I am dreading growing old.226Please respect copyright.PENANAIDpsjRhR2M
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,226Please respect copyright.PENANAVpW5e2yI4H
everyone asked for a young female.226Please respect copyright.PENANAVw2iBdNGWl
what happens when I grow old,226Please respect copyright.PENANAi0PYNn6MX0
what happens when my tits sag 226Please respect copyright.PENANAViZiEueuyr
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,226Please respect copyright.PENANAFUfevhjsy2
will I no longer be wanted?226Please respect copyright.PENANAC9ueFIzmal
No longer desired or admired.226Please respect copyright.PENANAFCzeciAlfa
will I just be old?226Please respect copyright.PENANAaNoL9jutRS
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 226Please respect copyright.PENANAuyn1ASTg23
Just226Please respect copyright.PENANAPWZxIp34Uk
Old.226Please respect copyright.PENANANdnuG2QmSJ
226Please respect copyright.PENANADroin6p9PW
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?226Please respect copyright.PENANAEnUmZinvmh
I'll have to be good at something,226Please respect copyright.PENANA5fEt2wPtqY
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills226Please respect copyright.PENANAxBcA5hfZ0Y
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain226Please respect copyright.PENANAC9u7ntd3kV
I'll have to be somebody226Please respect copyright.PENANAXR9QSIGZ5c
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth226Please respect copyright.PENANAoAgeGTxk5o
but I know I can't keep it.226Please respect copyright.PENANALgAPX5yXW2
Good things never last.226Please respect copyright.PENANAIHTtiJ42JO
226Please respect copyright.PENANAk4IEvV3ltl
I don't know when youth became so important to me226Please respect copyright.PENANA1QuJSasRgd
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail226Please respect copyright.PENANAFISZSEpu3M
and why so many people died over it226Please respect copyright.PENANAVaCFi1dcG2
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,226Please respect copyright.PENANASgs7MmAG2k
I would.226Please respect copyright.PENANANKfuwTbL20
perhaps that makes me a bad human,226Please respect copyright.PENANAnwkQZjkIO7
a bad feminist226Please respect copyright.PENANAFWcgfyw3B5
bad person,226Please respect copyright.PENANAvfKNVoPmR5
but all I know is it's the truth226Please respect copyright.PENANAJcpg85gqaH
and I would do it,226Please respect copyright.PENANAYvpLW8TMjj
226Please respect copyright.PENANAgbh2xuOVL6
I would give up so much to stay desirable.226Please respect copyright.PENANAsNeVAFLPnA
Because I've never been desired before226Please respect copyright.PENANAiYWAio0tEC
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,226Please respect copyright.PENANA8yayFOcIvD
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?226Please respect copyright.PENANA4ZZjziZRX8
and my skin sags from my bones226Please respect copyright.PENANAP2WKChEcrn
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach226Please respect copyright.PENANAQUKM3DZzIX
my neck doubling,226Please respect copyright.PENANACVLX5K8J5t
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad226Please respect copyright.PENANAhGgXu29mli
226Please respect copyright.PENANAQD1Zq3v0AQ
some people think when you get older looks matter less226Please respect copyright.PENANASZ7ygQeQHC
But that's not true, nobody wants that226Please respect copyright.PENANA0GegYjoIOx
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.226Please respect copyright.PENANApBbvTg6oyh
What will I be?226Please respect copyright.PENANA0zebuRr9eR
Chopped liver I suppose.226Please respect copyright.PENANACuYipV1fN1
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools226Please respect copyright.PENANAx2z77tLmgK
226Please respect copyright.PENANAKzB3qcOAXT
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life226Please respect copyright.PENANAOzNkzpJwho
I'm young226Please respect copyright.PENANAL6icy9Jhwr
I have done nothing time is flying by226Please respect copyright.PENANA7OGevmJIeP
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast226Please respect copyright.PENANAVEnDkFV1Dw
Keeps slipping from my fists.226Please respect copyright.PENANAbwISfpAwDm
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).226Please respect copyright.PENANABQ81uxCRi9
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.226Please respect copyright.PENANAKtmwPOBVD8
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up226Please respect copyright.PENANAUXbkwYJ5OK
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.226Please respect copyright.PENANAxg2Crq3499
226Please respect copyright.PENANAm22s9KPkDz
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity226Please respect copyright.PENANAXaGImktE9L
I feel it closing in on me226Please respect copyright.PENANAnLVC49V7mX
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,226Please respect copyright.PENANAhn9Msz0bT0
looking in the mirror I see my painting.226Please respect copyright.PENANAkvdLXBJkR6
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,226Please respect copyright.PENANATqW0dtHpU5
I know they're going to be my demise.226Please respect copyright.PENANALr0NmqiuTn
226Please respect copyright.PENANAdCVy3JEFb8
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen226Please respect copyright.PENANAS14mCnFm3l
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.226Please respect copyright.PENANAA67VV0dkFu
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 226Please respect copyright.PENANAnMzhtKkx5L
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 226Please respect copyright.PENANAfrcuYd5jgg
226Please respect copyright.PENANAAC4CCMaw8Q
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither226Please respect copyright.PENANAGPOCpJMR1v
because I know myself if not anyone else226Please respect copyright.PENANA8yfxdJjpz0
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.226Please respect copyright.PENANAv9Ve0qxzaD
226Please respect copyright.PENANAhko58VPNGa
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.226Please respect copyright.PENANArlRoGvOneO
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,226Please respect copyright.PENANAQLH6f79lVk
everyone asked for a young female.226Please respect copyright.PENANAyiiXwNJ5qe
what happens when I grow old,226Please respect copyright.PENANATBakhllj3w
what happens when my tits sag 226Please respect copyright.PENANAgiQ8COcFXg
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,226Please respect copyright.PENANAfkOEiCyxva
will I no longer be wanted?226Please respect copyright.PENANArIxcZXA7sZ
No longer desired or admired.226Please respect copyright.PENANAqbdsy5Qnl7
will I just be old?226Please respect copyright.PENANA08ecIvDiDz
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 226Please respect copyright.PENANAwBhmhCmnEH
Just226Please respect copyright.PENANAqZDct1QWti
Old.226Please respect copyright.PENANA8QuF7g51Sn
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?226Please respect copyright.PENANADZFjSDUsXi
I'll have to be good at something,226Please respect copyright.PENANA13f71PVsT5
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills226Please respect copyright.PENANAgubTD18kyC
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain226Please respect copyright.PENANAYnSeHQGZxm
I'll have to be somebody226Please respect copyright.PENANAmKfEn6ZYiW
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth226Please respect copyright.PENANA2c9BacdIF6
but I know I can't keep it.226Please respect copyright.PENANAKbiiZtQMx8
Good things never last.226Please respect copyright.PENANABZRLCOovdV
226Please respect copyright.PENANAsKfvNuCwbk
I don't know when youth became so important to me226Please respect copyright.PENANAAex6Iz6ms5
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail226Please respect copyright.PENANAWwc4Z8gGeN
and why so many people died over it226Please respect copyright.PENANATvF7AxHGCu
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,226Please respect copyright.PENANACWczD4W2B5
I would.226Please respect copyright.PENANALvmTqsl5Cd
perhaps that makes me a bad human,226Please respect copyright.PENANAFzo8dzMDLs
a bad feminist226Please respect copyright.PENANASRFalUp6bo
bad person,226Please respect copyright.PENANAScOwwvFSo9
but all I know is it's the truth226Please respect copyright.PENANARLrxLwsgxE
and I would do it,226Please respect copyright.PENANAhHFB6TNgpF
226Please respect copyright.PENANAcrNDoTs2yX
I would give up so much to stay desirable.226Please respect copyright.PENANAocwR8jg9CY
Because I've never been desired before226Please respect copyright.PENANABJw31xt41b
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,226Please respect copyright.PENANAzx0RzbeasI
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?226Please respect copyright.PENANAODIQXcaHYp
and my skin sags from my bones226Please respect copyright.PENANAwwd1HjSS77
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach226Please respect copyright.PENANAH91JIO7881
my neck doubling,226Please respect copyright.PENANAYA892cVFuu
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad226Please respect copyright.PENANAfU5z3FNiYO
226Please respect copyright.PENANAzFSbB0W9XZ
some people think when you get older looks matter less226Please respect copyright.PENANA1KeWnhMxCQ
But that's not true, nobody wants that226Please respect copyright.PENANAXB9a8bzvGy
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.226Please respect copyright.PENANAanrvDM1dbH
What will I be?226Please respect copyright.PENANA7hdQCo80r4
Chopped liver I suppose.226Please respect copyright.PENANAwLVzlsJ7s3
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools226Please respect copyright.PENANArlqLHNMW5S
226Please respect copyright.PENANA83BJ7UUILE
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life226Please respect copyright.PENANABR7egQiuAp
I'm 20226Please respect copyright.PENANAuw5N9wGwVh
I have done nothing time is flying by226Please respect copyright.PENANA9vnACVy9yv
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast226Please respect copyright.PENANAWzY0YfqcbV
Keeps slipping from my fists.226Please respect copyright.PENANAIRoqdJS9cU
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).226Please respect copyright.PENANAF6EtAN06Bd
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.226Please respect copyright.PENANASf3bFfzANg
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up226Please respect copyright.PENANAY2LBO4Ftlm
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.226Please respect copyright.PENANAEaIo8ChWEJ
226Please respect copyright.PENANAEqBL1LxEIe
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity226Please respect copyright.PENANAvtLPVrIh7m
I feel it closing in on me226Please respect copyright.PENANAtbw0ZIB6aM
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,226Please respect copyright.PENANA4gphEPufW3
looking in the mirror I see my painting.226Please respect copyright.PENANATaTKoyK23V
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,226Please respect copyright.PENANAqGXg8r1ssk
I know they're going to be my demise.226Please respect copyright.PENANA3zujty5jJS
226Please respect copyright.PENANA339qi5sd0B
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen226Please respect copyright.PENANAfs7B7Rwi0g
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.226Please respect copyright.PENANAe1xpQuOkVm
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 226Please respect copyright.PENANAMJWtGykoz8
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 226Please respect copyright.PENANA8tzpaxOYh2
226Please respect copyright.PENANAH2suIYsAD2
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither226Please respect copyright.PENANAF6QMYB1Ogl
because I know myself if not anyone else226Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5uapXNx7e
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.226Please respect copyright.PENANA5YiHJy0d2E
226Please respect copyright.PENANAFqFCfkd0O8
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old