「如果我當初沒走呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd40lxqhtf
「許墨，你有想過，如果我當初沒走呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OtL7hpGGD
微瀾的聲音很輕，像是藏著一絲遲疑與不確定，她的手指輕輕摩挲著杯緣，指尖微微發緊。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDQ41AtDl2
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「如果我當初選擇留下來，跟你對談呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0xFivHUaQ
她抬起眼，與他的視線交錯，那雙熟悉的眼眸依舊深不見底，卻多了一抹微妙的波動。她看不透，也不想再揣測。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuZJG9fyTB
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「如果我們最後……和平地、說好分手呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCbja2cNxt
她語速放慢了一些，像是在斟酌，又像是在試圖確認這個問題是否真的值得問出口。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFOYsKU2jc
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許墨沒有立刻回答，長久以來的習慣讓他下意識地沉思，像是在計算某種可能性。但這次，他沒辦法計算出答案。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBQw1ON2Cz
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMHlDqJAnj
他的手指輕輕敲了敲桌面，喉結微微滾動了一下，終於開口，嗓音低啞：「……我不知道。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKAibF913Z
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5OCqrVPKE
微瀾怔了一下，沒有想到他會給出這樣的回答。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1n9k4Fu3y
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「我不知道，因為妳當初真的走了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp68zy1tL99
他低下視線，像是在檢視過去的自己，「也因為妳的離開，我才開始思考這些問題。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S7HnOlPEB
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACQsbySFWg
「但如果當時我們好好談呢？」她追問，語氣不疾不徐，卻透著一絲壓抑的情緒，「如果我們當時就說清楚，你會發現嗎？你會知道你到底在這段關係裡是什麼樣的心情嗎？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89uFfgW9yl
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfP7xssWZF
許墨看著她，指尖緩緩收緊，眼底浮現一絲難以察覺的情緒波動。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60ZUcXpiuE
他知道，這是她一直以來的疑問——如果她當初沒有選擇離開，他是否還是會走到這一步？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfxousaLfi
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4hcv8Dv9O
這是一個無法輕易回答的問題。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoV4N3AZYdk
這也是他最不願去思考的問題。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzeHgqJc2w
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDFUHoO2kD
他沉默了幾秒，喉結微微滾動，像是在思考該如何回答。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyQJRJPXeM
最後，他的聲音低啞地響起：「……或許，會晚一點。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnHhaOOiqj
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCLMatQ0EJ
微瀾的心微微一顫。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyQC0L8sCG
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43nUmhcqW8
「但最終，若我們仍願意去相信，命運仍會給予我們契機。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixBjzZgcUq
他輕輕吸了一口氣，語氣沉穩卻帶著一絲不確定，「我終會發現，我愛的人……早就是妳。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdjjjlxr3a
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhChv5zmi9r
他的手指輕輕收緊，像是隱忍著什麼：「可能會再晚一點……但，我仍會找到妳。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzQwQBTlUd
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoh6NQh09k
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6xOdbzrGF
微瀾沒有立刻回應，只是靜靜地凝視著他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHEx7B24vP
這答案……或許是許墨如今唯一能給出的誠實回答。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhGPkDphVY
但她的理智卻在提醒自己——53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IzIhCcPt6
「如果我當初沒走呢？」這個問題，其實並不重要。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDUPWcMfky
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8zoKPGXfw
她很清楚，過去的自己若是留下來，仍舊會選擇「將就」。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbhdlzGkFW
她會努力去愛、去包容，去試圖成為那個『適合許墨』的伴侶。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcwgbl0j7US
可當時的許墨，還不懂愛，而她自己，也還沒有學會如何為自己而活。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVTxyBtp8D
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRMgTL6wWU
如果當初她沒走，結局會如何？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMMup7BJmkd
或許，他會繼續待在這段關係裡，不去質疑，不去懷疑，不去深思。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejHQ75nKEe
或許，她會漸漸被消磨，習慣性地說服自己：「這樣就夠了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5Pcerc46j
但事實是——不夠。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1Y8fP6wuH
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmz8l0Qu8Cm
她永遠不會快樂。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeb2IGyn0cq
也永遠不夠讓他真正意識到，愛是什麼。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzsfzNElxv
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCf2Roo8cA
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUfc8wiSRs
「或許……」微瀾緩緩地開口，語氣輕得像是怕驚擾了什麼，53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgBMk2jZij
「如果當初我沒走，我們現在……不會坐在這裡。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuG8ZUDJxe
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GvAe8ubrp
她的眼神很平靜，像是在陳述一個無可改變的事實。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQrMTmoV8f
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZATqRdCxEc
許墨的呼吸微微滯了一下。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoay617DnZv
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmMmrtaEZf
他知道，她說的是對的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hd95Xz2cV
如果她沒有走，他們之間，或許永遠不會有今天這場對話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cnKdB3rs1
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGH4H8BQ1pz
那時候的他，還未曾去思考感情的真實意義。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlgwCu78i9g
他習慣理性選擇，習慣站在掌控之內，以為只要條件符合，愛情就能夠被建立、被延續。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpfdbK3aUi
而微瀾——會一如既往地包容，直到某天，或許她終究會在更多的失望與自我懷疑中，漸漸對愛徹底絕望。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrmRLq3oVi
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rPlGb0x0e
他們的結局，不會是現在這樣——更不會比現在更好。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgCEAM43t6v
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIlvtxf79m1
「時間無法倒轉。」微瀾低聲道，眼底透著某種難以言喻的情緒，「就算可以……我也不會選擇回去。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKIv9MWfID
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EPy6UlImP
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8xGwtRTw3
這一次，輪到許墨沉默了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeC4tRAVXYp
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jq8eCGO6A
她的話像是一道無聲的風，輕輕拂過他的心口，卻帶來一陣深深的鈍痛。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5jSvPCNMp
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0glO9N6kc
他看著她，指尖微微收緊，像是試圖穩住心底洶湧的情緒。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡciMG0qHgRG
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJJGCGxP1m
「……是。」許久之後，他低低地應了一聲，語氣裡帶著一絲苦澀的笑意，「我們都回不去了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH2x0O8E73m
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRQydeGEQx
他抬起頭，目光深深地落在她身上，像是想將她的模樣刻進眼底。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJ9tS8Z2hH
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡINFW198B3d
「但微瀾，」他的語氣低而溫柔，帶著某種難以動搖的堅定，「我們還能往前走。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1zn93KRT1
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquS0RWN8gX
她的睫毛微微顫抖了一下，卻沒有回應。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLuEQfeN42
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往前走……嗎？53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHURtXhAu9
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUsv5Q09te
這一刻，她沒有答案。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1O4VCTe1hM
但她知道——這一次，她不會再選擇「將就」。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J1VWJGw7n
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5a0Tlat0Fr
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTUcdVvbmyH
用餐結束後，微瀾走出店外，許墨喊住了她。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkf7rOjqpo
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcZRoQgzsj
「微瀾。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPsGV2iCsU
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlBSxXe8tI
她停下腳步，沒有回頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHCa7aFlC5
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2UX6XLyU6Y
「我很快就要離開了。」他的語氣平穩，像是在陳述一件再普通不過的事，「三天後的飛機。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mS5taxQpC
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKwE2UzS1Y
微瀾的指尖輕顫了一瞬，卻只是微微低下頭，沒有說話。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcmIA6KHNA
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMdZd7dyMI
她其實應該早就知道的，從許墨來到這座小鎮開始，他的時間就是有限的。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIVvhtsqNo
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxoo6kIHRK
許墨靜靜地看著她，沒有迴避，也沒有強求，只是誠實地說出了自己的決定。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaDtu366gY
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQo6Qlwugft
「這次離開後……我不會再打擾妳了。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoUb9AFM7B
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8k2hA0RTn
這一次，他沒有逼迫她，沒有期待她立刻回答。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGpKlCQ3qkj
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6pAkzOX6J
微瀾的睫毛微微顫動，指尖收緊，卻依舊沒有回頭。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsz4rtFNlG5
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xfaldg7FR
「但不管妳的答案是什麼，微瀾——」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTeAvcU269
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UbsaacbUU
許墨頓了一下，像是在讓自己的語氣更緩和些，「我都會一直等著妳。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqwNPmfaOJ
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvEjmNSzbA
他沒有說「等多久」，沒有說「等到什麼時候」，卻用最直接的方式表達了他的選擇。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnABRErzI1v
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3Lrpqykht
「如果妳願意再次選擇我，那我會感激命運仍垂顧著我，讓我還能再有一次機會。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH38zFChcGT
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoM7q7SLsH
「但如果妳不願意……」他的聲音輕了些，卻依舊堅定，「也沒關係。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDVX0UUPM7
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyqy0zBATZ
「我會等，等到妳願意為止。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6Lv8ILo3y
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1uX7Kilnv
微瀾的心跳微微亂了拍。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZQOzbohdY
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD6kJXR5wR
她不是沒有想過這一天，但當這句話真的落入現實時，她才意識到，這一次，輪到她去做選擇了。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKklcOA4mX
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWM4bZ9PxB
這一次，他沒有試圖控制她的決定，沒有讓她感受到任何壓力。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaqmQaAlDB
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kH5Rk2XxC
這一次，許墨真的將「選擇權」交還到了她手裡。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8RRVLeN3T
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJeLyLnj64
只是單純地告訴她，這條路，她可以選擇要不要走下去，而他——無論如何，都會在原地等待。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayE6AsCGGB
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6vbbO0tWb
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFNCVt8eYZ
微瀾微微閉上眼，輕輕吸了一口氣，然後睜開眼睛，看向他。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QXVNanNt6
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPJ27oCFbc
「……三天後的飛機？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfek6e72ryi
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0roT9E35zX
「嗯。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9XCZdooyU
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfwpXRq83O
「然後呢？」她的聲音很輕，卻帶著一絲難以察覺的顫抖，「之後呢？」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3tjtpybzR
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLTwy524F4
許墨微微一笑，笑意極淡，卻帶著某種柔和的溫度。53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDobjwRjjjv
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「之後……」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdd527jE4L
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l6DxCSZtc
他頓了一下，聲音低緩而平靜，彷彿在回應她最深的疑問——53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL0shVIt7S
53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jh97Cozhd
「如果最後我們仍能走回彼此身邊——那或許，我願意相信，命運也曾給予我們機會。」53Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnharGo1NW
