顧澤之帶著宋雪迎去了一家西餐廳,因為他常來所以有個私人包間,還沒進門就有人來招待進去。剛坐下,服務員就過來遞上餐牌,顧澤之神緒淡然,示意把餐牌給宋雪迎,讓她選她想吃的。79Please respect copyright.PENANA9g6gNFVMvf
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宋雪迎怔了怔,本來第一次跟顧澤之外出已經又驚又喜,怕自己穿得不好看戰戰兢兢,現在顧澤之竟然主動讓她點菜,更是令她受寵若驚。79Please respect copyright.PENANA6c73sbOIEA
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她小心接過,看了顧澤之一眼,才又低頭仔細地閱讀餐牌。79Please respect copyright.PENANAZcQClVKeqs
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最後她選了一瓶紅酒,是顧澤之經常喝的那個年份和品牌。後面她又點了幾道前菜,兩份牛排,部位、品種、熟度,都是按照顧澤之的口味。79Please respect copyright.PENANAv8eVpWAQkg
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顧澤之聽著,挑眉。79Please respect copyright.PENANAVfAWgismy6
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等服務員走後,他才開口。79Please respect copyright.PENANAf3cgYg5ipG
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「讓你選你想吃的,怎麼還是選我喜歡的?」79Please respect copyright.PENANASB9RIHpPe5
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宋雪迎淺笑,「沒關係,你喜歡的我也都喜歡。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAIcPqt08pFI
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顧澤之一頓,「我喜歡甚麼,你都知道?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAsC7z3o5RsW
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「大部分吧。」她謙虛不敢邀功。79Please respect copyright.PENANAFKvPONC4qK
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顧澤之挑了下眉,突然有些好奇,這女人是不是真的那麼了解他,「說來聽聽。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAm42tKqVerK
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「嗯⋯⋯」要說的有些多,宋雪迎不知該從何說起,猶豫幾番還是算了,決定想到甚麼就說甚麼,「你喜歡吃辣的,但不能太辣,有時候沒胃口,就會想吃點雞絲麵那種清淡的⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANAmgzYK53q5N
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不知道是不是怕說錯,宋雪迎聲音有點輕,說的時候微微低著頭,視線釘在銀白的桌布上,兩隻手緊攏在一起,不敢看著顧澤之。79Please respect copyright.PENANAgqg8ABWJfE
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「⋯⋯早上起來你一定要喝三杯美式咖啡,豆子要選淺培、日曬的,要是中午要開會不能吃飯,就要喝一杯用波蘭牛奶泡出來的拿鐵,配兩塊英國皇室御用品牌的餅乾,巧克力原味各一⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANADsVuD9QOko
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顧澤之靜靜注視著對頭的女人。79Please respect copyright.PENANAdYvUO7qWtD
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她說的入迷,樣子很享受,如數家珍,彷彿只要是關於他的起居飲食,愛好習慣,她都能鉅細無遺,盡然訴說。79Please respect copyright.PENANANGueCfp54g
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「⋯⋯七天裡面的領帶顏色不能重複,不能有花紋,深淺程度要配合整套西裝,近乎灰的黑色是首選,卡其色絕對不行,鮮色系的更加不行,繫領帶的時候只能八分緊,不然你的脖子很容易發紅⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANABiKlE1xUQU
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說到細節處,她還會不自覺勾著笑,像是很欣慰自己沒有漏掉這些,也很在乎這些看似不重要的小事情。79Please respect copyright.PENANASL2RCx3DpV
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她認真地數算,每一句都順暢不帶猶豫,像是個背熟了考題的孩子,早已複習過了上百萬遍。79Please respect copyright.PENANAS5zoQLll0Y
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他們一起生活不過兩年,他自己也數不清的事,這個女人竟能觀察如此入微,還一一記在心裡。79Please respect copyright.PENANAXVEgX9Ue7D
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「⋯⋯大概就是這些吧。」宋雪迎說完,悄悄觀察了下顧澤之的表情,發現他有些走神,瞬間抱歉了起來,「對不起澤之,是不是我說太久了?我顧著說,沒注意到。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAOTsO68pAD7
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顧澤之抬了下眼,這才回過神來,隨意應道,「沒甚麼,在想阮勛該跟你學習而已。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAbDeq3qU9lL
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「怎麼會!」宋雪迎瞪大眼睛,急忙擺手,「我做的這些都是小事,誰都能做,但阮秘書不一樣,他要幫你打理公司,不是隨便哪個人就能代替的⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANAMVB7qIUaWi
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顧澤之垂眸,目光掃過垂下胸口的領帶,眼底溢出了點可笑的神色,用只有自己才聽見的聲線說,「是嗎。」79Please respect copyright.PENANADsQjApqA00
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沉默頃刻,他拿過酒杯,抬手,沒有多停頓就灌進嘴裡,杯裡是滿的。79Please respect copyright.PENANATMySQ8MvvB
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宋雪迎驚了,伸手想阻止,但語氣不敢太重,「澤之⋯⋯你慢點⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANAdtEdw22QiG
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一乾而盡,顧澤之猛地放下酒杯,發出響亮哐的一聲。他眼皮垂了垂,手背擦過嘴,呼出的都是酒氣。79Please respect copyright.PENANA7GUYOtfD2w
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宋雪迎看他好像喝太急嗆到了,一下著急了,站起來走到顧澤之那邊,匆忙倒了一杯水遞給他,「澤之,來⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANAPAsDRCTcVw
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「宋雪迎。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAkaUSxw0J3Q
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她拿著水杯的手在空中一懸。79Please respect copyright.PENANA4MzTVcEapR
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他低著頭,明明酒量比誰都要好,明明就喝了那麼一杯紅酒,緩緩吐出的聲音聽起來卻像是醉了。79Please respect copyright.PENANAjgZZ9lJpWn
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「對不起。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAzEbHBmwZ26
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宋雪迎僵了僵,手一滑,差點把水濺到顧澤之身上。她趕忙定住心神,收了手,小心放下杯,擦了擦桌面的水漬。79Please respect copyright.PENANAhCcMr8wT0Z
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顧澤之跟她說⋯⋯79Please respect copyright.PENANAVF9v14DIfx
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擦著擦著,她的眼眶又紅了。79Please respect copyright.PENANAvBrLqhovdU
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「她的事,是我衝動了。」79Please respect copyright.PENANACD8DRSvgq2
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宋雪迎手一頓,眼眶的水氣一凝。79Please respect copyright.PENANAyuubd1ajuz
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手背被溫熱的手掌包著,她呆著偏頭,對上男人深海般的瞳仁,溫度是暖的,沒有半點混濁,淺白的燈如日光滑過。79Please respect copyright.PENANABVHrvbiB2r
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他眼神很清晰,看不出剛才曇花一現的醉意。79Please respect copyright.PENANAHOjE7bKXHD
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宋雪迎怔住,思緒是飄的,腳底有些浮,好一會兒才勉強找回自己的聲音,「不是的⋯⋯澤之⋯⋯我明白你的心情⋯⋯」79Please respect copyright.PENANAVinxvVZDHD
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顧澤之的手握緊了,眼眸輕輕斂著,洩出幾分像夢境一樣的柔情,「那你能不能再給我一次機會?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAJeYt4HXkQq
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宋雪迎徹底呆住,「甚麼?」79Please respect copyright.PENANAgvut2cVp1d
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顧澤之眉眼撐著,閉唇緊緊合著牙齒,好一會兒才極慢地扯起薄唇,很輕地拖出一句話。79Please respect copyright.PENANAfymbcJZDo4
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「我們,重新開始,好不好?」79Please respect copyright.PENANASuYwEPuEEF
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她整個人都不鎮定了,侷促地吸了幾口氣,「為⋯⋯為甚麼?」79Please respect copyright.PENANARZzUIGPRCo
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明明前幾天他才⋯⋯他不是很恨她的嗎⋯⋯為甚麼突然間⋯⋯79Please respect copyright.PENANAipX1G9cGzH
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宋雪迎怔住,不敢多想。79Please respect copyright.PENANAKT7qqGrwuL
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顧澤之移開視線,像是在自嘲,「我知道這聽起來很不像話,但我爸媽罵了我很多東西,我起初聽不進耳,後來冷靜了才發現他們是對的。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAg4HPZDc1i3
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「你是我答應了要共度下半生的妻子,無論發生甚麼事,我都不應該輕易放棄我們之間的約定。」顧澤之說的不急不慢,語氣很緩,聽不出過多的情緒,「之前事情發生的太突然,我一時間消化不了,失了理智,傷害了你。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAxd61OuBray
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宋雪迎聽著,有些暗喜,但又有些不好受,心情突然複雜了起來。79Please respect copyright.PENANAI83fshnJnf
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他⋯⋯不愛周雪瑩了嗎?79Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ayz8YYEIy
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顧澤之看得出她的猶豫,接著就說,「我很認真地想過了,我對她是愧疚,也是自責,只是因為害了她而心有不安。這些年過去,我跟她之間的感情早就沒了。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAIPDoM4a0nt
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他抿起唇角,壓抑不住的情緒聽起來像是氣音。79Please respect copyright.PENANAPrmmNLYg2D
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「現在我對你的感情,才是愛情。」79Please respect copyright.PENANAhZ8z1EZmoh
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