{listen to the song first, it helps with the story ~ find in comments}
Mama never talked about father. She said the town-folk would never understand. She said shadows flickered in their souls.
But sometimes when the moon was full she would take us with her, holding a candle above the high summer grass and take us to a tree. She would settle me and my sister in blankets against the tree and press her fingers against the running lines of its’ bark.
There she would tell us stories of our father. There she talked to us of how our father had strong shoulders and eyes the colour of bronze. He was a man who would read books in the highest tree branches and played tricks on the wood cutters. How he would tell her jokes, play hide and seek in the meadow and pull his weight in the local mines. She never said he was a good or a bad man, simply a man who lived and loved her.
When we asked her where he went, she would say he could not stay with us. Then, she would smoothly move on to say how he would hold us in his arms as babes and whisper prayers in our ears.
Away from the tree our father did not exist. But near the tree our father was as alive and as real as the blanket we clutched against the cold. Before we left the tree, mama would sing a song, her sweet voice echoing through the trees.
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Coming to the tree1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPqtgzW0Uq
Where dead man called out1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvNVt8m95w
For his love to flee1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNOcSb9GNS
Strange things did happen here1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AapS6Y2vn
No stranger would it be1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K7ewVyLRx
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In the hanging tree
I never thought more of it than a pretty song, a tradition. Years passed. We worked hard. I never saw a relative, I was told they had died of a sickness before we were born. My mother talked less and less about our father. The full moon visits stopped. When I had time, I would clamber up the tree and sit in its branches, imagining myself like my father.
On my sixteenth birthday my mama took me to see the tree, her candle flickering in the dark once again. As she walked she sang,
“Are you, are you1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzlD3Coacr
Coming to the tree1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡleN90fX86N
Where dead man called out1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsHWjUwmvS
For his love to flee1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxtVmDEFpt
Strange things did happen here1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDS3SfM7yCl
No stranger would it be1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDLKihX4oo
If we met at midnight1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNkN7hnG9J
In the hanging tree”
There in the bosom of the tree mama eyed me quietly until she lifted her head and sang more words, words I had never heard before.
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Coming to the tree1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub5vF36G61
They strung up a man1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSOZQWTvsn
They say who murdered three1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomUxZGuI9n
Strange things did happen here1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTfxXxlqo5
No stranger would it be1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTIHwdftL0
If we met at midnight1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJjCyTAXaH
In the hanging tree.”
There she explained how father died, strung up for murdering three men. There she admitted the three men had been her uncle and his two sons. Her family had died when she was little, leaving her with relatives. It was not a happy home. She was belittled, played with, beaten. My father had gone to see her and found a scene he had not bargained for. She had not bargained on his anger, as fierce and deadly as a housefire. My father was found guilty and hanged. He had not argued or pleaded or justified. He had kissed her and left for the hanging tree.
I looked up at the tree, our tree, my tree. At my father’s legacy.
“Mama,” I had said at last, “what does the song mean?”
She did not answer my question, only silent tears. She told me she had tried to stop them, she had tried to explain. But no one listened. He only asked for two things from her. He had asked her not to come to the hanging tree when they took him away, but to visit him after he was gone.
And so, she had.
We returned home and never talked of it.
My sister was married, then I was. To a woman who sang our children to sleep and laughed at my jokes. She followed me when I climbed trees, and produced me a son I never knew I would love so dearly.
One night as I was feeding our chickens I heard my mother’s voice ring through the village, her candle flame dancing far away in the breeze.
“Are you, are you1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqMkztPad2
Coming to the tree1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYh9SZVJhV9
Wear a necklace of hope1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuul8lYXep6
Side by side with me1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcgWAhAbuu
Strange things did happen here1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aY6tM5Cpa
No stranger would it be1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQPWQ9N5Ai
If we met at midnight1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lIcSPxHZf
In the hanging tree.”
Before I knew I was moving I was sprinting for the tree, scattering chickenfeed and ruffled chickens as I went. No mama. No mama.
When I made it to the tree the wind whistled and whispered the song to me, as eerie as the flickering candle lying on its’ side. The silence screamed in my ears, leaving nothing but the gentle creak of a hangman’s noose. There my mama danced, her arms limp and still. Her face was peaceful, as though she had awaited this for many a year.
And still the wind murmured the song, beckoning me to sing along.
“Are you, are you1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKusXD0Qk8E
Coming to the tree1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXQHlhYbFG
Where they strung up a man1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0k7mL4osy
They say who murdered three1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgy4EibtsU
Strange things did happen here1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU10VgoHfq2
No stranger would it be1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMs5vNYpoR8
If we met at midnight1020Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3ht5a2fSw
In the hanging tree.”
