二十九、关于无力感36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8CHTLpEkH
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“吉田松阳，吾等遵天所愿下达天意，跟我们走吧。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5jMSfpWj8
松阳看着面前一排的深夜来客，沉静的脸上看不出动摇：“天照院。今次是5人。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCROFVt0v3
“放下你手中的剑，聆听天旨。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFheKRgyq7k
“嘘……”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2Y9FIIBBn
松阳竖起手指做出噤声的动作，声音轻轻，让他面前的人集体愣了：“会吵到我的学生的。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPwwL0HR5G
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吉田松阳很讨厌血的味道，即使他很熟悉。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2TygKP9gj
他喜欢的是晒了一下午被子的味道，是迎风招展的学生衣服上的皂荚味道，是春天一边赏樱一边低头浅酌的清酒味道，是小鬼们田里撒野够了随手掬得有点蔫巴小野花的味道。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv0t2Va9dQ
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他在寝室里换了一身衣服，对着换下的染血衣物发愁。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMEsdQAALs
不知道要用多少皂荚才能洗干净？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK0kpAC5U7
他坐在榻榻米上一手托腮有点苦恼的想着，突然门外脚步轻响。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQrOAT8UppF
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松阳拔身而起。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpohAWhEcVb
伸手将血衣扔到柜子顶端，一手抵剑。他慢慢开口：“谁？”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3d5cjzvF9
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门外安静了一会，有声音支支吾吾扭过来：“老师……”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ve8Yalax8
松阳愣：“晋助？”他回头望天色，已经靠黎明。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgdRM1mP4c
这个时候就起来了？松阳拉开门，入眼就是紫毛有点红的小圆脸。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmOJe4xMH3
“睡不着吗？”松阳微笑。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OoO62yN8q
“打扰了……我……起来喝口水而已……”紫毛的小脸越来越红滴溜溜的绿眼睛越来越飘忽。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jRMASiRTc
厨房似乎是在另一个方向。松阳不戳破，侧身让紫毛进门。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLE6yCSMkqn
“老师这里只有凉白开，要喝吗？”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tcPYNJXdV
绿眼睛含光戴暖：“要。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SluF8Bb8u
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走进寝室，紫毛顿了下，不动声色地坐下。暗绿的眼眸直指院外的虚无天色，脸上阴晴莫名。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lkHP1l6kG
十二三岁的年纪，看上去却有些可怕。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcnB7xuL6F
“给。”松阳把水杯递过去。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VfreMRJVr
“老师……”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JUT9beO7t
“嗯？”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCYeK2EGP1
“……”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCKQSjnPyt
紫毛低头踟蹰，复抬头直视松阳的眼睛：“小太郎和银时那两个家伙，睡觉的时候太吵了。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqT7GBqrWf
“噗……”松阳乐了，眉眼弯弯，“晋助怎么做的？”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOhxgnLsy8
紫毛歪歪脑袋，看到老师乐呵心情自然也变得很好：“自然是把他们都塞壁橱里去。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMFJDgDFuH
松阳低头在心里默默为另两个学生画十字。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN43wYLobaN
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“老师。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUYiijWdEa
松阳抬头。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCyNEsnE30
紫色的小脑袋伫在眼前，刘海下的眼睛幽深，消瘦单薄的肩膀有一天会变得结实变得壮厚，紧握的拳头有一天会抓紧同伴们的手。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjqC881jAU
松阳清楚地看到孩子们的成长。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1mvEGqaMj
从未如此清楚。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6S2OFelGdw
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“晋助，在宗家这样的事情不少吧？”松阳截住紫毛还未出口的话。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKbVAScSWA
紫毛一愣，下意识点头：“是，可是……”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wvE6UTFVk
“可是那里你不在乎，你关心的是这个地方。”松阳揉揉紫毛的小脸，“放心吧，有老师呢。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sasHLnLae
“……我也可以……”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfH6Rdijg0
“晋助。”松阳强硬地打断紫毛的话，“这件事交给老师。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyvQRDMC2F
绿色的眼睛凝视，良久，紫色的脑袋低下去：“……是。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxHF6sE9KW
松阳有点歉意的摸上紫毛的脑袋：“抱歉，晋助。”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxEsAK3yaM
“我知道老师很强……老师总是挡在我们前面默不作声的抗下一切。这次也是，我们只要什么都不管什么都不做等着老师就好。”单薄的身影站起来在松阳面前投下一片暗影，“什么时候我们才能不缩在您的羽翼之下？什么时候我们……我才能够强大起来成为保护老师的人？”36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9txz1HRlfz
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松阳沉默。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWn2a1bpr6
是他的教育太温吞了。总想着慢慢来，还有时间。总想着童年还那么长，还可以悠闲看着他的孩子们一步一步长大。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm31aPl3U5
人算不如天算。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq5tZcLkGZ
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唯一值得欣慰的是，不管未来他如何，他的学生们也有向前的力量。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kmQhR2EWe
只此一条，足够他从容赴死。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrizQkNmEso
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这大概是吉田松阳这辈子最大的误算——低估了自己在这群混世魔王心里的地位。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAf7I3ygPb
他的三个得意门生。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbYfbY5GHL
一个致力于毁掉世界的大魔王行动，手刃当年宽政扫荡的主谋德川定定。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnOg0LQuqc
一个整天调戏武装警/察，成为职业地下党还不忘暗中踹幕府好多脚，脚脚内伤。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExosNkg6F5
一个终日看似无所事事，却能顺手逗局长、玩将军、甩起手来打个窃国战争。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfQPgjnzq8
所以说。人算不如天算。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pry5G9i3B
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那群小鬼。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dlPYgJqSZ
他们最爱的老师啊。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsj4X6AeLjO
却从来不了解自己的重要。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqVxq2nMw9
只想着护得身后的小鬼们的安全，只想让他们无忧无虑快乐幸福，除此以外别无他求。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNYTAopUdK
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你就从来都没考虑到自己么？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1l5JzoN5M
没有了老师，还谈什么安全？还谈什么快乐幸福？36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlb3K8xVrM
全是扯淡。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡai8xe4wUMH
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紫毛从松阳寝室出来，在空无一人的走廊里慢慢蹲下。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKnaVriWjm
——从来没有哪一次像这次一样慌乱。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEIyFzF3H3
——从来没有什么情况像现在一样迷茫无奈。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hHS01XV9e
谁。为了什么。要做什么。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYzxC6QdjN
什么都不知道。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcphcPKOG7
只能看着老师的笑容却无法行动——漫天的无力感。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwJlusuVBC
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是自己太弱小。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7c7z9hRjV
小身板缩缩拢，把自己埋进黑暗，抵着胸口暗暗发誓。36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoWQb8NHaG
我要快点长大。然后，保护好老师！36Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHh4K80TFx4
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变强吧紫毛。你就知道长大究竟是怎么一回事了。