"Never in my life did I ever think I would share my story you all of you. My story is messy and painful. But so many people have stories like mine who feel alone. That is because it feels like they are all alone. But they're far from being alone. I thought I was alone. I was wrong. No one is alone in this messy thing called life."

"All About Adonai" is a series of miracles and tragedies and tests that all connect in the end.

They have been labeled many things.

Some people have sympathy for them.

Some people hate them.

But not everyone understands them like they should.

Some read about them and feel sorry for them, they think that what they went through was a horror story. And to some people it could be, but they miss the big picture instead of being sad we should be on are knees praising God for their bravery.

This is the story of the martyrs of the King.

I choose to believe that there is a God that loves me and will fight for me. A God who gave his only son to willing die for me. When I never deserved it or wanted it.

These poems are my thank you to him.