8th period is hard, high school is hard, everyday is hard. 8th period in room A236 is gray, full of people who have wronged, and left me, and I sit alone. There are no windows to look out of and clear my mind and cause I can't clear my mind I'm left with my thoughts, it's not good for me. Everyday I write in this class about my thoughts and how everyone here has impacted my life. And though it's called English class I will only ever know it as the room without windows. 

Everyday has been a living hell since my secret spilled and everyday I sit at a lunch table filled to the brim but yet I am still alone, all I can do is watch and listen. 

Emma is a 14 year old girl who battles with ADHD, depression, and anxiety disorder. When her best friend Rachel both made a promise to always tell each other about their boy encounters. Emma may trust Rachel a little too much, and Rachel takes things a bit too far and Emma starts to have suicidal thoughts what will happen? Read to  find out.