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「我為什麼在這裡?」多次向自己提出疑問159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSL2yn54UF
在旁人看來大概只是些中二病的幻想159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnPijzRDFY
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就這樣抱著疑問又過了重複的一天159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREpDTFz4GL
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對每個人都開始了嫉妒與猜疑，害怕著自己那面具被扯下，醜陋的臉龐被看見159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡui5w3R40bZ
理想如同刀子一般刺進我心159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy7IzHZGEj
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與自己原本的理想完全相反，簡直像是第二個地獄一般159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9wb9Mo8OT
「阿......完了...」內心深處響起了這麼一句話159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUigHogfOFd
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2月29日，今天也是特別的日子呢，不是對我而是對世界來說159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQtYTwSF7n
學校-人間煉獄，為了朝向理想的我穿著制服，坐在角落的我因為陰沉的個性與他人毫無交流159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuabUJy8pT
與那些在上下課期間都活躍的人們活在不同世界的我暗自嘆息159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBBhfUnOH0
「跟理想完全不同呢。」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxc91SRrvvJ
今天我因為有想看的書而來到圖書館159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdkS3fZNfH
我喜歡圖書館159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iUUC4YHpr
因為這裡的安靜讓我就像融入環境般159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBattFmgFyx
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找到了、找到了、找到了?159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy6PVOx0Ug
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(阿，這麼說來是從那時候開始的阿159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBZ802aR5M
小時候看見野獸獵食的樣子那血肉模糊的樣子159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBzpiuUNbrd
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將書拿出後突然無法好好站穩159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCbMmIsXDK
眼前一黑159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNZlKjLmej
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強光...?159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucLAWva1ry
這圖書館哪會有什麼強光?難道是在醫院?不對，我還站著。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNKRSDl8kp
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笑?159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJUAS2Aaax
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止不住的瘋狂，對生命的褻瀆159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtD0nPr5fgx
「阿哈哈...阿哈哈哈哈哈----------」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrkUk9gL9L
「同學，在圖書館請保持安靜」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaopfP5qsCB
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「對...對不起」我向他低頭道歉後便安靜地朝櫃台走去159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUrDtngek6
我本來就是為了借書而來159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GPqZDq6oY
剛才看見的一切讓我再一次認為自己已然不正常
看到眼前被一分為二的生物159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkc8ZOnTTuj
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先前揮出的一刀也如反射動作一般
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說是最近很流行這種穿搭
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嘈雜。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3zQbKycW6
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「妳...妳到底是甚麼人!為甚麼要做這種事!」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8POU2yky0
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靜謐。159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtQhCnprdj
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看見了159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQogxRsT46
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太陽又一次升起，宛如詛咒一般159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0b8QMddyD
奇怪的夢境159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCf61ZZnXkO
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雖說我曾想過自殺，但一次對他人下手的想法也沒有159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4ymoMVosc
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抱持著疑問又過了重複的一天?
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「2月2日」159Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3i9VDeG85E
