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梅殤怨(校)45 24Please respect copyright.PENANAp9pxJVaP6I
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「姨娘,姨娘,祤侲呢,祤侲呢,咳。」仍是要再度確認自己那真實般的夢境只是夢,惡夢初醒的蒼白臉蛋上那慌恐的神情令人心疼,君將俞寧可當作蕭祤侲履行承諾。24Please respect copyright.PENANA0GmoABqMnU
24Please respect copyright.PENANAMqaggsaV9N
但換來的是眾人的沉默,柳碧安在蕭祤侲餞別前明明聽得清楚,兩人將一年不相見,為甚麼君將俞醒來開口閉口都是蕭祤侲,更沒有人先敢讓君將俞知道真相。24Please respect copyright.PENANACvPjnvFs5e
24Please respect copyright.PENANA0jljfHJG7E
「他出征了──祤侲呢,姨娘,祤侲在哪啊──」沒由來的害怕讓君將俞急的哭了出來,不解、錯愕,夢境的雪地、聳立的針葉林,莫非是東北。24Please respect copyright.PENANAAB969lfvDK
24Please respect copyright.PENANAhdNZVlqnT6
柳碧安不語的將君將俞推回床上,確認他不再坐起身調整著呼吸,沒想到喚夫人兩字多年的君將俞還會叫她一聲熱絡的姨娘。24Please respect copyright.PENANAm0gYeSOARL
24Please respect copyright.PENANA2fTbPSLmrd
「將俞……姨娘自認瞞不住你,祤侲……在東北被俘,朝中投誠之說四起,契丹崛起,指名祤侲接戰,即使他回的了中原,官階將被削位。」24Please respect copyright.PENANA2JsVIWyDc9
24Please respect copyright.PENANABVgG5zdE6Q
「什……麼,這是甚麼時候的事,這種事我怎麼都沒聽說,神功元年又不是祤侲掛帥,為甚麼是祤侲,他不是不再隻身出征的嗎,多久了,到底過了多久了,都沒有人去救他嗎──他是蕭祤侲啊──」24Please respect copyright.PENANAxuFzUY5HB6
24Please respect copyright.PENANAHLFhmdTlcT
幾乎快歇斯底里的說著,還記得蕭祤侲曾對自己說,誰也不拋下誰,不畏懼戰爭是你死我亡,一起出征誰也不比誰先走,只為了活下去而戰,只為了活下去而戰,掩面痛哭出聲,腦中徘徊著那夢境的呼喊和當時訣別的表白,讓君將俞陷入失控的情緒直到哭累睡了為止。24Please respect copyright.PENANAECwIGWarj0
24Please respect copyright.PENANAr0jZSjYxp9
將俞,將俞啊。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJvOXrAirkp
24Please respect copyright.PENANApnjpCzPuSG
我想在死前聽到你的聲音。24Please respect copyright.PENANAiy07AfFJXF
24Please respect copyright.PENANA25xKNXMmkF
我不想死在沒有你的地方。24Please respect copyright.PENANAe5UStMlSFu
24Please respect copyright.PENANAKA3QwMAO5S
不要讓我連死都這麼孤單。24Please respect copyright.PENANAlT0L1vlP1E
24Please respect copyright.PENANAO9vRvPvIqO
將俞。24Please respect copyright.PENANADR1XFoPzEj
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再次醒來君將俞已排除所有的慌亂,那冷靜的一貫神情彷彿初醒的失控是另外一個人不是自己,平淡的語氣聽不出君將俞的情緒,壓抑是打從出生他最先學習的東西。24Please respect copyright.PENANAro1tU61bwA
24Please respect copyright.PENANAZkejByNIUL
「我到底睡了多久。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAvAAPeUlWm9
24Please respect copyright.PENANAeBqstVKyVu
「快半年。」坐在床邊的柳碧安,是唯一可以監視君將俞、唯一可以選擇透露真相多寡、唯一可以讓他打開一點心房、唯一可以用娘親身分要君將俞服從的人,看著靜靜看向自己的君將俞,那消瘦的臉讓她心裡對著死去的好友升起一股最惡感。24Please respect copyright.PENANAwKq0cflSNR
24Please respect copyright.PENANAjJXehdaIIo
「師傅怎麼說。」似乎不是甚麼驚天動地的答案,但半年這個時間長度真的是頭一遭,君將俞抬起自己軟弱無力的雙手看著彷彿剩皮包骨的手臂,發覺自己的施力方式好像哪裡出了問題。24Please respect copyright.PENANAK49IYHoWod
24Please respect copyright.PENANAaT5pzCf6Qi
「衛何說你的身子比以前還虛弱,已禁不起強風大雨、寒霜凍雪,而且內力恐怕暫時不得使,心肺也承受不了劇烈的起伏。」伸手握緊君將俞的手,柳碧安只求給君將俞一點心安,她知道自己身為大夫的君將俞應該對自己的身體察覺到了什麼。24Please respect copyright.PENANARjCTrrInN1
24Please respect copyright.PENANAyARelBdBy4
「難道我的五臟六腑……唔。」硬要抽回自己的手撐著坐起身,君將俞不敢置信任何移動的牽引全身痛的他光是手肘撐著硬床他都嫌累,他開始納悶剛醒時的腰力是哪裡來的?24Please respect copyright.PENANArBBMWq13VX
24Please respect copyright.PENANA2EEd9gGmVm
自己連坐都無法坐起,這似乎不比內力不得使來的令他震驚,武術的內斂讓他身體的天生缺陷補足外在該有的剛猛與受力,即使年紀老邁筋骨退化也不會讓功夫隨而消逝,這是他習武的起點,使不得,是自己無法承受原有的功力?24Please respect copyright.PENANAp5UF5gPZdr
24Please respect copyright.PENANAmPIcrzFJy5
「俞兒。」柳碧安將手掌輕拍君將俞胸前要他躺回床上,臉上的慈愛掛著不容忽視的威嚴。「你必須靜養,不得出房,衛何和我都同意,即使現在過了寒冬氣候宜人,想揮刀出拳都不行。」24Please respect copyright.PENANANVaKzrmIjO
24Please respect copyright.PENANAQWQKxbzl5R
「我躺在這蕭家軍誰領……咳。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAFMBW4BSHOR
24Please respect copyright.PENANA6ND6bbzLem
「這你就不用擔心了,皇上會安排的。」用層層柔軟的棉被蓋住君將俞,柳碧安像哄小孩似的輕拍因為動氣而乾咳的君將俞胸前。「接到月娘的消息,你知道為娘的心有多痛嗎,祤侲出征你又倒下,不論你們在鬩牆什麼,你差點就活不了你知道嗎,病情穩定卻又昏迷不醒,接到祤侲被擄走的消息,連梅宮也在人手裡。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAZxnfwjj57j
24Please respect copyright.PENANA5x2B5ij08j
不像責備反而像是敘述種種因果,柳碧安想起還未遷居中原時那段在東北的時光,真的還比較開心,雖然北有室韋南有契丹西有突厥,都不曾現在在京城倍感壓力,那是蕭祤侲受重用、君將俞受重任而加註的無力感,那無奈的語氣,讓君將俞坦承的紅了眼眶。24Please respect copyright.PENANAtx8BnK49Tg
24Please respect copyright.PENANAEr4pavHhwl
「姨娘,祤侲是負氣出征的是不。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAJcsG0Cm4jE
24Please respect copyright.PENANAw94xMC0f15
坦若回答是,將俞會更積極的恢復還是加重病情甚至。24Please respect copyright.PENANATbwrtpH0i4
24Please respect copyright.PENANAK5AEoEqNL4
「是不是又是因為我。」只得到柳碧安皺深眉頭不語的神態,君將俞激動的伸出雙手抓住那充滿溫暖、疼惜、代替自己生母給自己愛的女人。24Please respect copyright.PENANAZMJIJb7DXn
24Please respect copyright.PENANAKu02puQfKT
「將俞,什麼也別去想,祤侲身為朝廷要官,領旨出征他在所不辭。」知道君將俞年幼遭生母暴力而種下的自責性子,是連這無錯不認的蕭祤侲都得百般認錯、立馬認錯,要是性子又起會讓蕭家再度天翻地覆。「不許你輕生知道嗎。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAhpyJXk99NP
24Please respect copyright.PENANArnXqjfXNJ8
「姨娘您告訴我啊──」24Please respect copyright.PENANANc6PkmT2oJ
24Please respect copyright.PENANAp9qrG2i73k
柳碧安看著君將俞掉落的眼淚,倔強的雙眼透露著一碰就碎的脆弱,嘆了一口氣,她重複蕭祤侲出征離家前對自己說的。「冷戰是半年、彆扭是半年,總是一年,想必班師回朝將俞應該會待我如故吧,一年回京,蕭祤侲還是蕭祤侲、君將俞還是君將俞,誓死不離仍不變。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAFrvC8dhn8p
24Please respect copyright.PENANAYT1s3bm8cZ
抿嘴,是忍不住因哭泣而抖顫的雙唇,難為情的掩面已不知自己在四下無人時哭了多少次,君將俞心中混亂的思緒情感漸漸穩定、莫名的糾結反應似乎都有了答案。「好累。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAmO4Fcqr8uY
24Please respect copyright.PENANA3atXbsi0zV
為了活著而戰,活著卻是這麼的痛苦。24Please respect copyright.PENANANjOQZowGdk
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蕭祤侲,這世上第一大情癡。24Please respect copyright.PENANAjr0quPwHso
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待續。
ns216.73.216.238da2 梅殤怨(校)45 24Please respect copyright.PENANAp9pxJVaP6I
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「姨娘,姨娘,祤侲呢,祤侲呢,咳。」仍是要再度確認自己那真實般的夢境只是夢,惡夢初醒的蒼白臉蛋上那慌恐的神情令人心疼,君將俞寧可當作蕭祤侲履行承諾。24Please respect copyright.PENANA0GmoABqMnU
24Please respect copyright.PENANAMqaggsaV9N
但換來的是眾人的沉默,柳碧安在蕭祤侲餞別前明明聽得清楚,兩人將一年不相見,為甚麼君將俞醒來開口閉口都是蕭祤侲,更沒有人先敢讓君將俞知道真相。24Please respect copyright.PENANACvPjnvFs5e
24Please respect copyright.PENANA0jljfHJG7E
「他出征了──祤侲呢,姨娘,祤侲在哪啊──」沒由來的害怕讓君將俞急的哭了出來,不解、錯愕,夢境的雪地、聳立的針葉林,莫非是東北。24Please respect copyright.PENANAAB969lfvDK
24Please respect copyright.PENANAhdNZVlqnT6
柳碧安不語的將君將俞推回床上,確認他不再坐起身調整著呼吸,沒想到喚夫人兩字多年的君將俞還會叫她一聲熱絡的姨娘。24Please respect copyright.PENANAm0gYeSOARL
24Please respect copyright.PENANA2fTbPSLmrd
「將俞……姨娘自認瞞不住你,祤侲……在東北被俘,朝中投誠之說四起,契丹崛起,指名祤侲接戰,即使他回的了中原,官階將被削位。」24Please respect copyright.PENANA2JsVIWyDc9
24Please respect copyright.PENANABVgG5zdE6Q
「什……麼,這是甚麼時候的事,這種事我怎麼都沒聽說,神功元年又不是祤侲掛帥,為甚麼是祤侲,他不是不再隻身出征的嗎,多久了,到底過了多久了,都沒有人去救他嗎──他是蕭祤侲啊──」24Please respect copyright.PENANAxuFzUY5HB6
24Please respect copyright.PENANAHLFhmdTlcT
幾乎快歇斯底里的說著,還記得蕭祤侲曾對自己說,誰也不拋下誰,不畏懼戰爭是你死我亡,一起出征誰也不比誰先走,只為了活下去而戰,只為了活下去而戰,掩面痛哭出聲,腦中徘徊著那夢境的呼喊和當時訣別的表白,讓君將俞陷入失控的情緒直到哭累睡了為止。24Please respect copyright.PENANAECwIGWarj0
24Please respect copyright.PENANAr0jZSjYxp9
將俞,將俞啊。24Please respect copyright.PENANAJvOXrAirkp
24Please respect copyright.PENANApnjpCzPuSG
我想在死前聽到你的聲音。24Please respect copyright.PENANAiy07AfFJXF
24Please respect copyright.PENANA25xKNXMmkF
我不想死在沒有你的地方。24Please respect copyright.PENANAe5UStMlSFu
24Please respect copyright.PENANAKA3QwMAO5S
不要讓我連死都這麼孤單。24Please respect copyright.PENANAlT0L1vlP1E
24Please respect copyright.PENANAO9vRvPvIqO
將俞。24Please respect copyright.PENANADR1XFoPzEj
24Please respect copyright.PENANAEtZ9HzRxPk
再次醒來君將俞已排除所有的慌亂,那冷靜的一貫神情彷彿初醒的失控是另外一個人不是自己,平淡的語氣聽不出君將俞的情緒,壓抑是打從出生他最先學習的東西。24Please respect copyright.PENANAro1tU61bwA
24Please respect copyright.PENANAZkejByNIUL
「我到底睡了多久。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAvAAPeUlWm9
24Please respect copyright.PENANAeBqstVKyVu
「快半年。」坐在床邊的柳碧安,是唯一可以監視君將俞、唯一可以選擇透露真相多寡、唯一可以讓他打開一點心房、唯一可以用娘親身分要君將俞服從的人,看著靜靜看向自己的君將俞,那消瘦的臉讓她心裡對著死去的好友升起一股最惡感。24Please respect copyright.PENANAwKq0cflSNR
24Please respect copyright.PENANAjJXehdaIIo
「師傅怎麼說。」似乎不是甚麼驚天動地的答案,但半年這個時間長度真的是頭一遭,君將俞抬起自己軟弱無力的雙手看著彷彿剩皮包骨的手臂,發覺自己的施力方式好像哪裡出了問題。24Please respect copyright.PENANAK49IYHoWod
24Please respect copyright.PENANAaT5pzCf6Qi
「衛何說你的身子比以前還虛弱,已禁不起強風大雨、寒霜凍雪,而且內力恐怕暫時不得使,心肺也承受不了劇烈的起伏。」伸手握緊君將俞的手,柳碧安只求給君將俞一點心安,她知道自己身為大夫的君將俞應該對自己的身體察覺到了什麼。24Please respect copyright.PENANARjCTrrInN1
24Please respect copyright.PENANAyARelBdBy4
「難道我的五臟六腑……唔。」硬要抽回自己的手撐著坐起身,君將俞不敢置信任何移動的牽引全身痛的他光是手肘撐著硬床他都嫌累,他開始納悶剛醒時的腰力是哪裡來的?24Please respect copyright.PENANArBBMWq13VX
24Please respect copyright.PENANA2EEd9gGmVm
自己連坐都無法坐起,這似乎不比內力不得使來的令他震驚,武術的內斂讓他身體的天生缺陷補足外在該有的剛猛與受力,即使年紀老邁筋骨退化也不會讓功夫隨而消逝,這是他習武的起點,使不得,是自己無法承受原有的功力?24Please respect copyright.PENANAp5UF5gPZdr
24Please respect copyright.PENANAmPIcrzFJy5
「俞兒。」柳碧安將手掌輕拍君將俞胸前要他躺回床上,臉上的慈愛掛著不容忽視的威嚴。「你必須靜養,不得出房,衛何和我都同意,即使現在過了寒冬氣候宜人,想揮刀出拳都不行。」24Please respect copyright.PENANANVaKzrmIjO
24Please respect copyright.PENANAQWQKxbzl5R
「我躺在這蕭家軍誰領……咳。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAFMBW4BSHOR
24Please respect copyright.PENANA6ND6bbzLem
「這你就不用擔心了,皇上會安排的。」用層層柔軟的棉被蓋住君將俞,柳碧安像哄小孩似的輕拍因為動氣而乾咳的君將俞胸前。「接到月娘的消息,你知道為娘的心有多痛嗎,祤侲出征你又倒下,不論你們在鬩牆什麼,你差點就活不了你知道嗎,病情穩定卻又昏迷不醒,接到祤侲被擄走的消息,連梅宮也在人手裡。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAZxnfwjj57j
24Please respect copyright.PENANA5x2B5ij08j
不像責備反而像是敘述種種因果,柳碧安想起還未遷居中原時那段在東北的時光,真的還比較開心,雖然北有室韋南有契丹西有突厥,都不曾現在在京城倍感壓力,那是蕭祤侲受重用、君將俞受重任而加註的無力感,那無奈的語氣,讓君將俞坦承的紅了眼眶。24Please respect copyright.PENANAtx8BnK49Tg
24Please respect copyright.PENANAEr4pavHhwl
「姨娘,祤侲是負氣出征的是不。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAJcsG0Cm4jE
24Please respect copyright.PENANAw94xMC0f15
坦若回答是,將俞會更積極的恢復還是加重病情甚至。24Please respect copyright.PENANATbwrtpH0i4
24Please respect copyright.PENANAK5AEoEqNL4
「是不是又是因為我。」只得到柳碧安皺深眉頭不語的神態,君將俞激動的伸出雙手抓住那充滿溫暖、疼惜、代替自己生母給自己愛的女人。24Please respect copyright.PENANAZMJIJb7DXn
24Please respect copyright.PENANAKu02puQfKT
「將俞,什麼也別去想,祤侲身為朝廷要官,領旨出征他在所不辭。」知道君將俞年幼遭生母暴力而種下的自責性子,是連這無錯不認的蕭祤侲都得百般認錯、立馬認錯,要是性子又起會讓蕭家再度天翻地覆。「不許你輕生知道嗎。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAhpyJXk99NP
24Please respect copyright.PENANArnXqjfXNJ8
「姨娘您告訴我啊──」24Please respect copyright.PENANANc6PkmT2oJ
24Please respect copyright.PENANAp9qrG2i73k
柳碧安看著君將俞掉落的眼淚,倔強的雙眼透露著一碰就碎的脆弱,嘆了一口氣,她重複蕭祤侲出征離家前對自己說的。「冷戰是半年、彆扭是半年,總是一年,想必班師回朝將俞應該會待我如故吧,一年回京,蕭祤侲還是蕭祤侲、君將俞還是君將俞,誓死不離仍不變。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAFrvC8dhn8p
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抿嘴,是忍不住因哭泣而抖顫的雙唇,難為情的掩面已不知自己在四下無人時哭了多少次,君將俞心中混亂的思緒情感漸漸穩定、莫名的糾結反應似乎都有了答案。「好累。」24Please respect copyright.PENANAmO4Fcqr8uY
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為了活著而戰,活著卻是這麼的痛苦。24Please respect copyright.PENANANjOQZowGdk
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蕭祤侲,這世上第一大情癡。24Please respect copyright.PENANAjr0quPwHso
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待續。