構築於幻想邊緣45Please respect copyright.PENANAW2dPVQMYEH
45Please respect copyright.PENANAgtUrTAcPtj
*暫時頂一下的615,他不讓我設今天的時間啦嗚嗚嗚嗚我想要早上6點15分發的啊45Please respect copyright.PENANAh3cNPFiDVI
45Please respect copyright.PENANAIwCz1aN3yA
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHsz8z8Ofxy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAu7HB6A0VeW
--你相信「我」嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANArRSnWz4GKA
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbHulpG2TuC
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAylwcaNqkzY
45Please respect copyright.PENANAriWxAx7Yiu
從青峰大輝有印象開始黑子哲也就一直在他的身邊。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4I73NmXx2p
從他還是個不知世事的孩子開始,就一直如此。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPZQriXrqhv
45Please respect copyright.PENANASYZPYSyewh
「哲!」45Please respect copyright.PENANAxMr9m79qP2
「青峰君、下午好。今天也是來打球嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANA6PMCKL6dLi
「嗯!哲快點--」45Please respect copyright.PENANATaiPOFPseY
「好。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAOE7WPQbh5X
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqgAkDB7eoc
彼時青峰只是個六歲的小鬼,而在他的印象裡黑子也是小小白白又安安靜靜的一個,看起來就像個白呼呼的團子。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1nZM9gRiEa
雖然他是家中的獨子,但他卻從未感到寂寞,只因不論他在哪裡,身邊總是有個黑子哲也存在。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4zXb4cp82d
他不明白為什麼家裡的大人都不理睬黑子,每次都沒有準備他的飯菜……單純的腦袋並沒有想太多,僅是想著既然父母不準備他的,那他就把他自己的留一點給對方好了。不過黑子總是說著不用,一邊把所有的飯餵進了青峰肚子裡。45Please respect copyright.PENANAN8PH3FuvPf
久了,青峰也不再和家人提起關於黑子的事情,但他們確實一起度過了童年的成長歲月。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkG8a60Aqxd
45Please respect copyright.PENANAgDaCStPT7X
「青峰君真的很厲害呢,籃球。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAJRhagl084c
「因為哲常常陪我練習啊!最喜歡哲了。」45Please respect copyright.PENANA9IvrCK3qDT
45Please respect copyright.PENANAALuHj90LFz
忘了是從什麼時候兩人開始有了對談。總之確實是有過那段對話。45Please respect copyright.PENANArpuiUhhucu
模糊的記憶裡,黑子記得,好像是對方剛接觸籃球的那個時間。45Please respect copyright.PENANA55BljnUUwu
45Please respect copyright.PENANAy63KPqvNNy
※45Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZWe1EVeXi
45Please respect copyright.PENANANDQeZf17lP
「青峰君。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAscBJLsjGjh
「……」45Please respect copyright.PENANAKoAxcheDWY
「又翹掉練習了嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAShIFxOMbNV
「這不關哲的事吧?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAJgw0o6fKCL
「……是呢。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAXZMNpFrfD9
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjjfS88b06k
這樣的對話重複了不下數次。最終黑子只能嘆口氣,坐在青峰身邊。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnXW2VOo6Xx
從上了中學三年級開始,他們之間好像什麼都沒變。45Please respect copyright.PENANAeqP2I9dp2h
但其實一切都變了。45Please respect copyright.PENANARkNnAbCrhU
45Please respect copyright.PENANAmqgpmzgAzp
黑子是再清楚不過,以前那個單純的喜愛籃球的孩子,會笑著抱著籃球邀請他一起玩的孩子已經消失了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAu6UT1FxMTa
在所謂的天才開花結果之後。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKlNCE3PlBo
而他只能靜靜的站在青峰背後,看著他臉上的笑容隨著不斷勝利越來越少。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKwYqMNyAeC
呼喚他名字的次數,其中蘊含的情感也越來越少。45Please respect copyright.PENANAubnOYmH1z0
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhLFqPlRuIf
他開始不信任他。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ9RPh7093
45Please respect copyright.PENANAmfGpKEMOUQ
這之於他或自己而言都絕對不是件好事。45Please respect copyright.PENANAs23KpQkGBu
黑子偏了偏頭,最終仍是什麼話也沒說。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbkp2DIwvod
僅只是安安靜靜的,跟在青峰身邊,像他們小時候那樣,寸步不離。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlUhnicUo
45Please respect copyright.PENANABnWug9aLmM
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAE5pDAHWK1B
45Please respect copyright.PENANAoEQg5876Fc
接著青峰上了高中。45Please respect copyright.PENANAz7zlmXEik8
黑子偶而也會想,時間果然過的很快呢,這樣的想法。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1tFrYUPsRR
45Please respect copyright.PENANAfCiiTBFzwl
愈加囂張跋扈的個性就算有桃井五月規勸仍沒有多大改進,青峰依舊憑恃著自己的天才我行我素甚至變本加厲,就連比賽時也常常不見人影。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfswPoipC4F
而他再也沒有呼喚過黑子的名字。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlKDk62yNDy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAMluDgRmQxE
「青峰君、青峰君……」不知有多少次黑子在青峰的身後,如同以前一樣呼喚著他。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzj9mTMDql4
但青峰卻再也沒有回頭看他一眼,仍舊一意孤行的走向前方。45Please respect copyright.PENANAMmbAGBWgft
被拋下的黑子慢慢的跟不上青峰的腳步,最終停留於原地。45Please respect copyright.PENANAEBT6YTtwtB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAdKmiE0AmSg
明明就只差一點。為什麼不願意多相信我一些呢,青峰君?45Please respect copyright.PENANAMdfEEVJ7Uj
遠遠的看著青峰比賽的背影。一人帶球、過人、上籃,阻擋的對手與旁邊的隊友簡直有如空氣,整場比賽節奏被掐在他的手中,像是被鎂光燈照耀的主角。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWjrR5WFsiP
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhiReRLg4Td
『最喜歡哲了!』45Please respect copyright.PENANAsv3h5Ek4J9
記憶裡的那個孩子漾開的笑容是黑子的光芒,是構成現在的他的中心。45Please respect copyright.PENANAgFtzNP5J7D
他呼應青峰的信任而存在,而現在青峰卻再也不願意相信他。相信自己的自我中心思維無限擴大,縱然黑子希望能把他拉回以往,卻徒勞無功。45Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y8wUZOsFk
45Please respect copyright.PENANAskax8r6xzS
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAEC9EHR1mei
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjFREc89y2X
漸漸的黑子無法出聲,形體也愈加淡薄,像是要消失那樣。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkfJaRUCPbr
他依舊沒有離開青峰,就算對方已經聽不見他的聲音,也看不見他的身影了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAo8ClYkCXcq
其實也僅差一步之遙罷了。若青峰可以相信他到成年的時候……45Please respect copyright.PENANAGPusPFZUfW
45Please respect copyright.PENANArLJZCbIi3x
『青峰君。』站在月光下的黑子,看著睡著的青峰,目光柔和。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUGoZqA583t
『最終我還是……沒有辦法站在你身側,真的很對不起。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAxxJYpfE7Hp
『如果我能讓你多相信我一些就好了。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA3GnCrmN5q2
『比青峰君強的隊伍很快就會出現的……請原諒我沒有辦法繼續守候你到那個時候。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA22Khll04dN
45Please respect copyright.PENANAxzrt9sSM4M
黑子輕輕轉了一個身,背對青峰。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzf51mP3cmH
45Please respect copyright.PENANA47Zcj4rVfI
『……。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA368T70hGbl
45Please respect copyright.PENANA0KB3z9E8ux
黑子無聲的說了些什麼,眼角滑落一條銀色的痕跡,輕輕的翹起了嘴角。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHrgkkhc7Qd
45Please respect copyright.PENANAiLDvu23dmz
※45Please respect copyright.PENANApqH65E5dFW
45Please respect copyright.PENANAMNTKuRzZnE
於是Winter Cup上,桐皇學園vs誠凜的結果以桐皇落敗結尾。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnOl4HHEhxl
45Please respect copyright.PENANABZ3gS3G2t7
「輸了……啊。」青峰喃喃自語。長久以來憑恃的那些東西在這一刻全數被打碎成片。45Please respect copyright.PENANAiM7lazkiiw
他看著對面歡呼著的誠凜隊伍。45Please respect copyright.PENANAM1nqxpkZHz
合作嗎?……什麼東西。45Please respect copyright.PENANATg8BeTqU0g
心臟一抽一抽的疼痛,是因為輸了?45Please respect copyright.PENANABhaLY7SEL0
45Please respect copyright.PENANA3AFAbhxU59
恍惚間青峰突然想起了黑子哲也。45Please respect copyright.PENANAK7QMOnGKHG
他猛然轉頭,但身後卻誰也沒有。45Please respect copyright.PENANAD9JKIbexCn
是從什麼時候起他再也沒有聽見黑子的聲音?45Please respect copyright.PENANAHugXq6qbQc
是從什麼時候起黑子再也沒有出現在他的眼前?45Please respect copyright.PENANAzDBpEZOZIN
45Please respect copyright.PENANAO81HMmWXM5
什麼時候他變成自己一個人?45Please respect copyright.PENANAKQwpYdlWIb
45Please respect copyright.PENANA2B7JMVWX3i
「哲……」青峰咬牙。45Please respect copyright.PENANA49lpryCRaK
好像失去了很重要、很重要的東西。45Please respect copyright.PENANADbXVQj2rr2
比起勝負或是天才,更重要的--45Please respect copyright.PENANAqW6XaCB2q7
45Please respect copyright.PENANA2jwG5H4bQ4
卻再也沒有回頭的機會。45Please respect copyright.PENANAu2uXtT0LbZ
45Please respect copyright.PENANAAHGMbJUqKN
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAbi44nXdBYo
45Please respect copyright.PENANAy2pdh0UR7R
謝謝你相信過我,青峰君。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4EWdNJmcuH
對不起,但我還是要說。45Please respect copyright.PENANA3fjTa9eaPN
能與你相遇,我很高興,就算我永遠不曾真正存在。45Please respect copyright.PENANA706H2zgtKU
45Please respect copyright.PENANAR0ae2yoYnQ
--還有,我喜歡你。45Please respect copyright.PENANAs3XkMDBklN
45Please respect copyright.PENANA0ySvFJ0mwe
45Please respect copyright.PENANAVx3kMmTBBm
於是模糊的視線中,青峰好像看見了那個如水的藍髮少年這樣笑著開口。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4YxOp5slrE
那是、再也回不去的從前。45Please respect copyright.PENANALLlDMJ1K78
45Please respect copyright.PENANAz3oxe2Hzjy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAzQUQPtQj7V
45Please respect copyright.PENANAxUOwZ22GrV
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ns3.12.162.40da2 45Please respect copyright.PENANAgtUrTAcPtj
*暫時頂一下的615,他不讓我設今天的時間啦嗚嗚嗚嗚我想要早上6點15分發的啊45Please respect copyright.PENANAh3cNPFiDVI
45Please respect copyright.PENANAIwCz1aN3yA
45Please respect copyright.PENANAHsz8z8Ofxy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAu7HB6A0VeW
--你相信「我」嗎?45Please respect copyright.PENANArRSnWz4GKA
45Please respect copyright.PENANAbHulpG2TuC
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAylwcaNqkzY
45Please respect copyright.PENANAriWxAx7Yiu
從青峰大輝有印象開始黑子哲也就一直在他的身邊。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4I73NmXx2p
從他還是個不知世事的孩子開始,就一直如此。45Please respect copyright.PENANAPZQriXrqhv
45Please respect copyright.PENANASYZPYSyewh
「哲!」45Please respect copyright.PENANAxMr9m79qP2
「青峰君、下午好。今天也是來打球嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANA6PMCKL6dLi
「嗯!哲快點--」45Please respect copyright.PENANATaiPOFPseY
「好。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAOE7WPQbh5X
45Please respect copyright.PENANAqgAkDB7eoc
彼時青峰只是個六歲的小鬼,而在他的印象裡黑子也是小小白白又安安靜靜的一個,看起來就像個白呼呼的團子。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1nZM9gRiEa
雖然他是家中的獨子,但他卻從未感到寂寞,只因不論他在哪裡,身邊總是有個黑子哲也存在。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4zXb4cp82d
他不明白為什麼家裡的大人都不理睬黑子,每次都沒有準備他的飯菜……單純的腦袋並沒有想太多,僅是想著既然父母不準備他的,那他就把他自己的留一點給對方好了。不過黑子總是說著不用,一邊把所有的飯餵進了青峰肚子裡。45Please respect copyright.PENANAN8PH3FuvPf
久了,青峰也不再和家人提起關於黑子的事情,但他們確實一起度過了童年的成長歲月。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkG8a60Aqxd
45Please respect copyright.PENANAgDaCStPT7X
「青峰君真的很厲害呢,籃球。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAJRhagl084c
「因為哲常常陪我練習啊!最喜歡哲了。」45Please respect copyright.PENANA9IvrCK3qDT
45Please respect copyright.PENANAALuHj90LFz
忘了是從什麼時候兩人開始有了對談。總之確實是有過那段對話。45Please respect copyright.PENANArpuiUhhucu
模糊的記憶裡,黑子記得,好像是對方剛接觸籃球的那個時間。45Please respect copyright.PENANA55BljnUUwu
45Please respect copyright.PENANAy63KPqvNNy
※45Please respect copyright.PENANA3ZWe1EVeXi
45Please respect copyright.PENANANDQeZf17lP
「青峰君。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAscBJLsjGjh
「……」45Please respect copyright.PENANAKoAxcheDWY
「又翹掉練習了嗎?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAShIFxOMbNV
「這不關哲的事吧?」45Please respect copyright.PENANAJgw0o6fKCL
「……是呢。」45Please respect copyright.PENANAXZMNpFrfD9
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjjfS88b06k
這樣的對話重複了不下數次。最終黑子只能嘆口氣,坐在青峰身邊。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnXW2VOo6Xx
從上了中學三年級開始,他們之間好像什麼都沒變。45Please respect copyright.PENANAeqP2I9dp2h
但其實一切都變了。45Please respect copyright.PENANARkNnAbCrhU
45Please respect copyright.PENANAmqgpmzgAzp
黑子是再清楚不過,以前那個單純的喜愛籃球的孩子,會笑著抱著籃球邀請他一起玩的孩子已經消失了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAu6UT1FxMTa
在所謂的天才開花結果之後。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKlNCE3PlBo
而他只能靜靜的站在青峰背後,看著他臉上的笑容隨著不斷勝利越來越少。45Please respect copyright.PENANAKwYqMNyAeC
呼喚他名字的次數,其中蘊含的情感也越來越少。45Please respect copyright.PENANAubnOYmH1z0
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhLFqPlRuIf
他開始不信任他。45Please respect copyright.PENANAYZ9RPh7093
45Please respect copyright.PENANAmfGpKEMOUQ
這之於他或自己而言都絕對不是件好事。45Please respect copyright.PENANAs23KpQkGBu
黑子偏了偏頭,最終仍是什麼話也沒說。45Please respect copyright.PENANAbkp2DIwvod
僅只是安安靜靜的,跟在青峰身邊,像他們小時候那樣,寸步不離。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHZlUhnicUo
45Please respect copyright.PENANABnWug9aLmM
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAE5pDAHWK1B
45Please respect copyright.PENANAoEQg5876Fc
接著青峰上了高中。45Please respect copyright.PENANAz7zlmXEik8
黑子偶而也會想,時間果然過的很快呢,這樣的想法。45Please respect copyright.PENANA1tFrYUPsRR
45Please respect copyright.PENANAfCiiTBFzwl
愈加囂張跋扈的個性就算有桃井五月規勸仍沒有多大改進,青峰依舊憑恃著自己的天才我行我素甚至變本加厲,就連比賽時也常常不見人影。45Please respect copyright.PENANAfswPoipC4F
而他再也沒有呼喚過黑子的名字。45Please respect copyright.PENANAlKDk62yNDy
45Please respect copyright.PENANAMluDgRmQxE
「青峰君、青峰君……」不知有多少次黑子在青峰的身後,如同以前一樣呼喚著他。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzj9mTMDql4
但青峰卻再也沒有回頭看他一眼,仍舊一意孤行的走向前方。45Please respect copyright.PENANAMmbAGBWgft
被拋下的黑子慢慢的跟不上青峰的腳步,最終停留於原地。45Please respect copyright.PENANAEBT6YTtwtB
45Please respect copyright.PENANAdKmiE0AmSg
明明就只差一點。為什麼不願意多相信我一些呢,青峰君?45Please respect copyright.PENANAMdfEEVJ7Uj
遠遠的看著青峰比賽的背影。一人帶球、過人、上籃,阻擋的對手與旁邊的隊友簡直有如空氣,整場比賽節奏被掐在他的手中,像是被鎂光燈照耀的主角。45Please respect copyright.PENANAWjrR5WFsiP
45Please respect copyright.PENANAhiReRLg4Td
『最喜歡哲了!』45Please respect copyright.PENANAsv3h5Ek4J9
記憶裡的那個孩子漾開的笑容是黑子的光芒,是構成現在的他的中心。45Please respect copyright.PENANAgFtzNP5J7D
他呼應青峰的信任而存在,而現在青峰卻再也不願意相信他。相信自己的自我中心思維無限擴大,縱然黑子希望能把他拉回以往,卻徒勞無功。45Please respect copyright.PENANA2Y8wUZOsFk
45Please respect copyright.PENANAskax8r6xzS
※45Please respect copyright.PENANAEC9EHR1mei
45Please respect copyright.PENANAjFREc89y2X
漸漸的黑子無法出聲,形體也愈加淡薄,像是要消失那樣。45Please respect copyright.PENANAkfJaRUCPbr
他依舊沒有離開青峰,就算對方已經聽不見他的聲音,也看不見他的身影了。45Please respect copyright.PENANAo8ClYkCXcq
其實也僅差一步之遙罷了。若青峰可以相信他到成年的時候……45Please respect copyright.PENANAGPusPFZUfW
45Please respect copyright.PENANArLJZCbIi3x
『青峰君。』站在月光下的黑子,看著睡著的青峰,目光柔和。45Please respect copyright.PENANAUGoZqA583t
『最終我還是……沒有辦法站在你身側,真的很對不起。』45Please respect copyright.PENANAxxJYpfE7Hp
『如果我能讓你多相信我一些就好了。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA3GnCrmN5q2
『比青峰君強的隊伍很快就會出現的……請原諒我沒有辦法繼續守候你到那個時候。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA22Khll04dN
45Please respect copyright.PENANAxzrt9sSM4M
黑子輕輕轉了一個身,背對青峰。45Please respect copyright.PENANAzf51mP3cmH
45Please respect copyright.PENANA47Zcj4rVfI
『……。』45Please respect copyright.PENANA368T70hGbl
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黑子無聲的說了些什麼,眼角滑落一條銀色的痕跡,輕輕的翹起了嘴角。45Please respect copyright.PENANAHrgkkhc7Qd
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於是Winter Cup上,桐皇學園vs誠凜的結果以桐皇落敗結尾。45Please respect copyright.PENANAnOl4HHEhxl
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「輸了……啊。」青峰喃喃自語。長久以來憑恃的那些東西在這一刻全數被打碎成片。45Please respect copyright.PENANAiM7lazkiiw
他看著對面歡呼著的誠凜隊伍。45Please respect copyright.PENANAM1nqxpkZHz
合作嗎?……什麼東西。45Please respect copyright.PENANATg8BeTqU0g
心臟一抽一抽的疼痛,是因為輸了?45Please respect copyright.PENANABhaLY7SEL0
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恍惚間青峰突然想起了黑子哲也。45Please respect copyright.PENANAK7QMOnGKHG
他猛然轉頭,但身後卻誰也沒有。45Please respect copyright.PENANAD9JKIbexCn
是從什麼時候起他再也沒有聽見黑子的聲音?45Please respect copyright.PENANAHugXq6qbQc
是從什麼時候起黑子再也沒有出現在他的眼前?45Please respect copyright.PENANAzDBpEZOZIN
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什麼時候他變成自己一個人?45Please respect copyright.PENANAKQwpYdlWIb
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「哲……」青峰咬牙。45Please respect copyright.PENANA49lpryCRaK
好像失去了很重要、很重要的東西。45Please respect copyright.PENANADbXVQj2rr2
比起勝負或是天才,更重要的--45Please respect copyright.PENANAqW6XaCB2q7
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卻再也沒有回頭的機會。45Please respect copyright.PENANAu2uXtT0LbZ
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謝謝你相信過我,青峰君。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4EWdNJmcuH
對不起,但我還是要說。45Please respect copyright.PENANA3fjTa9eaPN
能與你相遇,我很高興,就算我永遠不曾真正存在。45Please respect copyright.PENANA706H2zgtKU
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--還有,我喜歡你。45Please respect copyright.PENANAs3XkMDBklN
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於是模糊的視線中,青峰好像看見了那個如水的藍髮少年這樣笑著開口。45Please respect copyright.PENANA4YxOp5slrE
那是、再也回不去的從前。45Please respect copyright.PENANALLlDMJ1K78
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