「如果我當初沒走呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuzMOPo9t6z
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAxfVEcYyA
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoRokGq4Suz
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDgm2B7Sjo
「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBsCk8nucO
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j80Q4f8mF
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclxqfN93q3
「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2S6ZfR9RtY
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrs993ZmBV
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5aLTh2XIs
許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTjoboUdVI
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvgzErwEwL
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQd3KzZtic
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3LGbS4PO9
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9itoCdYMjR
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQoT56lM1s
「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjFDbGBz2C
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTpvxQfMaLh
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgO6aYLzOLb
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkqvTImXnG
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg8ELYcXHl
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhQKyqHoH0
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvPC5u8zTg
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pWKyxZz72
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8J8xcyL5B
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLISlxbI4cM
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLIrRAy0Oj
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmB40vLYNi
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODacNsckKP
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7uNP64F8m
微瀾的心微微一顫。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaO4tZ2age
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oujkkxMdO
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qf7oINUAO
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsYXbwN1Wm
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKh7DJ4S77s
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsQV0WEpBX
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwqnoiWys6Q
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTbNMO0Mye
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9MrirR7k1w
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJKo5kmcFF
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzANgatX3B
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqIREprSMB
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IZ4077mif
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhR57aDpYOg
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9pDzS8u6F
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUuAnCSu89
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4lCTbOuhe
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡktsJxKP7fx
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2DELU3KRL
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvLoeOnFaog
但事實是——不夠。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTIsofbnJQ
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu36YyrIanL
她永遠不會快樂。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHaxloLIyT
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwY0grZHp0
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiXS7Eas99
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAn21F1v8L
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQBkQJJcgN
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePdXLJ7Fx4
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhRonv0D81
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqQFVsYXei
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTds3A3NhTp
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GKjGUtRcu
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGmGxU3she
他知道，她說的是對的。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ321v4aDrku
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhR60XP9Md
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs2uDubpen
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmb6pJNKrl
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLfnktKvjM
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUflAzISvE
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6ahSj3BMt
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s7Lk7RJH4
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDD33kNkaoC
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQB0a5Dcvk
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye2mMIRQjl
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡByJyXUfddL
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3hmxOMeD2
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LC7KsAMAc
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWt1VhGUwD
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYCf3OrHye
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFPlXGSXho
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EvncSACjX
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡholbLhVvsD
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sbNyRqUQ4
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KjPBk44w0
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OP7DRXYr6
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjGSDp6aaJt
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3DUwxP5fj
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggIYOVMxE5
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3iPBS6UyZ
往前走……嗎？46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcUfh03D1S
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHdjbfbrCo
這一刻，她沒有答案。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fZVY3OlWU
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh03poM0yCO
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK7Yzb6dm9
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpc2clfQ2aw
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5W4DBHDZmZ
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqL0dRS32k
「微瀾。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oEorsVFZk
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRFjnUGJw7
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ407F8B2c
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaRgFxg4Ou
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSqIlFvLBh
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGZN8AMmcH
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5XAwIK3z5H
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSUADIql1A
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7htN403dA
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Q27ubCbfW
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBatahaLka
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjW2vDmsAw5
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpprr1Q8FR
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfML2zBCR6E
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IeUFrIW4S
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMP1JkVKAQV
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxQxC0jewr
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZi0L8XdcIl
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xgDkvLYaM
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLdGEvj94W
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlngBVMJZF2
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswwvTFP03f
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2PIfxeFDL
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2xjUi5AQK
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhfrfMEhP0
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa14QYym8Jq
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jnHyjm0eG
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFVa4HhriA
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEFnr12aEd
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEfpcT28c1
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyR67ibTXr
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXwKf5O95B
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndZDKUMK8M
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoh8HktbES
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx7WmCcvFA
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMITHWiwfFS
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5tTBW0qLX
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6SI3BaJaeD
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fQO4MI1je
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKCo0i6nQIR
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsipEqdpYg
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTtkQ18CoM
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7qCVhCCkW
「……三天後的飛機？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1bOUb2mdl
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPH3T9k3d9m
「嗯。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DasAz1kR7
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnncO0D8yAb
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm57TkqP9SM
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DsdjF55nq
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqNzkUgbZq
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORbDzWuNjY
「之後……」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj649abrzQ
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnEvNOgDO3e
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1zW0qADzv
46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHKb06zL4W
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」46Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOQlaFCE0I
