淩晨三時,我久久未能入睡,腦海的思緒一直想着剛剛雪琪跟我說的話。家人,到底是一個怎樣的存在,加入工作部後我親手破壞過不少美好的家庭,所有人在我預備下殺手的時候最後說的話都是「放過我的家人」。81Please respect copyright.PENANAgwoBXYmkLK
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我發現原來自己好像失去了很多與家人的回憶,那次跟雪琪他們去主題樂園的時候,看到最多的除了情侶之後,便是不少家庭,一家三口共享天倫之樂。81Please respect copyright.PENANAOenxS1khxv
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可能我小時在他們眼中十分獨立,不太需要他人照顧。記憶中我最後一次和他們一起去玩的時候,已經要數到小一時的學校旅行。81Please respect copyright.PENANAWwfgGsDuOR
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我走到雪琪的房間,慢慢推開房門,看到她已經睡着了我便悄悄地入去,坐到她的床邊。81Please respect copyright.PENANAwRxxqBEOsO
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「雪琪,可能我真係錯左,家人家庭…我破壞左好多個,我先會去抗拒,我驚有一日自己既家庭都會被人破壞,我好自私…你都係我既屋企人,最親既人,最愛既人…或者上天係專登派你嚟改變我…多謝你。」我偷偷的吻了一下雪琪的手,之後便離開了她的房間81Please respect copyright.PENANApjKNOf0rbX
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接下來我來到了烙兒房間的門口,門縫中透出了微弱的登光,我慢慢推開房門進入房間,盡量不驚動烙兒。81Please respect copyright.PENANAx4PE3pVFPi
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她坐在書桌前低頭寫着不知甚麼,我慢慢走上前,她還未發現到我。突然弟弟醒過來,使烙兒看向了他,我急忙快步往角落走去,烙兒她很快便重新低頭書寫,弟弟也走出了房間。81Please respect copyright.PENANAk3XUgm5Lug
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可能因為她只開了枱燈,光線不足再加上弟弟剛醒過來視線蒙糊,所以未能發現我,我也趁着這個時機打算把話好好說清。81Please respect copyright.PENANAYw3QQtAlOi
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「烙兒…」我輕聲說到,她便轉頭看了過來,正當她打算尖叫的時候我急忙掩上她的嘴,待她平復過後才慢慢鬆手81Please respect copyright.PENANAIK5NyLjWNm
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「你係唔係痴線架,入人間房又唔敲門。」她怒罵着我81Please respect copyright.PENANAwwWVphSDgN
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「烙兒…對唔住…」我彎腰低頭鞠躬致歉81Please respect copyright.PENANAy7OjKZT8k9
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「你…」我打斷了她的話接着說到:「食飯個陣好對唔住,其實我一直都唔知點對待我地之間既關係,猶其係宜家你仲嚟埋我屋企住,係電視先會出現既劇情竟然會出現係我身上,我…其實…一直都有當你係我既家人,從小學既時候,到你搬入嚟住,無論係幾時,我都當你係我既家人,所以…所以…」說到這裏傳來了沖廁的聲音,烙兒也適時地點了點頭81Please respect copyright.PENANAITWv5P2Hnd
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「我明架喇,多謝你。」烙兒她握住了我的雙手,給我臉龐送上了一個吻81Please respect copyright.PENANAv5qIM18rDW
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「快d去瞓喇,天月。」她放開了我,將我推到門口81Please respect copyright.PENANA9SwQbos8sz
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我就這樣走出了房門,當我回頭望進房間的時候,看到她把剛剛在書寫的紙撕掉扔到垃圾桶裏。81Please respect copyright.PENANAv0aR8RHw4I
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今天也是平凡的一日,7點醒來的我預備梳洗更衣準備上課,雪琪沒有半夜過來我的床睡。我打開窗簾讓陽光打在我的臉上,傾聽着小鳥的叫聲,享受着這片刻的寧靜。當我打開門打算去洗手間的時候,發現烙兒站在門外。81Please respect copyright.PENANAYqlcbuT4Hx
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「早晨啊…哈~欠~」81Please respect copyright.PENANAg0FpHb3uIe
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「嗯,早晨…」81Please respect copyright.PENANAOQPxFt0bUE
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「做咩企係我間房門口度?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAi6EeD3C6KI
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「無…我只係想問下你…不如一齊返學?」烙兒低頭問道81Please respect copyright.PENANAIf0lu0IbPg
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「好啊,雪琪呢?」我隨口問道81Please respect copyright.PENANA8CtyvQB3bJ
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「佢好早就返左學校,所以…我地食埋早餐先?我已經煮好左。」她指着桌面上的通粉81Please respect copyright.PENANApZtRHsDwit
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「哦,好啊,等我刷埋牙換埋衫先。」說罷我便走向了洗手間81Please respect copyright.PENANAGz9nU5bXmJ
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我果然也要找個時間好好跟雪琪說清楚,否則她不會原諒我的。但是應該怎樣開口好,想着想着已經刷完牙了,正當我打算換上校服的時候,發現衣櫃裏找不到。81Please respect copyright.PENANAoLEG2X1gPT
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「烙兒,你知唔知我套校服係邊?」81Please respect copyright.PENANAAGgqBLFTI3
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「好似仲係雪琪個房未摺好,你入去睇下。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAqLUh7susKf
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我走進了雪琪的房間,昨晚太暗沒有好好看清她的房間,一堆衣服摺好了放在她的書桌上,旁邊還有一本日記,我忍不住好奇心翻開了最新一頁來看。81Please respect copyright.PENANAX03dn6YUVc
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11月15日星期二(晴)81Please respect copyright.PENANAG3IVS8U80L
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Dear diary,81Please respect copyright.PENANA4xkSyX3U9d
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點解天月佢要講d咁既野,明明我地一齊住左都有最少一個月,唔通我地真係連家人都稱唔上咩,最少我有當烙兒係家人。81Please respect copyright.PENANAF8jN1S7PbG
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點解…天月佢要咁,唔通佢其實一直都無變過,一直都係嗰個冷酷既特工天月,如果…81Please respect copyright.PENANAnyaFQLKTxB
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正當我打算繼續看下去的時候,烙兒問我找到校服了沒有,我只好急忙蓋上日記之後到自己房間更衣。81Please respect copyright.PENANAzXBCYuaY7L
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「天月,我地行未,我怕遲到。」烙兒看着時鐘說到81Please respect copyright.PENANAMT0oaA6YWf
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「行喇行喇,等我攞埋書包先。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAzt3jZxTfg5
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最後一次跟烙兒她一起上學好像已經要數到小學的時候,我的父母擔心烙兒自己一個小朋友上學會有危險,所以叫我陪她,不擔心自己的孩子反而擔心其他人的孩子。好像是因為他們從學校那裏聽到了烙兒的家庭狀況,我也是加入工作部後才得知世界的另一面,不是電影拍得太誇張,而是我們生活得太幸福。81Please respect copyright.PENANAjpQ8siFXcv