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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwxrap8ENz
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3crzTOfb1f
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnjPPsaoDJ
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz062MNAphO
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
"If God is so loving, why did He allow me to see my24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SU0IvScPB
father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5T7EFhyLb
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTrdGq41mZu
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0Ex6JCsOV
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
He needed to run. He needed to disappear. The weight of24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡje5YhUPGOf
grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
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"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
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a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbZWjD3r9R
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvF2tpmnIi
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
His dad no longer reassured him. But. he could still sense24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57ppAhUynm
something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
he was not sure if24Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZopG8p55C
God was real.
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