CHAPTER FIVE224Please respect copyright.PENANAE1zP9eQk1U
The bell had rung twice already, but Musa hadn’t moved from the window. His shirt clung damply to his back, sweat from a sleepless night and the kind of fear that doesn't shake off by morning. 224Please respect copyright.PENANA4oPZTy2wwV
The compound outside was waking up slowly—boys yelling half-hearted insults across the quad, buckets slamming against concrete at the water taps, the usual mtu ni mechi leo! —indicating a laid-back, carefree bravado bouncing between Form Fours.224Please respect copyright.PENANAIoEUSRXZgr
But he wasn’t hearing any of it.224Please respect copyright.PENANAmFA3iz7uzZ
His eyes were fixed on the far wall.224Please respect copyright.PENANA6vwUdACPmU
The one they called dunda.224Please respect copyright.PENANAAicevkXYEi
Not its real name, of course. But among a few of them—the ones who’d listened more than they talked—it meant something. A place where things crossed. Notes. Looks. Sometimes, people.224Please respect copyright.PENANAYmsD6k7PmL
And last night, they’d crossed it.224Please respect copyright.PENANAtIACnSLXme
He still felt the burn in his arms from pulling himself up and over. Still heard the sharp breath of Otieno behind him, limping on the way back from that forbidden path.224Please respect copyright.PENANAaLknPx36m2
Musa turned from the window, eyes falling on the side pocket of his school bag.224Please respect copyright.PENANAh79VJB6FKO
Inside, folded carefully between the cover of a torn CRE exercise book, was the first letter.224Please respect copyright.PENANAXJdqimR7iC
"To the girl with the sunflower hair ribbon..."224Please respect copyright.PENANANazFMOuiDY
He never got to send it. Someone had beaten him to the wall.224Please respect copyright.PENANApeydeo73kt
But now it was too late.224Please respect copyright.PENANAcTnHv24Hoy
Because last night, something changed. For months now, Musa had crossed it.224Please respect copyright.PENANA17zAxsL0IA
Quietly. Carefully.224Please respect copyright.PENANAKqWAnStwYZ
Never to meet anyone specific. Not at first. It had started with passing notes, coded jokes, half-written lyrics, little trades. Some of the girls would meet them at the vines in the wall during preps or when the bell rang late. Never faces. Just fingers passing folded paper. Voices whispered through leaves.224Please respect copyright.PENANAUIb96YLO3j
And sometimes… more. Otieno had someone. Musa had... no one.224Please respect copyright.PENANAD1sLyJ2NXV
Except the smile.224Please respect copyright.PENANA6zwVuDAPFc
That one smile. From the Madaraka Day parade a year back. She had stood there, yellow ribbon in her hair, laughing quietly at something her friend whispered. That moment had carved itself into him like a signature on wet cement.224Please respect copyright.PENANALsz4aJp4Ur
He had crossed the wall five times since that day. Whispered with at least three different girls. Swapped lines of poetry he barely understood. But never her.224Please respect copyright.PENANAbNHlcljS73
Never the girl with the sunflower ribbon.224Please respect copyright.PENANAe2NT9LoQPm
And as his feet hit the ground, he whispered to himself—barely louder than the wind:224Please respect copyright.PENANAFGB1a8eJdY
“I’ll find you. One day.”224Please respect copyright.PENANAxk4H2R10Wx
He didn’t know her name. Never heard her speak. But he remembered her.224Please respect copyright.PENANAHIOBZzEnwo
It had been during the Jamhuri Day inspection the year before, when both schools were assembled on the Jaramogi Oginga Odinga Sports Complex grounds. The sun had been brutal, melting through blazers and brows, the kind of heat that blurred vision and time.224Please respect copyright.PENANAuvfMC5iou8
Boys stood in lines on one side of the field. Girls on the other. A gulf of baked red earth between them. She had been near the front of the girls’ group—second or third row. Her posture was sharper than the rest. Back straight, eyes forward, the kind of discipline that made a student stand out.224Please respect copyright.PENANAKGUhDRrw4y
But what caught Musa wasn’t how she stood. It was what she wore.224Please respect copyright.PENANAuKfvt8g43x
A yellow ribbon, tied around her bun.224Please respect copyright.PENANA9QRZM95i0g
Not school regulation. Not loud either. But defiant.224Please respect copyright.PENANA9wUNRL8s1Q
A silent flare of color in a world that punished difference.224Please respect copyright.PENANAdwbKf77H3q
And then—she laughed.224Please respect copyright.PENANA30DlyzUteP
Quickly, quietly. Her friend must have whispered something. Her hand flew to her mouth, but the smile broke through. Just for a second. He saw it from across the field and something about it cracked open a window inside him.224Please respect copyright.PENANA52zMxciTES
She didn’t look his way. Probably never would.224Please respect copyright.PENANAWyRdY9jn1b
But from that day on, when he walked past the far end of the wall—the part the girls called dunda too—he always slowed his steps.224Please respect copyright.PENANAX5CoAyZamG
Just a little.224Please respect copyright.PENANAtoeck0e3tB
In case something waited on the other side