I am dreading growing old.271Please respect copyright.PENANAK78NdjhH01
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,271Please respect copyright.PENANAnLwCw0OpnP
everyone asked for a young female.271Please respect copyright.PENANAAMFmHD0t38
what happens when I grow old,271Please respect copyright.PENANAoTsrfHoisc
what happens when my tits sag 271Please respect copyright.PENANAtSqwyN1lko
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,271Please respect copyright.PENANAce7g8iW44Y
will I no longer be wanted?271Please respect copyright.PENANAILuWAT2yYn
No longer desired or admired.271Please respect copyright.PENANAQMT267EQj1
will I just be old?271Please respect copyright.PENANAE8a21Zc3mf
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 271Please respect copyright.PENANA78dxmJY6DP
Just271Please respect copyright.PENANA6KbmT7sZ85
Old.271Please respect copyright.PENANAIwG0yqX8Wr
271Please respect copyright.PENANAFK4aFOc1mZ
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?271Please respect copyright.PENANAlNeX8EG3lc
I'll have to be good at something,271Please respect copyright.PENANAzuRW6JDQbe
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills271Please respect copyright.PENANARDMj9oQf03
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain271Please respect copyright.PENANA6RLfywsS7N
I'll have to be somebody271Please respect copyright.PENANAYR50adk6W8
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth271Please respect copyright.PENANA4UexyVWkWL
but I know I can't keep it.271Please respect copyright.PENANA9M7wvAJ5tp
Good things never last.271Please respect copyright.PENANAFAQpYzInco
271Please respect copyright.PENANAJg0pR4GurW
I don't know when youth became so important to me271Please respect copyright.PENANA6CbncN8DPp
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail271Please respect copyright.PENANApYJzrU5ZIZ
and why so many people died over it271Please respect copyright.PENANAWqQYo4IYYu
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,271Please respect copyright.PENANARbpAQ8ORJj
I would.271Please respect copyright.PENANAEaNRSBN7Sn
perhaps that makes me a bad human,271Please respect copyright.PENANAz5oaE1suYV
a bad feminist271Please respect copyright.PENANAxofHiSTMQS
bad person,271Please respect copyright.PENANAQPDt1AISoe
but all I know is it's the truth271Please respect copyright.PENANAgOfsNLueCV
and I would do it,271Please respect copyright.PENANApIiH3HIKzi
271Please respect copyright.PENANASIa0TdeBi3
I would give up so much to stay desirable.271Please respect copyright.PENANASDzXuKOzdi
Because I've never been desired before271Please respect copyright.PENANA6dJwfjCEae
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,271Please respect copyright.PENANAsbfaldW1vu
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?271Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0ydqvCl1u
and my skin sags from my bones271Please respect copyright.PENANA3ucqi8ORWk
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach271Please respect copyright.PENANAThs6iDoCYu
my neck doubling,271Please respect copyright.PENANA4DOz4w9ysi
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad271Please respect copyright.PENANAAvEYc1r50E
271Please respect copyright.PENANAMYdTCzrT1H
some people think when you get older looks matter less271Please respect copyright.PENANAvTqllUkBbJ
But that's not true, nobody wants that271Please respect copyright.PENANAoR8uv8ptQv
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.271Please respect copyright.PENANAorAitV4vST
What will I be?271Please respect copyright.PENANAoife8Vh4wb
Chopped liver I suppose.271Please respect copyright.PENANAjoSODxxxRO
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools271Please respect copyright.PENANA7QyNpFgUlE
271Please respect copyright.PENANAtzyaZr4NL6
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life271Please respect copyright.PENANAaEeJ3Vb2Nu
I'm young271Please respect copyright.PENANA2qHyQDYe5a
I have done nothing time is flying by271Please respect copyright.PENANAdLzGYP8ms5
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast271Please respect copyright.PENANAoZKRGDEqc0
Keeps slipping from my fists.271Please respect copyright.PENANAQmMTJo7lE0
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).271Please respect copyright.PENANAKJj9kDoKTr
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.271Please respect copyright.PENANAnKDJ7KRUwR
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up271Please respect copyright.PENANAWTHyINQj4N
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.271Please respect copyright.PENANAdIFC2r379R
271Please respect copyright.PENANAkGS8HKtqcg
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity271Please respect copyright.PENANAcp09aU83wO
I feel it closing in on me271Please respect copyright.PENANAOFjcucYivn
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,271Please respect copyright.PENANAJnKzPoQRFh
looking in the mirror I see my painting.271Please respect copyright.PENANAMVSzMpalPk
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,271Please respect copyright.PENANAs0CJKUnLGw
I know they're going to be my demise.271Please respect copyright.PENANAQzX9l1GNNP
271Please respect copyright.PENANAtfPJZkoQOX
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen271Please respect copyright.PENANA9djjXqX0pP
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.271Please respect copyright.PENANAof9UEe7TjP
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 271Please respect copyright.PENANAYuUxieROk6
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 271Please respect copyright.PENANAwd7HoYIEou
271Please respect copyright.PENANAPqytZ8qLEa
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither271Please respect copyright.PENANA8uzxILgLzQ
because I know myself if not anyone else271Please respect copyright.PENANAG6Y3R84ETd
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.271Please respect copyright.PENANAyuam6mPGAx
271Please respect copyright.PENANAZEn9fiXxEe
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.271Please respect copyright.PENANAREuNHAli99
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,271Please respect copyright.PENANAgd69H3SEg8
everyone asked for a young female.271Please respect copyright.PENANAYOtql205CJ
what happens when I grow old,271Please respect copyright.PENANAuLMnzGVBuT
what happens when my tits sag 271Please respect copyright.PENANAjm5VH7jo5D
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,271Please respect copyright.PENANAJj3ao2uXtF
will I no longer be wanted?271Please respect copyright.PENANAaC5xbHkuE4
No longer desired or admired.271Please respect copyright.PENANAEy7kigjS2D
will I just be old?271Please respect copyright.PENANAheHEtnAc9r
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 271Please respect copyright.PENANAF5amj9bMvD
Just271Please respect copyright.PENANA7xRiDc6sqp
Old.271Please respect copyright.PENANArliDCLMnkt
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?271Please respect copyright.PENANAeJFiksN89F
I'll have to be good at something,271Please respect copyright.PENANAHQIsuF7edr
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills271Please respect copyright.PENANA102xUy26nG
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain271Please respect copyright.PENANA1FVBexJCqS
I'll have to be somebody271Please respect copyright.PENANAVEy7tKT6Hw
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth271Please respect copyright.PENANAWmB2v4qHwS
but I know I can't keep it.271Please respect copyright.PENANAl6bcyoLGhk
Good things never last.271Please respect copyright.PENANAUDE5DYCJGq
271Please respect copyright.PENANAvAP9TMM5NP
I don't know when youth became so important to me271Please respect copyright.PENANAjsWOkoTVkz
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail271Please respect copyright.PENANAXSHCaUV3z0
and why so many people died over it271Please respect copyright.PENANAk4tCuABuES
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,271Please respect copyright.PENANA7qqlxB5ZBA
I would.271Please respect copyright.PENANAfHWJyhUBRL
perhaps that makes me a bad human,271Please respect copyright.PENANAXVZbE6tnJC
a bad feminist271Please respect copyright.PENANANcEOMr4gLF
bad person,271Please respect copyright.PENANA9QUhcxYcF5
but all I know is it's the truth271Please respect copyright.PENANAK5119LSp3B
and I would do it,271Please respect copyright.PENANAEX5J5iqUVU
271Please respect copyright.PENANABFDRLnq6hK
I would give up so much to stay desirable.271Please respect copyright.PENANAU62LrmRuV5
Because I've never been desired before271Please respect copyright.PENANASUdGzWp3HB
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,271Please respect copyright.PENANA2lm6RywMvd
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?271Please respect copyright.PENANAGczo1pdQdm
and my skin sags from my bones271Please respect copyright.PENANAj91b77jRn7
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach271Please respect copyright.PENANAKPJZ9a6uCy
my neck doubling,271Please respect copyright.PENANAung3INLU66
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad271Please respect copyright.PENANAmd4T0XMIL1
271Please respect copyright.PENANACbFgEo1fmo
some people think when you get older looks matter less271Please respect copyright.PENANAzMDD3pwuOe
But that's not true, nobody wants that271Please respect copyright.PENANA31bmN4YbiW
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.271Please respect copyright.PENANA0unGDs2HKF
What will I be?271Please respect copyright.PENANA1UtJamjQGf
Chopped liver I suppose.271Please respect copyright.PENANAwP5vhtbYCE
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools271Please respect copyright.PENANAtW29qAZMKV
271Please respect copyright.PENANAp0YiD14R9D
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life271Please respect copyright.PENANAWZR2sZmgI3
I'm 20271Please respect copyright.PENANA66wniWcCgJ
I have done nothing time is flying by271Please respect copyright.PENANA0f1DKgj653
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast271Please respect copyright.PENANACmo5uGAgLx
Keeps slipping from my fists.271Please respect copyright.PENANAZqrDLQ754p
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).271Please respect copyright.PENANAbypg6d3VMS
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.271Please respect copyright.PENANAnuEKXRXRkU
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up271Please respect copyright.PENANAFJInmOnUd5
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.271Please respect copyright.PENANAZBf5KhsxT6
271Please respect copyright.PENANA3kvwreuCdM
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity271Please respect copyright.PENANAdyREyz5FJ7
I feel it closing in on me271Please respect copyright.PENANACUJcdv4jGI
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,271Please respect copyright.PENANApnVqbtlipz
looking in the mirror I see my painting.271Please respect copyright.PENANAqZOOIBWUXy
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,271Please respect copyright.PENANAcIa1NZUxAK
I know they're going to be my demise.271Please respect copyright.PENANA192z0UjxPO
271Please respect copyright.PENANARbrDkYamun
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen271Please respect copyright.PENANAfgDQQLfIE0
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.271Please respect copyright.PENANA80HduWrUCj
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 271Please respect copyright.PENANAI85TtA204U
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 271Please respect copyright.PENANAqmLILbA0wY
271Please respect copyright.PENANAGZQ6fyR0qT
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither271Please respect copyright.PENANAQtKyfjOy2M
because I know myself if not anyone else271Please respect copyright.PENANA4dYyakTTKj
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.271Please respect copyright.PENANATta9XhmYvO
271Please respect copyright.PENANAOvAPgkgPwj
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old