昭陽看著一池血水，依然覺得血流得太慢，於是想拔下雕像的劍，想直直刺進自己的喉嚨。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoWIw1Szsx
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFjuajkeBF3
只是，當她想伸手，手臂關節的痛楚已令她不能用力。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5b3h9hESSm
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8up92NyW52
昭陽想：求生不得，求死不能。不就是形容自己境況嗎？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPTwoisxva
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFljojvCTpv
叮！476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgR2vXLNVX
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUuc6fb73i
昭陽聽到聲音，向聲源看去，只見一把鋒利的劍。由於是晚上，劍的光芒讓昭陽的眼睛很不舒服。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4g7ZEsvGe9
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGhNvOKDRv
「你想死嗎？那我給你一把劍。」說話的是一個男人，聲音冰冷，不帶一絲感情。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj8oD0bklZ
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3W3pX80kfG
昭陽順著聲音抬頭，看見周公子，還有善文。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35j9FuQBjw
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjhVx963tc
昭陽嘴角上揚，想拿起劍，才發現劍太重，竟然提不起來。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqrUOj6zKp
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Q6aTYWe0A
她於是把手臂向劍鋒不斷擦去，把手臂的表皮都割花了，血還是只流一點點。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVDi3Oo0kC
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivsh87fk9E
周公子和善文在旁邊看著，周公子嘴角上揚。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlRCT0bU6U
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKogqPUix7
昭陽看到周公子在笑她，覺得有點憤怒。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmBOBqiPOj
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL97qPxrASW
「笑什麼！要不是你昏庸無能，縱容下屬，我也就不致於被冤枉！」昭陽看著周公子，面目猙獰。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoewB0pziQA
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3BKxiRRgX
昭陽心想：我什麼都不怕了，何不痛罵他一頓再求解脫？476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWt907JwxF
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJY8LlUGN7k
善文聞言，想拔劍，周公子制止了他。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMlxZow8HP
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6qkDw9XIf
「昏庸？」周公子淡淡掃視昭陽。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYkJVnaJ9f
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9ZJWux6TT
昭陽咬牙切齒地說：「我是被冤枉的！」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3PhmhjD8I
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfY1alteUoL
周公子微微一笑：「是嗎？私自調配工作的是你，你幫芳兒洗衣服，芳兒又幫你送衣服，這不是私自調配工作嗎？然後，你又自願扛下所有罪名，何冤之有？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfYt5QdoY9
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdLUSZvwprd
昭陽沒想到周公子竟然知道事情的來龍去脈，一時間說不出話反駁他。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7N0afobWZ6
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2ETW3tqej
只是她依然不憤。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuj65K6xYf
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFQ6WPjbpg
「殺了我吧！反正我做什麼都做不好！做什麼都是錯。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7HkqUBZpF
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWIKXnskTC
昭陽再也沒什何希望，她只是想尋個解脫。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0CRVSQxdk
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSIkqcWl2b
周公子拔劍架在她的脖子上，劍離她的脖子很近，昭陽閉上眼睛。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQZYToq879
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwd4s82q6F
「要死，我一劍就可殺你。只是，你的墓誌銘，我可以給你寫什麼呢？」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMCp1Ez3qW
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBnsjy16VD
昭陽靜下心來，回想自己的一生。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyXqmFJxQv
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWyA3Ajayw
「一出生，雖然生在皇族之家，卻只是母親爭權奪利的傀儡。然後亡國後流落妓院，卻只能當雜役。以為終於有好日子了，卻被自己的姊姊設計凌辱。好不容易才到了周府，卻又因錯被罰，然後決定自行了斷。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTGiunYw2N
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡseiU3peOV3
周公子簡略地說出昭陽的前半生。昭陽偏聽邊回想自己的遭遇，眼淚流落臉頰。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFggtiqgxXV
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3z5V4jCyQz
「昭陽，你就真的甘心庸碌無為地過前半生，然後自盡死去？如果是的，我寧願你從沒有出生過，亦願意給你個解脫。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFphHSxvs4k
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhOAHKUbfd
昭陽崩潰地哭著。周公子把劍放下。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMrU8UoCCY
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qgiv6P11q
然後她想起自己的命運：勞碌終日，橫屍遍野。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xaFbvLx56
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYpIghNQDWV
她無言以對，但是如果就這樣過完自己一生，她卻不甘心。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jAJRiSIqI
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6LOgfdO5Nn
「你連死都不怕，還有什麼可以輸的？」周公子問，聲音變得很輕柔。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIcLQwfhYlA
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI81WA6uef
昭陽的眼淚忍不住地流下來。是憤恨？是無力？是不甘心？她也不知道。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa622VYw0hr
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡekwpfY07i4
「我的義父曾經告訴我，我命裡有一個貴人，名字有兩個太陽，我在想，那個人會不會就是你。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqTXUkC6Vr
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzru2LtBgb
昭陽想回答，周公子卻沒有等她回答，便說：「如果真的是你，我會等你。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLsRl5wp2Z
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHp6GGvlnM
昭陽想再說什麼，周公子已經走了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6aRbQziY0
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjajC6jJFLO
「善文，那池水已經污染了，你給她一個碗和一個水桶讓她把池水弄乾淨。弄不乾淨的話直接趕她出府。」476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXSoq3ASyB
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9BbAXLBIb1
「公子不是說要等她嗎？」善文不解。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm25e3L7iGY
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9chIaZOPin
「等池水回復清澈，她的心便會再次變得澄明。」周公子淺笑，然後走了。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJkph4V6Es
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4yxLbFLF7
留下一頭霧水的善文和在地上爬行的昭陽。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJxUMn9D6M
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWcojl7o1q
善文把碗遞給昭陽。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ0ST3Yeu6
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmbeWr4S07
那個碗和平常的飯碗一樣，要用碗舀走池裡的水，最少也到幾百次，本來用水桶會較快，可惜昭陽的傷勢還未康復，也只能用碗舀走染血的染水。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PJgAG0vuz
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWorijXQPQK
池邊有一條小渠，問昭陽因為站不起來，便用手把池裡的手一碗碗地舀起再倒進渠裡。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpaRuTsO5u
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmSBpUxt6A
昭陽一直舀，直至天亮才剛將舀完。這時，她開始能走動了，做起身，跌撞推地用洗桶給池加水。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeScNE7pI4
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOD97v2gdIt
善文看著她一桶桶的水由井裡打完便倒進池，衣服都濕透了，有點不忍，只是沒有作聲。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps2FNMbrWP
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SSyquT720
等她把整池的血紅都除掉，好己累得跌坐在地上。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2s32SRJvZ
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwnPaKZ2bz
「如果真的是你，我會等你。」昭陽回想起周公子的話。476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsNFkem5ld
476Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOveuUaDaA
那人是我嗎？昭陽思考著。