*然而我完全不知道自己在打什麼...19Please respect copyright.PENANAVMsidt6rFo
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耳邊傳來簾幕與衣物的摩擦,還帶著冷兵器受配戴者的動作而產生清脆的聲響,我並沒有轉過身,因為我知道來者毫無威脅。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwSLyq6NsJM
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他停在離我約兩、三步的距離,俐落的從站姿轉為跪禮,雖然我和對方之間不需要如此拘束,然而他心中那根深蒂固的家訓促使他下意識的對我行禮。我深知他前來的目的,但我不想主動回應,這樣幼稚的舉動,也許、只是為了聽見那人溫和純淨的嗓音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyHj4IYdDh5
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「家主大人,時間到了,還請您前去沐浴。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAgN6kjuyEAp
「哲也,我說過很多次,私底下就叫、……」19Please respect copyright.PENANAmCjIS4Tyq9
「請容我拒絕,稍後是您的繼承儀式,作為您最忠實的護衛,不可僭越。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAg939NYvoCk
「真是……」苦笑。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxhekCBrAuc
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外頭掛起盞盞燈籠,下僕們穿著華美的衣物,個個面帶笑顏,大概是為接下來即將發生的事情發自內心的感到喜悅。19Please respect copyright.PENANApZHKrXSHjD
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也是,好不容易熬過數年的家族分裂及恐怖,終於迎來安定,不僅是他們、我也是,能在這個時刻鬆一口氣。然,尚未結束,今晚、還要為一場名為瓜分的最終幕,親自畫上句點。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdSnWkypymf
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「哲也。」開口,我喚著他的名。19Please respect copyright.PENANAu2Dz50tAUg
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轉身,映入眼簾的是一位著墨色行者服裝的男人單腳跪地,低著頭等待我接下來的話語。慢步走向前,俯下身扣住對方精緻的下巴,輕輕一勾讓他抬頭望著我,那雙水藍依舊清澈。表面看來平靜無波,但底下暗藏智慧、果敢,以及對我永遠的忠誠。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3HWbT6MocG
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「結束以後,來庭院裡陪我賞月,很久沒跟你獨處。」19Please respect copyright.PENANADZkuv1xv4z
「……好的。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA4lWbEe2C3J
「稍後、就拜託你們了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAIucVyD3Zb2
「謹遵吩咐。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAux6ykyBD5q
「違者,不留活口。」我下令。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3WPxvQf2JB
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拇指摩娑著面罩底下凸起的唇瓣,礙於時間無法溫存,稍稍調情也只得停下,反正完事以後還有很多時間。手離去的瞬間,我看見那人的眼神訴說著自信,對他笑了笑,接著經過他往澡堂走去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEKXKyPTazW
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對方無畏的表情,過去見過很多次,不過我曉得這次是不一樣的,我相信他也察覺到自己心境的轉變。那時,是賠上性命也要達成任務的覺悟,我走在宅邸的走廊中,路過的下僕們遇上我紛紛跪下行著大禮,而我一句話也沒說的走過它們身邊。19Please respect copyright.PENANA9ahhpl2Jht
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現在、則是為了彼此相守而堅定存活。19Please respect copyright.PENANAN3dqTVkqdz
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我的母親並不是我的生母。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJFxMHup1ap
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這件事情,是在我還沒被親戚賣掉以前,從下僕那裡聽說的。家父征臣和家母詩織在八年前成婚,本是門當戶對的婚姻,周遭沒什麼反對的聲浪,連天皇也相當關注兩大名家的喜事。19Please respect copyright.PENANASPhzklmhIe
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然而在結婚一年過後,發現母親詩織不孕,請來的醫生也說不出個所以然來,曾一度讓兩家備受打擊。後來由母親家提出,讓母親的胞妹,也就是我真正的生母-沙織,代替詩織為赤司家產下子嗣。於是,瞞著天皇與其他貴族,沙織便暗中代替詩織懷上孩子,解決了兩家的困擾。19Please respect copyright.PENANAigh3pZ5dL1
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只要將孩子產下,留下子嗣一事也就能有所交代,就在大家以為能夠安心之際,誰知生母遇上難產。產婆和醫者僅能將腹中的胎兒保住,而沙織因大量出血,無法醫治。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMSwMpqy42I
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我懂事以後,母親她常撫著我的臉,用緬懷的語氣對我說:19Please respect copyright.PENANAz7tiqZGCfx
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「好險...還留有這個孩子,可以讓我一直記得妳。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAEpB4ABl7dA
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我明白,她的這番話是說給已經過世的生母-沙織,想必母親詩織她一定跟沙織感情十分融洽。19Please respect copyright.PENANAeocYJCyK5c
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而證實我的想法,是我在五歲那年的晚課後經過父母的臥房,聽見母親的啜泣聲與父親低聲的安慰。她斷斷續續的說著自責自己的話,難過的訴說自己的思念,卻無法挽救任何已死之人。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2UW6SBmFRs
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在六歲那年,母親因為染病而在短短幾天去世,葬禮依照母親她無爭清淨的個性,低調、安靜的舉行。或許是出自於對母親家的補償,父親極力栽培我,竭盡赤司家所能,讓我接受教育、禮儀、武術等等。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkdAs3IEQBr
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每天都過得十分的辛苦,但我明白我不能倒下,要是不專精不只是愧對生母及養母,更會讓父親在母親家面前丟盡面子。然而好景不常,在我即將八歲時,父親遭受意外受到重傷,就算接受名醫治療仍舊回天乏術。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnUbe2bEUwC
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赤司家的家主毫無預警的離開人世,沒留下半點遺言,因此分家的親戚們開始瓜分本家的資源。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQ2wUReJtZF
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縱使我做為家主的後嗣,卻因年幼只能寄人籬下,無法全數繼承赤司家的一切。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv0URfcNZnE
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生母、養母、父親,三位至親在我的誕生下後相繼去世,一些膽小懼怕的親戚開始向外煽動,認為我是詛咒之子。把三位血親的死亡歸咎在我的出生,在繪聲繪影的描述下,過去的我被視為兩家最珍貴的子嗣,如今卻變成兩家仇視的物件。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyQjpaDpUrT
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轉間淪為卑賤的身分,兩家沒有人願意養育我,之後就由一名貪生怕死、見錢眼開的叔父,把我賣到青樓去做小廝。19Please respect copyright.PENANACA3KjPvUUd
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而我的人生,也在此有了另外的轉折。19Please respect copyright.PENANAClNbHr5ot9
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霧氣氤氳,我踏入木桶中泡澡,全身的疲倦在熱水中消逝,低頭便能望見水面映照著我的臉。波紋起伏模糊了我的樣貌,但我所看到的樣子,總算不是當年在青樓那般濃妝豔抹,而是一名成年男性該有的面容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkoTGVyqIad
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一抹嘲笑,過去必須扮成女性穿梭在人群中陪笑,腦裡規劃著無數種脫身方式,卻始終缺乏契機。19Please respect copyright.PENANAriu6z7s6HK
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-直到那天,他的出現。19Please respect copyright.PENANARFTp79T5EU
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頓時水中映出點點淺藍,我還來不及做出反應,一雙溫涼的手搭上我的肩膀,拿捏著力道為我按摩。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbufnlpXHDX
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「哲也的身手真是越來越厲害,這次連我都沒能察覺呢。」19Please respect copyright.PENANACvt4VRtJb4
「是您分心了,明知道我的程度與能力,這麼嘲諷,會打擊到我的自尊的。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA6o2FDowjzO
「不、是讚美喔。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAzPXvVkzqy8
「………大人的這個讚美我有點難以收下。」他的語氣帶著無奈。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXARhLqESa5
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撈著水,淋上身體,力度適中的揉按,我舒服的閉上眼享受片刻的美好,不知是那人的技術好,又或是契合的體溫,身上的肌肉逐漸恢復放鬆狀態。19Please respect copyright.PENANAftsfMUei9O
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「您這幾天處理公務太過操勞,等今晚的事情解決,請您一定要休息。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAJVhBIiYWoH
「所以剛才對哲也提出邀約,不是?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAU7Xu1gTVO0
「請別裝傻,您知道我的意思。」至身後傳來的聲音聽得出微慍及擔憂。19Please respect copyright.PENANALZpLYi2SZt
「那麼哲也、你也要陪我。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAKXnn2wW7GZ
「………好的,但…請您別任性過頭。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA4Atgf2ZVUK
「當然。」我笑言。19Please respect copyright.PENANA31eVPcBGNH
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我伸手輕拍他的手背示意他,那人馬上停下動作,接著站到我的側邊,微睜開眼就能看到對方一手拿著乾淨的布料,一手向我伸來。握住以後,他將我從木桶中拉起,等我慢慢踏出桶外後,迅速的為我裹上布料,披上下僕準備好的長繻。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqasyOrJRUD
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「為我更衣吧,哲也。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAzU3P94RdwM
「是。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAsX0ifG6hCF
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溫柔的、他帶著薄繭的細指隔著一塊布,一縷一縷挑起髮絲仔細擦拭,手指靈活的按著頭皮,如此專注的服侍我。待頭髮微乾,那人低語聲失禮後抽開披在身上的長繻,拿著毛巾繼續擦著方才沒有讓布料吸去水分的皮膚。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfVAqBVoX4B
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接著,取下掛在衣架上的和服,是從對方家裡取來的,據說是赤司家代代相傳特別給予繼承者所著,早在家族分裂以前偷偷運出代為保管。19Please respect copyright.PENANAiMl8HNQdiS
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如今物歸原主,過世的叔叔在地下有知,大概也能償願安眠。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhq2VZ45UnY
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正裝的厚重,承載著的不只是我那不堪的過去,以及空白這麼多年的赤司家所造成的混亂。它提醒我返來的目的,不僅是重振赤司家名氣,更是要坐回高位懲治敗壞的根源,以走回正道。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnM0ZkRciRM
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長髮緊束,微施淡妝後,那人在離開以前還巡視一圈,深怕儀容有一絲不合而鬧了笑話。19Please respect copyright.PENANAx5GM9k3IFN
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「是對我有什麼不滿意的嗎?」我調侃著。19Please respect copyright.PENANACVM21Qg1dB
「我唯一覺得不滿意的地方就是家主還這般輕鬆的回應著我。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAopy546llsA
「哲也,太過投鼠忌器的話容易出錯。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA5yZLlH6KYL
「畢竟您是未來的家主,可不能出醜讓您喪失顏面,這也是、……」19Please respect copyright.PENANAVyS9OLx6Kz
「是為了將來的威信、我知道。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAW1rQr8WPYy
「……今晚,一切請交由黑子家處理,無須弄髒您的雙手。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAsRVLG5OdZy
「我很放心,我從不覺得會失敗,多餘的話就不說了。」笑言。19Please respect copyright.PENANApy8LjR5CjP
「不會讓您失望的。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAkl7XubL8HD
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他對我欠了欠身,走出房間,漸漸的便感受不到對方的氣息。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGNjSF206QX
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我拉開身邊的木窗的隔板,眺望著底下燈火通明,下僕們接待著賓客們進入宅邸,而這些人們似乎還不曉得稍會上演令人驚喜的戲碼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAaO8G33fmZ4
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「家主大人,宴會即將開始,請您下樓主持。」隔著簾幕,仕女跪地稟報。19Please respect copyright.PENANAniVTfTZFEh
「知道了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAKrG76I0Uiz
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放下隔板,我拿起茶几上放的摺扇-是他臨走前從懷裡取出置在桌上的,冷笑,收在袖中,接著拉開簾幕下樓。19Please respect copyright.PENANAffd6eXjsjO
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-最終幕‧開演。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkYmqu9M4Id
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作者廢言:19Please respect copyright.PENANAaDUUa7jKfM
首先要跟雪璐道歉OTZZZZ19Please respect copyright.PENANAWtfPf1Ncp6
明明是去年點的但是我拖超級久...19Please respect copyright.PENANAFZ6YljY0il
沒想到我的期末症候群需要這麼久的時間才退ˊ3ˋ19Please respect copyright.PENANAa9sP95DyAF
目前邊找打工邊還文債請多多包涵QQQQ19Please respect copyright.PENANAaFFhxHyRet
這一篇大概就是現在→回憶→現在<=醬的方式進行19Please respect copyright.PENANATHHgjLGv9j
下一篇會換成黑子視角,除了他們兩人以外應該不會切成其他視角了@@ns216.73.216.146da2