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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yurlpC8Kl
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPOozd5ygF
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPSDRfxxmhT
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpTKJidw2p
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
"If God is so loving, why did He allow me to see my21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0PhpAKX2n
father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
His father had been more than a parent; he had been his21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRQr6wVhEz
teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbe4ntNYL1h
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA2OOQLHNZ
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkd6kfAtqxo
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
He needed to run. He needed to disappear. The weight of21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz7qRvU1KR
grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
Tears blurred his vision as he clenched his fists.21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5BagquF1p
"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
He felt like he'd been hit by a two-million-ton truck—like21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUh9Ts5HYN
a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LWk7wGZXa
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoeKMP8XpK
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
His dad no longer reassured him. But. he could still sense21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCxwwVVWVp
something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if21Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gX1mrH80I
God was real.
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