Trembling with fear...witness something so horrible...i just couldn't do it anymore..his coldblooded eyes...which showed no emotion...no regret, no guilt..no nothing... i could live with anything...even with the fact that i killed a man but killing a man while feeling nothing...i just don't want to turn into something like that...No ...i just couldn't do that to myself...more importantly what a person has to go through to become that, what truth must be lying behind this to lead to such state...it shakes my inner core...even to imagine