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「準備好了嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRqMeJjjw4
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lWmdMVDbs
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWgF6w7e5q
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTv05fRFpM
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「需要喝水嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz0C8wuqSQ
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqNKUdzoZf
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「……，不用了。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuynGvoQMI
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoA4EE8B4E
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllCaPz3zDc
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbYvDKoeZ8
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「……，也是呢。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnN2rvrfDzT
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRMTqHhAGO
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFDvC0yg7e
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdT5VpqvC8h
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflbDPxMOSI
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFf6tKDhXY
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiEpmFzCAR
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「到了喔！晴香。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq3e8sBl2n
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjrdg54Qt95
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSILFqnFZJ
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuV1mBn20cN
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhcJQYUWq7
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGkuoiLs28
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……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68zm6fozO3
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……，夠了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJhLz24SBI
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiMZd3LRKa
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHwf0N7HunJ
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fM1A7ZpfV
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54UFZK54Bl
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBuLLUlfvP
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2flyd24zSU
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM0p7VyWKz
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6QtCFfFVt
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicnZkesVd9
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQ3f2ExyPx
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluSU7LdGTT
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「那麼……，開始！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPllaSPb0FL
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66J2ocaoUc
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Tne2DwpO
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJwNCE9qgq
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkVRr0OWIZ
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE25KBnpzOv
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡandxUkc4jg
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKhOITIWjA
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCrl8YLmyP
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJKcyzExkqQ
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjJoWU0zHs
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「喂！松本。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLlMNqIDtE
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtGM6e55H4
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXtsO76z0L
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPBstANwtn
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMX2DFSqoQd
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBOtP2MvoG
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「當然……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmV5cBSFRa
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj36lwGkqzc
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuLyMGauDH
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSif47CD1j
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbYHLyHi1mA
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg6sbpR13r
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「嗯，我很開心。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFebV9cBFm1
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「這是你的實話嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBXsm5Qbmi
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「當然。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQb8VMWCn9i
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY6UcyDvVN
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOIe5J94Ml
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51LZlGrEU8
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「……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOh8K1DspU2
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笑容？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnHc9gl4E1
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yYrZUwWkK
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8m4Vrmk7A
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「……，騙自己嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTGwWHH18Ge
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XdrfWxf15
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSPS7LqZUx
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ83L0IGLiPA
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMjanbY4w6
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0koBohDI9
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「……，是這樣嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRNH8218ood
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQESGpGmBxR
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「……，真是的。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g2Iob4eGd
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOeN35D61nx
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kR8PnvDzM
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRz774XElzf
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkiiB1dMp8H
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「你到底想說什麼！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXJy7rZykd
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHNSIliuh2
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxjXgMaB3w
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你以為……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSwSN2V0l7
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcHWoK9AKo
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmQH9cTPue
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctvITcKcbf
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mTA9J6hou
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50S6cZNTko
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJaEESgjuy
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「……，果然。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR2m0rbKIS
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYalW4ZccE
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFVPQJ6XQA
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckJ6XWq2Mx
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaKQFaHoaz
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cmM9ebIqR
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……，LIVE？ 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgin2gDPV3l
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6rmJb2KE1
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcryyaudIFm
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTI29IqHPDE
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要是真的做到了，我……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPlRGwDgkD
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……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1odrLqJcI
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAj1QIzSEEl
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5Xh1DVyok
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09OSoORfVP
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「如果是這樣……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhb1NNc8RZ
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1zKBRJUTc
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCfXtaP2DVq
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv414YVCTO8
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTboqa7Kahr
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaFW382y7s
112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSv8dE1zzzD
「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobzCKNFIVj
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR2Yy0HIAA
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIZ7M7dJ4B
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5A4dlSaxu
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大人物……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4InsVDUQ5d
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNEj7aqFhuC
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg639GmOjW1
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxrdPMr3Cw6
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡykVUMUXEo4
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBMEjp2MQS
112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6yKtNOx3r
我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTszmDsVbmn
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM80r7jbmRY
112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8q4zTWqDp
隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvytpDMDxl
112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwBRxJ6i6I
原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VFm3xyaDo
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YeHRCNr1k
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewgocRyPDW
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoL2PnSxnz
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewhGoRYgCC
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRXV9me7Bo8
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQjXsWqaKI
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2CHeyxCZG
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyelNzhikj6
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzjtk6aF4i
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjedN9u8XkS
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZ9z3v85Bg
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qcLm3MLmt
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF57O7pyx8Y
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s9qq6QPXO
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfYNhvpkPp
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBBSHMlAUE
112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5wYDuphQn
她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4RvnwqXmP
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0yxXTF3Hm
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuB5RgyKote
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxyTSpKULE
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDwfYBpe7o
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IFB3cNXgJ
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjfdsydrB0
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強顏……，歡笑？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCcqu2BycI
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AZVcsX5j8
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL3MbcfhwAf
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtg6VN5pJUb
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDndclf1xX
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEMkpr0KXj
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRc91gY4AX
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1HD8CMmGi
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfsElkG0eQ
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「為什麼你……？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrEQoen0eu
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIczgEo3SZ
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VKC6VAtTa
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxu0V1Sv0q
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgiq8nSbeS
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTUrXLxYgQ
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxmN48OcqY
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvTjjZjcmW
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqxb5Hieic
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「是啊……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAio5K9yqJK
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為什麼我會害怕呢？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVgf9Hf03m
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4a0sX7QwKL
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWt9BTvyp1U
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYY4hf6jlwe
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQRkEqcFpp
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2tQ2oUujT
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「當然！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LTOMnpcnu
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknb1t5b7AE
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMPn3bigdm
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLv5A1tlx0
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQwJYzdQSF
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQetX08LfF
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUjBXWRnFq
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHCKOXxe3A
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewQR7QcSCP
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89K8giaiyl
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0o24pdhM3P
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdFtzqo7bA
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSitU4xaBj2
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjInZ6xKZEd
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndufKB9B91
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQubYtRhp1l
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzy6JU9v09f
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oZuf6G9N0
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAvXac6rNLg
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VgwwZAXQH
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlmQ4RcIlO
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodYcerhd2b
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa49Yd8WLC2
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMbx5IHfAZ
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「我當然記得。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQixkaspRaF
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRco6Wcst7
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNuIIn7PBE
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfl4OYcxNCY
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「原來是這樣嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2488eYbvf
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEElxPnEi7m
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxHNHJ0fGs
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6nuQB0AiF
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEdMVRlb59
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1Cn246Szg
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「……！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFGegIFlke
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWbjwVFDa0
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOOKlEf9bu
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媽媽……。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1YhZB6GFT
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「怎麼了嗎？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF6ZfJrtrwJ
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm3JK4tMhG
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fjnprUL90
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyJF3ObfTv
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgpPhENqPN
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……，不行，我打不下去。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPIA2sQ0XX1
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我沒辦法……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgPkoB1PeH
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5kzfNt55b
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「怎麼了？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrOGVuD0Ww
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgS6ak2Xs2j
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Edphut05Q
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dqlrAfHyl
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi3Vc1vS1B
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXe3302i9S
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQuwGvVlVq
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjC6GOAfn7
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJdh3HlSuv
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我到底該怎麼……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoE3aFj7NxR
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……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop2A6BuS6n
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如果……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTLOSIcWtb
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuzD1SiicQ
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3B2kT4zS4
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPl1SgB5ss
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我要親自去見母親。」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUqHIGOqvx
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「……，是這樣啊？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmaOb7okDF
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nfatoBjvt
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmpVRsN3lG
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmNUuJD9TM
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJm8NiLHxQs
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpp66qvYHw
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ677EC12vD3
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM0Ln5xK6B
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPjDZlPuBC
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjb7iqHA0bb
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxC9dLgY3l5
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaiay40W0d
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn95PctTTB7
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDOGOtMqul
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGBv0oIu4V
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCFjTpNNcw
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFI6kX9p6y
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzjwT4WfkB
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她……，在說什麼啊！？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTw3bX6Nkb
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbHLN5ClaH
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgrff1G0od
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tQWq68ImG
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkP35A2fEEU
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvxZ3Y8JhOd
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「嗯……。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJo1bdPA1T9
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcPAS7eat1
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Y8TRJAKX
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFGDfU894G
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmm9abYiRw
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Slm1SAz5y
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbuEEDlH3N
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「你……，說什麼？」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorS7f5MJlE
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vjpYIauK7
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPGnENecnv
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJznb9VRDOg
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fQih3Wthl
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj1wgUJGKl
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEVVIub40h
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。112Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmjWaitWBT1
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「果然……，賤民就是賤民。」
