whenever I scroll through social media or any other platform with influencers, I filled with mixed emotions I an unable to convey. I am shut down by my thoughts of not living up to so called beauty standards featured in models and actresses. whenever, I change myself. I feel ecstatic by the fact I accepted in society but one the other hand regretful for not loving my true self. I went to extreme lengths of changing myself by going one fatal diets or exterting my self to the extreme and buying cloths to fit me. at one point of time, I lost consciousness and was brought to the hospital as I was severely underweight. that was my turning point in life to love my self for who I am and not who I should be. I bought cloths that I fit in not they fitting me and start to accept my true identity. Your identity is not your outer appearance. it is your morals and valued you uphold. I am not blaming social media or influencers . I am just saying we should eradicate a certain body image of what a person should look like in society as many innocent lives are lost. Never let body image expectations get over you . Everyone is beautiful in their own ways ❤ and always love yourself and never change yourself for others but for yourself only.You are beautiful and I am always proud of u. You are not defined by your appearance. Who am I? I am just a teen who is being a voice to teens or anyone living in this modern 21 century