「你自己唔試下,無人幫得到你,因為你都唔願意踏出第一步。」呀楊每講一句,就好似支針咁,吉落個心度。341Please respect copyright.PENANA6KSh7uPQMV
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針同刀唔一樣,痛楚係有分別。刀嘅嘢一嘢捅入去,好深好痛,甚至可以即時死亡;但係針唔一樣,好淺咁慢慢吉入去,唔算好痛,少少痛楚咁,但你實死唔去,吊住你條命咁。341Please respect copyright.PENANAsWrRo4ntud
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「你一直停留係以前,有咩用姐?我哋返唔到去架啦!我哋只可以一路向前行。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAG5c6tAL8J6
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「我之前唔講,係因為我知道你需要時間走出嚟,等你慢慢好返,但依家我唔係咁認為。」341Please respect copyright.PENANAZ1cVCGdjBp
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呀楊又飲咗一啖酒,望實我,眼神係同我講,『無自己諗啦』咁嘅意思。341Please respect copyright.PENANAmQ4nTQ9X6d
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我無出聲,只係係度飲悶酒。341Please respect copyright.PENANAzpZu4TUzX1
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以前嘅我唔識得飲酒,覺得飲酒唔好,仲要唔識飲酒。341Please respect copyright.PENANAakX2NHd1DW
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但呢幾年,我慢慢學識得飲,而且越飲越多,每次都wing住咁返去。341Please respect copyright.PENANAKlVm7JlQUV
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唔係呢啲係咪成長必經階段……男人識得飲酒,就係成長嘅開始。341Please respect copyright.PENANAhcVhFbpvFE
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唔識飲酒或者唔飲酒,證明自己真係毒。341Please respect copyright.PENANATNVorHpZbc
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人無可能一直停留係同一個位置,同一個階段,我哋總會改變。341Please respect copyright.PENANA4pjcVZ9hBb
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原來依家回頭望一望,自己真係改變咗好多,心智都成熟咗,但對感情,我始終如一。341Please respect copyright.PENANAERTqwH5UQR
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因為我走唔出嗰一步。我有膽改變自己,去試唔同嘅嘢。341Please respect copyright.PENANAaVRgEj9rTn
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但我就係無膽去面對感情,原來我對感情嘅處理,都係同以前一模一樣。341Please respect copyright.PENANAyFmABnqjTM
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呢方面我係無變到,都係咁懦弱。341Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3OIl3sjTb
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可能係自己性格嘅關係啦,見住自己身邊嘅朋友不停咁換畫,換男/女朋友好似食生菜咁。341Please respect copyright.PENANA7T6SfPttgE
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呢啲對佢哋嚟講駕輕就熟,完全唔會好似我咁無膽,有時我都好羨慕佢哋可以咁開放,同埋直接表達自己嘅感情。341Please respect copyright.PENANAcbqKzJQRwC
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反而自己嘅感情卻一路原地踏步,無進步過……341Please respect copyright.PENANAjeTwWJBnqU
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伴隨著呢種尷尬嘅笑聲,我同Amy嘅關係就好似落定咗咁。341Please respect copyright.PENANAaWDTA4KqKS
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但我好唔適應,就算返嚟香港之後,我都唔知應該點做……341Please respect copyright.PENANA45cmoZfkSw
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但Amy佢都好主動咁搵我,約我出去,食下嘢,行下街咁。341Please respect copyright.PENANAgAE4FkhgNX
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我哋就好似同其他情侶咁,無咩分別,但我哋從來都無話一齊,姐係無正式嘅表白都無。341Please respect copyright.PENANArxOybQ51uS
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但行動上,算係情侶掛?我都唔知,我都好迷惘。341Please respect copyright.PENANA6kNxAqMGx8
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我都唔想咁仆街,明明唔係話好鐘意,但又同呢個女仔發展。341Please respect copyright.PENANAGRSsFyeDY3
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我想逼自己試下出去第一步。341Please respect copyright.PENANAIBxlxo5KZ0
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「我哋……係咪情侶呀?」Amy係旺角呢個人多擠逼嘅地方,拖住手問我。341Please respect copyright.PENANAJh3UGOa1rO
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一時之間我都唔知點答先好……341Please respect copyright.PENANADpGGDPqM3w
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其實沿路上我哋都有講有笑,但唔知點解Amy會忽然間問呢條問題。341Please respect copyright.PENANAy2zfwG9UyH
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「哎…係掛。」我敷衍地道,因為我都唔知自己想點。341Please respect copyright.PENANArCg0GlExs5
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Amy聽到之後,神情極之落魄,我見到佢呢個表情,就好似嗰時同Kitty咁,會忍唔住心軟。341Please respect copyright.PENANAVQXrX7gXGg
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認真啲睇,佢同Kitty都有些少相似。341Please respect copyright.PENANAD4AHXsupZm
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係我哋行緊嘅時候。341Please respect copyright.PENANAvwcMVetu8D
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迎面好快咁行過一個熟悉嘅身形。341Please respect copyright.PENANAR4tCpthncE
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經過我嘅時候,有一股熟悉嘅香氣……341Please respect copyright.PENANA4aJT85x0Lp
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我回頭望一望,只見嗰個女仔低頭玩緊手機,好快就係人叢中穿穿插插離去了。341Please respect copyright.PENANABjEA9AX3xJ
「做咩呀?」Amy捉緊我隻手問。341Please respect copyright.PENANAlcwaYvu9N1
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我笑了笑,「無呀,我好似見到個熟悉嘅嘢。」341Please respect copyright.PENANA9cviphcakM
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「係呀?」Amy低頭不語。341Please respect copyright.PENANAKbEVKCivOJ
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然後佢輕輕放開我隻手,然後同我講,佢夠鐘意返屋企啦。341Please respect copyright.PENANA3i3qUrIptA
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我見佢好勉強咁牽起嘴角。341Please respect copyright.PENANAiybUvJbL9r
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之前嘅我,傷害咗一個的鐘意嘅女仔;如今,我傷害咗一個我根本稱唔上鐘意嘅女仔。341Please respect copyright.PENANAwzi4hh3G5e
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今次嘅感覺無上次咁強烈,只帶點淡淡嘅悲傷。341Please respect copyright.PENANAaQthkse3LZ
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「咁早就返屋企?」我望一望手機上面嘅時間,只不過係8點鐘左右。341Please respect copyright.PENANAGP9eYLLw4J
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之前我哋都會行到好耐先返去。341Please respect copyright.PENANACb0SBzmw9j
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「其實你心入面早就住咗一個人。」Amy眼神裡沒有一絲猶豫。341Please respect copyright.PENANACTxPmkOHjg
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「我唔會怪你……其實我都感覺到架啦,只不過係我太鐘意你,所以先咁主動。」341Please respect copyright.PENANADq2Yz9vR16
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唔知點解,我無留住Amy嘅衝動。341Please respect copyright.PENANAbT9D68JeKB
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我知Amy係好女仔,我都好慶幸我無遇到啲極品港女。與其話遇唔到,倒不如話我無可能同到嗰啲人做朋友,佢哋都唔會睇得上我啦。341Please respect copyright.PENANANUkemFuSJl
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我知道之後都未必遇到好似佢咁好嘅女仔,但我寧缺,都唔想濫。341Please respect copyright.PENANAmZSXYWlspL
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我有自己嘅堅持,堅持等到「對」嘅人。341Please respect copyright.PENANA71irASQ88Z
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我無咩都講,就咁望住Amy係呢個人山人海嘅旺角消失。341Please respect copyright.PENANA6gKk5DleTb
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我哋之後都無再聯絡。341Please respect copyright.PENANAPIFEyYKhKN
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我都好多謝Amy,係佢令我知道真正嘅答案。341Please respect copyright.PENANALtfEQnlqfk