#老梗王又來了,這次輪到迫害品揚(不是399Please respect copyright.PENANA12dSyDxXu4
#年下文科生一品×年上絕症患者揚州399Please respect copyright.PENANAEfBljhmqOw
#皆採用官方給的“人”名:一品鍋(郭逸品)、揚州炒飯(揚舟)399Please respect copyright.PENANA6g7Ohq6MdF
#私設年齡差預警!399Please respect copyright.PENANA8dNlRcyU7B
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揚舟靜靜的注視著窗外搖曳不定的枯樹枝椏,門外的護士小聲的交談著,大約過了幾分鐘後,才慢慢的拉開滑門,踱步到他床邊幫他量體溫,體溫計剛遞到他額前,就看見桌邊的花瓶只剩孤零零的一根黝黑樹枝,少了花瓣的點綴,似乎有些單調。399Please respect copyright.PENANA8mlZqCVfJK
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“那束花要替您換掉嗎?”護士的聲音很有活力,語調不像自己那般死氣沉沉。399Please respect copyright.PENANAodQq7z9pOk
“......不用了。”他先是神色一緊,而後輕輕搖搖頭,“謝謝妳。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAJMfZwV9A0Z
“啊------我想起來了,那是隔壁床的孩子送的對吧?”護士笑著看了眼體溫計,在本子上悉悉簌簌的寫了什麼,好像是紀錄他的病況的,“他對您很上心呢,只是最近幾天沒怎麼看到他,或許是學校那兒忙不過來吧,我小時候也是常常忙得暈頭轉向的,雖然現在也是啦哈哈哈......”399Please respect copyright.PENANAf3KUtecneo
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揚舟一愣,沒有接話。399Please respect copyright.PENANANh1g9rHEuU
他對我,很上心嗎?399Please respect copyright.PENANAC0BnEocTIb
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這時,病房的門口探進一顆小腦袋:“曾姐,范醫生找妳過去一趟!”399Please respect copyright.PENANAF6GFZViNUX
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護士漫不經心的應了一聲,熟練的替揚舟捏好被腳,嚴肅的叮囑了幾句:“別再著涼了,上次硬是要開窗看花的事情別以為我不知道,您可真是不讓人省心。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAHaGIU96TQV
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“真是抱歉。”揚舟苦笑了兩聲,靠在床板上,護士將枕頭墊在他的腰間,再替他披了件毛毯,才滿意的點點頭,“下次不會了。”399Please respect copyright.PENANA8AdslvoVus
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等護士邁步離開後,病房重歸寂靜。399Please respect copyright.PENANASRQv56IqC0
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他止不住的憶起那孩子周正的五官,還有那雙鋒利雙眸下蘊藏的小心翼翼,揚舟發現自己會莫名其妙的對著對方露出的那半截手腕若有所思......就好像在觀察脈搏的跳動一般,那代表著鮮活的生命。399Please respect copyright.PENANAiMiwllhJnH
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他喜歡看見別人笑,如果說自己的苦痛是上帝用來換取天下世人的幸福的籌碼,那麼他便無所怨懟,而在這樣無私奉獻情懷下,他還藏著個小祕密,是揚舟一直沒有跟旁人說的,連那孩子也沒有。399Please respect copyright.PENANABfzlq3gs21
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雖然隱瞞起來不太好,不過他好像活不過這個冬天了,無論是春日的繁花似錦也好,還是夏日的艷陽高照也好,他都可能看不到了。399Please respect copyright.PENANAzELeqRua8v
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不,是無法陪著那孩子看了。399Please respect copyright.PENANAJHQmGDNMUt
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大概是在前幾天的夜裡,窗外的星光熠熠,他卻在一陣翻湧的暈眩後,兩眼一黑脫力的陷入病床裡,手指還在輕微的抽搐,心臟像是被什麼東西撕咬著,疼的他眼淚幾欲奪眶而出,卻都被忍了回去,這次的病狀來的太突然,他甚至不知道自己何事摁下了緊急傳喚鈴。399Please respect copyright.PENANAoRI83lOXAJ
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“醫生......我是不是快死了?”他喘著粗氣,背脊早已被冷汗溽濕,手腳的酸麻讓他無法彎起膝蓋,床板在咯吱咯吱作響,隔壁床的病人翻了個身,空間又陷入了一片死寂。“醫生?”399Please respect copyright.PENANADIvmhpYDH2
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“揚先生,我有時真希望您別那麼敏銳。”他聽到醫生輕嘆了一口氣,坐到他的床邊,目光沉痛的注視著他,“對不起。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAFUTbYNCRvZ
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對不起,我救不了你。399Please respect copyright.PENANAv9ROlY6lSo
揚舟明白了他話裡的意思,沒有旁人預想的歇斯底里,他只是釋懷的彎起唇角,溫柔的搖搖頭,示意醫生無需自責,本就是他的命,沒有人需要為他承擔。399Please respect copyright.PENANAzktDsM9EjD
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“沒事,沒關係的。”不知道這句話是說給醫生聽,還是說給自己聽的,揚舟閉上了眼睛,酸澀的眼眶略微泛紅,終究是一滴淚都沒捨得流。399Please respect copyright.PENANAHgVf1sZfjP
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走之前,還想見見那孩子呢。399Please respect copyright.PENANAbMpCp9oONK
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郭逸品今天也被教導主任纏住了,對方是個年輕貌美的女老師,留著捲捲的長髮,白皙的臉頰上,有兩個可愛的小酒窩,擺在陳腐窄小的辦公室就像是空氣清淨機那般有著使人心情愉悅的功效。399Please respect copyright.PENANAiBoKV0RxBZ
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可惜此刻郭逸品沒有欣賞的興致。399Please respect copyright.PENANAfbe4Tr8EAR
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“老師真的希望你好好考慮一下。”女老師語重心長的重複道,面對學生一臉冷漠的注視,她吞個口水都覺得艱難,“畢竟你的文科成績是真的有很大的優勢,與其去讀理工生醫學群,你不覺得讀文史能讓你更好的發揮嗎?”399Please respect copyright.PENANAkyZSpx4mat
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“謝謝您的關心,但是我認為,這已經是最好的安排了。”郭逸品意識到了對方的不自在,於是稍微移開了視線,“我有想要鑽研的東西。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAl0MGexJu94
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想要為「那個人」付出些什麼。399Please respect copyright.PENANALioQ6zSrZg
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“啊......好吧,老師也找過你很多次了,你也覺得很煩了吧?”女老師尷尬的笑了幾聲,食指交疊在一起摩挲,“耽誤到你放學了,要老師載你回家嗎?”399Please respect copyright.PENANA4dDrgaMqxa
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郭逸品從來不是那種佔人家便宜的性子,再加上想到他家那台咯吱咯吱響的腳踏車還可憐兮兮的在車棚等他,便迅速的搖搖頭,拒絕了女老師的提議,起身撈起一旁擺著的書包,任由椅腳在磁磚上刮出一陣惱人的聲音。399Please respect copyright.PENANA9WIyyGaeGX
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“那我就先回去了。"郭逸品禮貌的鞠躬,"謝謝老師。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAhCAQ6whnjq
“唉?好的,路上小心。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAD3vL35sV7F
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等他抱著一袋標榜特價的特產大蘋果走上醫院前的斜坡時,天色已經完全暗下來了,醫院的消毒水隨著自動門開開闔闔飄散在空氣中,刺激著他的鼻腔,那是很討厭的味道,他尤為不喜歡。399Please respect copyright.PENANAAgQc67eEmy
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郭逸品拉開病房滑門的動作很輕,似是怕吵醒裡頭的人,卻沒想到已經快九點了,那人卻還沒有睡下,只是靜靜望著窗外月色,他的脊骨抵著薄薄的衣衫,肩膀無力的垂下,及腰的牽纏長髮披散在枕頭上,背影陌生的像上一個世紀的事。399Please respect copyright.PENANA229sILLhCU
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好聞的花香驅散了他周遭的消毒水味,郭逸品突然的就心情愉悅了起來。399Please respect copyright.PENANAkud6ylwAwh
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“先生。”他輕輕喚了一聲,眼裡閃動著潛藏的欣喜,可同時還持有者一絲不敢踰矩的顧忌,握著塑膠袋的指尖微微泛白,“......您還沒睡下嗎?”399Please respect copyright.PENANACHFmiYJPtK
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揚舟轉過身來,月光映照的他臉龐愈發白皙,面部的線條和郭逸品相比,柔和上許多,他的視線永遠是那麼的繾綣卻又帶著一骨子的堅毅。399Please respect copyright.PENANAVhCx1Lq8u4
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郭逸品習慣稱呼他為「先生」,不知道是從小的教育還是什麼,即便揚舟讓他喚自己哥哥即可,他也改不過來,好像是流淌在血液裡的、藏在骨子裡的,他見到他的那一刻,就決定喚他先生了。399Please respect copyright.PENANACiFUVDT5dj
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“睡不著。”他輕聲道,微垂的睫毛蓋在那溫柔如水的眸子上,像是掃過的漣漪,惹人憐愛,手指勾著鬢髮,將其撥到耳後,“我在等人,所以睡不著。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAYDnNOo9EA1
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郭逸品的耳尖迅速泛紅,平日裡不苟言笑的孩子站在心上人面前很快就露出了馬腳,倉促的搔了搔臉頰,先是站在原地茫然無措,爾後快步走到揚舟隔壁的病床前,將一袋滿當當的蘋果放下。399Please respect copyright.PENANAApY2CpDGqN
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“先生為何一直盯著我瞧?”他問,喉嚨有些發乾。399Please respect copyright.PENANAvJX9eLCwON
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“因為、因為......若是不現在多看幾眼,興許下次再見到面又得等個好幾週了。”揚舟僵硬的垂下頭來,雙頰的緋紅與緊緊絞著床單的雙手暴露了他的緊張,“逸品,我沒有在埋怨,就是有些乏了,胡言亂語罷了。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAbww1tVPI3H
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他注意到那人挪動修長的雙腿,輕輕的走到了他的床邊,金屬框掛在他高挺的鼻梁骨上,讓他在月下更為虛幻,只見他抿著薄唇,一言不發。使揚舟心裡有一陣難以言喻的羞怯湧上了起來,只好將頭埋得更低,鼻尖幾乎要貼上棉被。399Please respect copyright.PENANAZt1DPy2kMw
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“先生,我從來沒有忘記來看您。”他不太會表達自己的情緒,只能用最彎彎繞繞的方式來安慰揚舟,“您是我的先生,是我一輩子都想藏在身後的先生。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAUAy0meeIwZ
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他的指尖止不住的發顫,只好舔舔唇了緩解那股緊張,他藏在臂彎裡的視線被那人捉了個正著,目光交錯的一剎那胸口又沸騰了起來,恰似灼燒。399Please respect copyright.PENANARvCw3N9aKS
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“......您說過想北上去看雪,我已經買好火車票了,醫生也說過您的身體狀況沒有問題......”郭逸品在他床邊跪膝坐了下來,唇瓣隨著輕微的吐息開開闔闔,他輕輕的握住他的手,邊說話邊摩挲著那冰涼的掌心,試圖多傳些熱度給他,“先生,我們下週六就去吧。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAstC2j0p5cI
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似是一盆冷水從他頭上澆落,澆熄了他那好不容易獲得的,活著的實感。399Please respect copyright.PENANA5uwC8exevs
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“......啊。”揚舟漫不經心的應了聲,眉頭緊緊蹙著,回握住郭逸品的手,不安感油然而生,醫生說他身體近日沒什麼狀況,是在替他隱瞞嗎?可是......倘若他根本撐不到那時候呢?如果他根本去不成,逸品該有多失望呢?399Please respect copyright.PENANAIbUgoiyw87
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“沒事的。”揚舟安撫自己似的喃喃自語,神色愈發蒼白,郭逸品注意到他的轉變,握著他的手的力度微微一緊,恰好這時隔壁床的老婦人翻了個身,口中喃喃的道著咿咿呀呀的夢囈,揚舟面子薄,以為老婦人醒過來了,連忙要抽回手,卻不料被對方一把扯住,緊緊圈在手掌心裡。399Please respect copyright.PENANAHuLRDrJQcn
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“先生,我有想過,等您病好了,我就將您介紹給我的母親。”399Please respect copyright.PENANA89Xs9cWNdf
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“所以別怕,我們沒有做錯事。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAeC4uYFk9Vx
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“愛情也......從未有過對錯之分。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAHcFYKkrvm8
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可惜愛情抵不過天命,老天爺沒為了這對靈魂伴侶多拉一條鵲橋,生死簿上不會因為他們想去賞雪而偷偷放走一個將死之人。399Please respect copyright.PENANAfbt2njTKLo
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他們終究是沒去成北方,火車票被郭逸品夾在錢包裡,隨著流年漸漸泛黃,揚舟的病情急劇惡化,原本還能與郭逸品有說有笑的,突然就日日昏迷不醒了,唯有偶爾的一句「先生」,能讓他睫毛輕輕顫一顫。399Please respect copyright.PENANA0Nv85CS9l1
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可笑,可笑到了極點那就是可恨。399Please respect copyright.PENANAq55yIxvbur
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可他知道他的先生從不怨天尤人,真正放不下、走不開、還甘願沉淪的人,只有自己。399Please respect copyright.PENANAYErwYcDWBp
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可是......憑什麼是先生呢?399Please respect copyright.PENANAQv2r6XfcNk
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連續三個「可」道盡了他心頭的苦楚,胸口有根火辣辣的刺,隨著跳動撕扯著他的理智。399Please respect copyright.PENANAHGUc8V2QLm
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那時已經是接近春日的晚冬了,郭逸品小口小口喘著氣,一路快步直奔他的病房,手裡攥著大學錄取通知書,想要盡快讓那人知道自己考上了這市區最好的醫藥大學,卻沒想到被護士攔在了外頭。399Please respect copyright.PENANApB4TQSHYUM
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“是來找揚先生的吧?”護士艱澀的開了口,郭逸品看過她,時常替他的先生張羅日常“我見過你,你的家人身體還健康嗎?”399Please respect copyright.PENANAik4Az50vYq
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“並無大礙。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAgTNUTAjQZ3
“真是太好了,當初和阿姨聊天時就很投機,果然是有福氣的人......”399Please respect copyright.PENANAyWZWXbFXG8
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護士眼神閃躲,不斷避開他審視的目光。399Please respect copyright.PENANAmS2eVVxQBu
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最後,在漫長的大眼瞪小眼中,護士首先敗下陣來,乖乖對著這個目光凜冽的大學生高舉白旗,雙手奉上那包裹妥當的物件。399Please respect copyright.PENANAltCEQTY6or
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“揚先生有些東西讓我交給你。”399Please respect copyright.PENANAF5ngN3oK2C
“先生給我?”399Please respect copyright.PENANABAHHMYZo5D
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郭逸品微微睜大雙眸,禮貌的雙手接過,正要拆開就被護士一雙纖纖玉手制止住。399Please respect copyright.PENANAqfzl2CYTqP
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“回家再開吧,不急。”護士臉上綻放的笑容暖呼呼的,讓郭逸品暫時乖順的聽從了對方的話,將物件塞入書包內,“那麼你有什麼要我轉交給揚先生的嗎?”399Please respect copyright.PENANAzfADuPdw0z
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郭逸品一愣,慢悠悠的將手裡的通知書遞到她手上,“這是我列印下來的通知單,能拜託妳拿給他嗎?”399Please respect copyright.PENANAoBPEzFGRCR
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護士瞥了眼上頭的大字,驚愕的抬起頭來注視著著那雙複雜的眸子,良久,她回過神來,欽佩之情終於脫口而出,"好厲害啊!這不是很難考嗎?"399Please respect copyright.PENANA1VEYsM1N2K
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郭逸品沉默,沒有反駁也沒有接話,只是用空著的那隻手蹭蹭鼻尖,看樣子頗為羞澀。399Please respect copyright.PENANAMpjoFmEbfM
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"我也想為先生做點甚麼,可我年紀尚輕,又才疏學淺,前些日子才下定決心考考看外縣市的學校,沒想到能成。"他垂下頭來,盯著自己的腳尖看,"老實說......我其實不相信我能救活先生。"399Please respect copyright.PENANAKWJ8F54mGG
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"但先生都沒放棄了,我又怎能止步不前呢?"他勾起唇來,露出一個好看的微笑,如果忽視掉他眼裡的悲戚,就再好不過了,護士不知為何心臟狠狠地抽痛了下,這個孩子過於成熟,讓她忽視掉了他似乎懷抱著一個偉大的夢,和一顆滾燙真誠的心。399Please respect copyright.PENANAfjARQzWJTw
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"我可以問問,揚先生和你的關係嗎?"她叫住了正準備轉身離開的郭逸品,試探性地開口。399Please respect copyright.PENANAQzZaQrrNTq
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郭逸品微微一頓,小心翼翼的斟酌著自己的用語。399Please respect copyright.PENANAYeehPE5R1Q
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"先生是我的......。"399Please respect copyright.PENANALs8xyQJ08E
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最後他猛地抬起頭來,眼裡有一種堅毅的決心,好像做足了心理準備,深吸一口氣,緩緩開口,聲線微微打著顫。399Please respect copyright.PENANAE8NsSNYTmu
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“先生是我的愛人。”
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