Lazy is like a stone

Not a single inch moving ahead to go out

Or gain out something from the nature

Unnatural disasters following the waves at night

To catch sleep Walkers

In other to destroy the struck stone in our head

Lazy monsters started the dysfunctional dehydration bit by bit to get near to the destruction.

Thereafter it will kill you while you are alive

To continue the laziness to go forever

Once you are killed the germ you out of your line

There will be no coming back from the dark without a light

Remember to keep the light in your hand until you find the path to exit the panel

Hate and jealousy are a long way road friends who got met way down the road of life

It feels like everyone pretends like there are care about us but actually they are not.

They just actually wants from you is something else.

Every people who lived here there are pretending someone else character.

I don’t know why is that.

but I know people are all fake.

you will think why I’m saying this to you.

because some of my abilities say I know how they behave themselves front of strangers seeing it to me it’s like such a mess.

I always wanted to say to the people be themselves in every place in the world, every situation, every second is you.

don’t pretend I feel that sometimes it’s like some people to its a nuisance.

they want to act cool.

like a superman but in reality no one else by that name.

What’s going on here actually and I wanted to say this especially there is a good one too. ok

We all have different fears for everything we see but I want to talk about my fears what inside me have all the time.

I can’t do a thing correctly. Some time because of the Fears It’s Like it’s around me all the time.

I want to get rid of it but I can’t I try to do it.

No actually not I let fears control me that’s why I can’t do things.

My father told me to don’t be afraid, think you can do it don’t be fear or Pressurized all the time.

It’s nothing. But I’m still trying to figure out how to do that. I know I can do it, so now I think it’s a little bit better now.

I can do things now with more force. When fear Around me, it’s like saying to me I’m going to make this, going to mess this up , I can do this, why is it that I want to know the reason behind it, is it something bad in the world.

I mean fear how can I Say that. Is fear let you down or let you up. Fear, the bad side of the wall or good side of the world .

The reason I’m saying this is.

I want to know is it some kind of help or not Like sometimes fear gives the courage to do something We fear so some of us are going to do it some of us, not.

Even when we get through this I’m not sure when fear Around us Can we do our things properly, I just don’t know what is fear is why we feel that. It’s killing me now slowly I want to get rid of it.

I try every time but when the Times comes it’s happening so here I’m.

My life in Indiana....I don't remember most of what was said or most of what happened, so there will be gaps in the story. I'm trying to write the story in order of the way it happened.