No Plagiarism!YQL0K40Y0AoyZpuiFceQposted on PENANA 不知道大家寫過一種東西沒。8964 copyright protection303PENANAlJUUba1W4e 維尼
它叫做遺書。8964 copyright protection303PENANA8Pl9uHJKsi 維尼
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其實我是寫過的,只是我忘了我丟在了哪。8964 copyright protection303PENANAhsPym9WNoT 維尼
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看似沒有付諸行動過,但卻一直做著自己總有一天會死的準備,覺得自己不會活到明天。8964 copyright protection303PENANA8BaKOtVFRv 維尼
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我曾有段時間,將它跟我所有寫過的日記本,還有我喜歡的一些小物都放在一個箱子裡,然後時不時翻出來看一下。8964 copyright protection303PENANA25WWjhYgCk 維尼
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好像也只有這樣,等日子一天天過去,我也才能某一天忽然發現自己還活著。8964 copyright protection303PENANA7sc1D0n5Yl 維尼
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說起來,這是一件很嚴肅的事。8964 copyright protection303PENANAlMS5kNgCx6 維尼
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但我卻做得很輕鬆。8964 copyright protection303PENANARPcrREEV1S 維尼
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這不太正常,但我心裡並沒有什麼一定的標準。8964 copyright protection303PENANA9glqw2y3eS 維尼
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別人都做赴死的準備才寫,但我不同,我不只寫過一封,我寫過好幾封,只要過段時間我的心境變得不太一樣,我就會重新去寫,放新的進去。8964 copyright protection303PENANAk4zWWRrJIb 維尼
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像在重新活一遍。8964 copyright protection303PENANAmLJWRBOuNK 維尼
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我不會留著舊的,因為這很麻煩,尤其除非在我真的死之前,我並不想讓其他人看到我的遺書。8964 copyright protection303PENANAqFGHh6TUjp 維尼
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你怕死嗎。8964 copyright protection303PENANAoezFSSIwl3 維尼
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我想過無數次自己死亡的時刻,也想過無數次自己的喪禮會是什麼樣子。8964 copyright protection303PENANAFEyRshaepG 維尼
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但很奇怪,我還是沒有死。8964 copyright protection303PENANAw4f2jWnarz 維尼
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後來,我一次崩潰的夜晚,終於一邊掉淚一邊在日記裡寫下:8964 copyright protection303PENANAtkZ4gtsTOp 維尼
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「原來我是個膽小鬼。」8964 copyright protection303PENANA7351WoNdSP 維尼
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「原來我會怕死。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAiK4L9cI4kg 維尼
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「可是我也好害怕生活。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAjgsFMB3S6k 維尼
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我承認了,也得出了這個結論。8964 copyright protection303PENANAIiZKkgK9fN 維尼
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我知道這樣很幼稚。8964 copyright protection303PENANAAVQaCfrlzh 維尼
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可我既對自己跟人生失望,也既不甘心就此離開。8964 copyright protection303PENANAZsQyyZcosi 維尼
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相較之下,我沒有比較高尚,只是不再提筆寫什麼遺書。8964 copyright protection303PENANAzZJT9Ezmb6 維尼
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其實遺書不難寫,畢竟並不是抱著下一刻就要死的心情去寫的。我只是在以如果以後我不在了的情況下,請大家看著這封信後可以了解我的心情。8964 copyright protection303PENANAtF8MI5fcv8 維尼
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有時候我內心會很奇怪的想,怕死是一回事,但想要離開,卻一直都是一個類似夢想的事。8964 copyright protection303PENANAHUk9x3yNzg 維尼
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可是真要說是「夢想」又過於滑稽可笑。8964 copyright protection303PENANAtG7XYUchcj 維尼
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如果生活真有那麼好,又有誰希望將這當成夢想。8964 copyright protection303PENANA426JC2E7Gj 維尼
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而且事情好起來似乎並沒有讓我變得更好。8964 copyright protection303PENANA4UAa5BHrna 維尼
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我只是看似被照著刺眼的燈光,腳下卻仍然沒有停止下沉。人是矛盾的,我會想抓住那星宿是一回事,想要拖著星宿陪我入谷底,也未嘗不可。8964 copyright protection303PENANAM4GNqMly3T 維尼
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說到底,我自私的想要從此消失,也自私還想多看人間一眼。8964 copyright protection303PENANAYGT8AtHj24 維尼
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互補很重要。8964 copyright protection303PENANAoJc6T7O0vJ 維尼
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就像我們全家都是非常強勢的人,雖然擁有著血緣關係,卻天生不適合做家人。8964 copyright protection303PENANAOZotWCbyVS 維尼
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面對死亡也看得很淡薄。8964 copyright protection303PENANAiz7yG5Rsio 維尼
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可能因為老爹跟媽媽桑都是商人,比起血緣,他們更注重家族利益跟大局,關係如何是其次,重要的是名聲。8964 copyright protection303PENANA6gcbChdRSk 維尼
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我很難過,我覺得他們不是真的愛我,而是因為純粹我們有著血緣關係,為了盡義務所以才養著我。8964 copyright protection303PENANAuercSoQZKT 維尼
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老爹跟媽媽桑從來都沒有否認。8964 copyright protection303PENANAOPDQAMy3CN 維尼
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老爹跟媽媽桑從一開始結婚就是各取所需的利益。8964 copyright protection303PENANAIeANgZbK1w 維尼
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談不上愛,也說不上是厭惡。8964 copyright protection303PENANAG00ynBHtu5 維尼
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因為對方幫我打理著家庭,讓我能無所顧忌的專心事業,所以我願意娶她。8964 copyright protection303PENANAr6CC7BFkHW 維尼
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因為對方願意給我一個家,讓我脫離原生家庭,所以我願意嫁給他。8964 copyright protection303PENANA8zbIGIt0Ir 維尼
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過去有段時間我是真的很難過,他們將小孩當作商品培養,可利用就砸資源,不能了話就當成棄子養著,任其荒廢。8964 copyright protection303PENANAXLAHFXt9ZY 維尼
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小時候對上老爹商人似的審視目光都會令我很惶恐。他們不愛任何人,只愛自己。8964 copyright protection303PENANA6V9kp5pmFu 維尼
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我們全家都只愛自己,包括我的老哥老姐。8964 copyright protection303PENANAuEf3qBLJgj 維尼
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這其實也是一種特殊的相處方式,我也理所當然被養成很自我的性格。8964 copyright protection303PENANAp9BVfPirVP 維尼
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好似我們全家人都沒有資格談愛。8964 copyright protection303PENANArTTjxrYa1N 維尼
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全家人把他們的經驗告訴我:8964 copyright protection303PENANAVHoEAClMda 維尼
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我們家的所有人,或許天生根本就不適合結婚,也不適合跟一個人走的長久。8964 copyright protection303PENANAj94Nzfaq2B 維尼
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就連媽媽桑跟老爹都已經互相理所當然的說好,等我大學一畢業,他們就要離婚,各過各的生活,和平分開。8964 copyright protection303PENANAVl0KxewZkI 維尼
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因為他們已經善盡完他們的義務了。8964 copyright protection303PENANAbvvS7W2xcG 維尼
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這在外人眼裡似乎很不可思議,但我卻覺得這是他們成年人最成熟的處理方式。8964 copyright protection303PENANAJqEIsxkOOk 維尼
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可我過去,真的仍然很難過。8964 copyright protection303PENANAnWWvrqTaUr 維尼
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難過原來真的沒有一個人可以陪我到永遠。8964 copyright protection303PENANAgMpDbaeQhE 維尼
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難過逝去就算了,就連他們都還活著時都不願意。8964 copyright protection303PENANA94oIumc5xG 維尼
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所以距離產生美感,在我們家深深烙印。8964 copyright protection303PENANA2zru121N3f 維尼
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成天生活在一起,不論是兄弟姐妹還是父母與子女之間,存在的就只有互相鄙視與謾罵。8964 copyright protection303PENANAJeq76QDOxv 維尼
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很奇怪,明明在一起生活了那麼多年,卻還是彼此不合,連一點磨合都沒有做到,反而越處越糟。8964 copyright protection303PENANAiZz6RsHPeN 維尼
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更何況,五、六個人都個性極為強勢。8964 copyright protection303PENANAR6P2dc8ZjI 維尼
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誰也不願意認輸,也只顧得上自己。8964 copyright protection303PENANAuRINK7Cks2 維尼
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所以家裡只有烏煙瘴氣的令人喘不過氣,沒有所謂的溫馨。8964 copyright protection303PENANAXJbmCcN6Jl 維尼
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但更奇怪的是,當我老哥老姐開始一個個搬出去,而我也成功爭取到自己睡一間房時。8964 copyright protection303PENANAQXAgR8Corw 維尼
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我們家發生了翻天覆地的變化。8964 copyright protection303PENANADRQipwJDiS 維尼
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雖然依然可能一見面就吵架,但是老爹會開始焦慮又無神地望著自己的手機,然後老哥老姐只要太久沒回家,就會大發脾氣。8964 copyright protection303PENANA82gTG9qASC 維尼
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他以前並不會這樣,誰要搬出去他根本不在乎。8964 copyright protection303PENANAswsV5Jvnd9 維尼
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但也許是上了年紀。8964 copyright protection303PENANA72h211kNG2 維尼
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他可能也沒有想過他要強、冷血了大半生,竟然也會有那麼一天,擔心膝下子女會離自己越來越遠,甚至是再也見不到。8964 copyright protection303PENANAYVgqWVWuyk 維尼
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我想說,以前我走失也沒見您露出那麼焦急的神情。8964 copyright protection303PENANAxlBQpwyhUi 維尼
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請問您現在是在跟我開玩笑嗎…囧?8964 copyright protection303PENANAqSaOQjLKZd 維尼
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而媽媽桑則是開始偶爾露出母愛的姿態,只要自己好不容易擠出那點關心和付出,沒有得到回應,也會開始焦慮不安。8964 copyright protection303PENANAhzzifxhqQ7 維尼
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然後嚴重一點,不知道怎麼處理這個情緒的媽媽桑,選擇了她最擅長的「吵架」模式。8964 copyright protection303PENANAgR4YIOrymH 維尼
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結果你跟她吵到最後,你會發現,她不過只是在意自己買的東西大家有沒有注意到、大家需不需要用到,或是自己送的東西對方是不是真的很珍惜。8964 copyright protection303PENANArboAsgP1l7 維尼
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所以說,人是不是真的上了年紀…才會意識到自己缺了什麼?8964 copyright protection303PENANAK2gFYSytlC 維尼
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但我又想說,我幼時送給您的卡片、飾品,您也從沒有留意過,甚至是特意留著保存過。8964 copyright protection303PENANAUwkVuctEOF 維尼
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那您是不是跟老爹串通好了要耍我……囧?8964 copyright protection303PENANAVONGhDNVAY 維尼
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前陣子,我因為身體情況到台中看醫生,我們在台中的姑姑家住了兩晚。8964 copyright protection303PENANAIawx6RWm7j 維尼
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那天剛到台中的晚上,我從階梯上走下來,我看見酒醉的老爹跟姑丈,還有姑姑在客廳聊著天。8964 copyright protection303PENANA9Is9yvzmrG 維尼
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他們說:「你女兒也長了那麼大了啊?」8964 copyright protection303PENANA0MXaitgvLz 維尼
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老爹眼神迷茫,目光不知道看向哪裡,他忽然笑了下,道:8964 copyright protection303PENANAJw5j7qPDTo 維尼
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「對啊,我現在也只剩那麼一個而已了…」8964 copyright protection303PENANAap72OYM4v7 維尼
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他指的是我。8964 copyright protection303PENANAeAxZnrJd3v 維尼
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我忘了是姑姑還是姑丈,我只聽見有人說:8964 copyright protection303PENANAEF4nvj7hkY 維尼
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「那以後老了,你就要靠這個了啊。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAbSlDGLyOWo 維尼
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他們所說的「這個」,也是指我。8964 copyright protection303PENANAVRKbkI00F8 維尼
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老爹沒反駁,他仍然頂著最不失禮貌的微笑,我卻聽出他的語氣有些滄桑跟悲哀,他說:8964 copyright protection303PENANArxrL2TaGQH 維尼
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「對…我只剩她,我以後就靠她了。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAZe0PEXIjU8 維尼
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我原本以為我聽到這句話會很生氣,畢竟他又不只我一個孩子,我上頭還有三個,為什麼就我而已。8964 copyright protection303PENANAQp6yB0VO8k 維尼
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但是我當下卻意外冷靜,甚至心情很複雜。8964 copyright protection303PENANAyNdzRC7bl8 維尼
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因為我知道他在騙人。8964 copyright protection303PENANAP1pSUmrs8a 維尼
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他明明都已經安排好了。8964 copyright protection303PENANAjbDvWTltpi 維尼
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他的餘生並不會靠任何人,也不想成為誰的負擔。8964 copyright protection303PENANAgGGa2J7qGZ 維尼
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至多就是媽媽桑和他分開後,他可能還會試著去重新追隨媽媽桑,因為他已經沒辦法再挽留孩子們的心,我和老哥老姐們的心從來沒有在他身上停留過。8964 copyright protection303PENANAg08dHIuO8t 維尼
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只有媽媽桑還可能存著同情接受他而已。8964 copyright protection303PENANAqSgn3k5rW7 維尼
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我不知道他活得開不開心。8964 copyright protection303PENANATMoWKOecFu 維尼
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只想問他這樣,累不累。8964 copyright protection303PENANA2o0BsE3oJR 維尼
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媽媽桑常說,她人生做的最大的錯誤就是嫁給老爹。8964 copyright protection303PENANAciv1fVMo8J 維尼
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她也是小女孩,別人家的小女孩。8964 copyright protection303PENANAZhyvML7U9i 維尼
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我是能看出,她是真的從頭到尾都沒有愛過老爹。8964 copyright protection303PENANAj5VMjuYAek 維尼
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她嘴上說著討厭老爹,要多嫌棄就有多嫌棄。8964 copyright protection303PENANAgZcwtJT4gL 維尼
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但她還是會看著老爹不吃早餐,餓出胃病,然後買了一堆營養餅乾給老爹帶出去吃。8964 copyright protection303PENANA8jkUF6GuHF 維尼
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或是定期給老爹備胃藥、買衣服給他,外出時還不忘幫老爹帶外套,但卻不一定會提醒我。8964 copyright protection303PENANAKrYgb1isdY 維尼
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我常常說:「討厭他幹嘛還那樣做。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAYjk62gJpZQ 維尼
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她聞言通常會頓了頓,然後說:「這是習慣。」8964 copyright protection303PENANASXNUkvfKCt 維尼
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因為習慣,而不是真的愛。8964 copyright protection303PENANABF4bhHhqKq 維尼
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然後她臉上又出現轉瞬間的茫然,低聲說:「這些都是他教我的。」8964 copyright protection303PENANAECHcgV8mOZ 維尼
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他教她怎麼成為一個合格的妻子,卻沒有教她其實這些是需要愛的,再稱職都不是發自內心。8964 copyright protection303PENANAhtUYmP70JR 維尼
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她的一生都奉獻在家庭上,她做著看似合理的事,卻也似乎從沒愛過誰。8964 copyright protection303PENANAAILvICeTsi 維尼
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她沒有真的愛過老爹,好像也沒有真的愛過我。8964 copyright protection303PENANAjLQpmJNXlP 維尼
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但她第一次感到了孤獨。8964 copyright protection303PENANAHYj01Tjfur 維尼
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當她口中說著,明明我可以為了這個家變成惡魔,或是哭著說妳為什麼對我這麼冷血,跟你爸一樣。8964 copyright protection303PENANA8ZOaS2yEfL 維尼
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我愣住,我想說我沒有。8964 copyright protection303PENANA1DeUKk5Xy3 維尼
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我真的沒有。8964 copyright protection303PENANAqvBN3TCXV1 維尼
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不然我可能早就死了。8964 copyright protection303PENANAwauioDmDJJ 維尼
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我都遺書寫過好幾封了妳知道嗎,每一次第一句都是寫妳。8964 copyright protection303PENANAD5xCyaCVAB 維尼
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我也想說,妳跟我半斤八兩,我只是回報給你而已,卻又發覺說這些都是沒有意義的。8964 copyright protection303PENANAcKC7hzkqTc 維尼
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我只是看見,當妳雖然說要對我們上心,做的事卻仍沒有改變過,妳還在做著妳的合格妻子、妳仍然還在忽視我們。8964 copyright protection303PENANADVV79dKu7I 維尼
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可是沒關係,我不怨妳。8964 copyright protection303PENANA7hE3vwh2Mj 維尼
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因為我也一樣,我們都是一樣的人。8964 copyright protection303PENANAhaOaUxcR7z 維尼
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我們都只愛自己。8964 copyright protection303PENANAz3KAJNWgFE 維尼
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我們是平等且自私的。8964 copyright protection303PENANAXdBACYbYCv 維尼
也許再重來一次,我們還是會變成這樣。8964 copyright protection303PENANApZqVONdHi5 維尼
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作者的話:這是我自己的家庭,因為當作日記的形式來寫,所以可能有點亂。8964 copyright protection303PENANACJSsBtkrbY 維尼
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