長命百歲、不老不死。9Please respect copyright.PENANA8KmL6d3Mv2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAC2zwuYROd5
這似乎曾是很多人追求卻觸不及的夢想……9Please respect copyright.PENANAa00AfVLwP6
9Please respect copyright.PENANAN25slfea4b
據所知,過去的秦始皇、還有那些努力修道的古人就是例子,最終目的正是為了留住生命,而至今看過無數失敗的現代人知道了暫時沒這可能,便退而求其次企圖以科技、藥物來延長自己壽命……9Please respect copyright.PENANAdWgOZtLEe9
9Please respect copyright.PENANAMOaIh4VuSm
或許還有一點點的希翼,不過一直懂得還不是現在。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOuOPmRXniR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeGWblHR4Ox
一般人多少都會像這樣,甚至是翼望著更久之後的醫學真能讓人長命,還是託著再造一個複製人繼承自己不斷活過,先別說還沒能達到的,光是擁有比一般人漫長的時間,甚至不老的年輕外表就讓人心動不已。9Please respect copyright.PENANALlhUT9cHKk
9Please respect copyright.PENANARBcpAsNB5T
該問多少人沒想過?越是有權有勢,越是對這世界眷戀不捨的人渴望越多。9Please respect copyright.PENANAORDURD84iJ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPzIzP3ZfwG
求生、畏死,似乎是人類與其他生物的本能,哪個人再看得開多少也迷惘過。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3q6jEO4kKn
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxILjgRijga
則有誰在思考過、活過之後會嘲笑這樣的追求,可這其中又多少人是知道不可能後所以放棄?9Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ8v2hComl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyUOBskYlVv
用也用不盡的時間似乎能做完很多事,讓一個人再無牽掛再無遺憾,不必讓時間追著跑更不用擔心生老病死,這樣看來,好像再完美不過了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2bzWebMOPI
9Please respect copyright.PENANA6okmYTrwSB
可惜事實上人類中誰也沒辦到過,都是在於傳說托付放在故事裡被人們傳送,到之後還有人追尋,更多得不到得人一笑置之甚至嗤之以鼻,展現所謂灑脫。9Please respect copyright.PENANANnjXreiFnU
9Please respect copyright.PENANA0x8aEg6Lum
所有人就這樣繼續活著、直到死亡,生與滅並存是定律。9Please respect copyright.PENANAF4YlmTKlNd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAC3IY9uMfvn
當然,我曾想過如果「活得比較久」這種事。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6LEqbRqCrR
9Please respect copyright.PENANALsxipnqkh5
雖然那時只是被牽著想而已,一記起自己帶衰的程度馬上閉腦──誰願意衰一輩子啊?還是長到見鬼的一輩子!而且若真的有什麼異能讓我可以活超久,不被當研究品送去關起來就不錯了……9Please respect copyright.PENANAsVOa4DdXaq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAQEcqXQ14oG
總之都只是因為覺得不可能純粹想高興的,大概其他人也是如此,所以通常也只是看到有人去找什麼化妝品保養品還是藥物,盡可能奢求多一點「年輕」而已。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6UAkgaTJYp
9Please respect copyright.PENANAcEfWSmYUHG
因為「前人的失敗」大家都是很認清現實的,嗯。9Please respect copyright.PENANANdUzt6FOfc
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4esaAeCHTK
就此知道不可能,想想自己也沒什麼非要活久點不可的心態,所以就沒多想。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7FgXHU1FR3
9Please respect copyright.PENANAYPJYlTGcdy
不過,那都是在踏入Atlantis之前的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3INTLVMNNr
9Please respect copyright.PENANAJvhglnnf7E
心態隨著成長不斷改變,從最一開始好奇,到被說了可以長命百歲還在努力腦殘被狠巴一頓,然後認真覺得活多久都無所謂,畢竟看著身邊不同種族有長有短的生命,知道何謂常態就是自然而然接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQRBrXQZfng
9Please respect copyright.PENANA3FBYZi9ywr
而且活得久有沒什麼用啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAAzRU06SnLa
9Please respect copyright.PENANAN6iBVJ64Ad
為什麼會想追求長命的人幾乎都是有權有勢的人呢?因為有什麼他們「掛念」的東西,捨不得放手那些繁榮富貴與權力……而我想我會掛念的東西,其實就是認識的人,自己又沒有什麼會因為生不帶來與不帶去,所以沒有會在乎得捨不得死的東西。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzF9FOKsJIv
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbvY27cuijv
於是就只在意自己的親人、朋友,但最多的親人與朋友又都是人類,畢竟我來自原世界……這樣一來,要說活太久也非好事,最後就會剩下獨自一人的寂寞。再要說上守世界的朋友們,這樣一個正常的生死輪迴,並不是什麼需要去改變的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANAKqg4s4iti4
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeyrrZlaxYR
可是,那還是一開始的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANApxnCFeMhxr
9Please respect copyright.PENANAX05o8iUlcy
與學長在一起後,慢慢的又有種思緒從潛伏中復甦──像颗種子被種在內心的一角,悄悄萌芽……9Please respect copyright.PENANAN1KseUNOjG
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdPtpSmQ1zB
踏入守世界,我知道不管是精靈還是獸王族他們都有著漫長的壽命,不是原世界人類這小小百年不到可以比擬的,一開始我其實真的不在意比起守世界裡多數種族自己短命不少的事實,但是……9Please respect copyright.PENANAssK8nnGgyi
9Please respect copyright.PENANAO7tnFMOjzN
學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhAOPUthmEF
9Please respect copyright.PENANAnczy0m7Ip3
想到他,有種心臟隱隱作疼的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvfru25g8NF
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUDKJFjkq8w
如果這是未來,普通的未來──我將丟下他早早離去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUf9BQ7Rj9h
9Please respect copyright.PENANAMcD7LNe3Yx
只能希望隨時間推進學長會淡忘我,或是他與我之間就像一般情人,可能時候到了分開後逐漸淡忘了便可以結束,那……也沒什麼好在意的,可我知道,不可能──9Please respect copyright.PENANAQhgLTLEhSK
9Please respect copyright.PENANAGNtDuDOwQu
還想起了學長在很早之前就失去了至親,如果他在乎我,而我無法陪著他走完全程,這樣……是不是太殘忍?9Please respect copyright.PENANAiaBdJb9rfd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeJxUkF8spH
而且自己也不想只佔據他生命的一小段,獨占這種私心,我也不是沒有。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdGlTD5DaNq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtI3YQx6sbh
──何況此刻我有握有選擇權。9Please respect copyright.PENANAS59JIqE17C
9Please respect copyright.PENANA7YHLXQMLGn
不管是為什麼能得到這種機會,也不管將要付出什麼代價……有時候我安靜看著學長想著之後,每次想起、那種決心溢發強烈。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzVEGpDxCmx
9Please respect copyright.PENANAOuSUWjpR08
並不是很肯定學長真的到最後都會「需要」我,但至少,我不要有他再漫漫時流中寂寞的可能未來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEPU1I02X14
9Please respect copyright.PENANAccsAhULL4l
走著、想著,已經到了我要去的地方,透明藍線在脫離夢境之後還緊緊繫在我的指尖,盡責的引導,我就順著它的軌跡來到空無一人野地。說也奇怪,還沒離開學校,人就只是站在一個空盪盪的水池邊,纖細的線頭一端深入水澤中,內裡伸不見底。9Please respect copyright.PENANAI0AWXuGGe2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAXQjQHDUV0Y
我蹲下身,隱隱約約感覺到有種力量在水面流動,隨手波動水面一種隱形的波紋就蔓延開來,看不見的震盪掀起霧氣,隨後又散開──9Please respect copyright.PENANAz77gb3Cbtu
9Please respect copyright.PENANApCU7chdzX3
水面下是全黒的空間,只有銀色的細絲不斷飄流著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAO8WX6xYNqs
9Please respect copyright.PENANAiwuTLflGNw
我毫不猶豫的踩入水潭,然後、瞬間踏上了地。9Please respect copyright.PENANAem0lynYuAJ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAC8SHTLheH9
通道在我抬頭之後關閉,看不到來時的景色,周圍只剩下一片黒還有繼續不斷飄動的銀絲,知道不能久留我趕緊邁開步伐往前走,甩開了突然靜止接著卻有點試探想靠過來的銀色細絲。9Please respect copyright.PENANARa21TmTTPH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfVl2Hr2pm2
沒錯,這裡是冥府與時間交際之流的區域,因為還無法獨立打開通道,是那藍線牽引著我到入口,才讓我得以順利進入──說是Atlantis裡果然藏著不少東西……9Please respect copyright.PENANAeN3owTO5sT
9Please respect copyright.PENANAaUJh0rXBzc
9Please respect copyright.PENANAhOJENeFU1k
ns216.73.216.192da2 9Please respect copyright.PENANAC2zwuYROd5
這似乎曾是很多人追求卻觸不及的夢想……9Please respect copyright.PENANAa00AfVLwP6
9Please respect copyright.PENANAN25slfea4b
據所知,過去的秦始皇、還有那些努力修道的古人就是例子,最終目的正是為了留住生命,而至今看過無數失敗的現代人知道了暫時沒這可能,便退而求其次企圖以科技、藥物來延長自己壽命……9Please respect copyright.PENANAdWgOZtLEe9
9Please respect copyright.PENANAMOaIh4VuSm
或許還有一點點的希翼,不過一直懂得還不是現在。9Please respect copyright.PENANAOuOPmRXniR
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeGWblHR4Ox
一般人多少都會像這樣,甚至是翼望著更久之後的醫學真能讓人長命,還是託著再造一個複製人繼承自己不斷活過,先別說還沒能達到的,光是擁有比一般人漫長的時間,甚至不老的年輕外表就讓人心動不已。9Please respect copyright.PENANALlhUT9cHKk
9Please respect copyright.PENANARBcpAsNB5T
該問多少人沒想過?越是有權有勢,越是對這世界眷戀不捨的人渴望越多。9Please respect copyright.PENANAORDURD84iJ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAPzIzP3ZfwG
求生、畏死,似乎是人類與其他生物的本能,哪個人再看得開多少也迷惘過。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3q6jEO4kKn
9Please respect copyright.PENANAxILjgRijga
則有誰在思考過、活過之後會嘲笑這樣的追求,可這其中又多少人是知道不可能後所以放棄?9Please respect copyright.PENANAfQ8v2hComl
9Please respect copyright.PENANAyUOBskYlVv
用也用不盡的時間似乎能做完很多事,讓一個人再無牽掛再無遺憾,不必讓時間追著跑更不用擔心生老病死,這樣看來,好像再完美不過了。9Please respect copyright.PENANA2bzWebMOPI
9Please respect copyright.PENANA6okmYTrwSB
可惜事實上人類中誰也沒辦到過,都是在於傳說托付放在故事裡被人們傳送,到之後還有人追尋,更多得不到得人一笑置之甚至嗤之以鼻,展現所謂灑脫。9Please respect copyright.PENANANnjXreiFnU
9Please respect copyright.PENANA0x8aEg6Lum
所有人就這樣繼續活著、直到死亡,生與滅並存是定律。9Please respect copyright.PENANAF4YlmTKlNd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAC3IY9uMfvn
當然,我曾想過如果「活得比較久」這種事。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6LEqbRqCrR
9Please respect copyright.PENANALsxipnqkh5
雖然那時只是被牽著想而已,一記起自己帶衰的程度馬上閉腦──誰願意衰一輩子啊?還是長到見鬼的一輩子!而且若真的有什麼異能讓我可以活超久,不被當研究品送去關起來就不錯了……9Please respect copyright.PENANAsVOa4DdXaq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAQEcqXQ14oG
總之都只是因為覺得不可能純粹想高興的,大概其他人也是如此,所以通常也只是看到有人去找什麼化妝品保養品還是藥物,盡可能奢求多一點「年輕」而已。9Please respect copyright.PENANA6UAkgaTJYp
9Please respect copyright.PENANAcEfWSmYUHG
因為「前人的失敗」大家都是很認清現實的,嗯。9Please respect copyright.PENANANdUzt6FOfc
9Please respect copyright.PENANA4esaAeCHTK
就此知道不可能,想想自己也沒什麼非要活久點不可的心態,所以就沒多想。9Please respect copyright.PENANA7FgXHU1FR3
9Please respect copyright.PENANAYPJYlTGcdy
不過,那都是在踏入Atlantis之前的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANA3INTLVMNNr
9Please respect copyright.PENANAJvhglnnf7E
心態隨著成長不斷改變,從最一開始好奇,到被說了可以長命百歲還在努力腦殘被狠巴一頓,然後認真覺得活多久都無所謂,畢竟看著身邊不同種族有長有短的生命,知道何謂常態就是自然而然接受。9Please respect copyright.PENANAQRBrXQZfng
9Please respect copyright.PENANA3FBYZi9ywr
而且活得久有沒什麼用啊……9Please respect copyright.PENANAAzRU06SnLa
9Please respect copyright.PENANAN6iBVJ64Ad
為什麼會想追求長命的人幾乎都是有權有勢的人呢?因為有什麼他們「掛念」的東西,捨不得放手那些繁榮富貴與權力……而我想我會掛念的東西,其實就是認識的人,自己又沒有什麼會因為生不帶來與不帶去,所以沒有會在乎得捨不得死的東西。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzF9FOKsJIv
9Please respect copyright.PENANAbvY27cuijv
於是就只在意自己的親人、朋友,但最多的親人與朋友又都是人類,畢竟我來自原世界……這樣一來,要說活太久也非好事,最後就會剩下獨自一人的寂寞。再要說上守世界的朋友們,這樣一個正常的生死輪迴,並不是什麼需要去改變的事實。9Please respect copyright.PENANAKqg4s4iti4
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeyrrZlaxYR
可是,那還是一開始的想法。9Please respect copyright.PENANApxnCFeMhxr
9Please respect copyright.PENANAX05o8iUlcy
與學長在一起後,慢慢的又有種思緒從潛伏中復甦──像颗種子被種在內心的一角,悄悄萌芽……9Please respect copyright.PENANAN1KseUNOjG
9Please respect copyright.PENANAdPtpSmQ1zB
踏入守世界,我知道不管是精靈還是獸王族他們都有著漫長的壽命,不是原世界人類這小小百年不到可以比擬的,一開始我其實真的不在意比起守世界裡多數種族自己短命不少的事實,但是……9Please respect copyright.PENANAssK8nnGgyi
9Please respect copyright.PENANAO7tnFMOjzN
學長。9Please respect copyright.PENANAhAOPUthmEF
9Please respect copyright.PENANAnczy0m7Ip3
想到他,有種心臟隱隱作疼的感覺。9Please respect copyright.PENANAvfru25g8NF
9Please respect copyright.PENANAUDKJFjkq8w
如果這是未來,普通的未來──我將丟下他早早離去。9Please respect copyright.PENANAUf9BQ7Rj9h
9Please respect copyright.PENANAMcD7LNe3Yx
只能希望隨時間推進學長會淡忘我,或是他與我之間就像一般情人,可能時候到了分開後逐漸淡忘了便可以結束,那……也沒什麼好在意的,可我知道,不可能──9Please respect copyright.PENANAQhgLTLEhSK
9Please respect copyright.PENANAGNtDuDOwQu
還想起了學長在很早之前就失去了至親,如果他在乎我,而我無法陪著他走完全程,這樣……是不是太殘忍?9Please respect copyright.PENANAiaBdJb9rfd
9Please respect copyright.PENANAeJxUkF8spH
而且自己也不想只佔據他生命的一小段,獨占這種私心,我也不是沒有。9Please respect copyright.PENANAdGlTD5DaNq
9Please respect copyright.PENANAtI3YQx6sbh
──何況此刻我有握有選擇權。9Please respect copyright.PENANAS59JIqE17C
9Please respect copyright.PENANA7YHLXQMLGn
不管是為什麼能得到這種機會,也不管將要付出什麼代價……有時候我安靜看著學長想著之後,每次想起、那種決心溢發強烈。9Please respect copyright.PENANAzVEGpDxCmx
9Please respect copyright.PENANAOuSUWjpR08
並不是很肯定學長真的到最後都會「需要」我,但至少,我不要有他再漫漫時流中寂寞的可能未來。9Please respect copyright.PENANAEPU1I02X14
9Please respect copyright.PENANAccsAhULL4l
走著、想著,已經到了我要去的地方,透明藍線在脫離夢境之後還緊緊繫在我的指尖,盡責的引導,我就順著它的軌跡來到空無一人野地。說也奇怪,還沒離開學校,人就只是站在一個空盪盪的水池邊,纖細的線頭一端深入水澤中,內裡伸不見底。9Please respect copyright.PENANAI0AWXuGGe2
9Please respect copyright.PENANAXQjQHDUV0Y
我蹲下身,隱隱約約感覺到有種力量在水面流動,隨手波動水面一種隱形的波紋就蔓延開來,看不見的震盪掀起霧氣,隨後又散開──9Please respect copyright.PENANAz77gb3Cbtu
9Please respect copyright.PENANApCU7chdzX3
水面下是全黒的空間,只有銀色的細絲不斷飄流著。9Please respect copyright.PENANAO8WX6xYNqs
9Please respect copyright.PENANAiwuTLflGNw
我毫不猶豫的踩入水潭,然後、瞬間踏上了地。9Please respect copyright.PENANAem0lynYuAJ
9Please respect copyright.PENANAC8SHTLheH9
通道在我抬頭之後關閉,看不到來時的景色,周圍只剩下一片黒還有繼續不斷飄動的銀絲,知道不能久留我趕緊邁開步伐往前走,甩開了突然靜止接著卻有點試探想靠過來的銀色細絲。9Please respect copyright.PENANARa21TmTTPH
9Please respect copyright.PENANAfVl2Hr2pm2
沒錯,這裡是冥府與時間交際之流的區域,因為還無法獨立打開通道,是那藍線牽引著我到入口,才讓我得以順利進入──說是Atlantis裡果然藏著不少東西……9Please respect copyright.PENANAeN3owTO5sT
9Please respect copyright.PENANAaUJh0rXBzc
9Please respect copyright.PENANAhOJENeFU1k