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No Plagiarism!GKU2kYtZrjXPTn8zFoNTposted on PENANA 我正趴在自己的座位上看著窗外的海,是一如既往的習慣。8964 copyright protection14PENANAndDlgaURKV 維尼
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教室的下課時間,不管在哪個時間點,總是有種我格格不入的喧鬧。8964 copyright protection14PENANAgnx2zwBKXM 維尼
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日子一天一天地照著過,我確沒有心思確認日曆上的文字。早上發現隔壁家的老爺爺在替恣意盛開的白百合灑水,我才發現已經五月了。8964 copyright protection14PENANARF25VjkbQ2 維尼
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已經五月了。8964 copyright protection14PENANAm9G9kGWk0W 維尼
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老師……妳到底在哪裡?8964 copyright protection14PENANA1ZcJU2Inyk 維尼
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我拿出手機,打開了與她訊息往返的視窗。我撫摸著螢幕上她之前傳回來的文字,試圖說服自己這陣子並不是在作夢。8964 copyright protection14PENANAWzVB88mBBb 維尼
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與她放天燈的那一晚後,和她用訊息約好了下次的地點。但她卻沒出現。記得那天突然來了一場大雨,我在約定的車站前星巴克坐了一整天。8964 copyright protection14PENANAsdKRvOwNEF 維尼
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「發生了什麼事嗎?」當下,腦袋只有這個想法。也想起了與老師最後一次見面那天,她那令人不安的神情。看著雨滴延著星巴克的窗戶劃過。我想那天大概是整個春末夏初最冷的時候。8964 copyright protection14PENANAiuvLrws89J 維尼
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傳了上百封連我都覺得煩人的訊息。鼓起勇氣打了電話,電話另一頭是無感情的機械音告知手機目前承現關機狀態。我跑遍了任何一處我和她待過的地方,也到了她所住的公寓查看,卻一無所獲。8964 copyright protection14PENANARLOqJPp5Lb 維尼
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只要有時間,我也會試著從離她家最近的高中開始詢問起那裡的辦公人員,但總是獲得了並沒有這個人在這當老師的答案。一共快五十所高中,至今我也才走訪了快一半。8964 copyright protection14PENANANZ2A8WJEzN 維尼
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每天我都翻攪著腦內任何一處的記憶。我深怕不這麼做,我會和這個世界一樣忘記這個人。8964 copyright protection14PENANAcqYyLvBn44 維尼
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一切就像是歷經春宵後的月見草。8964 copyright protection14PENANAH6RWkb96w7 維尼
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「喂。」8964 copyright protection14PENANA3c8Kqt6pCZ 維尼
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隨著不客氣的聲音傳來,我也意識到有人在我前面的位置坐下。8964 copyright protection14PENANA9R40AMnYU3 維尼
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抬頭一看,晃動的自然金髮進入眼簾。8964 copyright protection14PENANAJ9VNoidNr1 維尼
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我向擁有這金髮的主人說:8964 copyright protection14PENANAUwziOK7kXG 維尼
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「不要主動跟我說話。」8964 copyright protection14PENANApo61cQeXhD 維尼
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「蛤!?你在囂張什麼啊!?」8964 copyright protection14PENANA2qEkrRSbdI 維尼
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莎娜同學鎖著眉頭,大力地敲了一下我的桌子。8964 copyright protection14PENANAUV7ncCj0TM 維尼
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「我怕被人誤會我跟妳的關係。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAXxcDpKHq0t 維尼
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「所、以、你、到、底、在、囂、張、什、麼、啊?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAFSLMVdR1vW 維尼
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她切齒地說。8964 copyright protection14PENANAyEGosTUVPs 維尼
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話說,只有莎娜同學才能讓我看到現實中真正的「咬牙切齒」。真不愧是莎娜同學。不過,看到她火已經快到頭頂了,我索性閉上嘴巴。8964 copyright protection14PENANAGPEul2b02U 維尼
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「算了。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAFk2yDCl5eS 維尼
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她嘆了一口氣,接著說:「林同學還好嗎?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAxPGcSnwlhy 維尼
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「還好。食物中毒而已,暫時還死不了。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAw41OdlKhgj 維尼
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我看了莎娜同學此刻坐的椅子一眼。8964 copyright protection14PENANAFh7Go7DVCp 維尼
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目前椅子的主人住院中。自從我離開喬恩家後,除了午餐(我做的)吃得好外,剩下兩餐他都隨便處理。結果竟然搞到自己食物中毒。真是笨蛋。8964 copyright protection14PENANALSB8YWKrGd 維尼
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「是喔……看你最近心情看起來挺差的,以為是擔心他的原故。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAwGUEeNXaWv 維尼
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莎娜同學小聲地說。8964 copyright protection14PENANA8mp10yDQzy 維尼
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她將頭撇向我剛剛注視的窗外。8964 copyright protection14PENANAYeoJAVJWgW 維尼
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「妳這是在關心我?」8964 copyright protection14PENANASV8byyNInV 維尼
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「白癡!去死吧!」8964 copyright protection14PENANAZQ94584nTi 維尼
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她猛然地轉頭朝我這罵了一句。8964 copyright protection14PENANAVOY5bdQZMF 維尼
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「班長呢?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAoK0OYAFQC5 維尼
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無視了莎娜同學的咒罵,我向她問。8964 copyright protection14PENANA237CjmLHSN 維尼
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「你都拒絕她了,還主動提起她?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAHe9gKpbj9B 維尼
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「我們不是朋友嗎?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAeBdKNQrS3C 維尼
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「這句話對你來說真好用。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAQUQPo9gIYX 維尼
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她冷笑。8964 copyright protection14PENANAwd0VeKW11o 維尼
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「娜娜,妳講話不能客氣點嗎?」8964 copyright protection14PENANAHX7u3jARH6 維尼
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想起了拒絕班長後的禮拜一,我被莎娜同學單獨約到了廢棄的舊校舍。剛開始我還有些緊張,但莎娜同學只輕輕地向我道謝。不過,在她說完「謝謝。」後又說了一句「該來的還是會來。」然後我的肚子便冷不妨地挨了她一拳。記得那天我忍受著疼痛在那裡躺了一個下午。8964 copyright protection14PENANAXD3YdcQuNj 維尼
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之後,我和喬恩及班長還有莎娜同學都過上了午餐一起吃,還有下課時間打鬧這種平凡的日子,而莎娜同學偶而還是會像這樣調侃我。8964 copyright protection14PENANA5B4pJy1aEH 維尼
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「對你客氣,你只會得意忘形。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAvuGnvh8KWK 維尼
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「謝謝誇獎。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAE4Z3xpJJO9 維尼
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「唉。」8964 copyright protection14PENANA2re70JbLxY 維尼
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她又對我嘆了一口氣,接著從我面前起身。8964 copyright protection14PENANAz8k9akhjLf 維尼
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「小莓被老師找去辦公室了。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAJwNbWUWgyC 維尼
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她說了一個很平常的答案。8964 copyright protection14PENANANWOptZ1oZX 維尼
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「班長真辛苦呢。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAMmsFEvSLDV 維尼
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我打了個哈欠當作再見。8964 copyright protection14PENANA34Ig7iYWwV 維尼
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「其實最擔心你的是她。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAAProgYIteL 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection14PENANAetfwQnKgbT 維尼
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「所以……」8964 copyright protection14PENANAP8nI9pIKCB 維尼
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她緊閉著唇苦惱著。8964 copyright protection14PENANAxyLhKXmkGl 維尼
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「謝謝妳們。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAIAMhT4n61u 維尼
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我趁上課鐘聲響起前向她說。8964 copyright protection14PENANAqSOovisUtJ 維尼
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「嗯。」8964 copyright protection14PENANAtwRLUNqSrN 維尼
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鐘聲剛好在她的應聲剛落響起,她對我揮了揮手走向座位。8964 copyright protection14PENANAUZ2TxzufRg 維尼
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我想等等放學後就去醫院看那個笨蛋吧。8964 copyright protection14PENANAO7tDQmATRA 維尼
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搭乘了快三十分的車程到了市區,我向喬恩發了等等到的訊息。8964 copyright protection14PENANA1HLVvJtXIR 維尼
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他回傳了我一個某個動漫女生說著「OK!」的貼圖。看來身體應該不錯。8964 copyright protection14PENANADsOOcvo04D 維尼
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路途上,經過了一家水果攤。我用手機查了一下,發現食物中毒竟然不能吃水果。於是我打消了購買水果的念頭。8964 copyright protection14PENANAkQigswVFMT 維尼
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約莫走了十分鐘,終於到達了擁有全白外觀的大醫院。記得這間醫院的心臟科挺有名的。身為在地十六年的居民,我也是朋友入院後才知道這件事。8964 copyright protection14PENANAOmvYRF0de2 維尼
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我想起不知道從哪聽來的習俗,於是先用左腳踏進了醫院裡。8964 copyright protection14PENANA6eL5u0UcK6 維尼
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照著喬恩在訊息上給我的指示走著,也漸漸習慣了嗆鼻的消毒水味。但周圍身著淺粉色病服的病人和家屬們,臉上不是面無表情就是憂愁。是讓人想逃離的氣氛。8964 copyright protection14PENANAdPbg5QU34j 維尼
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似乎走錯了地方,我反覆看著訊息上的指示和醫院裡某個大廳牆上的標示。8964 copyright protection14PENANArJmPf9ohAm 維尼
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看來得先回頭了。打定主意的我轉身向著原路返回。8964 copyright protection14PENANAiKWjUSj1dz 維尼
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忽然,在我面前的走廊盡頭,有道熟悉的背影。8964 copyright protection14PENANAeJkvm2qE8Q 維尼
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那道背影悄悄晃進了轉角處,我的腳下意識地跟了上去。8964 copyright protection14PENANAS9VKIbuyQc 維尼
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在給喬恩發了「晚點到。」的訊息,不等他回應我馬上將手機收進口袋。8964 copyright protection14PENANAwM2sH9Ybvb 維尼
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我嘴裡說著「不好意思。」盡量閃躲著與我擦間而過的人,在走道上快步向前。腦裡滿滿的都是驚訝與著急的情緒。8964 copyright protection14PENANAsMa3ezCrqh 維尼
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在剛過了那背影消失的轉角,我不小心擦撞到一名護理師。我向她說了聲抱歉。一直尋找著的背影又繞過第二個轉角。不等耳裡嚴厲的叮嚀結束,我又急忙地邁開步伐。8964 copyright protection14PENANADK6wWJ2lZl 維尼
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我在轉過了第二個轉角後,那身影終於明確地出現在我面前。8964 copyright protection14PENANAZk1U7yLZ9C 維尼
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果然我沒有認錯。8964 copyright protection14PENANAwjlvp4HmH0 維尼
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即便被世界遺忘了一個月,即便她身著這白色空間制定下的一身淺粉。我也認得出來。8964 copyright protection14PENANARZIl2V3DGf 維尼
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因為那是我既想追上又想保持這份憧憬的身影。8964 copyright protection14PENANAn7hOd9Nx8w 維尼
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走廊上幾乎沒什麼人,一片靜寂。8964 copyright protection14PENANAJSh9Xr53WS 維尼
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我想只要輕輕地呼喊她就好。8964 copyright protection14PENANAbRmq77hHSo 維尼
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「老師。」8964 copyright protection14PENANA27OnvdlYJn 維尼
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我發現我的聲音有種複雜的感情。8964 copyright protection14PENANA37gbJrxDuq 維尼
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