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黃瀨並不知道黑子對自己是什麼想法,只是如果他碰到這種狀況,大概也會覺得對方討厭自己了吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAnD1PYDfER1
他不想讓黑子這麼認為,可是特意去解釋好像又很奇怪,猶豫來猶豫去,最後還是只能作罷。63Please respect copyright.PENANAuiTsLvm39N
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「唉……」黃瀨嘆了一口長長的氣,有氣無力地抱著筆電坐在暖桌裡趕必修課的報告。63Please respect copyright.PENANALddxTCPwQd
「嘆什麼氣啊黃瀨,你報告都打完了喔?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA1vZbD3JpwS
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對面也在水深火熱的室友不滿地丟來一個白眼,顯然覺得黃瀨很莫名其妙。63Please respect copyright.PENANA3KJPFhZzVM
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「怎麼可能啊,你又不是不知道藤崎奶奶的報告最難搞了。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAAq6rI9Vgx3
「那就別該了趕快寫啊,明天死線欸!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAcyPo98ESR5
室友拋下這句後又繼續埋頭趕作業,只剩下黃瀨趴在電腦前一臉糾結。63Please respect copyright.PENANAIW982RuVia
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從那天聚會過後又過了好幾天,儘管硬是從桃井那裡要到了黑子現在的號碼跟信箱,黃瀨卻依然不敢行動,不敢打電話過去也不敢寫信,連他自己都不知道自己在糾結什麼。63Please respect copyright.PENANAq1IXdADbmg
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黃瀨很清楚自己到現在還是喜歡黑子,可是黑子呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAPWeaDDpfuB
那個安靜淡薄的少年是抱持著什麼樣的情感來看待他呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAPVgXMvJRbU
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就在黃瀨心不在焉地想著這個問題的時候,對面的室友渡邊忽然停下拼命敲鍵盤趕報告的動作,異常認真地盯著黃瀨。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGBp0d2PT3K
「喂,我說黃瀨啊,你是不是交馬子了?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAxK43666ZNE
「哈啊啊啊啊──?!!!!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAObzFHVjzw2
回應渡邊的是一連串的倒抽氣和驚嘆號。63Please respect copyright.PENANAKRjlDC2TZJ
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黃瀨差點被自己的口水嗆到,好不容易緩過氣來,他瞪著一雙桃花眼看向渡邊。63Please respect copyright.PENANApHN6O7yccX
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「你在說什麼傻話啊!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAdiBXOPFrAS
「我是看你這一個禮拜都怪怪的才問了一句嘛。」渡邊卻像是毫不在意似地聳了聳肩,又繼續開始打起字來,「怎麼,人家不甩你喔?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAe6CWdk0kdd
「呃,也不算是不甩……」63Please respect copyright.PENANACUfybWpNKX
「所以說,到底是怎樣啊?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAa2NNUszbmi
黃瀨忽然像是洩了氣似的,整個人連肩膀都垮了下來。金髮的青年趴在暖桌上,無精打采地按著手機。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQCglTrCdXb
「吶、渡邊,如果你原本很親密的朋友突然間消失,很久以後才又出現,你會覺得這個朋友很差勁嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAtkmZDHDF9T
「不說一聲?」渡邊皺起眉。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxWMo8gTYl3
「不說一聲。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAjEDyUa9v9n
「是故意在躲我嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA3sMSbiySwT
「呃……算是吧。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAW0DDFRNc3m
「那我會當作我從來不認識這個人。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAwmul4fYbPt
渡邊簡單俐落的評語讓黃瀨瞬間血條少到只剩血皮,重創過後委靡不振的黃瀨用手摀起臉,整個人埋在暖桌裡發出不明的哀號聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAT7ePIt8OFA
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大概是黃瀨的聲音太淒厲了,渡邊總算施捨了一眼給他。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcyHWjCknji
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「幹嘛,你該不會是對你要追的馬子做過這種事吧?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZrWs8eED2
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雖然跟事實有偏差但是也相差不遠了……63Please respect copyright.PENANAWjK3eaux4M
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黃瀨現在真的是覺得無比沮喪,怎麼說呢小黑子本來就對他沒有特別的好感了,再加上不良紀錄在前……這下可以肯定他在小黑子心中的地位絕對是跌落谷底啊。63Please respect copyright.PENANADJbsYYDQAb
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黃瀨還在哀悼自己的在黑子心中的好感度,這時候他的筆電卻突然傳出了skybe的通知聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVHrniG7kLP
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「黃瀨,關靜音啦!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAlYToXQV35a
「好啦好啦!奇怪,是誰啊……」黃瀨晃了晃滑鼠好讓螢幕保護程式解除,看到工具列裡Skybe的icon正在閃爍著。63Please respect copyright.PENANAIcApdzjwxh
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點開了Skybe的畫面,在黃瀨看清楚是誰敲他的時候,卻忽然猛地大叫一聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAoeYvD0zup5
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「咦咦咦──?!!!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAEssi6SOhnQ
「幹嘛啊吵死了!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAIKv4MZ7z4O
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對於渡邊的怒吼黃瀨現在是完全沒有放在心上了,因為現在有更要緊的事佔去了他的注意力。黃瀨的目光緊緊盯著螢幕上所顯示的畫面,天藍色的對話框裡有橘色的數字在跳動,有人要求加他為好友。63Please respect copyright.PENANAm4lqOdyVqo
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──請求人的名字是,黑子哲也。63Please respect copyright.PENANAR60i7qyz4a
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黑子抓著滑鼠的手微微出汗,電腦的螢幕映出他波瀾不驚的平靜面龐,可是黑子知道自己現在的心情有多緊張。63Please respect copyright.PENANAm3t4nkdgRq
那天赤司送他回來的時候,在要下車之前塞給他一張紙片,那裡面是黃瀨現在的電話號碼和信箱,以及Skybe的帳號。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhAOFbnSLyL
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『把握機會吧,哲也。』赤司握著方向盤,笑笑地坐在駕駛座上對他說。63Please respect copyright.PENANACintRUXegg
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雖然拿到了黃瀨的聯繫方式,可是黑子卻猶豫了很久,因為他不知道黃瀨是不是樂意他再去打擾他的生活,如果說當年黃瀨是因為討厭自己才逐漸斷了聯繫,那麼現在他再介入到對方的生活中,這樣到底是不是恰當的呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAFbQM6IrlZ6
猶豫了許久,最後黑子還是鼓起勇氣將好友加入的邀請發了出去。63Please respect copyright.PENANA894woQVRfw
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可是他卻不知道,黃瀨會不會同意。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhUPY6aeKGp
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回想起來,他們之間會變成這樣是從高三那年開始的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAncPyaEyBaS
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剛開始的時候,是一向喜歡纏著他的黃瀨突然無消無息了好幾天,不說三天兩頭從隔壁的神奈川跑到東京來找他,就連每天從不間斷的簡訊都像是蒸發了似的,完全地沒了蹤影。63Please respect copyright.PENANAwGGLK2qj49
原本黑子也只是覺得清靜了不少,直到某一天部活的時候,火神無意間嘟嚷了一句怎麼好久都沒看到黃瀨那小子,黑子才突然驚覺內心那股空虛是從哪裡來的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgXhm1legQO
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他難得主動發了封訊息給黃瀨,內容雖然不過是簡單的問候近況,但黑子卻從沒這麼迫切地想要收到對方的回覆。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxjj3MylJSD
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等了一整天也沒有收到回覆,黑子壓抑著不安的心情,收拾了書包就和火神一起去圖書館準備唸書。那天剛好沒有部活,火神又拜託黑子幫他惡補現代國語,不然下次的考試肯定會很慘。63Please respect copyright.PENANAoRxc2yAkMk
下著大雨的日子總是會讓人心情低落,窗外的雨水嘩啦嘩啦打在玻璃上,黑子單手撐著頭往窗外望,卻只看到一片綿延的灰。一旁的火神焦頭爛額地翻找字典,表情都揪成一團了,看不過去的黑子嘆了口氣,把火神的課本拿過來,幫他把所有漢字都標上了假名讀音。63Please respect copyright.PENANAPiKng0Cepi
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『喔,謝啦黑子,等等請你喝奶昔吧!』63Please respect copyright.PENANAyH6iZU6h53
『火神君,再這麼下去可是不行的啊……』63Please respect copyright.PENANA5PZycLTsmf
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把課本還給火神,黑子再度轉向窗外,卻隱約看見一抹燦金自窗外一閃而逝。63Please respect copyright.PENANAd7vtXuMORV
他愣住了,等他回過神想要追出去時,已經看不見那一抹金色了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMDKfCROXzD
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『黑子,這個怎麼唸?』63Please respect copyright.PENANAHHYwoiJFNA
火神的聲音喚回了黑子,不死心地再找尋了一番卻依然不見成效,於是黑子只好把這當成是自己的一場錯覺。63Please respect copyright.PENANABc9irzNmd7
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後來,黑子收到了黃瀨的回覆,簡訊裡只是說最近比較忙才沒有時間去找他,其他的卻什麼也沒有提到,可是看似和平常沒有什麼兩樣的文字卻讓黑子莫名地不安了起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQN8kxb7V4j
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而那並不是錯覺,因為在這之後,黑子越來越少收到黃瀨的簡訊,也再也沒有看過那個金髮少年大老遠從神奈川跑來東京找他。黑子不想承認黃瀨的出現與否對自己有任何影響,可是他卻無法否認內心產生的那一絲失落。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWvisWk0d4C
火神不懂為什麼他那麼糾結,真的想去找人的話就去找啊,反正海常跟誠凜不過只是相距了一小時的車程,又不是從美國到日本那麼遙遠的距離。63Please respect copyright.PENANA9O6KUK5KiE
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可是火神不懂,不懂黑子複雜的心情。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8jDNRLdhh6
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黑子沒有自信,在他看來自己並沒有什麼特別的優點,黃瀨和他不同,天生就是所有人目光的焦點,如果有一天黃瀨對自己厭倦了,黑子也不覺得自己會有勇氣再去自討沒趣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVY8OsuOoOQ
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那麼耀眼的黃瀨君,終於也對他的無趣和冷漠厭倦了吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANArVjGxBVgfC
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冬季盃是黑子在高中畢業前最後一次看到黃瀨,那次的WC誠凜對海常一戰上依舊拼得不分上下,實力相當的兩校一直以來都是惺惺相惜的好對手,儘管最後海常還是輸給了誠凜,可是黑子和火神都認為這是一場非常棒的比賽。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVUNDGKkDx0
比賽結束後,黑子想要去找黃瀨談談,即使隔著人群,他還是一眼就看到了在那麼多人之中也依然耀眼的金髮少年。63Please respect copyright.PENANAY0DXz6ekxE
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黃瀨沒有注意到黑子,而是正在和一旁的隊友說著什麼。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUdkm3cM5MT
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『黑子君,要走囉!』身後的監督喚了一聲,黑子回過頭想要告訴監督請他們先走一步,可是就在他回頭的時候,被隊友和粉絲簇擁著的金髮少年卻已經轉身離去。63Please respect copyright.PENANAs8Uvod42D3
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──而他只能眼睜睜地看著那麼金色消失在視線中。63Please respect copyright.PENANApQaCJYU7Zo
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而那時候的黑子並不知道,他們這麼一別直到高中畢業上了大學都不曾再見過面。63Please respect copyright.PENANAselSxbdYxy
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熟悉的通知聲打斷了黑子的回憶,黑子看向電腦螢幕上Skybe跳出的通知,橘色的圓標歡快地在畫面上跳動著。63Please respect copyright.PENANARcBPvhchM9
……黃瀨已經把他也加入好友中了。63Please respect copyright.PENANA31Rd65rga1
黑子深呼吸,迅速地在鍵盤上敲下了一句話。63Please respect copyright.PENANAm26rpTSkn0
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“黃瀨君,晚上好。”63Please respect copyright.PENANAuMf6Xm28jR
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按下發送鍵後,黑子才覺得心臟跳得好激烈,他有些緊張地望著螢幕,手心微微出汗。63Please respect copyright.PENANAiiZZ5xP2qy
沒有等多久,黃瀨的回覆就傳過來了。63Please respect copyright.PENANA0x4ZUyFZCC
“晚安,小黑子還沒睡嗎?”63Please respect copyright.PENANATqPvdmfBHS
“是的,有報告要交。黃瀨君也是嗎?”63Please respect copyright.PENANA98EieD9zMK
很普通的話題,但是黑子直至剛剛都還十分緊繃的心情也因此而放鬆下來了。他沒有察覺到唇角微微上揚,手指迅速地打字。63Please respect copyright.PENANAls9J0k5r55
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“是啊,明天有必修課的報告要交,偏偏那堂課的教授又特別機車……”句末還附了個苦惱的表情。63Please respect copyright.PENANArTHw41QkIF
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黑子想了下,最後打出了一串字。63Please respect copyright.PENANALIGTuvsmOU
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“雖然我沒辦法幫上忙,不過黃瀨君今天熬夜打報告想找人聊天的話,我很樂意幫忙。”63Please respect copyright.PENANAQKtjGbKPve
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螢幕那頭頓了下,不過黃瀨的回覆還是很快地就傳回來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAZb15nviIo7
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“誒誒真的嗎?可是小黑子你不是都很早睡?”63Please respect copyright.PENANAyGGsEpvEGq
“那是以前的習慣了,上大學後我有兼職在寫作,有時候趕稿也會熬夜,黃瀨君不用擔心。”63Please respect copyright.PENANARnn22XX1vW
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按下送出鍵之後,黑子才有點慢半拍地想到為什麼黃瀨會知道他以前都很早睡呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANA3YTZU08HjI
不過黑子的疑惑沒有持續很久,因為黃瀨很快又把回覆丟了過來,笑嘻嘻的親暱口氣還是跟以前一樣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGxb4E3nQvD
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“原來是這樣啊,那就拜託小黑子陪我說話趕報告了喔~”63Please respect copyright.PENANAO8bvI3ZsfV
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黑子看著那一行字,心口好像有一塊地方灼燙了起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZFOncV6TW
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那一夜,他們聊到很晚很晚,一來一往的藉著Skybe談話,鍵盤敲擊的聲音響了一整晚都沒有停下過。63Please respect copyright.PENANAsdinCg5WAA
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黃瀨並不知道黑子對自己是什麼想法,只是如果他碰到這種狀況,大概也會覺得對方討厭自己了吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANAnD1PYDfER1
他不想讓黑子這麼認為,可是特意去解釋好像又很奇怪,猶豫來猶豫去,最後還是只能作罷。63Please respect copyright.PENANAuiTsLvm39N
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「唉……」黃瀨嘆了一口長長的氣,有氣無力地抱著筆電坐在暖桌裡趕必修課的報告。63Please respect copyright.PENANALddxTCPwQd
「嘆什麼氣啊黃瀨,你報告都打完了喔?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA1vZbD3JpwS
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對面也在水深火熱的室友不滿地丟來一個白眼,顯然覺得黃瀨很莫名其妙。63Please respect copyright.PENANA3KJPFhZzVM
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「怎麼可能啊,你又不是不知道藤崎奶奶的報告最難搞了。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAAq6rI9Vgx3
「那就別該了趕快寫啊,明天死線欸!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAcyPo98ESR5
室友拋下這句後又繼續埋頭趕作業,只剩下黃瀨趴在電腦前一臉糾結。63Please respect copyright.PENANAIW982RuVia
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從那天聚會過後又過了好幾天,儘管硬是從桃井那裡要到了黑子現在的號碼跟信箱,黃瀨卻依然不敢行動,不敢打電話過去也不敢寫信,連他自己都不知道自己在糾結什麼。63Please respect copyright.PENANAq1IXdADbmg
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黃瀨很清楚自己到現在還是喜歡黑子,可是黑子呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAPWeaDDpfuB
那個安靜淡薄的少年是抱持著什麼樣的情感來看待他呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAPVgXMvJRbU
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就在黃瀨心不在焉地想著這個問題的時候,對面的室友渡邊忽然停下拼命敲鍵盤趕報告的動作,異常認真地盯著黃瀨。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGBp0d2PT3K
「喂,我說黃瀨啊,你是不是交馬子了?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAxK43666ZNE
「哈啊啊啊啊──?!!!!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAObzFHVjzw2
回應渡邊的是一連串的倒抽氣和驚嘆號。63Please respect copyright.PENANAKRjlDC2TZJ
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黃瀨差點被自己的口水嗆到,好不容易緩過氣來,他瞪著一雙桃花眼看向渡邊。63Please respect copyright.PENANApHN6O7yccX
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「你在說什麼傻話啊!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAdiBXOPFrAS
「我是看你這一個禮拜都怪怪的才問了一句嘛。」渡邊卻像是毫不在意似地聳了聳肩,又繼續開始打起字來,「怎麼,人家不甩你喔?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAe6CWdk0kdd
「呃,也不算是不甩……」63Please respect copyright.PENANACUfybWpNKX
「所以說,到底是怎樣啊?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAa2NNUszbmi
黃瀨忽然像是洩了氣似的,整個人連肩膀都垮了下來。金髮的青年趴在暖桌上,無精打采地按著手機。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQCglTrCdXb
「吶、渡邊,如果你原本很親密的朋友突然間消失,很久以後才又出現,你會覺得這個朋友很差勁嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANAtkmZDHDF9T
「不說一聲?」渡邊皺起眉。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxWMo8gTYl3
「不說一聲。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAjEDyUa9v9n
「是故意在躲我嗎?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA3sMSbiySwT
「呃……算是吧。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAW0DDFRNc3m
「那我會當作我從來不認識這個人。」63Please respect copyright.PENANAwmul4fYbPt
渡邊簡單俐落的評語讓黃瀨瞬間血條少到只剩血皮,重創過後委靡不振的黃瀨用手摀起臉,整個人埋在暖桌裡發出不明的哀號聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAT7ePIt8OFA
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大概是黃瀨的聲音太淒厲了,渡邊總算施捨了一眼給他。63Please respect copyright.PENANAcyHWjCknji
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「幹嘛,你該不會是對你要追的馬子做過這種事吧?」63Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZrWs8eED2
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雖然跟事實有偏差但是也相差不遠了……63Please respect copyright.PENANAWjK3eaux4M
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黃瀨現在真的是覺得無比沮喪,怎麼說呢小黑子本來就對他沒有特別的好感了,再加上不良紀錄在前……這下可以肯定他在小黑子心中的地位絕對是跌落谷底啊。63Please respect copyright.PENANADJbsYYDQAb
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黃瀨還在哀悼自己的在黑子心中的好感度,這時候他的筆電卻突然傳出了skybe的通知聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVHrniG7kLP
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「黃瀨,關靜音啦!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAlYToXQV35a
「好啦好啦!奇怪,是誰啊……」黃瀨晃了晃滑鼠好讓螢幕保護程式解除,看到工具列裡Skybe的icon正在閃爍著。63Please respect copyright.PENANAIcApdzjwxh
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點開了Skybe的畫面,在黃瀨看清楚是誰敲他的時候,卻忽然猛地大叫一聲。63Please respect copyright.PENANAoeYvD0zup5
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「咦咦咦──?!!!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAEssi6SOhnQ
「幹嘛啊吵死了!」63Please respect copyright.PENANAIKv4MZ7z4O
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對於渡邊的怒吼黃瀨現在是完全沒有放在心上了,因為現在有更要緊的事佔去了他的注意力。黃瀨的目光緊緊盯著螢幕上所顯示的畫面,天藍色的對話框裡有橘色的數字在跳動,有人要求加他為好友。63Please respect copyright.PENANAm4lqOdyVqo
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──請求人的名字是,黑子哲也。63Please respect copyright.PENANAR60i7qyz4a
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黑子抓著滑鼠的手微微出汗,電腦的螢幕映出他波瀾不驚的平靜面龐,可是黑子知道自己現在的心情有多緊張。63Please respect copyright.PENANAm3t4nkdgRq
那天赤司送他回來的時候,在要下車之前塞給他一張紙片,那裡面是黃瀨現在的電話號碼和信箱,以及Skybe的帳號。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhAOFbnSLyL
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『把握機會吧,哲也。』赤司握著方向盤,笑笑地坐在駕駛座上對他說。63Please respect copyright.PENANACintRUXegg
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雖然拿到了黃瀨的聯繫方式,可是黑子卻猶豫了很久,因為他不知道黃瀨是不是樂意他再去打擾他的生活,如果說當年黃瀨是因為討厭自己才逐漸斷了聯繫,那麼現在他再介入到對方的生活中,這樣到底是不是恰當的呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANAFbQM6IrlZ6
猶豫了許久,最後黑子還是鼓起勇氣將好友加入的邀請發了出去。63Please respect copyright.PENANA894woQVRfw
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可是他卻不知道,黃瀨會不會同意。63Please respect copyright.PENANAhUPY6aeKGp
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回想起來,他們之間會變成這樣是從高三那年開始的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAncPyaEyBaS
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剛開始的時候,是一向喜歡纏著他的黃瀨突然無消無息了好幾天,不說三天兩頭從隔壁的神奈川跑到東京來找他,就連每天從不間斷的簡訊都像是蒸發了似的,完全地沒了蹤影。63Please respect copyright.PENANAwGGLK2qj49
原本黑子也只是覺得清靜了不少,直到某一天部活的時候,火神無意間嘟嚷了一句怎麼好久都沒看到黃瀨那小子,黑子才突然驚覺內心那股空虛是從哪裡來的。63Please respect copyright.PENANAgXhm1legQO
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他難得主動發了封訊息給黃瀨,內容雖然不過是簡單的問候近況,但黑子卻從沒這麼迫切地想要收到對方的回覆。63Please respect copyright.PENANAxjj3MylJSD
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等了一整天也沒有收到回覆,黑子壓抑著不安的心情,收拾了書包就和火神一起去圖書館準備唸書。那天剛好沒有部活,火神又拜託黑子幫他惡補現代國語,不然下次的考試肯定會很慘。63Please respect copyright.PENANAoRxc2yAkMk
下著大雨的日子總是會讓人心情低落,窗外的雨水嘩啦嘩啦打在玻璃上,黑子單手撐著頭往窗外望,卻只看到一片綿延的灰。一旁的火神焦頭爛額地翻找字典,表情都揪成一團了,看不過去的黑子嘆了口氣,把火神的課本拿過來,幫他把所有漢字都標上了假名讀音。63Please respect copyright.PENANAPiKng0Cepi
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『喔,謝啦黑子,等等請你喝奶昔吧!』63Please respect copyright.PENANAyH6iZU6h53
『火神君,再這麼下去可是不行的啊……』63Please respect copyright.PENANA5PZycLTsmf
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把課本還給火神,黑子再度轉向窗外,卻隱約看見一抹燦金自窗外一閃而逝。63Please respect copyright.PENANAd7vtXuMORV
他愣住了,等他回過神想要追出去時,已經看不見那一抹金色了。63Please respect copyright.PENANAMDKfCROXzD
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『黑子,這個怎麼唸?』63Please respect copyright.PENANAHHYwoiJFNA
火神的聲音喚回了黑子,不死心地再找尋了一番卻依然不見成效,於是黑子只好把這當成是自己的一場錯覺。63Please respect copyright.PENANABc9irzNmd7
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後來,黑子收到了黃瀨的回覆,簡訊裡只是說最近比較忙才沒有時間去找他,其他的卻什麼也沒有提到,可是看似和平常沒有什麼兩樣的文字卻讓黑子莫名地不安了起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAQN8kxb7V4j
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而那並不是錯覺,因為在這之後,黑子越來越少收到黃瀨的簡訊,也再也沒有看過那個金髮少年大老遠從神奈川跑來東京找他。黑子不想承認黃瀨的出現與否對自己有任何影響,可是他卻無法否認內心產生的那一絲失落。63Please respect copyright.PENANAWvisWk0d4C
火神不懂為什麼他那麼糾結,真的想去找人的話就去找啊,反正海常跟誠凜不過只是相距了一小時的車程,又不是從美國到日本那麼遙遠的距離。63Please respect copyright.PENANA9O6KUK5KiE
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可是火神不懂,不懂黑子複雜的心情。63Please respect copyright.PENANA8jDNRLdhh6
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黑子沒有自信,在他看來自己並沒有什麼特別的優點,黃瀨和他不同,天生就是所有人目光的焦點,如果有一天黃瀨對自己厭倦了,黑子也不覺得自己會有勇氣再去自討沒趣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVY8OsuOoOQ
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那麼耀眼的黃瀨君,終於也對他的無趣和冷漠厭倦了吧?63Please respect copyright.PENANArVjGxBVgfC
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冬季盃是黑子在高中畢業前最後一次看到黃瀨,那次的WC誠凜對海常一戰上依舊拼得不分上下,實力相當的兩校一直以來都是惺惺相惜的好對手,儘管最後海常還是輸給了誠凜,可是黑子和火神都認為這是一場非常棒的比賽。63Please respect copyright.PENANAVUNDGKkDx0
比賽結束後,黑子想要去找黃瀨談談,即使隔著人群,他還是一眼就看到了在那麼多人之中也依然耀眼的金髮少年。63Please respect copyright.PENANAY0DXz6ekxE
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黃瀨沒有注意到黑子,而是正在和一旁的隊友說著什麼。63Please respect copyright.PENANAUdkm3cM5MT
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『黑子君,要走囉!』身後的監督喚了一聲,黑子回過頭想要告訴監督請他們先走一步,可是就在他回頭的時候,被隊友和粉絲簇擁著的金髮少年卻已經轉身離去。63Please respect copyright.PENANAs8Uvod42D3
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──而他只能眼睜睜地看著那麼金色消失在視線中。63Please respect copyright.PENANApQaCJYU7Zo
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而那時候的黑子並不知道,他們這麼一別直到高中畢業上了大學都不曾再見過面。63Please respect copyright.PENANAselSxbdYxy
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熟悉的通知聲打斷了黑子的回憶,黑子看向電腦螢幕上Skybe跳出的通知,橘色的圓標歡快地在畫面上跳動著。63Please respect copyright.PENANARcBPvhchM9
……黃瀨已經把他也加入好友中了。63Please respect copyright.PENANA31Rd65rga1
黑子深呼吸,迅速地在鍵盤上敲下了一句話。63Please respect copyright.PENANAm26rpTSkn0
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“黃瀨君,晚上好。”63Please respect copyright.PENANAuMf6Xm28jR
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按下發送鍵後,黑子才覺得心臟跳得好激烈,他有些緊張地望著螢幕,手心微微出汗。63Please respect copyright.PENANAiiZZ5xP2qy
沒有等多久,黃瀨的回覆就傳過來了。63Please respect copyright.PENANA0x4ZUyFZCC
“晚安,小黑子還沒睡嗎?”63Please respect copyright.PENANATqPvdmfBHS
“是的,有報告要交。黃瀨君也是嗎?”63Please respect copyright.PENANA98EieD9zMK
很普通的話題,但是黑子直至剛剛都還十分緊繃的心情也因此而放鬆下來了。他沒有察覺到唇角微微上揚,手指迅速地打字。63Please respect copyright.PENANAls9J0k5r55
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“是啊,明天有必修課的報告要交,偏偏那堂課的教授又特別機車……”句末還附了個苦惱的表情。63Please respect copyright.PENANArTHw41QkIF
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黑子想了下,最後打出了一串字。63Please respect copyright.PENANALIGTuvsmOU
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“雖然我沒辦法幫上忙,不過黃瀨君今天熬夜打報告想找人聊天的話,我很樂意幫忙。”63Please respect copyright.PENANAQKtjGbKPve
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螢幕那頭頓了下,不過黃瀨的回覆還是很快地就傳回來。63Please respect copyright.PENANAZb15nviIo7
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“誒誒真的嗎?可是小黑子你不是都很早睡?”63Please respect copyright.PENANAyGGsEpvEGq
“那是以前的習慣了,上大學後我有兼職在寫作,有時候趕稿也會熬夜,黃瀨君不用擔心。”63Please respect copyright.PENANARnn22XX1vW
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按下送出鍵之後,黑子才有點慢半拍地想到為什麼黃瀨會知道他以前都很早睡呢?63Please respect copyright.PENANA3YTZU08HjI
不過黑子的疑惑沒有持續很久,因為黃瀨很快又把回覆丟了過來,笑嘻嘻的親暱口氣還是跟以前一樣。63Please respect copyright.PENANAGxb4E3nQvD
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“原來是這樣啊,那就拜託小黑子陪我說話趕報告了喔~”63Please respect copyright.PENANAO8bvI3ZsfV
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黑子看著那一行字,心口好像有一塊地方灼燙了起來。63Please respect copyright.PENANA0ZFOncV6TW
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那一夜,他們聊到很晚很晚,一來一往的藉著Skybe談話,鍵盤敲擊的聲音響了一整晚都沒有停下過。63Please respect copyright.PENANAsdinCg5WAA
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TBC.