If in this world there's only two colors, black and white. What u gonna do? Either u gonna painting it with brighter color or the dark one. What if ur life between those black and white color, afraid u gonna ruined it and just walk nowhere without direction. No confidence and just keep walking until u got lost but there's none to helping around. Everyone already doing their progress and having their path happily, while you still stuck with the place where's the last time ur world stop rolling around u. Ur ship sinked on the bottom of sea, lost the oxygen, lost ur consciousness and then dead without none knowing it. 

And i'm one of those people. I wanted a happy ending on my life but im just a loser. Too naive if this world will be nice to u just because u become a ''good girl''.