我將視線往下移,抵在我脖子上的是一把鋒利的刀,而握著這把刀的人就站在我背後。39Please respect copyright.PENANAM3MEsZ5341
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我沒有逃脫或掙扎的意思。不知道是因為驚嚇過度、抑或是等待其俐落的下手,我連嘴唇都沒動上半分。39Please respect copyright.PENANA9rfgIExr7E
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不過沒想到對方是個不甘寂寞的人,他見我不說話便自己開口了:「妳不抵抗嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANABzRcwtO6zQ
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是男人的聲音。39Please respect copyright.PENANAokKptS26K7
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「刀子都放在我脖子上了,我要抵抗什麼?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAN16ur7pvD4
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男人沉默了一會,遲疑地問道:「看妳的樣子,妳好像不害怕?」39Please respect copyright.PENANASuqfulu87B
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我哼了一聲,沒有回答他。39Please respect copyright.PENANApv639SVZTF
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「妳有什麼遺言嗎?我給妳一分鐘的時間說出妳的遺言,或者妳有什麼要求讓我去做,我也許會幫妳。」男人道。39Please respect copyright.PENANAYlvw3BaYH4
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我微微一愣。忍不住心想道,這個人還真是奇怪,殺個人而已哪來那麼多廢話,沒見過這麼嘮叨的殺人犯。39Please respect copyright.PENANArltCha0iAy
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心裡雖然這麼想,但我還是想了一下,似乎沒有什麼要求或遺言要說的,便道:「沒有,你要下手就痛快點,別再磨嘰了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAFpKaekAccr
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男人的手微微動了一下,卻沒有劃開我的脖子,反而問我道:「妳難道不想知道我為什麼要殺妳嗎?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAXCEChOoKs3
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「知道與不知道有什麼差別嗎?反正都要死了,就算是死的不明不白,我也無所謂。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAzOkdiF0ne6
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男人不再說話,不久後我感到脖子上冰涼的感覺忽然消失了,我轉過身面對他。他比我高出一個頭,我微微仰頭看他,他正皺著眉頭看我,「妳本來就想死了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAskUPO5cjwd
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我看著他沒有說話。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwPy4bcYQh2
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其實他會說出這句話我一點也不驚訝,因為哪有一個正常人在面對一個要殺自己的人會表現得很冷靜,還希望對方趕快對自己動手。39Please respect copyright.PENANAioWX4ejT3x
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正常人都會有想要活下去的生存本能,而我卻沒有,是因為我本來就打算自殺。39Please respect copyright.PENANAoT41CJjtTs
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「為什麼?」男人突然問道。39Please respect copyright.PENANAhBH4C1m9l8
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我看著男人露出很困惑的表情,他似乎真的想知道答案,但我依然不說話。我眼睛盯著他,心想這種事根本沒有必要跟任何人講,尤其是跟我沒有任何關係的陌生人。39Please respect copyright.PENANAwK3r7FYxiq
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男人見我一直不說話也沒有生氣,反而自嘲道:「也是,像我這種要奪妳性命的人問妳這麼多妳也不可能會回答我,何況我也只是個陌生人,問這麼多也沒有什麼意義。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAIqGQJSIvfK
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我聽了忍不住哼了一聲,他看向我,我道:「既然你都知道,那你還問。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5gBc8p5ep
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男人定定地看了我一會兒,我被他盯得很不自在,就在我想罵人的時候他突然轉移視線開始環顧我的房間。39Please respect copyright.PENANARdg6UnWYVZ
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他很快地環顧了一圈後,道:「還真是狹小的房間。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA0l2c8qcu0j
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聽到這句話我「呵呵」兩聲:「又不是你住,關你什麼事。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAiCq4suSo5y
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「我只是說出我的感想。」男人說。39Please respect copyright.PENANAmGIrQ5eyWp
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我對於這個男人一直不動手這件事已經開始感到不耐煩了,語氣微差地道:「所以呢?你到底要不要殺人?你不殺我就要報警了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAoJux3yPjhA
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男人重新看向我,他笑了一聲:「報警?妳確定嗎?妳不是很想死嗎?妳要是報警了可就沒人殺妳了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAjCFc2sbv6y
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「妳以為我不會自殺嗎?」我淡淡道。39Please respect copyright.PENANAzbzPCER1Ew
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「是嗎?」他似笑非笑的看著我,冷不防將他手中的那把刀遞到我面前說:「那妳現在可以動手了,我不會阻止妳的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAb0ybY3vKLl
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我看了眼那把閃著白光的刀刃,再瞥一眼面前這個要笑不笑的陌生男人,終究是沒有伸手接過那把刀。39Please respect copyright.PENANAKJZdBMM3R1
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我不知道我在猶豫什麼,明明很想死,卻連自殺的勇氣都沒有。我想那是因為我在害怕。39Please respect copyright.PENANAYjBy1E2rXe
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我害怕我自殺的時候會很痛苦,害怕我死後有可能會去地獄,也害怕自己也許會一直在這裡重複自殺,這些我都很擔心害怕。39Please respect copyright.PENANA66JKS1dqCQ
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我自始至終都無法明白為什麼那些自殺的人會有勇氣做這件事,我心想他們可能真的是因為被逼上絕路所以才會選擇這麼做吧……39Please respect copyright.PENANA60vjezJevb
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男人見我一直不動就默默的把刀子收回去,道:「我是殺手,有人想要妳死,而我接了這個單子來殺妳。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA7ipmSJhCfw
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我聽到他忽地解釋他來殺我的目的,不禁微微一愣。心裡忍不住想道,沒想到這世上真的有人把殺手當作是職業,難道都不會被抓嗎?不對,重點是誰想要我死?我也沒招誰惹誰啊。39Please respect copyright.PENANA5p4XlmA7Dg
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只是這種問題對現在的我不是那麼重要。39Please respect copyright.PENANAx500qS4J8g
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對於我這種不敢自殺的人來說,有人來殺我反而剛好。39Please respect copyright.PENANAfBxDst6llg
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「你要殺我了嗎?」我問。39Please respect copyright.PENANAFAOVhmTHpf
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「不,我改主意了。」男人把刀收起來,我看著他的動作皺起眉,就聽他道:「我想知道妳要自殺的理由,等我知道以後我再殺了妳也不遲。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2Qyx9PzHfK
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還可以這樣?我皺緊眉頭,覺得這個男人非常不可理喻,哪有殺手殺到別人家裡準備動手了卻突然喊卡說不殺了?就不信我會報警嗎!39Please respect copyright.PENANAiGr38GFCUP
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「你就不擔心我會逃跑?」39Please respect copyright.PENANAnhfMjDCPEU
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男人看著我,輕輕搖頭道:「我知道妳不會,妳也不會報警。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2JraEeq6QE
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「你就這麼確定?說不定我會變卦。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAb3vc9gRPAz
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他微微一笑:「那就算我倒楣了。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAw2TECINm2V
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我無語地看著他半天說不出話,好不容易才擠出一句話:「……你還真是個怪人。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2A53Lyullu
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「很多人都這麼說我,連我自己都有點認同。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAArb6JlU4ql
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我看著他沉默下來,見他一副輕鬆的模樣我低頭思忖了一會兒,接著後退一步把門口的位置讓出來,說:「既然你都說不殺了,那就請你回去。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAFNPa5AXcAD
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「這麼快就要趕我走?不打算多和我聊聊天嗎?」他的樣子好像還不願意走,雖然有一個人一起聊天也不錯,但他是個陌生人,還是個男人,他在這里讓我覺得很尷尬,也讓我很不自在,所以我決定還是要把他「請」出去。39Please respect copyright.PENANAZcQWmrdBDu
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我淡淡道:「我和你沒什麼話好聊的,沒事的話就請你趕快離開。」39Please respect copyright.PENANANWaYObvyzT
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他看了我一眼,沉吟一會兒後才邁開步伐握上門把,背對著我道:「好吧,我下次還會再來找妳的。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA2gp3A1YWhk
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「希望你找我的時候就決定要殺我了,我沒什麼耐心。」39Please respect copyright.PENANA7s4powoRM3
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他頓了一下,轉頭對我道:「既然妳那麼急著死,那就趕快把妳想自殺的原因告訴我不就得了?妳只要把原因跟我說,我保證我馬上殺了妳。」39Please respect copyright.PENANAI1lJTtfDV3
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我微微怔住,心裡猶豫再三還是決定讓他離開。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQwSCafugwj
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事實上不是我不想講,而是我覺得這種理由講出來我自己都覺得愚蠢,會讓我覺得很丟臉,我不知道為什麼我會有這種感受,但我就是這麼認為。39Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8NxXHsk6n
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我盯著男人離去的方向一會兒,接著低聲笑了兩聲,心想像我這種人,還真是可悲。