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基爾伯特猛然張眼,舉目盡黑,整個城市的人們此刻已鼾然入夢,寂靜裡他往靠近床舖的窗戶那方瞟去,窗格附近朦朧散著星光,驀地,遠方汽車輪胎與柏油路面劇烈的摩擦格外清晰地傳入他耳裡,那疾駛的聲響猶如利刃,一口一口割在心上,直入神經末端。79Please respect copyright.PENANAMPdh0L7qW2
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他翻身,面向冰冷牆壁,深吸口氣,而後緩緩吐出來,他閉上眼睛,再度嘗試進入睡眠之中,然而越是緊閉雙瞼,各種白天不會留心到的細碎聲音就越是在腦裡擴散,嚴重干擾他,令他難以入眠。79Please respect copyright.PENANAC7uCmyPtRg
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幾次輾轉反側,他索性不睡了。如此打算後,他伸手觸摸靠近他的檯燈底座,霎時燈亮起,讓昏暗的視野頓時明晰許多。79Please respect copyright.PENANAAUlfdnXVyf
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基爾伯特掀開棉被意欲下床,然而旅行積累的疲累仍未消褪,他只好又坐在床沿幾分鐘,直到意識不再那樣搖晃,他纔起身,往房門旁的盥洗室走進去,準備洗把臉將油膩的面孔清理一番。79Please respect copyright.PENANAlKJPCXVwfA
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洗漱過,他坐在桌前,打開筆記型電腦,按下開機鍵,等待系統啟動途中,他從檯燈旁疊成整齊的雜誌裡抽出一本打發時間兼蒐集資料。79Please respect copyright.PENANA3gHhbd5UL6
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不消多久,系統發出登入提示音,基爾伯特放下手邊的雜誌,點開放在桌面的網路連結程式捷徑,跑出頁面便輸入密碼,再點選連線連通網路。79Please respect copyright.PENANAe5mIaUFaeP
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網路開通同時,螢幕右下方地通知區域裡,和開機同時啟動的程式冒出新信件的紅色圖塊,數量頗多,他點了點那通知圖示,下秒信箱頁面便跳出。79Please respect copyright.PENANAEdjTqOvGzE
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他點開收信匣,新信件裡有幾封是廣告信件,標題不只聳動又勾人欲望,但連點開都沒,他直接勾選刪除,另外幾封是部落格上有人回應文章的通知,他沒閱讀,反倒另開了頁面連上自己的部落格。79Please respect copyright.PENANAQ5jq6nHQN2
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最後則是亞瑟的回信,是前幾天出國前寄給他的信件回覆。79Please respect copyright.PENANAHVtj1OrlRb
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他點開來看,內容是收到專欄文章,辛苦他了,並詢問他新書進度寫的如何?需要下次他來時帶其他資料給他參考嗎?以及編輯長在他前幾天去國外旅遊時提出下季打算出版一本與旅遊有關的札記,大致以他網上發表過的旅遊圖文作為收錄內容,搭配簽書會作為宣傳,行程敲定之後將再以電話聯繫他。79Please respect copyright.PENANAEv6ahPMBss
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他在鍵盤敲了敲,簡短地回覆,目前他手邊還不需要新資料,但歡迎下次他來訪時帶給他,札記部份他曉得了,之後他們可以再詳細討論,至於新書的進度目前完成初章,不過因為剛搬家,東西還沒收好,過幾天他整理好新家,修訂內容後會寄給他審稿,或者他來訪時再拿給他也可以,以他方便為前提。79Please respect copyright.PENANAtfhro7cNCX
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打完後他送出內容,並關掉信箱頁面。79Please respect copyright.PENANAaxFiWv2m5U
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他點開已經跑完進入頁面許久的部落格,一一回應讀者的新留言。79Please respect copyright.PENANATSb7eHPPvc
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將最後一筆按出,他遠眺窗外,除每固定公尺數設置的路燈亮著以外,整個城市籠罩在一片恬靜的墨黑,連遠方的月亮都下沉不見蹤影。79Please respect copyright.PENANAKfn8IYwr4s
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他望了一陣,直到皮膚感覺得寒冷起了雞皮疙瘩才回過神,把掛在椅背上的薄外套穿上,雖然今年夏日暑熱難熬,但畢竟進入秋天,氣候是漸漸一日一日地涼了。79Please respect copyright.PENANA7emz7i0ZYY
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秋風從微開的窗戶吹入,有一種熟悉的畫面浮現在眼前。79Please respect copyright.PENANAEt4VF7HLTp
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每逢這種季節這種氣候,時不時就會又讓他回到事發的那一天。79Please respect copyright.PENANA81OUXD7LP5
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那天那一幕場景,明明非常安靜,也沒有任何爭執,整個過程非常平和,平和到簡直像是戲劇佈景似的虛假,彷彿一切都是假的,就連經常於想起時不斷地在他內心刺痛的感覺也似乎是假的。79Please respect copyright.PENANAi21oE1CKgO
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假如黑紙白字都留不住,那麼還有什麼會是真的?甚至之後無數次想起那些小時從母親聽到過的,她與父親之間熱戀過的故事也是假的嗎?人的感情竟是如此脆弱到不堪一擊嗎?背叛是如此簡單,造成的傷害卻是肉眼所望不見。79Please respect copyright.PENANAW6MnATmrb9
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……那麼,父親是終於又願意去相信了嗎?他是想跟他說這嗎?基爾伯特一臉撥雲見物地恍然。79Please respect copyright.PENANAl6jGi2Y4lB
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就在他結束旅行,剛從機場下機後,他便打了通電話給父親報平安並噓寒問暖一番,同時告知他又換了新居所。79Please respect copyright.PENANAnHEZV3ySCM
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當然如他所料,父親得知他又換新住所時不免又火大地唸他,那些內容他聽了不下十數次,每回內容大抵都相似,他聽到都會背,甚至有時也會寫進他故事裡面,某種程度而言是個敘述父母與孩子之間僵持關係的好素材,於是這回他依然左耳進右耳出,直到父親終於罵個盡興他也覺得該停止後,他才微笑地應和著他知道了。79Please respect copyright.PENANAossVNhMfq6
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他知道了,是的,他是知道了,但他還沒想要去改變。79Please respect copyright.PENANAyLwEg8otO6
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父親所嫌棄的這種到處旅行到處搬家彷如無根的生活,他不覺得哪裡不好,在不同地方接觸不同人,體驗不同地區的差異,甚至是不同階層的價值觀差異,這些經驗對以文字謀生的他不可或缺的重要材料。79Please respect copyright.PENANAZaRJlWPwA8
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正要掛電話時,父親忽問他最近有空嗎?他想跟他說件事情。79Please respect copyright.PENANA0qmGu0XmFq
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少見父親這般慎重地問他,想來肯定是件很難說出口的事情吧……他腦裡頓時飛快模擬過各種情況,他幾乎不認為有那種可能,畢竟那麼多年了,怎麼還有能會有呢,他不禁覺得好笑,因為家裡養著的那一群狗就是證明不是嗎?所以那是不可能會有的。79Please respect copyright.PENANAarcTMiyqWE
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他說,他這幾天暫時無事,但不曉得何時又會有新工作,要約最好是這幾天。79Please respect copyright.PENANAwgEykoNRV9
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於是他們約定隔天中午在他新家附近的餐廳吃飯,只能說也巧,最近父親也才和人在那裡吃過飯而已,這是父親後面補充的內容,他倒是沒想到他竟然搬到那去了,簡直就像小說裡常見的開頭。79Please respect copyright.PENANACQinoCihB5
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父親最近是在看愛情小說嗎?基爾伯特忍不住在內心戲謔父親的那一番言詞。79Please respect copyright.PENANAiSyTi8bia6
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電腦螢幕右下方時間顯示四點,再過八小時就到他們約好的時間。79Please respect copyright.PENANAlSgiKausUm
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他曉得他應該要再睡下,以免精神不濟,況且旅行了十幾天,身體早已疲憊不堪。79Please respect copyright.PENANAS97fgZFF6x
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然而不曉得是否是時差關係,他卻睡不太著,即使是躺著閉眼也難以入夢,所以才決定起床開機,趁著這無眠夜將這回旅行的見聞寫下,並一同更新於部落格中。79Please respect copyright.PENANAncSoU50qeh
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因此,現下他只希望中午時還能繼續保持清醒狀態和父親好好進行餐敘,不然要是被父親察覺,肯定又會提起讓他搬回家住的建議,而他這次將會很難推託。79Please respect copyright.PENANAH1dC6LWNCO
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基爾伯特篇正式開始, 不過比起路德篇,不會太長。就像是設定補充的感覺。79Please respect copyright.PENANASquRy6j0Ve
不過這幾天搬家採買,全身骨頭都很痛……79Please respect copyright.PENANAKHoDGrgWvF
所以只能暫時更新一些文字……下次應該也是週五,進入學校後就不確定了。ns216.73.216.79da2