Pain is the worst of all of it. The endless panic attacks, the cold feeling creeping down his spine.

Shawn Mendes' life has changed dramatically. It went from possibly the best life, to possibly the worse. He's seen better days, and angst, depression, and anxiety rid his life of all the happy things. He seeks help from Camilla, who's right there by his side to guide him to get back on track. Even though it may not be easy, even though there are days where it's hard for Shawn to keep his head above the water, he can still learn to swim.