Hello everyone so here is chapter 6 and let me know how it is and please don’t hold back. It’s been a while since I worked on this story and just writing in general so any feedback is good in my opinion. Thank you so much to everyone who is reading this and the support. I appreciate everyone!
97Please respect copyright.PENANALtdSuzpFF3
Chapter 6
(Mei’s p.o.v) 97Please respect copyright.PENANAsoVdI7M2nB
It’s been a few days since me and Naomi officially started going out and suffice to say I’ve been more let’s just say obsessed with her, if that was even possible.97Please respect copyright.PENANAk1Ud6fJkDH
With the weekend over me and Naomi are back in school, we’re currently in our spot during lunch. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAbJHhabaaJM
I’m laying my head on her shoulder holding her close.97Please respect copyright.PENANAtbpYrIgb4d
“Hey Naomi, now that we’re dating there’s something we should talk about.” I lift my head to look at her, a bit nervous. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAMaM0KnJN9f
She gives me a confused yet concerned look. 97Please respect copyright.PENANANZkx3kWmlC
Seeing this I can already tell what she’s thinking so I try my best to dispel any doubts she may have. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAVC7myTBMuQ
I gently place my hand on her cheek and rub my thumb on it causing her face to turn bright red. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAtX0FJ40ndR
Oh my god she’s so freaking cute I want to kiss her right now and- 97Please respect copyright.PENANA7C0x7RJuek
Wait, calm down. I need to finish saying what I need to say and than afterwards maybe… nope I’m definitely kissing this angel. 97Please respect copyright.PENANABrvG1u7XzX
“Don’t worry angel, I’m not going anywhere. It’s just…well you know I’m an idol and while I know you don’t mind that, I’m not just any idol. I’m the world's number one princess, and with that being said unfortunately we have to keep dating a secret.” I feel my heart break from the look she gives me.97Please respect copyright.PENANAAaIIJmDyfG
“I-It’s only temporary okay. I just need to talk to my company and with Ivy’s help I can guarantee I can tell the world we’re dating. Look I know it seems like I’m scared to tell people I’m dating you but trust me when I say that’s not true. I want nothing more than to tell people…no the whole world that I’m dating the most wonderful and cutest girl I’ve ever met but unfortunately my contract states that while I can date it has to be a secret.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANA8mivodloZP
I pull back to see her face before continuing. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAPQYP9BPde3
“Not just that I want to get my fans used to you so they don’t hate you, I have some pretty hardcore fans and I don’t want you to get hurt. I already know once I go back to my idol duties I won’t be able to see you as much so I won’t be able to protect you.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANATnsLLLFcWl
A big sigh escapes my mouth. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAVKl6pnlMOd
“I-I just want to do this right, and by that I mean us. It’s not gonna be easy being in a relationship with me. I know before I came you were being bullied relentlessly and being with me is gonna make a lot of people jealous and you can get hurt and ridiculed even more than before. I love you so much and I don’t want to see you hurt anymore.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAxeYELj1Jqu
Her face turns red causing her to hide it by burying her face in my neck. 97Please respect copyright.PENANALrOr3cbfZg
We sit like this for what feels like forever. Me holding her close with her holding me tightly, her face buried in my neck. 97Please respect copyright.PENANA9Mfyad7U6a
It wasn’t until I felt something wet on my neck and felt her shaking that I realized she was crying softly. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAGqVDDKPnHR
I panicked a bit not knowing what to do until I thought maybe my voice might calm her down. I hold her closely as I take a deep breath. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAHfPFqgaLFT
sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru 97Please respect copyright.PENANAM3J1vAIQ1C
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
97Please respect copyright.PENANAKsFSiEnkFD
hizashi ga toketeru sora no mukou 97Please respect copyright.PENANAyUHPxhKR6z
dokomade mo toumei na ao
SUPIIDO wo ageta omoitachi
jibun no ishi de ima tobitatsu no
97Please respect copyright.PENANAtQKwMbYU5g
kanjiteiru mujaki na chikai 97Please respect copyright.PENANAZaZcgastCH
kotoba wa shiranai
nagareteiku mizu no yukue ni
kokoro wo haseyou
97Please respect copyright.PENANAxcMyHuJh0L
sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
97Please respect copyright.PENANAfVmPggTLMj
nigirishimeta te ni takanari to
nigiyaka na asu e no michishirube
97Please respect copyright.PENANA9WMkLvov5I
kikoete kuru hibikiau ima
utagoe ni niteru
97Please respect copyright.PENANAhW0mJph2iV
uketometara natsukashii hodo
watashi wo matteta
97Please respect copyright.PENANAjTfwINT0eK
hare wataru ao no tobira kibou e to tsunagatteiru no
utagai wa sukoshi mo nai me ni utsuru shinjitsu ga kirei
nanokukai mo mabataite sonzaikan wo mashiteku
sou yatte hikari wo oboeru
97Please respect copyright.PENANAaSzOAP2uJ4
kegare no nai negai de SHAIN ugokasareteiru mono
motto kakegae no nai mirai
shinjiru CHIKARA tsutsumareteiru sekai
97Please respect copyright.PENANA8ivcT2mQpR
sukitooru kisetsu ga suki kaze ga mata netsu wo tsurete kuru
kizuato wa kieteita wa afuredasu jounetsu no SHINFONII
nansenkai mo megutte nanmankai mo kagayaku
sou yatte hikari ga umareru
Without her saying anything I can already tell that whatever was troubling her is long gone as I can feel a big smile on her face. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAVWpSuYkiZb
I rub her back and just enjoy this moment between us. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAEDL3WlIr2g
Now that we’re dating it’s come to my attention that I barely know anything about my little Angel. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAn0eIk9G0Fz
I mean I know her birthday and other important things like that such as her bra size. Don’t ask how I know or how I got it but having P.E together helped. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAfFhMYWOMk1
Anyways back to my original point. I don’t really know much about her past or her childhood. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAWQqs6aDlyo
See I could ask her but with me being the one mainly talking, well you get the idea.
Then there’s the possibility of her having a panic attack like before. I don’t want to put her through that by making her remember something unpleasant or anything like that. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAyEE0pGqoX8
Come one there has to be some way to…97Please respect copyright.PENANA8rZ2jvLh4y
A certain caretaker of hers comes to mind. 97Please respect copyright.PENANA3XKTisPw1a
Lucinda! 97Please respect copyright.PENANAeN41GVPuwK
The bell rings causing both of us to come back to reality. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAEWV8LE4tUm
She still holds me tightly, not wanting to let go and go back to class. 97Please respect copyright.PENANA2p7YokfPjT
I slowly pull back just enough to lift her face by the chin to look at me. I move her bangs covering her one eye out of her face to see those crystal blue eyes I love so much.97Please respect copyright.PENANAi1rnAQynht
It’s so easy to make her blush now that we’re dating and honestly I don’t think my heart can take it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANATnqb13fkuX
As I’m entranced by her eyes, my body slowly leaning in as my lips inch ever closer to hers.97Please respect copyright.PENANAej9dq54l31
Once my lips capture hers I feel electricity jolt through my body as my heart beats so loud I'm pretty sure Naomi could hear it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAOGMwtjI5JQ
We’re probably late for class but who cares. Right now it’s just me and my cute little angel.97Please respect copyright.PENANAQ62orabGLv
The week continued on like normal with me and Naomi meeting up in front of the school, going up to the roof for lunch, and texting at night before bed. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAFyeuZ1xMhU
I made a few posts online responding to fans and promised to do a live stream soon since it’s been a while since I interacted with my fans. 97Please respect copyright.PENANACtovqLUP2s
But before that I had something important to do and that was to talk to Lucinda. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAQaZN1241XS
As I’m leaving my house I tell Ivy I’m off since I told her what I was up to. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAV7ufsAPVpV
After about 20 minutes I see Naomi’s home. I feel an ache in my heart seeing it again. How long has she been here for and why was she here? Questions like that popped up in my head. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAPtjQlaLAyY
As I pull up and put the car in park I take a deep breath before getting out. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAyNvM7wMWMH
It’s about twelve in the afternoon so I’m hoping Naomi isn’t the one to answer. 97Please respect copyright.PENANA7nemrEbaD9
I walk up to the door and knock on it. I wait a few minutes before someone answers it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAcj8GQeZI0y
“Hello, how can I help…” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAd2YQaXLCm1
I look to see Lucinda staring at me surprised. 97Please respect copyright.PENANA9TNRLSng85
“H-Hello again. Um…”97Please respect copyright.PENANAyJ0c9W6c8U
Shit say something! Anything! Why am I so nervous?! Me, the world's number one princess, is nervous about her girlfriends… mother? 97Please respect copyright.PENANApEDut77gtT
“Mei right? Nice to see you again.” She gives me a warm smile. “I’ll go get Naomi and let her kno-“ 97Please respect copyright.PENANAitWMVPWRe6
“N-No!” I raise my voice in a panic. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAp05S4796Dq
“Um p-please don’t. She doesn’t actually know I’m here. I-I uh I actually wanted to talk to you about her.” I fidget with my fingers probably looking crazy. 97Please respect copyright.PENANANvwlfLt5pD
There was a moment of silence before her voice broke it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANARemVtfnATB
“Tea right? We can speak in my study. Naomi is tending to the other children in the lounge so we should stay quiet.” She gives me a knowing look but a bright smile. 97Please respect copyright.PENANALjvSIdjqCH
I only nod as I enter the building.97Please respect copyright.PENANA2nc9TQ1iSt
As we’re walking she turns to me and put a finger up to her face as she than points to a room with the doors open enough to where you can see inside. As we pass by it I look inside to see Naomi taking care of the other children along with some staff and other teens her age. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAWfueMDAh5M
My heart skips a beat as I see her smiling and silently laughing while playing with the kids. I didn’t know she was amazing with kids but then again she lives with them so it makes sense. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAsbnqAltUs1
I panic and rush out of sight as Naomi looks my way. Hopefully she didn’t see me. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAV7yogaJRs9
After about 5 minutes we made it to Lucinda’s study. She closes the door as I look around and I must say it’s really beautiful and very cozy.97Please respect copyright.PENANAhVmcodjQJg
It’s really spacious with bookshelves, a fireplace with two leather chairs in front of it. A coffee table in the middle of the room with a couch on each on opposite sides. Then a desk with paper works neatly stacked on it and a small lamp sitting on it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAjCNND58oYp
She leads me to the couches where I sit down as she gets a tea set by the fireplace. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAUc1oZVVyjs
As she makes the tea her voice catches my attention. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAxuA3kAErMi
“Huh? S-Sorry I was just surprised by how beautiful this room is.” My face is red from embarrassment. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAX1j2KtIJ8i
“Why thank you sweetheart, I do my best to keep this entire place clean. After all, I take great pride in this place.” She hands me the brewed tea as she takes a seat across from me smiling. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAuBCp6OncfP
“Anyways enough about that, what did you want to talk about, sweetheart.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAZlelPB2nkl
“Oh yeah I was wondering more about Naomi. I realized that I don’t know much about her past. I-I know she doesn’t know much about mine but she’s a special case as you probably know. She hasn’t really talked, only a couple times and they were very quiet. Not to mention her panic attacks so…” I sit there with my nerves high. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAtibrPwf74I
“I see and let me ask you some things before I decide whether or not to tell you. Is that alright?” Her typical demeanor changes to a more serious one making me more nervous but I try not to show it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAIdy0mRDwuD
“Of course I’ll answer anything honestly so please don’t hold back.” Determination fills my eyes and I think she notices this. 97Please respect copyright.PENANA1Gqk6Ny0PP
“As you know I am her parental guardian but I see her as my own daughter so I’m very protective over her.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAncA44sj0sr
As she’s talking I listen very carefully. 97Please respect copyright.PENANANX4qKv41BI
“I understand that you're an Idol and a very popular one at that. So allow me to ask, are you using Naomi? Are you serious about her? Cause if you're just not serious about her then please leave her before she falls for you any more.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANATyMIlftHoP
I’m taken aback by what she said, but I understand why she said that. The room is silent as I'm trying to get my words out but nothing comes out. 97Please respect copyright.PENANATVoTdhIrwE
I take a sip of my tea to calm my nerves before my voice finally comes back. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAolUGlQSHhN
“I promise I’m very serious about Naomi. I’ve never felt more serious about anyone else and I can’t explain why but I just feel whole with her. Almost like she’s my missing piece. The first time I met her I felt something pull me towards her.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANALzBbmCry4G
Lucinda stays quiet with a neutral expression just listening. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAKbHgBbQ2G9
“I’m not gonna lie, her dating me isn’t gonna be easy for her and she’s gonna have everyone’s eyes on her, I’m not always gonna be able to be there for her especially once my Idol activities start back but I’ll do my best to always be there for her. I love her more than anything and if I had to choose my idol status or her, I’ll choose Naomi in a heartbeat. Ever since she’s entered my life I’ve never been happier and I can’t imagine my life without her in it.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAl5YsLPq3Ts
The silence in the room is heavy as I stare at Lucinda looking for any reaction. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAzJJqMJHtKm
After what feels like forever a small laugh escapes her lips. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAOdX4nI49Tq
“I’m sorry for putting you on the spot sweetie but I hope you can understand I needed to see what kind of person Naomi has taken an interest in and is currently dating. Suffice to say you passed my little test.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAPbwNUlGeRg
A sigh of relief comes out without realizing it. 97Please respect copyright.PENANAAGfPCCqpjB
“Sorry again sweetheart but now that I know Naomi is in safe hands I feel comfortable telling you about her past.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAX0iYvDdFpJ
I laugh a little.97Please respect copyright.PENANAeXNht8BpaL
“It’s okay, I understand why you did that.” 97Please respect copyright.PENANA00eiXEr2o0
Lucinda takes a sip of her tea before another serious look appears on her face. 97Please respect copyright.PENANALfAS3h0BRt
“Now onto Naomi’s past…” 97Please respect copyright.PENANAhbb0HaZdfQ
97Please respect copyright.PENANAjvX40T2nbL
97Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5pEJ7VQdS
Okay so that’s chapter 6 and while only half of it involves Mei and Naomi, I really wanted to write a chapter that shows Mei finding about Naomi’s past and her reason for not speaking. So this is only part 1 of that if you want to think that. The next chapter will dive into Lucinda revealing all she knows about Naomi’s past and how she came to be living at the Orphanage. Please let me know what you think and don’t hesitate to give feedback! Also chapters won’t have a set schedule but you won’t have to wait long for the upcoming chapters either. Anyways as always thank you to everyone who reads this and supports this story I really appreciate you all! Till next time bye!
97Please respect copyright.PENANAYonz7PFP2c
97Please respect copyright.PENANApsovrrhu55
97Please respect copyright.PENANA8ByBegNCeN
97Please respect copyright.PENANAKZQ45ceYnh
97Please respect copyright.PENANAkwjljw16WF
97Please respect copyright.PENANAkJ1yP5uQ1x
97Please respect copyright.PENANAlEVe1X1f2z
97Please respect copyright.PENANAg1CGY2WiJQ
97Please respect copyright.PENANAojMZ5gAy2M
97Please respect copyright.PENANAjT2TblgTHg
97Please respect copyright.PENANAZUjSj1lKW4
97Please respect copyright.PENANAPhe2UqghfK
97Please respect copyright.PENANAF5qqaYP7Tk
97Please respect copyright.PENANAYGoqdnYqx2