫃前面堆疊的盒子當中,有一個熟悉的黑色鞋盒。那盒子鋪上很厚的塵埃,已經很久沒打開過。依稀記得我好像放了不少過去學校生活的物品進去,有不少是明信片跟以前活動彼此寫的小卡片。116Please respect copyright.PENANAx2y0Ig3UBu
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我決定打開這充滿回憶的盒子,看看有沒有什麼發現。可能還有那一年的東西?116Please respect copyright.PENANA9G8Vjbm5rj
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打開後,一堆東西堆疊在一起,非常雜亂。大概那時候只把東西一直放進去,之後完全沒打開過吧。116Please respect copyright.PENANADQlOEl5AsB
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首先看到幾張明信片,其中一張來自我的前女友小柔的。那時候好像是剛剛在一起。看看日期,是兩年前的事情。116Please respect copyright.PENANAmc8MINSTpq
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如果最新的東西在上面,那第一年的東西應該在下面吧。我翻找盒子底層,果然開始找到第一年的東西了。116Please respect copyright.PENANAN41UdAyFsB
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首先找到一本新生營隊的手冊,裡面有當過幹部的學長姊的大頭照,都是他們那時羞澀年輕的臉。哈哈,一定要拿進去給阿坤他們看。116Please respect copyright.PENANA1IjxIyHYGN
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在我繼續翻頁的時候,有兩張便條紙從手冊掉下來,上面有著很熟悉的筆跡,字體秀麗,一段段遺失的回憶開始湧上心頭。116Please respect copyright.PENANApGcgEvgXIG
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原來她的東西我沒有全丟啊?不過應該沒了吧。116Please respect copyright.PENANAAJYZ36Di2r
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結果又找到三封包裝精美的信件,打開了其中一封,立刻看看下款,果然寫著怡淑。我心頭湧上一種難以形容的感覺,有點興奮,又有點心酸。116Please respect copyright.PENANAYGHnHbM935
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難道我真的記錯了嗎?我不是都丟了?116Please respect copyright.PENANAcIjt7Q3mKV
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繼續翻找,最後我找到了一個信物,是一道平安符,十分鐵路的平安符。那時的天燈、上面寫的字字句句,那些畫面開始變得清晰。116Please respect copyright.PENANAdsEQL6LflN
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我不禁冷笑了一下。原來根本沒丟啊,只是藏在深處,把它們都忘記了。116Please respect copyright.PENANAcnKJd50Vw8
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我把盒子拿進去房間,他們開始翻看那新生宿營手冊,還唱起那丟臉的營歌,盧廣仲的歐啦啦呼呼。116Please respect copyright.PENANAiFJudvkLnC
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「喂阿晨,怡淑係度。」阿熙翻看營隊手冊的時候,突然竊笑看著我。那是手冊最後一頁。上面寫著幾個人的名字跟Line ID,其中一個寫著「怡淑 yishu07XX」116Please respect copyright.PENANAMEh7X9HPlE
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我記起來了,那一張空白頁是為了讓新生可以留下新朋友的聯絡資訊。116Please respect copyright.PENANAKttzBOeBsF
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到頭來,盒子裡所有來台第一年的東西都有妳啊。116Please respect copyright.PENANAdeshvUDl4R
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也許...116Please respect copyright.PENANAcCsnDr3yBy
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來台灣的第一年116Please respect copyright.PENANAfhvsyYHFcx
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那一年116Please respect copyright.PENANALPd84knClI
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一切我都忘記了116Please respect copyright.PENANAzsBAwaVrd4
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因為那一年全都是妳。