I am dreading growing old.272Please respect copyright.PENANAFVeNEJsJn0
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,272Please respect copyright.PENANABX0FuxnScH
everyone asked for a young female.272Please respect copyright.PENANATPt7K9Lo2S
what happens when I grow old,272Please respect copyright.PENANAJd8fwyNLn6
what happens when my tits sag 272Please respect copyright.PENANA4t4AazUI39
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,272Please respect copyright.PENANAUL3s1oZpr6
will I no longer be wanted?272Please respect copyright.PENANAEJoIjx839j
No longer desired or admired.272Please respect copyright.PENANAD73SrBfZhW
will I just be old?272Please respect copyright.PENANAQvJHep2jea
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAAjMZJN8twb
Just272Please respect copyright.PENANAjqefbKXJ1W
Old.272Please respect copyright.PENANAMe3Lwv3EyM
272Please respect copyright.PENANA86j2z52BlF
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?272Please respect copyright.PENANAEllhNg7pG8
I'll have to be good at something,272Please respect copyright.PENANAiZoauBnJh0
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills272Please respect copyright.PENANA8zsEhZ058Z
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain272Please respect copyright.PENANAE922k902xC
I'll have to be somebody272Please respect copyright.PENANALdAHJTFTFs
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth272Please respect copyright.PENANAtZFWMBPSaK
but I know I can't keep it.272Please respect copyright.PENANAA8PCuBISPz
Good things never last.272Please respect copyright.PENANAOXJQd7POHD
272Please respect copyright.PENANA8Hdb59U86u
I don't know when youth became so important to me272Please respect copyright.PENANAE7ZnmxooWT
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail272Please respect copyright.PENANABKeFt9bDZm
and why so many people died over it272Please respect copyright.PENANAzlqa5E12RB
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,272Please respect copyright.PENANAzxrZxFtg7n
I would.272Please respect copyright.PENANACcu31bAIAc
perhaps that makes me a bad human,272Please respect copyright.PENANASegqinRQ7b
a bad feminist272Please respect copyright.PENANAbhldvZKLeE
bad person,272Please respect copyright.PENANA6oQmq72prJ
but all I know is it's the truth272Please respect copyright.PENANAQHT1bUZbgE
and I would do it,272Please respect copyright.PENANAlhPmxdGZGx
272Please respect copyright.PENANA7CEz24ZN0S
I would give up so much to stay desirable.272Please respect copyright.PENANAhqNwIWsp7H
Because I've never been desired before272Please respect copyright.PENANAuZRmzdNx51
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,272Please respect copyright.PENANAQTE1nREyxK
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?272Please respect copyright.PENANA6ajo2NmJwz
and my skin sags from my bones272Please respect copyright.PENANAfwXSbKeWuz
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach272Please respect copyright.PENANAAEOpkD7FMO
my neck doubling,272Please respect copyright.PENANAZ63RnD7Wt3
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad272Please respect copyright.PENANAuibAqr61ut
272Please respect copyright.PENANAofIGbK4KuU
some people think when you get older looks matter less272Please respect copyright.PENANAMC2J63tfT8
But that's not true, nobody wants that272Please respect copyright.PENANAG4HLtnHjLq
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.272Please respect copyright.PENANA3DKBQA4lbM
What will I be?272Please respect copyright.PENANAGjTMlq4ykX
Chopped liver I suppose.272Please respect copyright.PENANAP5XQBxj48B
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools272Please respect copyright.PENANAMIZmP0aObW
272Please respect copyright.PENANAJTSb0ynKHR
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life272Please respect copyright.PENANA6GSNehC8yy
I'm young272Please respect copyright.PENANAT99oJFK4Ps
I have done nothing time is flying by272Please respect copyright.PENANA9BxvwHZvu5
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast272Please respect copyright.PENANA9cNDSUUj9V
Keeps slipping from my fists.272Please respect copyright.PENANAI8UfvT7bHC
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).272Please respect copyright.PENANAzJMaXGD1tJ
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.272Please respect copyright.PENANAGXCDQ7dSVu
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up272Please respect copyright.PENANAZiQgihkGWf
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.272Please respect copyright.PENANA5BStvjnG99
272Please respect copyright.PENANAFHxjKAFfGq
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity272Please respect copyright.PENANANw446i7mAs
I feel it closing in on me272Please respect copyright.PENANAypWNxOxGVb
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,272Please respect copyright.PENANAOmqrxMmvvD
looking in the mirror I see my painting.272Please respect copyright.PENANAhKHMoTS0Sg
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,272Please respect copyright.PENANA0IlDPVpCGn
I know they're going to be my demise.272Please respect copyright.PENANAcEwrgp04ue
272Please respect copyright.PENANAxMmQHAVGTn
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen272Please respect copyright.PENANAhC7tleArL3
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.272Please respect copyright.PENANApJWcw3rzbm
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAZUpSWBSaaH
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAfJsIjj7CZO
272Please respect copyright.PENANAGJSHT0CAor
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither272Please respect copyright.PENANAVgMS0kMSnK
because I know myself if not anyone else272Please respect copyright.PENANAmUWg3Z4w4W
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.272Please respect copyright.PENANAQ38rNJ83Qo
272Please respect copyright.PENANAesB0Ipcx6t
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old
I am dreading growing old.272Please respect copyright.PENANA3MAtX8khwZ
I was looking on Craigslist, at their jobs and domestic gigs,272Please respect copyright.PENANAUQEQ7N9nOM
everyone asked for a young female.272Please respect copyright.PENANA5Zf9sFHxEm
what happens when I grow old,272Please respect copyright.PENANAn2ZDKdLsKN
what happens when my tits sag 272Please respect copyright.PENANAyKSpfk2IYu
and wrinkles are ingrained in my skin,272Please respect copyright.PENANApLHTRnJLoK
will I no longer be wanted?272Please respect copyright.PENANAp755Jwu6bH
No longer desired or admired.272Please respect copyright.PENANA1onZIs4uCj
will I just be old?272Please respect copyright.PENANAb3riamKH8W
With nothing to show for it, no children no husband. 272Please respect copyright.PENANA21fjChO6jE
Just272Please respect copyright.PENANAe1dyb2zSe2
Old.272Please respect copyright.PENANAng81Qiv8EM
What then will I have to offer if not my body or my face?272Please respect copyright.PENANAxVx4hWzkoA
I'll have to be good at something,272Please respect copyright.PENANAcMBfLsIpPO
I’ll have to find a trade, I'll have to have marketable skills272Please respect copyright.PENANAN15P8w5Hj7
I can't just get by being shallow and selfish and vain272Please respect copyright.PENANAp4Yv2jI1eK
I'll have to be somebody272Please respect copyright.PENANAzLvBDp8sPR
or I could be miserable, clinging to the last shreds of my youth272Please respect copyright.PENANAVWStTykScB
but I know I can't keep it.272Please respect copyright.PENANA2F46cVRbll
Good things never last.272Please respect copyright.PENANAIbo1U5Dzw3
272Please respect copyright.PENANAPo3a3tvQrB
I don't know when youth became so important to me272Please respect copyright.PENANA0sprKTbJr9
but now I understand the quest for the Holy Grail272Please respect copyright.PENANA58GQ1P5sEf
and why so many people died over it272Please respect copyright.PENANAQhCm9OH5ty
Cause if I had the chance to go after something to keep me young and beautiful forever,272Please respect copyright.PENANAKbmMcYvoSk
I would.272Please respect copyright.PENANA3K9p197frj
perhaps that makes me a bad human,272Please respect copyright.PENANAchWD9n00sW
a bad feminist272Please respect copyright.PENANAOH5EuuedRB
bad person,272Please respect copyright.PENANARO2S5aqAYU
but all I know is it's the truth272Please respect copyright.PENANAeewR2EQSJV
and I would do it,272Please respect copyright.PENANAUlqqCKZOpx
272Please respect copyright.PENANApayeTyHdD2
I would give up so much to stay desirable.272Please respect copyright.PENANAMKhYec93fY
Because I've never been desired before272Please respect copyright.PENANAx5ifCpkLhr
and I can't imagine living without the feeling of somebody wanting me,272Please respect copyright.PENANArfc6FlLnVr
but who would want me when I'm old and ugly?272Please respect copyright.PENANA7NKAQarmHw
and my skin sags from my bones272Please respect copyright.PENANAitecGGrmGp
and there's fat bulging out of my stomach272Please respect copyright.PENANA9oVW1ZUEAa
my neck doubling,272Please respect copyright.PENANAp2V4f7Xkox
When my eyes are hooded and bagged and so very sad272Please respect copyright.PENANAy4xKv7nsWT
272Please respect copyright.PENANANEqtH8j5Or
some people think when you get older looks matter less272Please respect copyright.PENANAK6kqR9IQmT
But that's not true, nobody wants that272Please respect copyright.PENANAkM2ItZNNqF
they always go after young childlike innocence and naiveté.272Please respect copyright.PENANAvUbXvdW9Bo
What will I be?272Please respect copyright.PENANA6mTm1sTg20
Chopped liver I suppose.272Please respect copyright.PENANAgNmfMRA5Fv
This is no self-pitying write, just a sharing of truths between fools272Please respect copyright.PENANAxzuyRX9vvl
272Please respect copyright.PENANA0W2A74woKG
I'm so afraid I've wasted my life272Please respect copyright.PENANAX797TEBfnm
I'm 20272Please respect copyright.PENANAqprwwuI8YD
I have done nothing time is flying by272Please respect copyright.PENANATUPTwlFuec
I don't know where it's going but it's leaving me too fast272Please respect copyright.PENANAOiaGoyTEsy
Keeps slipping from my fists.272Please respect copyright.PENANApjFdo00IU3
I can't keep up (c’mon, keep up).272Please respect copyright.PENANA6ZSCFtH6GH
I just keep on running and running after it but I can't keep up.272Please respect copyright.PENANAdlEqyAY998
I can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up i can't keep up272Please respect copyright.PENANAj0T7hHekjr
Hoping to get somewhere but I stay stagnant.272Please respect copyright.PENANAn93PsG774g
272Please respect copyright.PENANA1vYaSS6yqI
now that I'm appealing, my whole life has been consumed by vanity272Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2V2UWzKNm
I feel it closing in on me272Please respect copyright.PENANA19MWXwg3K3
I must be this horrid beast like in Dorian Gray,272Please respect copyright.PENANA1mrae8D92D
looking in the mirror I see my painting.272Please respect copyright.PENANAaRX1G6pMsZ
my maggot-infested flesh staring back at me through those wretched, rotting yellow eyes,272Please respect copyright.PENANA2Ljqwihmkw
I know they're going to be my demise.272Please respect copyright.PENANASn4QMDvKD4
272Please respect copyright.PENANAyexqxbyU4a
But I just lay here in bed letting the crinkles around my eyes deepen272Please respect copyright.PENANAK2qgBsiGL7
the lines around my mouth stretch cause I smile too much.272Please respect copyright.PENANAK9JV8DKQLT
Letting the sun dot my skin in a dusting of freckles. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAD8bti8qK4B
my hips, and how they widen. Childbearing wise. 272Please respect copyright.PENANAb9QGadxdDn
272Please respect copyright.PENANA8zQHAcnpBi
People say when I get older I'll have children and a husband to keep me occupied but I will have neither272Please respect copyright.PENANAZrwTKt8I6r
because I know myself if not anyone else272Please respect copyright.PENANA06ssP54VpB
and I know I can never hold on to anything that long.272Please respect copyright.PENANA2FBVH3fVLO
272Please respect copyright.PENANAPUAEZEeUu5
i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old i don't want to grow old