「決定權在於你」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgPpMycrJQ
黑子直視著男人妖異的雙瞳，腦袋一片混沌之時，脫口回給了對方一個肯定的答覆55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf0jlxS3qK
連黑子自身也無從確定…此言是否妥當……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDz4WZxQO3I
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「我知道了」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡte7G1edBnr
赤司終於願意鬆開了遭自己鉗制住的孩童的下頷55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfs2pQv7xG
擺出了個恭敬的“請“的手勢55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡun9W8Mk7Sw
黑子順應的走出了大門，當自己剛跨出門檻的那一刻，為數不多的光亮也一併被赤司熄滅55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihZJteHEcG
隨手篕上的門，因力道過大而使門板不停的來回擺動55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMC7ZUshxB
嘎嘎的門板聲，皮鞋與地面接觸下空蕩的回音，充斥在光線泯滅後過於死寂的長廊，為白晝來臨前的夜幕增添幾分詭譎55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28t82p7JwJ
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漆黑的轎車行駛至杳無人煙的郊區55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKZp7RYz7M
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因長久無人來訪，原本園丁應該修剪整齊的花園至今卻是枯藤雜草盤踞55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd41BosJ2e
鐵花欄上的油漆也因年代已久，早已經不起陽光的曝曬雨水的澆淋，隨著鐵屑片片剝落55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZVeoxkFok
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周遭的景物，皆無一不透露著當年輝煌的世家的落敗55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZnGXerV5B
一夕間，人去樓空…徒留下一片空際55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjkvHDzOXH
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當沉厚的木門被敞開，直襲而來的是漫天的黑白色基調與濃厚的霉味55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkSgYIVyhAO
那無聲的黑白，是與屋子的主人為伍了一輩子的色彩55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskVxOk6RA3
「即便我現在接下你的請託，我依舊有事在身，所以我不在時別擅自離屋」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX6zlU7eoa
赤司看著自下車便不斷環顧四周的黑子，再次出言提醒到55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0BlqWN0yB
「好的」黑子乖順的回應著55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0cI3i0epc
但是就目前看來，往後要提醒這孩子的次數必定不會再少數55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡItWsRipPIs
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客廳的茶几，沙發，皆被薄薄的灰塵覆蓋上，白色的蜘蛛網也明目張膽的依附上了屋子正上方的水晶掛燈55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfufc8xDiOg
連水泥牆上的幾幅油畫也難逃落魄的晦暗55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzX2Fhlv6Fa
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赤司仿佛對四周的死寂很是習慣，踏著滿佈塵垢的地磚走至落地窗前閉氣放下同樣是滿積塵埃的布簾55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3rGFDjvCy
「赤司君」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcw0mz49OjA
「你不能見正常日光，陽陰會相沖」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E3QmedKWz
不待黑子問出赤司便先一語打斷了黑子的發言55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLoy2CtMRlY
「不，不是的…我想問，這是赤司君的家嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrpDqAyJK9
黑子發現自從遇見赤司後，疑問好像每刻都會增長似的55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkPANbSBbk
「是的，家裡的東西你都能碰到不會穿透過」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYhgWSo4iA
赤司微微的一愣隨後又立即回復正常，試圖掩蓋過方才的不自然55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU2924gft1
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「嗯……好的」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiHtzRnwg2
黑子見對方一直避重就輕，再問下去也不會有任何結果…便就此作罷55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKDHXmznui
「如果你覺得累了想先去休息也可以，現在天剛亮，等晚上才能出門」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpowvykXGi
赤司環視了四周，中午的陽光會更加放肆，所以才必須確認不會有任何光線射入，後帶領著黑子上至樓上的臥房55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctQ6AV1zG7
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原以為臥房會與大廳一般彌漫著濕臭的霉氣55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6hpa8IhKX
但截然不同的是，意外的乾淨整齊55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf7kM4bi8Z
乾淨清爽的洗潔精的芬芳充斥整個臥房，令人頓時得到放鬆55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9PE15oqyu
即便臥室只有昏暗微弱的橘光照耀著，依然能確信此間會如此整潔定是赤司待過的房間55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPIY5jvGNt
唯一不變的，是屋主對於黑色的執著55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZdn2qAJzc
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「在這屋內，你能感受到一切如生前無異的事物，你聞的到氣味感覺的到溫度更能碰到你想碰觸的一切」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDo1qzwPN5
黑子笑著向赤司點了點頭，高興的走向吸引自己目光的一方55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVwbRLURqy
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「赤司君！我可以看書嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVIOsegnoC
得到赤司允許後黑子高興的開始挑選要看的類別55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGmeEx24Vt
褐色的櫃子上擺滿了一本又一本硬殼的精裝書，數百本厚書的重量仿佛都要將架子壓垮了55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3RihV9d6t
『赤司君好像也很喜歡看書呢』55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIlKYevJPL
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對於選書，黑子覺得有些捆擾55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfJ4HfhlRx
因為多半書籍都是英語或是法語的原文書籍，好不容易過濾了數本自己無法翻看的書後，在角落旁找到了相較外語原文來說為數不多的日文書55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Y8p0z09Vd
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赤司站立於一旁靜靜看著對方的舉動55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY9M5BKPBF
有如看到了當年在高壓環境下，偷空看書的自己55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQWbLY3C4D
不相同的人，不相同的時空與背景，但那份對書的熱戀卻是相同的55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYekrHxx59
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透過了一個有些熟悉的孩子…看到了自己都快遺忘的童年，破碎模糊的記憶與現在的場景交疊55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2I5EmNgZV
令赤司憶起被潛意識力拚塵封住的不堪時光55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7exyLGlX3
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選擇淡忘，有時不是自己不夠有勇氣面對55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ebcm5QjzY
而是當你失手劃開的傷口太深，當下承受的劇痛只會讓下一次的傷害變得更微不足道55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMr39ACyUp
血流久了也會凝固，痛久了就會成為常態55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf4Oeose5c
目前赤司對於熟悉的事物，只剩下身體的記憶本能，對於一切都只留有零星的片段55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj8dAOiOce
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或許就是因為不需要，所以才全數不被記憶所容納55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4RkVJDGS1
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黑子乖巧的選好了書後便蹲坐於一旁，但猶豫光線過度的昏暗使的要看清一行又一行的字時更顯吃力55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtS1mVhcBY
赤司很快就注意到這點，走上前將掛於四方牆面上的油燈一一點燃55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQfGSgXADav
和煦的橘黃色照耀在黑子過於淡薄的水藍色髮絲上，虛幻到讓赤司有種對方要再次消失的錯覺55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLcvWj4jRw9
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「哲也，我認識你嗎？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9zjQIavvOD
赤司突如其來的問題著實讓黑子勾不著痕跡55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQdxplOlok
「不是認識的嗎？赤司君是幫我處理後事的人，赤司君是指這個？」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgn6BBx1jnB
放下了手中的書黑子偏著頭回答著55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhquJ88WYC
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「不，沒事我多心了」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsVlhhRKEa
赤司輕扯了額前的碎髮笑道55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIuCUZRjVl
「抱歉，你繼續看書吧，我先出去一下」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOXupxKnvL
闔上了房門，讓赤司焦躁的事情一一浮現55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66wL6TRBor
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自己方才便感覺到自己不是第一次看到他死亡，那種窒息感騙不了人……55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5WBc2DJBf
然而自己卻一點也想不起來，關於自己也好，黑子也好55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjcskj7FFY
除了孩提時的記憶，21歲前的一蓋毫無印象55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqsQ9TMxix
仿佛都被人刻意拉上了層白紗，怎麼樣也看不清黑房外的世界55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2MR8c37X5
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問題……自己一直都知道…55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinLWv1jDFs
但是如今才要正視，會否太遲了？55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjWqoD7iVd
「記憶………是被篡改了嗎……」55Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqw9nh0492D
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