81、今丰萍又说:“你是葛亦民,没说错罢”,我因有事,支唔过。以后要对她心动些,唉,怎么说呢。227Please respect copyright.PENANAafKo90Gfm9
82、晚收到徐倩信,很高兴(当看出是她信),激动好久才拆,说第一个给她写信,不过不赞成丑陋中国人,并责问说她公主云尔,她也对我说她公主质问,敖,难道她真不认识到这点,并说学习提高,我为之高兴。227Please respect copyright.PENANAl3ETRXdkI3
83、下午天晴,给徐倩寄了信,说到她美吾爱之意文,并寄《总纲》。227Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ7E3iDF4R
84、下午何宪梅和魏利明来了会。说了会话,便走了。227Please respect copyright.PENANA9Yo5ogbZ1I
85、这几天经常见到红裤子,多么美,气质好,可我只有看看而矣,天下有谁象我一样多情而又不得所爱呢。真想回家,见见徐倩。我只有蒙上被子,坐着发怔,大做白日梦而己。227Please respect copyright.PENANAiNw4K2qgR3
86、去徐倩家,找了半天,敲门好久不应,心抨抨直跳,脸红得发热,不知什么心情,哪来勇气,见门上一串钥匙,忍不住打开瞧,刚开里面一妇人声音问“谁呀”,慌张间关上门,好响,又装模作样敲了敲,活丑,开了门,我脸色一定不好,话也说不清,只说“徐倩在吗”,她妈一定没好印象,该死的烟在红衬衫里,她疑惑了半天,明白过是徐倩同学,便招呼坐下,倒茶(我阻了),她说徐考镇师,去镇江试排球未回。适巧洪欣来了,和洪欣玩,谈了好久,我告辞,见到管虹,她预选没中,后管老师来,谈了会,便回去睡觉了,真累。我好后悔,怎么以这种样子出现在徐倩家,被鬼迷住了。227Please respect copyright.PENANAXm6fWbFL5R
87、李二乔走后,我决定先去我哥那里。刚和周道宝分别,见到一女子声“哟,葛亦民”,抬头是洪欣,好惊,便见了冯青荣,一女子穿了件红灰条子衣服,戴个眼镜,一时不识,稍愣神知是徐倩,我便说和李二乔中午来,他走了,我马上去我哥哥那里,恰走,徐望着我,也许一直望着,眼里射来温柔迷人醉人不忍拒绝的眼光,我对她点了点头,她似乎一笑,便别了。找到哥哥,下了会围棋,买了菜酒,吃了,有个哥哥真好。于是他送我到师专,又见洪欣和她男朋友去看电影,说谈德荣在何宪梅处,见了郑仁湘和毕云晴,找到汪贝玉,他带我去何宿舍,知道徐倩已走了,啊,就这么匆匆一面,一句话也没说,这是什么缘份,我后悔,为啥当时不问一句:“你什么时候回家?”在何宿看了些照片,有个徐倩的,半寸小照,穿着白衬衫,百惠头,迷人的笑,真帅,她曾给冯青荣、秦斌过,为何独不给我?这么漂亮,这么美。227Please respect copyright.PENANAvksn6QjQsE
88、不知为何,这几天想到了一个人----徐丹丹。原本可算高中时校花,可知近来如何?
今天跟戴老二说好去南师,先找到他的同学唐雪梅,我便告诉她徐丹丹是我老乡,她便去叫,我们等着。一会下来个美女,紧身兰色牛仔裤,白色套衫,中短披发,并不认识,仿佛感觉是徐。她在楼梯半中,向下探看,满含娇羞,欠身。后唐在后点头,我才说:“你是徐丹丹吧?”她答应,并眼含木然,我说:“不认识吧”,带笑,她也笑:“是不认识”,于是我告知我是葛亦民,句容人。南大中文系86,她才有点知道,并知是南大,高中比她高一级的。问了她关于她班,课程,看小说之事。想出了写无标点诗送之。
上午写了封信给徐,自认为很好,没标点,一段散文,一段诗,表明高二以来倾慕之情。
啊,徐丹丹,你能懂我一片情乎。
晚不知何以,弹了会吉它,便去南师找徐丹丹。
近乡情更怯。
到她宿舍楼,看门老婆让一个女孩去叫她。一会她下来,穿了白裙,长迷你,白色套衫,一头飘发很秀气。她先与我点头,我有点受宠若惊了。起先想邀我上去,但规定男生不准上去,便下楼去。她说知道我来过了,我语所以,并肩走出。我问她是否去南大,她说星期四要考革命史,明晚有事,今天(星期三)只好看书,不然平时没看,要考零分,我苦笑,还是脚不停,并肩走出了校后门。
我问星期六过去玩,她说可能有事,没事可来。我便说可叫上1舍110秦少平(新闻系)同来。一路走,她说:“你来就是邀我过去玩”,我不知所言,唉,她太美了,美得高傲,使我不能近,我给她信,还说:“我走在你的身右,上帝与你走在一起”呢,这次在身左。谈到电影《侠骨丹心》,她说不喜欢武打电影,梁羽生小说一篇也没看过,唉,我怎么了继续谈话,便说你看书,我去找老马。
长长的围墙一会到头了,美女在伴,时间好快,从前门并肩走进,我有点生气了,或是伤心,一路无话,后到1舍,我说见一下秦少平,可以一同过来(如果有时间的话),她说不一定来,不要叫了,否则让人等。她还说过她常去琴房弹钢琴。我问张贤亮小说想不想看,她说《早安朋友》她有,《男人的一半是女人》可能借到,我说我有,她竟没说话,啊姑娘,你为何步开金口。
临别,她又如是说再见。
找老马,不在,便回到南大,一路还挺伤心,扶树等车,仿佛树亦有灵,可大树长势葱茂,我亦不如也。
又看了《男人的一半是女人》,仔细看,竟很深刻。
另《情僧长恨苏曼殊》(宋益乔著)亦很感动,乃我辈人也。227Please respect copyright.PENANAe2WP70ehL0
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后来,徐丹丹成了我的影视培训班会员(我给她和她同伴免费的)和军人俱乐部电影票南师代销点。227Please respect copyright.PENANAxj7JFcFfdp
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89、日记已中断几次了,没有写下去的原因,无非是空虚、寂寞、无聊而又无可奈何之,总之,一句话:没什么可写了。227Please respect copyright.PENANAZRW7neMWpj
今天又拿起笔,开始了漫长的心理历程,我认为我不再空虚了,我很快乐,真的,从开学到今天我一直很快乐,我要干我应该干的事,我选了语专,我也想学外语,我干了影协秘书长,我要认识社会,认识人生。更是不小动力的,我妈、韩勤芬、许海鹰、江斌都说过,我对亲近的女孩子很好。227Please respect copyright.PENANAz4DSjHeT62
韩勤芬,实在太纯了,第一次来看《红高梁》,坐在我宿舍里,很恬静的,圆圆的脸庞,大大的眼睛,体格风雅,后许海鹰介绍了一下,看到我的吉它,韩说她也有,并弹了一会,开始说话了,很好听的。227Please respect copyright.PENANABntnRbbfrI
后去看电影,我和林月恩把票给了她们进去,我们挤进去看了。散会后到我们宿舍,我借了几本书、一把雨伞给她们,已熄灯了,韩让林在楼上不要下送,我送她们到校门口,一路谈话,后她们不让送,自己走了,真高兴。说好第二天来看张艺谋。227Please respect copyright.PENANA5CPu5alDQA
90、第二天中午,果真在大学生俱乐部,后人很多,韩挤在里面,一定好难受,我叫她和我一齐站在一张凳子上,真舒服。后我先让吴天明签了名,又让张艺谋签名,人太多,他在小车里签,几次没挤上去,一直跟到校会才算,回去后,韩、许已回去了。227Please respect copyright.PENANA3QILW3HyP9
有次和阿林去南中医,许不在,便找了韩,很热情,一人吃了一个苹果,我说抽烟,韩问“你抽烟?”我点头,韩说送我一包,一看,啊“more”,超长120!女式百合烟,抽了一口,沁人心脾,美极了。227Please respect copyright.PENANAQfjClVrx7w
韩太好了,热情纯情,特别是谈得来,这样的女子,我还是第一次碰到。第二天,我又找了好多书,如岑凯伦、《飘》等给韩,韩喜气洋洋,格外爽和,坐了好一会儿,又抽了她一支more,真够味。227Please respect copyright.PENANA5Y8Ysdyg2F
91、又找了韩勤芬,约她过来,她说下午有课,并中午要洗澡,我说认个路,她说她不会一个人来的,或我下次带她来,或她和许海鹰来。227Please respect copyright.PENANAR2glDkcchF
92、晚去找韩勤芬,宿舍不在,在教室里找着她,一起到了宿舍,然后我说有件事跟她说,且要帮忙,她便猜,说是许,我说不,后来猜了好久,她始终不肯说出,说到她,我说是,便满脸红光,猜想我也如是。便对眼看,销魂,她说没想到,我让她给个答复,她不说,只说仓促了,我说第一感觉便是对的。她说有原因,她有原因,但我没让她说便要走,她想留住,但我坚走。227Please respect copyright.PENANACj3QH0rT5d
唉,韩勤芬,我真的喜欢你,且你已同意我带你一人来南大,且你喝了口水,又把杯子给我,说:“我没有口腔炎。”227Please respect copyright.PENANAL5gv3u6tgD
回来后不久,我坐立不安,又去找韩了。推门韩说许已去找我了,我便让她和我到中医校门口等,我讲了《等待戈多》、《车站》,她说我不应该这样,并说我自己也搞不清我的心里。227Please respect copyright.PENANAMM7n6I3i2L
便情境中手轻抚了她的头发,好消魂啊,她生气了,并站在我身后,又说等到10点半,我说还有10分钟,她说5分钟,并抓了我的手表看了下。我说我们在演戏,一颗树,一面墙,一辆车,两个人,她说她要走,我说那不符合戏剧性。后我说你走吧,她便走了,我故意不看她,后看她走远了,便骑车赶上她,后上楼关上门,我敲门,同宿舍说她上床了,明天来,我说好,便走了。227Please respect copyright.PENANAmJFoOVH0Nw
我在教室叫出韩,苦笑了阵,便邀她与许去打麻将,她说这次不去了,失礼了,下次陪礼。我说白先勇小说带来了,想不想看,她说看,且吉它还让我卖。227Please respect copyright.PENANA8cneoK24Hw
给韩勤芬写了封情书。后她回信就说算了,在我身边有许多更好的星星要我去寻找。这时,我才发现她并不那么令人满意,唉,情人眼里出西施。
93、闫凌宿舍那美国女孩丽丽真漂亮,也很热情。我是第一次交往这么漂亮而热情的女孩,给了她一张南大电影卡,全校只有五张。丽丽给我看了好多照片,都那么漂亮,俨然是个明星。227Please respect copyright.PENANAGaUlOdbNuh
94、曙光免费电影票让金幽燕去看了,真是个迷人的杭州妹子。她给人的感觉正象她的名字,很幽静的美艳。一直坐在旁边,身上有很好闻的气味。227Please respect copyright.PENANAbOx4bomDPz
95、周静还是很靓很靓的,下个星期要向我学麻将、围棋、桥牌。唉,又一颗星星,那么漂亮,正应了韩勤芬的话,身边有许多更好的星星要我去寻找,可有谁理解我?227Please respect copyright.PENANAo0qa8OT665
96、少年葛亦民之烦恼。227Please respect copyright.PENANAMC544TEB85
97、我渴望伟大,我渴望水做的骨肉女孩,我有事业,要搞影视,我要赚钱,我要波士顿鞋、羊毛衫、羽绒服,我要活得潇洒。227Please respect copyright.PENANAsFyRrGcfVD
98、我的诗,上帝、神灵能帮助我么,想着诗,突然想出好句子,便拿了笔与本子,在黑暗中写了两首。我一定要成功。227Please respect copyright.PENANAHIhGtG95Iy
99、多年以后,2004年,爱上一个网络女孩李娟,四川德阳人,相识于百度贴吧,做了耶梅社区管理员,开始我只当是小妹,她要做我爱人,互发短信表白,双方都曾真心付出。我为了留人在社区,也向其她人表白,被李娟发现,刚好我生病住院,一切无法挽回,分手,后她说原因是不可能在一起。我是真心爱她的,常常回忆,一QQ聊天,她就给我视频,感动莫名。227Please respect copyright.PENANAKuiO0qXvWi
100、大学期间曾陪伴我及我所爱过的美女们,你还记得吗?227Please respect copyright.PENANALexYtIzPb9
(1)管虹:中学毕业在家收到信227Please respect copyright.PENANAirJh54DqW7
送书227Please respect copyright.PENANA9P2Hv7qgU4
大学写信227Please respect copyright.PENANACytlJ5sGxz
来南大一次,看电影,莫愁湖227Please respect copyright.PENANAI5sfsHaO1o
寒假聚会送我蛋糕。227Please respect copyright.PENANAfJAGkCi7zz
(2)许海鹰:大二,电影《红高梁》227Please respect copyright.PENANA0bychBf9J2
借书,莫愁湖227Please respect copyright.PENANAqt2FgJK0TC
借车,看电影227Please respect copyright.PENANAm74Moq3XMs
大三,看电影,中医草坪227Please respect copyright.PENANAqhVmSlG4xz
西南楼 鼓楼咖啡厅227Please respect copyright.PENANAtlcEST1aj4
送贺年卡,跳舞227Please respect copyright.PENANATqmtQTUw9Y
栖霞山227Please respect copyright.PENANAm6aIUGyWqE
中医电影《大独裁者》。227Please respect copyright.PENANAxpy0FBLUua
(3)韩勤芬: 《红高梁》227Please respect copyright.PENANA9pENhgnJra
借书,鼓楼咖啡厅227Please respect copyright.PENANANWo7re5MMx
百合烟,求爱,戈多227Please respect copyright.PENANAB7NWkQO8MI
天使吉它,情书227Please respect copyright.PENANAZRNcFKZb8d
句容中医院,留言。227Please respect copyright.PENANAPHfzKK3tCN
(4)徐丹丹:操场晚会227Please respect copyright.PENANAV65PMLFsCJ
影视班227Please respect copyright.PENANAdEZE2eRWh9
卖电影票227Please respect copyright.PENANA1SkodHRIjc
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鼓楼广场227Please respect copyright.PENANALDbN9meil9
南园。227Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZgPJfImE4
(6)周琴:火车站227Please respect copyright.PENANAx4pXkHwBoH
玄武湖227Please respect copyright.PENANA9OeEhaJseF
电影院227Please respect copyright.PENANA6Lvlk47CQx
鼓楼广场。227Please respect copyright.PENANAwX4WJZjBqy
(7)周静:西南楼227Please respect copyright.PENANAdiBk0GR6yq
军人俱乐部。227Please respect copyright.PENANAQ91fSz9HI6
(8)郭迪:西南楼227Please respect copyright.PENANAOxnQMJ0KwS
广州路散步。227Please respect copyright.PENANAKi9hix26oQ
(9)邓焕俊:一封信227Please respect copyright.PENANAItVBdELWf3
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(10)黄郦:南大礼堂227Please respect copyright.PENANANX7CGk5f7q
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(11)何冰:南大喝酒227Please respect copyright.PENANAqAxiBTKQTY
夫子庙租屋。227Please respect copyright.PENANAyH9imsEHwy
(12)蔡燕:学魔术。227Please respect copyright.PENANAIJVNUd7H8j
(13)董镜屏:找单晓鹏227Please respect copyright.PENANAQGnzag4iOF
金陵饭店227Please respect copyright.PENANA1HN28GoGi4
302魔术227Please respect copyright.PENANAq9ERQbiQH0
打麻将227Please respect copyright.PENANAyXGGhmHoXu
跳舞227Please respect copyright.PENANA9h0dSmOND5
电影《黑太阳731》227Please respect copyright.PENANADvxUigzGvR
《本命年》227Please respect copyright.PENANAguhLduUAdy
《武术》。227Please respect copyright.PENANAeNVGmwyAK6
分别时赐我食。227Please respect copyright.PENANAKNMHzIn7xW
(14)金幽燕:电影《金鞋》227Please respect copyright.PENANA5Wp546ZA4Z
《山鲁佐德的又一夜》227Please respect copyright.PENANA2BcyQXL6FV
魔术。227Please respect copyright.PENANAIAFzUQPx0V
(15)美国费嘉玲:电影227Please respect copyright.PENANAdaqlcuIcHG
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金陵饭店227Please respect copyright.PENANALCh3mdUhnA
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(17)林毅:跳舞227Please respect copyright.PENANASGxWUcWRue
过生日庆贺227Please respect copyright.PENANAwEai3qGWLv
电影。227Please respect copyright.PENANAsC3mFhXhOc
(18)姜学章:电影227Please respect copyright.PENANAaCiAebiWtd
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过“6.1”生日,礼物。227Please respect copyright.PENANA8c69yUv02B
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(23)徐倩:通信,只有通信。在我眼中,她就是中国的山口百惠。由于日记不全,至今已搞不清是什么原因失去联络的。
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