
※PTSD ※娛樂圈 ※醫師 ※心理治療 ※強暴 ※反轉 ※高H
入戲,原著童子。
攻:方熾(甄心),心理醫生(騷斷腿影帝)攻。543Please respect copyright.PENANAHAgw2YIXtA
受:高准(張准),PTSD患者(武打演員)受。
這部小說落花同樣是二刷,543Please respect copyright.PENANAMJR8KBI1kq
第一次看的時候還沒開始寫分享文,543Please respect copyright.PENANAD9P8I3SyqF
直到最近朋友推了我一下,543Please respect copyright.PENANAo6qApkX7go
我看了兩章節才反應過來,543Please respect copyright.PENANAvQHCXJvjZO
這是當初結局讓我意想不到的故事XD543Please respect copyright.PENANAhjq8BQEz0I
要介紹這部必定大暴雷,543Please respect copyright.PENANAebeG7r4LBO
會介意的朋友請止步!
※暴雷預警※543Please respect copyright.PENANANnjp8NTn1e
※暴雷預警※543Please respect copyright.PENANAHNlhOxGmvC
※暴雷預警※543Please respect copyright.PENANATRcLRo9Rmy
以下開始介紹整部劇情吧。
故事一開始,是以張准為中心,543Please respect copyright.PENANAUKq8rbyxkV
敘述他和女友交代自己接了一部同性戀題材的電影,543Please respect copyright.PENANARYjpQ0DFrH
確定他能接受這才前往劇組的。543Please respect copyright.PENANAw8NPKbTstF
而與他為兩個主角的另一人是影帝甄心,543Please respect copyright.PENANAQngFnFp525
為了讓不熟悉的二人能夠迅速培養感情,543Please respect copyright.PENANAZTNP7rbJnu
便在劇組的安排下,於開機前同居大半個月,543Please respect copyright.PENANAZO1fDjhEqd
兩人從不熟、嘗試觸碰、習慣、開始親密行為,543Please respect copyright.PENANAz9ybio8s9e
到最後已經能輕易在對方的觸碰下點燃情慾。543Please respect copyright.PENANApRUH5cjeVG
我認為這個作者最有趣的作法,543Please respect copyright.PENANANiDMvUjTRK
便是以不同一個章節去區分戲裡戲外,543Please respect copyright.PENANA1HByNVnDHx
第一章敘述張准與甄心,543Please respect copyright.PENANAEfRbE7W7TC
第二章就敘述兩人所飾演的高准和方熾,543Please respect copyright.PENANAGBbVaGzTFW
輪流交替,不僅能看明白這部劇的內容,543Please respect copyright.PENANANS991Edmig
更能看清兩人在拍戲過程的情感碰撞,543Please respect copyright.PENANAfzJXAMK4Pa
會有種一本小說看了兩個故事的錯位感。543Please respect copyright.PENANAvFGG9Uure0
為了讓大家看明白,543Please respect copyright.PENANA48lAExxjVG
我將兩個故事拆開敘述內容。543Please respect copyright.PENANA5HzNrVsKmZ
以戲外來說,543Please respect copyright.PENANAjOi0l65Ebu
張准與甄心在拍戲的過程裡漸漸「入戲」,543Please respect copyright.PENANAotazRCgk2w
在一次次的糾纏裡發現了對彼此的在意,543Please respect copyright.PENANAjTQRsvFa2T
更在一次次的碰撞中徹底被掰彎,543Please respect copyright.PENANAbyhGOCTeX6
成為一對拋下女友並偷偷在一起的私下情。543Please respect copyright.PENANAQVL7ALDpJh
卻在誤會與糾結過後,張准扔下甄心給他的戒指,543Please respect copyright.PENANA3gZIrIQh2I
彼此分離,直到又一次相遇,543Please respect copyright.PENANAsUPtahrusq
他看見甄心變成手機吊飾的戒指,543Please respect copyright.PENANAzIBygpVIzo
張准才拋下自己的隱忍與直面自己的情感,543Please respect copyright.PENANAqTSMR0iNXR
掏出掛在胸前的戒指,問他是不是還來得及,543Please respect copyright.PENANAtm2ng1B3ga
留下一個還不錯的結局。543Please respect copyright.PENANAAwxpOiSBhZ
以戲內來說,543Please respect copyright.PENANARBJbY6EWMK
是以高准的女朋友左林林為主軸,543Please respect copyright.PENANAFKMSMTmgZG
敘述她去找心理醫師的前男友方熾,543Please respect copyright.PENANAd1ddFMTTkJ
希望他能夠幫助高准並開解他,543Please respect copyright.PENANAmYMcGuIa8H
解決他的心理問題。543Please respect copyright.PENANAA98LFA4kAY
一開始方熾心裡不是滋味,543Please respect copyright.PENANA7C5JRqG4wn
左林林與他分手後多年沒連繫,543Please respect copyright.PENANAooZdPwmNON
有了聯繫卻是因為她的現任男友出了問題,543Please respect copyright.PENANA3YgZrnZdzr
這也導致起初是對高准起了不好的心思,543Please respect copyright.PENANAx9BvuWXktX
試圖捉弄高准的。543Please respect copyright.PENANAdWWLP3MKXf
作為心理醫師的他,543Please respect copyright.PENANARXJmhEZ5L4
懂得拿捏他的心理活動,543Please respect copyright.PENANAVtiBnLxR8M
換取他的信任,以他的信任去使喚他,543Please respect copyright.PENANALdlw7iboI2
做著有違醫德的事,543Please respect copyright.PENANABuG2thScaU
卻在不久後發現自己對他逐漸在意,543Please respect copyright.PENANATUL77lrOwg
隱約有了不能言說的意圖,543Please respect copyright.PENANAhPSF9RWtWd
甚至忍不住對這個曾經被強暴過的人施暴,543Please respect copyright.PENANAZn0m7JD9QK
成為了加害者,543Please respect copyright.PENANAk6R3SpyWM7
而後狠狠切斷了兩人之間的聯繫,543Please respect copyright.PENANAGhziMavLbk
徹底從高准的視線消失。543Please respect copyright.PENANAekSUlhun2s
他離開後,543Please respect copyright.PENANA5YgS6dRxm9
高准不願相信他真的離開,543Please respect copyright.PENANABKP3fbRxjV
每天打著電話,543Please respect copyright.PENANAYoW0nu7yDX
卻日復一日愈發墮落,543Please respect copyright.PENANA7RARFzMZbh
開始了濫交行為尋找一夜又一夜的交歡,543Please respect copyright.PENANALUG0FBXIOx
甚至意外遇到當年的施暴者,543Please respect copyright.PENANA33J9is18r4
被強迫著領回去,543Please respect copyright.PENANA7o4HEVvJOe
而後一天天被堵截、帶回家、上床、再離開。543Please respect copyright.PENANALcK7BF3TI1
過了很多天,543Please respect copyright.PENANA9FDnxF6HcV
因為愛上自己的病人的方熾,543Please respect copyright.PENANAc8YE3yrsbg
從某天起發現高准不再聯繫他了,543Please respect copyright.PENANAJtE7OoD2Et
他慌張、焦慮,漸漸失去理智,543Please respect copyright.PENANAstf6mWWGpu
回撥回去才發現對方始終關機。543Please respect copyright.PENANAdy0ygUFdMI
好不容易遇上了他,543Please respect copyright.PENANAqCRA1B5H7W
才知道他竟然和當年的施暴者在一起了。543Please respect copyright.PENANA3heztyWE59
他痛苦難當,543Please respect copyright.PENANAEHwbjWKlnN
高准甚至也意外發現了他在吃抗憂鬱的藥物,543Please respect copyright.PENANAVV2gqScLpk
還發現他買了遮瑕液去遮掩自殘所留下的傷疤,543Please respect copyright.PENANAvV2Ngh1rXF
最終兩人才終於走到了一起,543Please respect copyright.PENANA9tMzwv1Y5f
修成正果。543Please respect copyright.PENANAjM9fs5zics
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大家發現了嗎?543Please respect copyright.PENANAuDtfvrQyra
以上我介紹的反而是戲內較多,543Please respect copyright.PENANAcHU7wQtVtH
這也就不得不提到劇情的反轉了。543Please respect copyright.PENANArWyazsEsEe
其實在看的過程中,543Please respect copyright.PENANAFpNAIqtwrB
他的拍戲的過程,543Please respect copyright.PENANAUD5kr9Khdt
和實際寫出來的高准和方熾的故事內容實際上是有出入的,543Please respect copyright.PENANARriMybY04C
起初我沒多想,543Please respect copyright.PENANAWpm5126VdZ
以為是最終電影呈現出來的效果不一樣,543Please respect copyright.PENANArNQIsujz6a
看到結尾才知道原來不是!543Please respect copyright.PENANApVq5wArjUb
故事結尾,543Please respect copyright.PENANAryn6wIsod6
是高准和方熾兩人在給人按摩舒壓,543Please respect copyright.PENANAWaszEwIsfO
而前面的一連串故事,543Please respect copyright.PENANABNZar0SJ3c
是方熾的朋友以兩人的故事進行改編,543Please respect copyright.PENANAGHyCedDupD
寫出了「出演他倆故事的張准與甄心」的故事,543Please respect copyright.PENANArF4FrShVPs
這實際只是一本書!543Please respect copyright.PENANAZxlQAYJLnV
這太讓我意外了(〃∀〃)543Please respect copyright.PENANAWCKmWaSmKU
也是我時隔多時會記得這部作品的原因。543Please respect copyright.PENANAoIkmVPXT1z
整體來說這個這個作者的敘述用詞很美,543Please respect copyright.PENANAH0BhYmbqWp肉也多(?),故事表達方式第一次見,543Please respect copyright.PENANAzcoiKbyp8g
讓我看完之後挺驚喜也挺喜歡的。543Please respect copyright.PENANA10O391xYgo
劇中劇的表達手法很厲害,543Please respect copyright.PENANAbML9GNM51K
在此推薦給大家,543Please respect copyright.PENANAh3JPcAlgOw
有興趣的朋友歡迎找來看哦(*´∀`)~♥543Please respect copyright.PENANA9k3xq8266g
甄心發起狠,一口叼住張准的嘴,只是叼著,沒別的什麼,張准愣愣睜著眼,從一個近到模糊的距離看著他,一刻不停的閃光燈仿佛無數片破碎的夢,夢裡折射出對方瞳孔的光,光的盡頭是一頃漆黑的海,靈魂就迷醉在那海浪裡。
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高准很享受被一根硬邦邦的東西戳著的感覺,興奮地吐出幾口長氣,像是歎息又像是痛苦:「不許愛我……」他不要臉地張開大腿:「只睡我就夠了。」543Please respect copyright.PENANA3Zdc79t9Ab
這種時候,Justin才忍不住問:「那個人……」他指的是方熾,可「不要你了嗎」這種話,輕易卻說不出口。543Please respect copyright.PENANAQyK5jhF1AH