I am dreading growing old.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGVpe3Xz1u6
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuQHZF8ggH
everyone asked for a young female.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ubDFHvJCp
what happens when I grow old,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9WENkiWmI
what happens when my tits sag 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7lLhNx8X3
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBYqJcGJLV
will I no longer be wanted?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XoR2r2v34
No longer desired or admired.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia6RizKSpb
will I just be old?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiZsXN43E1M
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyfcSGi0Er
Just220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGpMsCuOTd
Old.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DeVWyoKkP
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpiXxtmIlH
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Muhw4Qa9y
I'll have to be good at something,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkc3Pu2Cfu
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHZqDFkVr6
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFw06O7RY1U
I'll have to be somebody220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzqL6THQqK
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLi0ZBJAV0k
but I know I can't keep it.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBpmvsXVFp
Good things never last.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMkmFi9XNk
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixo08ZdAcq
I don't know when youth became so important to me220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dMNw1MiX8
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs65gI7RjZG
and why so many people died over it220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGNdSXk7fBj
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoyHqlSUpQC
I would.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXqmU3ZO5A
perhaps that makes me a bad human,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiRFZL7hdD
a bad feminist220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmS2H0kLbA
bad person,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9VIGeR2Hc
but all I know is it's the truth220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXy88LsMbD
and I would do it,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhwlI3KJr0
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlhnHdW2C0y
I would give up so much to stay desirable.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6drEzURcUC
Because I've never been desired before220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskQ6uF5soD
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7iBmdECY6
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5Li17ul6K
and my skin sags from my bones220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGaLDgjAbQF
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUP2j8uEB4
my neck doubling,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq4jKt0yvT
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90uOEnXHPe
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcp267kc3l
some people think when you get older looks matter less220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFM3nm12ptq
But that's not true, nobody wants that220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3vtfQWMi2
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDk1u9LOH1
What will I be?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H2qTQnxTQ
Chopped liver I suppose.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgYFjwB5z8
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl2AbmXxUo
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cQjnQ18tH
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNWoklInrB
I'm young220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdLoO6qyEA
I have done nothing time is flying by220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kk98z69JB
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ1gN5j9YG
Keeps slipping from my fists.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIWlGKQxO5d
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40kdIESiC2
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT87EGrutKQ
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKTenPPBjV
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZURZFPoJv
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSNsYKualk
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHNHuoUjnw
I feel it closing in on me220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jwWDM5LaY
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWokI0NPuS
looking in the mirror I see my painting.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ97sgf30yGn
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06LBA1yTwR
I know they're going to be my demise.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKIeuTP1uei
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW5lvgJE9B
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcVbT4gwEk
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CKFLeta5u
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMNfA3lllf
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIA03XnwTy
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumq2gVfPkt
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfMLxXfXS0
because I know myself if not anyone else220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvoipQzIKh
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSx47hFKeU5
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29Egtcb6lN
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWC4avcipY
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6khgHwu7o0
everyone asked for a young female.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrva8vjQvk
what happens when I grow old,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98YMT1M2ui
what happens when my tits sag 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrS32VJKycA
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX3qw50P86
will I no longer be wanted?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtT5njUldz
No longer desired or admired.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y9eLm9u2u
will I just be old?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ALCtZQcKa
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW7uWOuxfl
Just220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDa1pDOf9t5
Old.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcRyLu4wBD
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOcDW4c2X9
I'll have to be good at something,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWLZ8FDSvA
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfE5e8QX5u
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURgNb6JUGd
I'll have to be somebody220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkVwG66MwZ
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMozWbGXPV2
but I know I can't keep it.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SgKgGLzEx
Good things never last.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCICiIKnZCw
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96WygULsEs
I don't know when youth became so important to me220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoPpyW5JBp
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaFgyViCHB
and why so many people died over it220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMcvktmbWv
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM2WwvnKC7
I would.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZO3gE0PCtL
perhaps that makes me a bad human,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6Iso1QFEu
a bad feminist220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoK6V4Jfab
bad person,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4WgmpW1B5
but all I know is it's the truth220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkOHzHiqv5
and I would do it,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoMbUYukJz
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTiOHwgQ4r
I would give up so much to stay desirable.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKe4g1VhI6
Because I've never been desired before220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlE0rU2DOq
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkL0XMk8wH
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUoyqAa8dx
and my skin sags from my bones220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc8tSc4KLV
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcREatfGJ6F
my neck doubling,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkoql09ksT
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSTzE6Yzqi
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtdpEIPCZW
some people think when you get older looks matter less220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9F4kYeIrU
But that's not true, nobody wants that220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSg9Oq6Gubv
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKydBk9cgN
What will I be?220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3oTB6JGkM
Chopped liver I suppose.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzb5mQ1NHC
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3FFjTCQBs
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xQkGrFJLa
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx5PC2sT1s
I'm 20220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh95Ize80iE
I have done nothing time is flying by220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0xUghGAzw
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWCgOaqdmv
Keeps slipping from my fists.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7mrqjUeIA
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr4EWjaKFR
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TFXSLa2Qv
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35vWp5rC4g
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0hDbAWLlD
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHHDZ7zkcv
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVO1gXFiT1
I feel it closing in on me220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvsw7JzA0J
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWi1zfHh8E
looking in the mirror I see my painting.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDnivAuE7dC
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNIELX2jt7
I know they're going to be my demise.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrScaHdCQsi
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PnxbkGQ2u
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8dLjaXkOF
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5twZJOu7M
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK62gtDIYR
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLlnVT2ww9
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhJ12ai1hs
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrxMVKjqF5
because I know myself if not anyone else220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaZotC3szU
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbG1sVqDn3
220Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqqyqWmAXl
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
