Inspiration; The song 'True Colours' made famous by Cyndi Lauper but written by Tom Kelly & Billy Steinberg. I heard this during the height of an anxiety attack and it made me think. The negative side of my feelings when hearing the song.

I have those sad eyes,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk68U0lHlEz
Holding back tears so they won't see me cry,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRi60X0O6i
A sinking feeling in my stomach starts to rise,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7NLIlLQmI
Scrambling for courage that I can't find.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqFxxOPoYv

In a room full of people,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLvjHecX30
I can't help but feel alone,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHexgWA5gc
And the darkness take it's hold,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiSzjOCiu4
That makes me feel so small.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBHFCVHNvU

They ask me to smile,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1G5W7VHiz
But I've forgotten how,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWylv49cpa7
And I can't remember why,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhUVoKLeif
My sparkle began to dim.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkdJPxHWrw

They make me so crazy,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddjSvxUUxN
But still I let them win,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKCjHGySbm
After I've taken all I can bare,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTceqyIgB1Y
I've no one to call, 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPZKD7X7KB
No one to be there.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka0ifQAuMf

They've seen my true colours,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUlGWwK9K1
When I've let them shine through,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgkZiDzpGU
My true colours,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5heQyTXlUl
I'd wished I'd never shown.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaa2XtjCiB

I am afraid to let them show,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BXHIacm42
My true colours,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmVHDbfvzJ
They claimed were beautiful,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnIdE0VLns
But they still tore me down, 265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNL0Pe6P3S
Making me feel small,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapNXfYD8Jk
My true colours,265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFafn9xRuq
I should've never shown.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jJ5PpA9Ol